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Hello!!! shits fucked!!!!! My lovely spouse who came to live with me earlier last year but has been having immigration difficulties so we don't even think its going to be possible :( has run into legal trouble as a result of an acute psychiatric crisis following public harrasment. We have court in two days and reason to suspect we're going to have to pay quite a bit of money in relation to covering the damages caused and general legal fees aswell and i quit my job a month ago so as to be able to take better care of her, obviously i did a shit job but we still need to be doing our best for her. There's a paypal link below, I don't know how to convey the intesity of the situation but things are really scary and we don't know how things are going to go on monday except one way or another theyre going to be expensive and we still need to get her somewhere she can call home safely. Sorry.

payp#l . me/quisps

c#sh . app/$m50f83

ofreverence.bandcamp.com

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doooooooes anybody lisysen to throbbing grobbing nine inch ninch skinny pinny

#this is always in my brain

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soooo much of the modern conception of gender is based around products and consumerism that people can’t even identify actual misogyny anymore. People reply to posts “It’s sexist to hate on something so many women enjoy” and that something would be a Stanley cup

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disabled, unemployed, and in need of help

i know ive been asking for a lot of help but when you get left out in the cold by your employer after a bad relapse of a chronic illness, it's not so easy to get back on your feet in a swift manner. this is me simply asking for help maintaining a general fund to survive until i either find new employment or start to make some headway on applying for ssdi.

i am physically and mentally incapable of working a normal full time job but continue the endless process of appealing and getting rejected for disability because my condition spends "significant amounts of time in remission" which is all fine and good until it comes back to bite me even harder and i end up dropping the ball on responsibilities bc i can barely walk or get out of bed.

i know many of us are struggling in similar ways, i don't expect a lot but just enough to keep me floating until i can find secure income once again. im sorry that my many failures and shortcomings have led to me being an e-beggar likes this. i know you'd rather not see me doing this. i don't want to be doing it either. but i also don't want to starve or end up homeless because of a bad couple of months. no one should have to go through that. and i especially am keen to not repeat that experience ever again.

if there is anything you can do to help a seriously chronically ill trans woman with a scrambled and broken brain i would greatly appreciate it. i will return the favor whenever i have the means. we are in this together and all that. i love you, please help or share if you can. I am setting a short-term target of $600 since this seems like a reasonable nest to safely carry me to my next paycheck.

0/600

paypal link

venmo link

$clairevl on the cash app

bandcamp page to buy my music (material exchange of goods and services)

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I guess this is obvious, but I haven't seen anyone saying it, but the problem with 'castrating pedophiles/rapists' isn't that, ya know, that's inhumane, etc—its the trabsmisogyjy inherent in projecting violence & power onto erections & even testosterone itself (which, by the way, essentially ABSOLVES perpetrators by suggesting that 'they couldn't help it' somehow, they were controlled by a hormone)

literally NO ONE would suggest hysterectomies for afab perpetrators.... that symbolic path is completely unpaved

this entire narrative is so patriarchal, it reaffirms the dominance of T & the irresistable (even to those who supposedly 'possess' it) power of the phallus, it's all so deeply cringeworthy....

#transmisogyny

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kitty cola

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An Israeli entrepreneur who participated in the genocide in Gaza has pitched a plan to a European firm for the territory’s future. The Gaza Strip – which the plan assumes would be conquered and controlled by Israel – would be divided into two zones. In the northern zone, Palestinian collaborators would be permitted to live in relative comfort, while those who refuse to serve and obey their Israeli masters would be banished to a southern “area of terror.”

#palestine

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If you say Israel isn’t committing a genocide then you are speaking over all those Israeli soldiers

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#finally one of these i can relate to

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“Did these people [in academia who claim that they are not exposed to disabled people] realize that when they encountered the work of Rosa Luxemburg (who limped), Antonio Gramsci (a crippled, dwarfed hunchback), John Milton (blind), Alexander Pope (dwarfed hunchback), George Gordon Brown (club foot), [Jorge] Luis Borges, James Joyce, and James Thurber (all blind), Harriet Martineau (deaf), Toulouse-Lautrec (spinal deformity), Frida Kahlo (osteomyelitis), Virginia Woolf (lupus), they were meeting people with disabilities? Do filmgoers realize when they watch the films of James Ford, Raoul Walsh, André de Toth, Nicholas Ray, Tay Garnett and William Wyler that these directors were all physically impaired? Why is it when one looks these figures in dictionaries of biography or encyclopedias that their physical disabilities are usually not mentioned – unless the disability is seen as related to creativity, as in the case of the blind bard Milton or the deaf Beethoven? There is an ableist notion at work here that anyone who creates a canonical work must be physically able. Likewise, why do we not know that Helen Keller was a socialist, a member of the Wobblies, the International Workers of the World, and an advocate of free love? We assume that our ‘official’ mascots of disability are nothing else but their disability.”

— Lennard J. Davis, Enforcing Normalcy: Disability, Deafness, and the Body (via sociolab)

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Also I am endlessly amused at how this website spent years obsessed with how "butch/femme/lesbian is my gender" and had a new post every hour by a tme person about how being a boy who is a girl who is a boy is the most radical gender expression and about how being gender fuck is the epitome of queernees but as soon as trans girls start talking about how we also kinda feel like boys sometimes and have just as complex a relationship with our gender that, big shocker, also affects our sexuality and how we label it then all the sudden its "these freaks are perpetuating violence against lesbians by posting on tumblr" and telling us to "kill yourselves in the most painful way possible" nonstop from people with "terfs dni" in their bios. And yall somehow get shocked and appalled when we use the term theyfab all tongue and cheek after all this

#transmisogyny

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ok google show me boys peeing their pants

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OP must have been sooooo well-hydrated when they wrote this. OP must have been posing thoughtfully with the hint of a smile flitting across their soft lips, finger tapping the corner of their mouth nigh-imperceptibly, as if taunting me with the thought of kissing them. when they wrote this.

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CLIVE BARKER'S HELLRAISER - ISSUE 13 (DEAD THINGS ROT, STORY AND ART BY MIKE MIGNOLA)

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heard theyre wiping america off the face of the earth. sad! oh well, theres other evil empires

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judy hopps gonna be gripping the bed so hard while we figure out how deep this rabbit hole goes

#fave