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suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking

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part of knowing me is watching me self-destruct. you cannot save me, you cannot fix me, and you cannot stop me.

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unrequited yearning

hanya yanagihara / iain s. thomas / sue zhao / marie rutkoski / u.k / a.k ramanujan / u.k / buffy the vampire slayer

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Holly Warburton//Motion Sickness, Phoebe Bridgers//Sylvia Plath//Hard to love, Rosé//Love love love, Of Monsters and Men//The Crane Wife, CJ Hauser//Ghost world, Holly Warburton//Little weirds, Jenny Slate

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The Beast that Bothers

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Prefieres decirme adiós que escogerme. Prefieres decirme adios antes de no ser neutral.

Prefieres perder lo que dices que supuestamente es el amor de tu vida.

Prefieres desaparecerte antes de escogerme.

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When am I going to be feel loved in my own language?

It just feels like I’m yearning for something that doesn’t exist.

I want to be taken care of. To be somebody’s favorite person. To be the person somebody looks forward to and wishes to be with me every moment. To be the person that somebody would do anything for. That stands by me and defends me. That knows what to do to comfort me in the sad times.

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I just want you to take the risk with me

I’m worth it

It will be epic

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Sometimes I wish it was only you and I in this world.

So I wouldn’t have to feel less than those who came afterwards.

So I wouldn’t have had to hear the words that never leave my head.

So I wouldn’t have to fall into the rabbit hole

So I wouldn’t feel those god awful emotions.

I could just have the fantasy of ever lasting love.

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Can I keep being delusional enough to stay alive in a world where I’m always pushed aside?

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Sometimes I wish it was only you and I in this world.

So I wouldn’t have to feel less than those who came afterwards.

So I wouldn’t have had to hear the words that never leave my head.

So I wouldn’t have to fall into the rabbit hole

So I wouldn’t feel those god awful emotions.

I could just have the fantasy of ever lasting love.

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if you love me, henry, you don't love me in a way i understand Mirages, Anais Nin // First Love/Late Spring, Mitski // Stranger Things (2016) // Hannibal(2013) // Little Women (2019) // Two Week Notice, Leanna Firestone // Fleabag (2016) // On My Own, Les Miserables // Wishbone, Richard Siken

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Everything ends in abandonment

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