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It did not 😭

finally made myself a mug

the quote's from @marypsue

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#I'll never be good enough #not for more than a bit of fun #mordi speaks

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Need to remember not to ask for things because not asking is better than putting myself out there and getting rejected or ignored.

Need to remember that I don't actually deserve anything so asking is greedy.

Need to remember that it doesn't matter what people say, when push comes to shove they don't follow through.

And that I can't complain about that, because I never deserved it in the first place.

Need to somehow not be too much and not enough at the same time.

#mordi speaks

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they call me mr propaganda because i prop men up and have a ganda at their pretty eyes while i kiss them sweetly. is that anything .

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reject booktok culture. go to the library and get a weird little novel you’ve never heard of in your life and read it all in 2 days like god intended.

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Fuck it, I'm pulling back before I get hurt. I don't know what's going on, and I don't want to ask, so this is the only option that makes sense. Need my guard back up again.

#mordi speaks #one day I'll learn to stop making bad decisions #i know what I'm good for and i know what I'm good at #and this shit isn't it

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#not described

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🙃🙃🙃🙃

#i would like to not feel depressed right now please #mordi speaks

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I’ve been obsessed with that unwanted animal for like a week now

#not described

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pro tip: you can rewatch your favorite media again

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Daily checklist of affirmations:

Nothing wrong with me

Nothing wrong with me

Nothing wrong with me

Nothing wrong with me

#LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR

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At the moment the only time the depression stops is when I’m exercising, which really is not sustainable.

#mordi speaks

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In this house, we make our bastard blorbos experience aftercare for the first time and watch them get fully embarrassed by it because they don't want it to stop and may never figure out how to verbalize that they enjoy it

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It's one of those nights

#mordi speaks #crying because i have that horrible tugging pain in my chest that i get when i realise #that I'm not actually worth anything to anyone #and that I'm desperately lonely #and it would probably be better for everyone if i just wasnt here any more

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[ID: Series of gifs of Yennefer from the witcher netflix show, edited purple. End ID]

The Witcher Appreciation Week - Day One: Favorite Character ↳ Yennefer of Vengerberg