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Last night I was supposed to take my T shot and I couldn't resist taking it but I also decided to flush a weeks worth at the same time. I might have to do it every time I have to take my shot now because the thought of running out of T weeks before I'm allowed to get a refill has me soaking through my panties. Not being allowed to get more T because I'm too horny not to waste it is what's best for me

What an interesting variation - taking your T when you're supposed to, but also committing yourself to going without it in the future. Is it delayed gratification, or instant gratification with delayed consequences? I suppose it doesn't really matter - you're slowly handing control over to your ovaries either way. It'll be fun to hear how you feel about it once your horny self has put the choice out of your hands, though.

But I also think you should try this little game: edge yourself to detrans while pouring out a week's worth of T, and then decide whether you want to take your shot - or to come while pouring out that week's dose, too. You'll still get to take your T... if that's what you really want.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm detransition kink #ftm girl #reor: anon life story

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i've been listening to detrans hypno and bimbo hypno. i didn't even realize i totally forgot my shot this week. it's gotten easier and easier. other weeks i remember slightly later. my pussy instantly soaked when i realized. i wish i had a man to fuck me deeply on my shot day and give me his shot of T deep in me instead

I've said it before, but it really is beautiful that all a fakeboy has to do to go back to being a girl is just... stop. Stop setting alarms to take your shots. Stop "correcting" people when they call you the "wrong" pronouns. Stop trying to get men to put on condoms.

And that means that anything which makes you dumber, more forgetful, and more passive will do the trick. A FtM girl really can make her tits grow by listening to bimbo hypno, if it makes her "accidentally" forget to take her T. Just be a silly, obedient, empty-headed little thing, and your body will return you to your natural state - it's so easy!

Of course, it's even easier if you have a man to take care of you: you can leave all the thinking to him, and take all the cum that you need. It shouldn't be hard to find one, either. Plenty of men would be happy to have a stupid little girl who only remembers how to spread her legs.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm misgendering kink #ftm detransition kink #ftm girl #ftm breeding #reor: hypno

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recently, i (mostly detransed ftmtf) ran into someone (she/they, amab) i hooked up with a few times like 3 yrs ago on the bus. i was dressed super girly that day, and they KNOW i'm into forcefem, so i was...feeling embarrassed. they looked me up and down, and asked if they could sit with me. i said yes, nervous af. then they asked if we could talk. i could already feel myself starting to blush, remembering how she had held me down and fucked my cunt a few yrs before. and her tone has such a casual dominance to it...it just makes my face so red instantly. they asked if i was going by a different name/pronouns, i said yeah, and told them my new name. she smirked a lil bit, and asked, "so....are you like, still on T?" my face was burning. i've been off T for 6 months, and she could totally tell. i looked away, played with my hair, anything other than looking at her, and went, "ah.....no...." after a loooong pause. she, sounding VERY amused, said, "oh, not anymore, huh?" i was so fucking embarrassed, my face was absolutely bright red, and all i could think about was how her cum had felt on my face and tongue. god. i said i wasn't sure if they'd recognized me when we'd seen each other around the past few years, and they said of COURSE they recognized me, i'm very distinct. instant blush, again. they've literally been watching me get slowly detransed by my bf for like 2 years now 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and they said they'd come say hi next time they saw us at a metal show....i wonder what they're gonna say to my bf.

- detransed girlfriend anon (im new lol)

There's something special about being found out by someone who's already had you whimpering on their cock, isn't there? They've seen you naked, they know how your cunt feels, and now they know that you were always just pretending, too. It's like they got to strip you bare again, right there on the bus, and see what you were trying to hide.

I hope they talk to your boyfriend about you, and he tells them all about it - how he turned your little "forcefem" fantasy into your new life. I hope they both laugh, and smirk at you when they see you blushing, and know that you're getting wet. I hope your boyfriend takes you home afterwards, and fucks you senseless, and tells you what a good girl you are for him.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm misgendering kink #ftm detransition kink #ftm girl #reor: anon life story

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virgin lesbian anon:

i was thinking about you when i was getting off the other night... i was so wet... wish you were here

(Previously)

Cute little thing. You're really far gone, aren't you? You tried to be a lesbian, you really thought you were, but you didn't even sleep with a single girl before you got taken over by the need to be used by men.

