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loidng my shit the brain decided to give me like eight more eytes for the time being for almost no reasopn??? i have a lot of forms in headspace but this. is new! somebody get me out of here

#Rue.txt

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My when i remember having a meltdown ≠ throwing a tantrum

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Hey,, thought this was important to say cos a bunch of mspec lesbian antis are interacting lately. First off, I support all lesbians (bi/pan/mspec/aro/etc) and antis piss me off. I want to lesbian exclusionists to not interact. Gender is made up anyways, shouldn't pigeonhole lesbians..

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WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT how do i answer without making them feel bad but still making it clear how much i care about them

Brain: They aren't going to hate you for asking a question. You are close to them and they are close to you. They aren't going to make fun of you.

Me: BUT WHAT IF- * takes psychic damage and dies *

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Brain: They aren't going to hate you for asking a question. You are close to them and they are close to you. They aren't going to make fun of you.

Me: BUT WHAT IF- * takes psychic damage and dies *

#gonna krill myshelf #stop disordering istg i cant keep doing this #i have to have this convo with other people #been putting it off for a week (shortest example) to over a year (longest example)

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one of our factives is bein a little silly, he's supposed to make a picrew and he was upset because her picrew didnt look like him but then i realized she was doing her picrew for her source like "what would [source] wear, what color is [source]'s hair, what would they-"

#🩰.txt #love her though #he's just going to restart after he's calmed down

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#wyvern reblog #cute animals

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#wyvern reblog #cute animals

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I just remembered my name which is nice. Forgot designated syskids have their own separate blog we dont really share

#🩹.txt

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We have been questioning whether we've had BPD or NPD for around a year now but again some fuck is gatekeeping memories related to the symptoms FOR THAT REASON!! FOR THE REASON THEY ARE POSSIBLY RELATED TO THE SYMPTOMS!!

#🩰.txt

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When you're trying to get better but SOMEONE is hoarding the trauma memories so you can't make any proper guesses as to what might be afflicting you :/

I think I'm supposed to be thankful but it doesn't make us any less miserable, we just don't know the reason why now-

#🩰.txt

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Frontcluster my beloathed

I want a healthy and fair front rotation, not just five littles/middles and two mentally ill teens

#🩰.txt #traumagenic system #traumagenic #endos dni #actually traumagenic #system stuff

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I love referring to the syblings as 'our kid brother(s)'. Like. That phrase is just do affectionate and very older sibling Ithink. I'm still searching for a term to call our sister but I am soo happy to be able to go, "yeah, those are my kid brothers" or whatever. It makes us so happy.

#blur.txt #🩰.txt #🏵.txt #🍒.txt #🪗.txt #traumagenic system #traumagenic #endos dni #actually traumagenic

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if i ever get pregnant and can’t get rid of the baby i’m killing myself we going 2 for 2

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(angry video game nerd voice) two genders? that's it? and you just get given one at random, you don't even get to decide which one you want? what a shitload of fuck

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We're going to try to post on this blog or it's sister blog every day until the new year, at least! Until forever isn't an attainable goal probably so I'll just renew my every day post goal in 2024.

#🩰.txt #🏵.txt #🌕.txt

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Imagine being so silly that multiple alters (mostly protectors) have to come out of dormancy, and some have to take on protecting as a secondary role to look after you. Anyways it's been an experience

#🩰.txt #🏵.txt