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Nothing’s okay, I sit in my room and consume media and waste my time, I wake up half in a fantasy and spend the day adding onto my mental palace of stories of people in a better place, I sometimes even talk out loud like I’m in the stories, just making it all out, I don’t have a life, I have 500 things to do, I’m too tired to get better and I don’t see myself going on, it will crush them but the sooner it’s done the faster they can get over it, I need to clean and stuff so it’s not gross to deal with, I guess I was right, I don’t see myself living after 20 and by the 22nd I doubt I’ll be me anymore if I even try

I also have started seeing things, things in the corner of my eye that now I feel even after looking back, I know it’s not real but the fear is, soon I won’t be here though, so it’s all okay, I won’t have to do this anymore, I think this will be the sweetest, softest, gentle killing anyone has undergone, too many cons and finally pushed over by a lack of pros, killed by having people who care too much and question too little, killed by no one but myself because I couldn’t be what I should be and now I’m going to be gone, at the very least if it doesn’t work I’ll go somewhere very far from here and I’ll be such a sore topic that no one will want to speak of or with me, that’s that, this is it, goodbye and goodnight you lovely people

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I lived through the swine flu, Y2K, first black president, 9/11, a royal wedding, the death of Michael Jackson, Osama's death & now 8/23/11 eastcoast earthquake. My life is fucking swag bro.

2012 I’m fucking ready…come at me!!!

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Gee I wonder how people are going to respond to being told they can’t go to parties and see family and friends by the government on one hand and being told they have to go to work every day including if they’re literally infected on the other. It’s almost as if America’s public health agencies and politicians have zero fucking credibility left.

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x I plead the fifth

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have y’all seen that nasa pic of the earth with the sun behind it on the night time side it really really fucked me up my own soul became solid and like………….. weeped!

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Why the fuck is this so funny

(from @Oattsplease)

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Eve only took a bite out of that apple because it was funny

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Idk about you but I’m not going to heaven if the fucking chrisitans are gonna be there

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i wish more christians would admit that god’s love, even at its absolute best, is not unconditional. i mean that factually, not as an angry ex christian. “but all you have to do is believe in god and surrender yourself to him!” those are literally conditions. they are conditions. but maybe christians are able to write this off bc in the end, deep down they don’t view non christians as actual human people so we don’t count. god’s love is unconditional for all his children... and we are not among that group, because we don’t believe.

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Really tired of Christians and their causal disregard for the present.

“One day God will make all things new.”

Nope—YOU have to work to make things better right now or they never will get better. Even if there is a God they are clearly leaving it up to us to make things better.

Also “make all things new” really just sounds like a fancy way to say great flood genocide 2.0

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christians evangelizing really does feel like getting an unwanted dick pic

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haha remember when my uncle was praying to g-d that his wife would stop having literal depression bcos he was getting blue balls? gotta uphold those classic christian values of my wife = my property :)