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somewhere between try harder, and why bother

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the worst feeling is when you don’t wanna give up on someone but u know you have to.

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i like reassurance. i like being appreciated. i like reciprocated love and energy.

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I prayed for you.

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It was inevitable. Doesn't make it hurt less.

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This shit again..

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Bother me

please bother me. always. even when you think you are too much, even when you don’t want to bug me with your problems or when you feel I shouldn’t care about what you have to say, bother me. bother me when it’s 3AM and you have to call me 10 times till I wake up and answer you. ask me over late at night to just sit with you and be there so you don’t feel so alone. bother me on your way to class so you can rant about how someone just cut you off and how you’re going to be late. tell me you are stressed, tell me you are worried, when you’re scared, when you’re lonely. send me endless pictures of your dogs and your food, bother me with silly things that made you smile or what stupid thoughts keep you up at night. bother me to be there for you, bother me to show you I care, because I can promise you I’m never bothered.

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giving love & getting it back >

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Feeling so overloaded, exhausted and emotional lately.. and 'lately' has been feeling like forever. When will the tables turn for me?

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Heo do you like/love someone without making them your happiness? Is that even possible?

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Trusting people is scary.

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Hey you! @unleashmythoughts

I figured I'd write my personal message here, because no one needs to see my drama and know how I'm really feeling about you leaving. I'm torn between being happy that you're headed somewhere, following your dreams.. and you being so far away. I know we haven't been hanging out or talking a lot lately, not like how we used to, back when everything was much easier, and ang prinoproblema lang natin is kung san tayo gagala next, or sino ang bagong crushes natin. But even now na hindi na nga tayo ganun ka dalas magkita or mag usap, I had that Security, knowing that I have you there, ready to come to me and listen to me whenever I needed someone. When the noise of the world became too much, I knew that pwede kitang i chat, or ayain, and you'll be there. I'm sure even from afar, or even if we're apart, andyan ka parin naman.. but we both know that it'll still be different, and who knows kelan tayo ulit magkakasama in person. So yeah, I'm both happy and sad.

Thank you for everything potsy! Hindi ko na iisa isahin, masyadong magiging mahaba tong entry na to. Basta I'm always, and will always be greatful to you. I know life will not be as easy as when I had you near. But I promise I'll try my best to survive and make you proud. Like how I am with you. You should know that I look up to you. I aspire to be as, courageous, adventurous and driven as you are. You're like the ate I never had. Typing this, now lang nag sisink in yung realization, na you're not just going on another business trip.. I thought I won't be as affected, since sanay naman ako na somehow far away mga loved ones ko (si papa) and sanay naman akong may umaalis and nawawala, but really kaya lang pala ako okay before, with other people leaving, kasi nga I know andyan ka naman. So now na ikaw naman yung umalis, loneliness is starting to sink in. But it'll pass, and again I promise I'll be okay din. As long as you promise na you won't forget about me. You can have all the friends and best friends that you can have, basta you'll always save a seat for me. I love you bestie! And I wish you all the best. I'm always cheering you on, kahit gano pa kalayo. So this is not goodbye, but a see you soon!

Love, your bestfriend

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do i cross your mind ?