s-e-c-r-e-t-s

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

The air smells damp

#interactive post #interactive story #unrealism #unreality #unrealization #interactive roleplay #roleplay

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

I am happy you like the Teddy bear ʕ ㅇ ᴥ ㅇʔ

- Natalie.

Yes… it’s soft

It’s a nice feeling

You are so nice

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

You sounded sad in your last post.. So *gives you a 🧸*

- Natalie

A… teddy bear

I remember what it’s called

It’s… it’s soft

It’s small

I hold it and… I can see my hands now

Pale, scars, long nails

Freckles

I liked the freckles

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

Im sorry

I don’t know who I’m saying it too

But I know that I am sorry

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

Okay... So you don't know anything. So your like a new born child, who is aware of trees, floors and physical stuff etc.

You know how things look? You remember it?

I know how things look

I remember appearances…

I dont know much

All I know is the absence of what I don’t

#unrealization #unreality #unrealism #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

I am NOT giving up on you. I am just trying to understand--

I don’t understand anything

I’m telling you what I do know

So that maybe someone can tell me what I’m supposed to know

#interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story #unrealization #unrealism #unreality

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

.... Why do I try?

I have heard that phrase before

It’s okay

Everyone has given up on me

You wouldn’t be the first

And you will surly not be the last

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

.....what- help is help. How old are you???

I remember now

I was called mature for my age

Meant to grow up too fast

But I feel like a child

But I feel so grown

My skins holds the wrinkles of an old woman

But my eyes hold the shine of a child

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

Do you like... Need help??

Help

Help

What is… help?

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

That was very poetic. But I am still confused.

You ask me to describe what I felt

I know as much as you do

I said what I knew about this forbidden place

#interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story #unrealization #unreality #unrealism

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

Nate again, so you are blind? What can you feel exactly? Are you in a room Or outside?

I don’t think I am blind

It is dark

I could see the fire

But now it’s dark again

I can feel the silk of my clothes and how my skin itches

I am not inside or outside

There is no walls or ceiling

But no grass or dirt

No windows

No doors

Barley a floor

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

Natalie here, and nope. I am not one of the voices. I hope I am not.

Are you having sleep paralysis??

Sleep paralysis

I do not remember sleeping

I do not remember anything

I can move

I can feel

I can smell and taste

I can hear

But I can not see

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

Hey, my name is Natalie. Erm.. Who are you?? I just came across your blog and it's... Something..

I do not know

I have forgotten my name

It is terrifying here

Are you here?

Are you one of the voices I hear?

Are you one of the shadows hiding in the dark?

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

Goodnight sweet princess of the underworld

I hope to speak again soon

" I appoligize I do not wish to be unbearable "

" I shall leave you "

" Goodbye child of Hades "

... I think I will take a nap.

The smoking is making me sleepy...

@s-e-c-r-e-t-s

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

I have found fire

Ash

I does not smell of smoke

But it is fire

It does not burn

Why does it not burn

My skin should be melting

But I am okay

Why does it scratch the itch

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story #roleplay

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

Missing

I am missing something

I feel naked, but I am wearing clothes

The most wonderful of clothes

Silk

It’s itching

No

My skin is itching

#unrealization #unrealism #unreality #interactive roleplay #interactive post #interactive story

[s-e-c-r-e-t-s]

I appoligize

I do not wish to be unbearable

I shall leave you

Goodbye child of Hades

The whispering isn't stoping.

" We may not have each other physically, but I am here

I wish are a companion

You wish for answers

Perhaps together this hell can be bearable "

I don't wish for any answers... I wanna see.

@s-e-c-r-e-t-s