And not just in the way that another girl might see a boy and feel an unexpected warmth between her legs - you're lying in your bed thinking about a man who could show you how wrong you were. You don't know what I look like, you don't know my name, but you're fantasizing about me fucking you because you know that I'd show you what you were missing by trying to be a lesbian. You know I'd show you that you couldn't live without it.

So keep getting wet for me, sweetheart. Keep sinking into the pleasure of losing your certainty, and dreaming about being proved wrong once and for all.

#reor: virgin lesbian anon #kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #lgetsd #dykebreaking

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What are you doing to me? I'm a bisexual woman who exclusively dates women, I've never slept with a man. But these days, I get wet at the thought of a big, strong man holding me down and raping his kids in me. It's wrong and horrible and yet a part of me thinks it's hot.

Oh, come on now - this one isn't even hard. You know you want men, but you've never let yourself get fucked by one, and you're wondering why you're dreaming of a man not giving you the choice?

But let's go a little deeper. With all those women, is it feeling a little... unreal? Like you're just playing, when you're with a partner and you realize that you're not sure if she could hold you down, even if she really tried. When you think that you could spend years trying to enchant the relationship with as much power as you pleased, and it still wouldn't have the command over your future that any man would have the moment his bare cock pressed up against your cervix.

What have I done to you? What a silly question. The right question is "how did it take me this long to realize what I was missing?"

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #lgetsd #lesbian breeding #...more or less; I don't have 'primarily sapphic' tags

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It's totally normal for trans men to fantasize about being made smooth, dressed in lingerie, and having their pussy impaled on a bigger man's dick, right? Doesn't mean we're not men?

Oh, sure, definitely. When you're dreaming about matching the feminine ideal that advertising tells women they should live up to, that's super manly. When you imagine being dressed up like a little doll so that real cis men can have more eye candy, and that makes you dripping wet, and that makes you desperate to have your cunt filled up with a man's cock, you're practically getting in line for your man card.

Nothing to worry about there, right? Nothing you have to try to bury. Nothing that will ever interfere with what you try to tell people you are.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm misgendering kink #ftm girl #ftm detransition kink

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Today I went on a date with a straight cis guy because he messaged me on a dating profile I made before I came out as trans and it went so well! He called me by my deadname the whole time because I never corrected him when he first messaged me and he didn't even bother calling me a boy while we were out. He was really sweet and wants to go on another date soon. I'm so excited and I want to look good for him so I'm gonna try wearing makeup for the first time in years 😊

It always amuses me to get these stories where the actual events are totally innocuous without the context: a boy messaged you on a dating app, and you went on a date with him, and he was sweet to you, and you're excited about the budding romance!

It almost makes your identity feel... extraneous, doesn't it? Bringing it up would have just made things harder, gotten in the way. You can just keep it a naughty little secret, like wearing a rope harness under your clothes at work - it might make things more exciting, but nobody has to know.

Is your heart starting to flutter at the thought of hearing him say your name, sweetheart? Does it still feel like a "dead" name when you think of that, or does it seem filled with possibility?

And isn't it wonderful how easily this all came from just letting him see you as a girl?

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm misgendering kink #ftm detransition kink #ftm girl #reor: anon life story

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zyns anon

as it turns out i hate zyns:/

the straight guy didn't even cum in me (i don't think?) but i got really turned on when he called me a good girl, it was just impulse to him. it wasn't even like he was trying to be kinky. he apologized after but it was kinda half hearted. i just got too carried away. he expressed regret for using a rubber after i told him i was a virgin. so i told him to take it off lmao. he did, ngl i didnt feel much difference but i think he enjoyed himself more. he pulled out at the last second though, i think. i asked if he came in me and he said no, but maybe a little. just to be safe i bought plan B.

he's messaging me at ungodly hours asking if im out of pouches yet. i might be soon lmao lol

(Previously)

I wonder how many babies have come into this world because of "no, but maybe a little". Really, for your first time you should have just left it up to chance - it would have been cute if you got knocked up your first time from telling the straight boy you were with to take off the condom so he could enjoy your cunt more.

