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some of my favorite replies to this tweet. happy lesbian visibility week!

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The sexual tension between a girl and not feeling real every time her birthday comes around

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Being a young adult is so strange. You enter a coffee shop. The 20 year old girl waiting behind you cried all night because she just came to a new city for university and she feels so alone. That 27 year old guy over there works a job he is overqualified for, he lives with his parents and wants to move out but doesn't know what to do about it. That one 24 year old dude already has a car, a house, and a job waiting for him once he graduates thanks to his dad's connections. The 26 year old barista couldn't complete his higher education because he has to work and take care of his family. The 28 year old girl sitting next to you has no friends to go out with so she is texting her mother. That couple (both 25 years old) are married and the girl is pregnant. The 29 year old writing something on her laptop has realized that she chose the wrong major so she is trying to start all over. We are not alone in this, but we are actually so alone. Do you feel me

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I recently had surgery, and at the time I came home, I had both my cat and one of my grandma's cats staying with me.

- Within hours of surgery, I wake up from a nap to my cat gently sniffing at my incisions with great alarm.

- I was not allowed to shower the first day after surgery, and the cats, seeing that The Large Cat is not observing its cleaning ritual, decided I must be gravely disabled and compensated by licking all the exposed skin on my arms, face, and legs.

- I currently have to sleep with a pillow over my abdomen because my cat insists on climbing on top of me and covering my incisions with her body while I sleep (which is very sweet but not exactly comfortable without the pillow). She also lays across me facing my bedroom door, presumably on guard for attackers who may try to harm me while I'm sleeping and injured.

That's love. 🐈‍⬛🐈❤️

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Emotional extremes horseshoe theory where both ends are a long walk

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Animals interrupting photographers

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35/100 days of productivity - 10.04.24

8 h work shift

Uni: 30 min

Languages: 30 min French, 15 min German sign language, 30 min Russian alphabet, 15 min Swedish, 15 min Chinese to decide if I want to start learning it

Self care: Yoga & stretching, guided meditation, went for a walk 🎧☀️, Read 📖

🎧 The Subtle Knife by Philip Pullman

📖 Klein und Wagner by Hermann Hesse

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Dreamy mood in the paintings by Henri Le Sidaner (French, 1862-1939)

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Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter featured in The Letters of Edna St. Vincent Millay

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Mom you smell like all the sacrifices you made for me and compromises you don't even deserve to make. it makes me want to love you even more but also kills me from inside. I feel I die a little every time I see you cry. I am a part of you but you feel so distant at times. Will my love ever make it up for all of it? Are you happy I am yours? Or do I burden you even more? Mom you feel like my favourite pillow but my heart sinks every time I lie on your lap. Can you hug me a little tighter and look for me with the same fondness. Why do I feel guilty for the things I haven't done? I love you too much to let you go is it a sin or virtue? Maa can I cry with you a little today? Stop putting a brave face on. You are allowed to be weak at least with me

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I hope you find the courage to step out of your shell. You deserve to be seen. 

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