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you miss childhood so much you try dressing like you would if you were seven again.聽sneakers and frilly socks.聽big t-shirts and messy hair, because you鈥檝e stopped caring about perfect hair.聽you don鈥檛 mind getting your knees dirty or scabs on your shins. those pains don鈥檛 make you flinch. those pains don鈥檛 talk to you at night. those pains don鈥檛 hurt like the hurt you鈥檝e really felt. the type of hurt that can鈥檛 be pin pointed or fixed with copious amounts of Neosporin. you don鈥檛 worry about how you鈥檒l feel in the morning until the morning comes. you bite the skin off the tips of your fingers like your aiming for the bone. because the stress and pain hits you bone deep. bone deep. its almost romantic sounding. but isn鈥檛 being so broken such a romantic thing anymore? sad music doesn鈥檛 even phase you. its all you know. instrumentals lined with tiny violins and crying cellos. you lay back in the grass and close your eyes. you try forgetting about the city surrounding you. the heat rises from the pavement and grips your lungs like my hands grip the small of your neck. the sun beats down on you like you owe it money. but you don鈥檛 sweat. this is the small stuff. ice coffee and a bagel with cream cheese. start your day happy. fall apart at the end. repeat. things get better. then they get worse. three months of total bliss for three months of total shit. thats the way life works right? it always gets better though. be still.聽
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