Isn't it funny how "boys" like you end up in these situations? Getting fucked by guys who only fuck girls, getting desperately turned on when they call you "good girl" without thinking anything of it. For you, it's kinky; for him, it's just what he does when fucking the kind of girl who'll beg for his cum.

And the fact that you ended up giving him your virginity in exchange for drugs that you don't even like is just perfect. The nicotine isn't what you're really there for anyway; a straight man's cock is what's made you a budding little addict.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm misgendering kink #ftm girl #ftm breeding #reor: anon life story

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Maybe someday I'll start using a queue. Until then, you get two weeks with no posts followed by eight in three hours.

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Idk what to do…I’m a trans man but I keep having raw sex with a guy and begging him to cum inside me and of course he does it. But t is not birth control and when I’m not horny and I remember my behavior I get anxious but I quickly get turned on thinking about it. But seriously idk what I would do if I got pregnant. Im playing a dumb game with my body

Of course T isn't birth control - it's one of the best aids to conception. What else can you get from the pharmacy that will regularly get you on your back with a man's bare cock in you? What else will make your fears of pregnancy turn into an inescapable need between your legs?

I suppose I could tell you not to carry on the way that you have been... but would that even help? Your conscious mind isn't what's making the decision here; you decided to take something that inflames your deepest drives. The consequences of that decision will be yours to bear - so to speak.

You could always stop taking T, and see if that calms the urges - see if you stop leaking cum at dangerous times. You might as well. The way you're going now, you'll have to spend nine months off it soon.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm breeding #ftm detransition kink #reor: non misgendering

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hiii (cockwarming lesbo, i can’t believe that’s what i’m going with but i’m an addict tbh, i’m always desperate to get filled)

i was better at sucking cock than i thought i was gna be 0//0

i deepthroated 4in w my flag draped over the base, the drool rlly helped stuff it into my cunt n i’m making this a part of my routine

i deserve a gold star for this, i’m the best dyke

(Previously)

⭐

There, little cockwarmer, is that what you wanted? A little token of approval from a man for draping a fake cock with your lesbian flag, stuffing it as far down your throat as you could, and then filling up your needy cunt with it? Is that what being a gold-star dyke means to you?

God, this is how you get just from being told what to do, and for the attention of telling a man how you've practiced being a good little whore - imagine how you'll act the first time you get to serve a real cock. Imagine how addicted you'll be the instant you hear a man moan as he pumps a load deep into your dripping cunt.

I'm looking forward to you finding out.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #lgetsd #dykebreaking #reor: cockwarming lesbian

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ftx here, longtime listener first time caller. I finally gave in and made a detrans kink blog - I already knew this shit made me drippy and needy as fuck, but I was in a store today and they had women's underwear on sale and my heart sped up. I ended up getting 5 new black lacy pairs of panties and a black satin robe, put them on, sat down, and made my detrans side blog. even canceled plans on a friend to rub my thighs together and feel how traitorous it feels to have a shaved pussy again.

just thinking about going to work tomorrow and being all masc again while knowing I'm just a wet mess of a girl tonight has me woozy. this is all your fault 😬

(love you love your blog xxx thanks for being a cool human)

I do like having a girl tell me that it's "all my fault" while wet enough for her shaved pussy to drip down her thighs. Scapegoat me all you want, sugar. It just makes me want to push in between those bare lips and give you more to drip with. 🖤

It's a hilariously easy "kink", isn't it? Pity the poor latex fetishists, and everybody else who has to go to extreme lengths and get expensive gear - you get turned on by being a woman buying women's clothes! They sell your fetish goods in every mall, and your heart pounds at department store discounts!

