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day 1.1 of drawing in other people’s styles!! (i got bored and couldn’t wait)

i think she turned out less strange than i though so that’s a win for me! in the style of the lovely @pissfizz (but labelled with the art blog because it sounded more flattering)

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toses this at you

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Slowly becoming the person I want to be

ID: [a digital drawing of op’s ocs, Yuta Ito and Kiyohiko Suzuki. They are both trans and pre transition. Yuta is a teenage boy with a thin muscular build, with long brown hair worn in a high ponytail, light skin, and green eyes. He is wearing a boys’ school uniform with a blue striped tie and rolled up sleeves, and has a determined expression. Suzuki is taller than him, and is a teenage girl also with a thin muscular build. She is blasian and has brown skin with curly hair worn loose and unstyled. Her eyes are brown and her expression seems more apprehensive. She is wearing a girls uniform, with a black jumper dress and a blue striped bow tie. The background is glittery and light blue. The two are standing back to back with their faces turned towards the viewer.] /End ID

This is actually a redraw from 2021 :))

Original piece vs current one

#heart!

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"he would not fucking say that" is painful but "he would not fucking listen to Taylor swift" is so much worse.

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i will remind you everyday that you are loved

waaaaa thank you anon

#ask rose! #bwehh #hopefully this will help me to feel it #save

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not now mom i’m wasting my life on a website the entire internet believes to be dead

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fringed iris: rebellion, a lot of friends

acacia: friendship, secret love, elegance

white water lily: pure, innocent

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She feels so sigma. Mafuyu doodle (I really like for some reason ??) No effort doodles always hit hard

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i can't do this shit bro im supposed to be a dog

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Hey is it just me or do certain fans complain about how much they hate the other groups instead of loving theirs.

I don't think calling out the misogyny in this fandom is wrong, not in the slightest (my most popular post is calling out the way people treat ena versus akito because of their gender), but most of the time these call out posts just result in more negativity and arguments rather than any like. Productive discussion.

I don't wanna hear about how minoharu and anhane are more canon than ruikasa and akitoya and are Therefore More Valid And Liking Ruikasa More Is Wrong And Bad (exaggerated but most of the time people do insult a ship in order to promote their own) (also sometimes implies that rarepairs are less valid which is a dick move). I wanna hear about the interesting (and I mean very interesting) relationship that an has with kohane, her feelings of inadequacy and slight envy, I wanna hear about how minori (and the rest of mmj) inspired haruka to get back on the stage, and how minori finally got to "repay" haruka in a way.

I didn't start liking ichika because of people endlessly complaining about how underutilized she is and how You Guys Just Don't Get Her, Read The Stories And you'll Discover That She's Actually Perfect Actually (this one isn't an exaggeration but it was on YouTube not Tumblr so in it goes), I started liking her because I learned about her character, her sheer determination and love for her friends, and her want to resonate with people's hearts from people who really like her.

I'm not gonna pretend the Ruikasa fandom and akitoya fandom can't be annoying, a lot of them are toxic and have a habit of making everything about Ruikasa/akitoya while reducing their relationships with other characters to push their shipping narrative. It pisses me off. A lot. I could write (and probably will write) an entire essay on how entitled and bitchy Ruikasa/akitoya fans can be, and I definitely understand how it can build up resentment towards a ship, and how their mass popularity is most definitely attributed to the fact that they are men (which results in an extreme lack of understanding of their actual characters and overall dynamic, reducing them to "top tall sexy one" and "bottom cute feminine one" which upsets me to hell and back). And calling this out is not wrong in the slightest.

but needlessly attacking a ship that someone likes is not a call out. calling Ruikasa and akitoya "a stupid ship" is not a call out. Actively insulting people for liking it is not a call out. Adding Ruikasa and akitoya tags to your post bashing them is not a callout. It's being a dick. You are not doing anything productive by calling Ruikasa and akitoya shippers idiots or stupid or insulting their taste you are only going to piss people off and you know that you are going to piss people off.

Acknowledge but do not attack. Be civil. And if you cant be civil then save everyone some time and keep it private.

Oh yeah. And be annoying about your blorbos. Make KING kanamafu art. Put shizuairi in Fragile. Talk about how much you love your girl ships and your girl characters and don't event mention the guys, make fanfiction and fanart of the girls, I really really want you to, genuinely, because they do get less rep in the fandom than their male counterparts, so more content of the girls is always great. It feels a lot better than complaining about a ship you don't even like, I promise

(Btw I mention this in the tags but if anyone wants to add input or correct me on something you totally can. My words aren't law and this post is just me stating my thoughts, and I invite you to share yours if you want.)

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I saw someone a while ago say that mafuyu’s desire to be a nurse was selfish/evidence of her not having morals because it made her feel good to help others and like. What a fascinating interpretation of the world. Why do you think anyone does anything. Do you think people volunteer and are like I fucking hate helping people but I’m just so selfless. Is choosing an occupational path because you like it selfish. Does the significance of what you do for others diminish if it makes you feel good inside. I would actually argue enjoying helping people is evidence of being selfless/a really good trait for a nurse to have.

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A lot of people try to explain this without knowing anything about how voice synthesis works, so here's my breakdown on No, Hatsune Miku Is Not AI, And No, AI Voice Synthesis Is Not Bad.

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scrunklys come in all shapes and sizes. some of my scrunklies are thirty year old men that play videogames. scrunkly is a spectrum

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Hey. Hey you. The person aimlessly scrolling, stuck in an immobilized standoff with your brain

It's not your fault. You won't be stuck forever. I know you're trying. I know you hate it. It's ok.

And tell the Mean Voice in your head that it's not helping. It knows as well as you do that you would get up and Just Start the task if you could. You're not doing this on purpose.

Take a deep breath. Relax your jaw. I see you trying so hard to break out of it, but you can't force it. You'll get Unstuck eventually. All you can do in the interim is be kind to yourself.

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wish i could just get. constant confirmation that people dont hate me actually