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reposting so i can find it later

Gonna throw up If I can't talk about them-

Bunch of Aiden analysis under the cut because he's just SO OBSESSED CODED AND NOBODY TALKS ABOUT IT 😭 (I will be very weird about it)

The way it's so doomed from the start. He's already so fascinated by her. It's in the little jump he does when she sits in front of him, like a secret they're both in on, like her sitting in front of him is some obscure way of her inviting him into a conversation.

Why is he like this (not positive but not negative either)

He has such a cocktail of personality traits and, most certainly, mental disorders, and his own history that makes it so, when he's in love, that it WILL blow up in his face.

The fact that he's been homeschooled for his entire life- he has no idea. HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW. He doesnt realize that its not normal. of course he doesn't :( His parents obviously leave him alone for long stretches of time and he doesn't seem to mind this. He hasn't had the chance to develop his social skills at all-

It's why he's so, let's be real, creepy. Ash makes it very clear she's not interested and he just keeps worming his way into her life. He plots so that she'll go on the field trip, he follows her around, he goes to her fucking house on the first day. LIKE, HELLO? RED FLAG?

He's having evil thoughts here I swear 💀

And already so quickly after meeting her he makes Ash his priority. He asks to sit next to her, he engages and makes an effort to talk to her. Tries to joke around with her. Gives her a nickname. Touches her. He's so touchy.

And defends her!!! When Tyler gets pissed at Ash, he honestly goes off on him even tho he KNOWS Ash can defend herself- and he's so...dark about it. There's a threat hidden behind his words. He's MAD here, right? Tell me I'm not crazy, please-

He also very clearly has violence on the forefront of his mind 💀 He's the first one to actively attack the phantoms; not to defend himself, not to defend somebody else (well, he pulls Ash out of the way), but for fun. And he's disappointed when they don't scream. He's sadistic, he likes causing pain, it's something he relishes in.

I mean look at how he smiles!!! None of the other kids have such an...active ENJOYMENT in fighting the phantoms, but for Aiden, it's almost like he finds relief in it, some way to vent out his frustrations. He's eager for a fight, for a thrill.

That's how Aiden sustains himself, he pretty much operates under "I'm here for a good time, not a long time." Everything he does gives him a boost of adrenaline, no matter the consequences. He got into a fight? Eh, who cares about all the bruises, at least it got his blood rushing. Broke a bone while doing parkour or smth? Whatever, the way his stomach dropped when he was falling as totally worth it.

It's a very dangerous mentality to live with, obviously. He's an adrenaline junkie. He's an addict. More than anything else, Aiden wants something that makes him feel alive.

And what makes you feel more alive than love?

Like not to minimise or anything but he's known her for like. 2-3 months- and he's already SO scared of losing her. Like I just don't think he would have had this type of reaction with anybody else besides Ben. He would have absolutely lost his shit if Ash 'died'.

He's a straight up love junkie. He's obsessive. Nothing beats the high love can give you. It overrules everything else. If Ash (or whoever he's interested in) feels bad because of smth, he's done with it.

He LIKED dying. He LIKED the adrenaline rush. But he won't do it again. Not because he had some realization that he didn't want to die, that he still wanted to live and do things, but because Ash was upset. Because this, this rush of care from her part, the way she was so scared of him dying that she was shaking, nothing could fill the hole in his heart better than that. And now that he has a taste for it, he won't let go easy. He will keep on living- if it means Ash will be by his side.

Which is a very dangerous position to put her in. Ash already feels responsible for her friends, and she doesn't even know that Aiden has "put" his life in her hands, not that it's her responsibility, because it isn't, but she will certainly feel responsible if Aiden does something FOR her.

Like He's so fucking obsessed and he doesn't even realize it- like look at how he sees her 😭 THE HEAVENLY GLOOOOOOW, LIKE SHES AN ANGEL AND HE THINKS SHE CAN SAVE HIM. BABY SHE CANT, YOU HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF.

He could spiral so fucking bad. He could do some absolutely heinous things. Because he just doesn't know. He doesn't know how to love truly, yet. For him love really is that rush of adrenaline, the knife carving out his heart, he could be putty in her hands, or her executioner. This love that can be so obsessive, that he NEEDS it to function, like its water, like its the air he breathes. Its a compulsion, a fixation, a longing that burrows into your very soul. Ash doesn't even know what she's getting herself into-

Godddddd, it makes me so sick/ pos, it's SO FUCKING INTERESTINGGGGGG. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

I literally cannot function around this drawing 🫠

The. The hand. That way he's grabbing her. He's pulling her back. Towards HIM. like "this is mine. And I'm not sharing." And that little fucking look in his eyes, he just looks SO fucking pleased with himself. And Ash looks so...resigned. they're so doomed-coded, i love them so bad.