It's cute that you flaked out in order to stay home and rub your legs together, though. You get to escape from both your social obligations - your plans with your friend, and your claim to your identity - and just sink into the sweet pleasure of remembering what's between your legs, and what that makes you.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm misgendering kink #ftm girl #also I appreciate the kind words :) //

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i might suck off a straight boy from my class for zyns (nicotine pouches lol). i can't buy them yet but he can (i just turned 19 and hes 23). when i hit him up to buy off him, he sells for double the retail value, and triple for anything higher than 10mg. i asked if i get a classmate discount, or if i can buy one at a time. and he said no :(. i ""jokingly"" said id blow him for some, and he said the only people he'd accept that offer from are girls.

so, like a good crackwhore, I told him im actually ftm and it wouldn't be really gay. he didn't believe me until I showed him my pussy on a video call. he said he'd consider it, and responded like an hour later. lmao. he said it sounds kind of gay but if i came to his apartment looking pretty, and wearing something feminine he'd see if he felt gay about it. he went on to say he just thought i was gay since im too feminine to be a guy, but being trans makes more sense. he also asked why i transitioned when id make a really cute girl. im swooning.

the joke is that i can afford to buy the zyns at the price he listed. its inconvenient and annoying but doable. i could also keep trying my luck at local convenience stores and eventually be able to find something, probably. im not even trying to quit that hard. but likeee. not going to lie, he's hot and i was slightly horny already when i hit him up. id suck his dick for free tbh. its embarrassing that im willing to let him use my mouth for fucking nicotine pouches, and because im a perv who likes being misgendered. but ive already came twice, and post nut clarity is not kicking in, so its probably a good idea. will keep you posted.

God, this is fucking funny. You went to such lengths to sell your virginity to a straight man - and you didn't even save any money off of it! Plan B is like 50 bucks!

Let's see, the series of events here is:

Offered to suck a straight guy off for convenience-store drugs

Had to show him your cunt just to get him to consider it

Went over "looking pretty" like a good call-girl

Intended to just blow him and instead wound up getting fucked for the first time and creampied without protection

Went home with a few nicotine pouches, a pussy full of cum, and negative net savings

A savvy consumer you are not! God, FtM girls will take any excuse to slut themselves out.

but ive already came twice, and post nut clarity is not kicking in, so its probably a good idea.

That's the thing: actual men have refractory periods. You can only make sperm so fast, and there's not much biological point in putting another load in a girl when there's a few hundred million fresh sperm already on target. Girls who've pumped themselves full of testosterone don't get that! You can just keep rubbing yourself dumb, convincing yourself that being a stupid whore is a brilliant idea. Just another one of the dangers of trying on hormones that you weren't built for.

Still, this was very funny. Hope you enjoyed the walk of shame home from your extremely-lame-drug dealer's place, and congratulations on the start of a long career of taking cum.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm misgendering kink #ftm girl #reor: anon life story

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Anon with the natural insemination fantasy here!

Your reply got me so fucking wet. I just imagine you forcing yourself on me. Fucking me until you're cumming deep inside me. The sensations making me cum hard while I'm begging you to put a baby inside me. I'm disgusted with myself for cumming on your cock. I don't tell my partner what happened. You're their best friend, part of me is scared they'll take your side. So when you offer to be our donor, of course they accept without a second thought. How can I tell them now? And the satisfaction you have from knowing you're putting a baby in me one way or the other turns you on so much.

As soon as we're alone together you remind me just how much I liked it and how you're going to keep doing it until I'm knocked up. How you're going to love watching your baby grow inside me. You tell me that you might even try to convince Partner to let you naturally inseminate me with their permission. We both know it's a longshot, but the idea of them letting you breed me without asking me if it's how I want to get pregnant turns me on so much.

...I'm losing control of myself right now. The fantasies are getting away from me. I have to make myself cum to this or I'll never get any sleep.

(Previously)

Fragments of conversation, from across a few months:

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"Just give in already, my little breeder. It's all right to come on my cock if you're going to make a baby for me.

That's right. That's a good little slut."

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"You didn't even try to tell them, did you? That's so goddamn cute. Don't worry, we can keep it just between the two of us - and baby makes three.

Now get on your fucking back. You're not going to tell them about round two, either."

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"Take it. Take it like a good bitch. You're going to take every drop of my cum until I fucking breed you."

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"Are you really going to try to lie to me? You loved it. Every time. No one's ever milked my cock like that before. Hell, I might have to try to get them to let me breed you while they watch, just to see you struggle to act reluctant."

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"I know I should be saving up for the right time of the month, but I can't fucking resist. I don't want to ever see you without my sperm or my baby inside of you."

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"You know I'm not going to stop now, don't you? There's no way I could stop myself from using my little babymaker. Don't make me rape you while your belly swells."

