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I am alone

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You know that question, “have you ever felt alone in a room full of people or laying down right next to someone?”

Yeah, I thought I would never know what it felt like because I thought I had some kind of deeper meaning of people and their souls...

But guess I still have more surfing to do.

[s0u1-surfing]

I’ve been having trouble with my character lately

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A Single Promise

Can we make a promise? To be who we truly are, and lift each other in the midst of that?

“Thats not the problem.”

What is deeper than our souls, what is deeper than the need to fix our own paths of character.

What makes you more like yourself, if it’s not on how you felt but on the contents on what you create inside, what problems would you find?

Who are you?

If you don’t know who you are, then how can you know someone else?

[s0u1-surfing]

So frustrated it leaks from my eyes.

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It's been a while

I guess

Since that's what life

Is made of,

All the whiles.

All the White lies, night owls, and day light.

These gaps

That are suppose to be filled with lists of friends and emotions in a way

And when you come back

You say it's been a while.

But I always feel far away

Am I fronting or did I just never come back.

4:03am

#091317

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Eviction

Did you ever notice that you rarely ever say anything nice to me? Did you ever notice that you kinda just always neglect a positive feeling to me? Did you ever notice that I wouldn't have been disrespectful? I noticed. And I've sat here, absorbing all the negative energies from everyone around me. And I don't think I can handle it anymore Please excuse me from the table, The dinner topic is "you're no better", And I would like to go somewhere else better. Because somehow I ended up being silent And getting walked all over by people Who were suppose to be my friends And I realized that sometimes I'm not super nice either But I have tried to be. I'm not the prettiest But I believe to be. I may not be what you're looking for anymore. And I didn't try that.

#maybe not a good one

[s0u1-surfing]

The sun comes up. While my eyes haven't set

#5:59am

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Why can't I write Everything I do is drafted

[s0u1-surfing]

it's pretty upsetting.

[s0u1-surfing]

You are in control of your own vibes

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[s0u1-surfing]

I've only been with steven for two months but our souls have together for light years

[s0u1-surfing]

#012917

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I met you, And you came out of no where. You were the biggest slap to my face, The biggest joke I've ever laughed about. I woke up to you, After my delusion of thinking Kiet was an actually thing. I woke up to you, My reality.

#I'm gay

[s0u1-surfing]

Swear if you're still flirting with some little hoes I'll fuck u up

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I met you

That's enough poetry as it is.

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