I don't know how I was supposed to NOT make a killer au, when he's just...like that around her.

Love is a wonderful thing. But love is also cruel, it is vicious, it is possessive and obsessive, and it will leave carnage in its wake.

Romantic love is an obsession. It possesses you. You lose your sense of self. You cannot stop thinking about another human being. -Helen Fisher

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i think it’s funny how erik just released an almost hour long ramble about literally only the origin and mechanics of magic in his universe and yet we still boil it down to just bf asmr

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Girls don’t want a kiss goodnight. They want coins for school bus graveyard.

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yall this is david shaw on instagram

how do we feel

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redacted shaw pack #redacted david #redacted david shaw

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I see what your saying but I think it’s more of a”Alexis turned Sam even when he said no” rather than no choice in the matter. It is interesting tho

Ok but is anyone noticed the huge double standard when it comes to turning people without their consent?

Just as a disclaimer i am in no way trying to defend alexis i know alexis defenders will try and use this as 'evidence' so just before i make my point alexis deserves all the bad blood she gets

However-

We cant act like turning somone without their consent is this big bad taboo when other characters do it and get away with it

William: turned vincent without his knowing consent

Fredrick: turned Bright eyes without their knowing consent (and they still got blamed for what happend)

Im in no way trying to say that these people werent in the wrong for what they did i am trying to raise the question as to why alexis seems to be the only one who gets reprimanded for it

Well i think i have an answer

You know how when people dont like a celebrity for no good/real reason so they wait around for some dirt to be put on them And hit you with a 'they always gave me a bad feeling'?

Yeah that

We know that basicly everyone hated alexis before she turned sam so mabye that was the case...?

Anyway in conclusion turning people without their consent is horrible and alexis deserves the way she is treated....but so dose William and Fred and its unfair that they dont

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted alexis #redacted william #fredrick redacted #redacted fredrick #redacted bright eyes #redacted vincent solaire #redacted vincent

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The decision between listening in class or waiting another hour 😭😭

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted sam #sam collins #I waited this long might as well

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Yall know that song that goes like “she’s my best friend, yeah we’re not a couple, she’s a rockstar she’s a s€x symbol.”

That’s Asher to Darlin when they were teens

(They were totally friends that made out platonically)

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redacted shaw pack #redacted headcanons #redacted darlin #redacted asher #my loves #I’m so sane about this #i need someone to draw this #please #i beg of you

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reminder to:

straighten your back

go pee goddAMN IT STOP HOLDING IT

go take your meds if you need to

drink some water

go get a snack if you havent eaten in a while

maybe wander around the house/stretch a little if you’ve been sat at the computer a while (artists especially: sTRETCH THOSE WRISTS)

reply to that text/message from earlier you’d forgotten about

maybe send a nice lil message to someone having a bad day?

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"Mom, the princess is flirting with her hotel manager again!"

-- some cannibal kid, probably

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Gavin.

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redacted gavin

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David

Heals my daddy issues while also being the most like him

Also I hc Angel as a amazing mother figure

You ran away

Which redacted/Yuurivoice characters house are you running to 

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted david shaw

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Fr my man was down bad from day one

When he thought Angel was cheating on him it not only shattered him but Angel made him feel like a person not an idol so the thought of closest person he had cheating on him had a lot of emotions. Him not knowing how to relay those emotions resulted in yelling

“Oh I hate the jealousy audio” “He didn’t have to yell” “He was overreacting” YOU DONT GET IT YOU WILL NEVER GET IT LIKE I GET IT ISTG GUYS I SWEAAARRRRR YOU DONT GET ITTTTT.

#listen to the proposal audio and then the jealosy one youll understand #redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted audios #redacted david #redacted angel

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Gavin has a motorcycle

That is all

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redacted gavin #redacted headcanons #sam actually talks

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Okay seriously. Reblog if you're OLDER than 11.

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Imp!James has Blake behavior

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redacted imperium #redacted imp!james #redacted blake #sam actually talks

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“Not all men”

Your right, Gavin my love would never

"not all men"

you're right. David Shaw would never

#redacted gavin #we stand imp Gavin #redacted audio #has this been done yet #probably #redactedverse #he honestly would kill anyone who messed with fl like this