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm breeding #reor: non misgendering #experimenting a bit with the format - feels like there's too many good concepts here to just write it out

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This might be random, but do you think the people sending you asks are generally truthful, or do they make up fictional kink scenarios? Like when they say they’re getting pregnant for kink, or stopping T for kink. I enjoy your blog, but sometimes those asks leave me a bit alarmed

I think they're generally truthful. In most cases, of course, I can't know for sure, but a number of anons have deanonymized themselves to me, and I think I have a fairly good sense for which personal accounts have the ring of truth, from reading plenty of true and "true" stories over the years.

That said, I think your worries are somewhat misplaced. When people tell true stories about themselves to a kink blog, they emphasize the kinky aspects and elide some of the more emotional and rational considerations.

For example, some people start playing with detrans kink as they're genuinely questioning their gender identity - using the kink as a way to explore some of that tension - and ultimately decide that they don't want to continue with the transition process; I know that one of my anons who said that she detransitioned "for the kink" is in this position. Some people want to have children with their partners, and don't mind having a feminine appearance for a while, and will phrase that as "I'm letting my boyfriend knock me up and turn me back into a woman". There's a lot of nuance that doesn't appear "on the screen".

Ultimately, I hope that all my anons are doing what will make them happy and fulfilled, but this (usually) isn't a therapy office - people come here to get off to the idea of making bad decisions for kink reasons, and often that means framing their life stories in the kinkiest ways possible.

#reor: reality #reor: blog meta

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Hii ^^ it's only been a few days since you answered my ask about me lactating and you gave me a task. I know you just said to spend 15 minutes each day milking my tits but I've been playing with them almost obsessively while I reread what you said. I'd guess that at least 3 hours of each day that has passed have been spent mindlessly milking my tits and repeating the mantra you gave me, I just can't stop once I start.

I'm starting to hate how difficult it is to remove my binder when I get home because it cuts into the time I have to milk my sore tits haha

(Previously)

From last time:

I think you'd end up giving into the pleasure of it no matter what I said, but here's a little task to guide you: spend fifteen minutes every day playing with your nipples, trying to get them to produce as many drops as you can. And every time you see one, repeat this mantra to yourself: Boys don't give milk like I do.

I gave you a brief little task to do each day - just as a reminder of what your body is showing you - and you ended up spending hours and hours brainlessly milking yourself, over and over. It seems to come naturally to you, doesn't it? Maybe you were just made to be a good little cow.

This is so cute, really. You hated your tits and used your binder to hide them; now you're starting to hate your binder because it gets in the way of getting your tits out. You told me last time that you were "scared of enjoying it"... given how quickly you've lost control, maybe you were right to be scared.

It's been over a week since you sent me this, though, so I'm wondering how far you've developed since then - whether you've slipped even deeper into a sweet bovine haze. I can only imagine that every day that passes makes it harder to hide your tits, and even harder to keep wanting to.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #ftm misgendering kink #ftm detransition kink #ftm girl #reor: anon life story #reor: lactation

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Your writing style is so seductive and rich, I felt drawn back to it again and again despite my best efforts. And reading your posts, the submissions by others, the admissions, I finally had to shamefully create a blog to explore my now shaken lesbian sexuality. The way you speak regarding how natural it is to desire cock has allowed the scales to fall from my eyes, and to now dedicate my efforts to fully breaking myself. Thank you for granting me this clarity

-orientated lesbian

You know, it's funny - stereotypically, shithead guys will say that a girl who thinks she's a lesbian "just needs the right cock". And then enlightened people will say that of course that's not true, she knows what her sexuality is, no one is going to 'fix' her.

But the truth is that it doesn't even take a cock. Just the right words from a man, and suddenly you're reconsidering whether your firmly declared sexual identity really means much at all.

Of course, I shouldn't take too much credit myself... If I were just writing posts, I doubt I could be nearly so effective. What makes this so easy is the dozens of dykes just dying to divulge their deepest desires. All I have to do is draw them in, and let them tell me their secrets, and reflect their needs back to them in front of everyone.

And it's easy for you, too, isn't it? It's "shameful", but it's natural. Once that first wall breaks down, once you stop telling yourself that you could never give in to those desires - not like all those other girls whose stories you read - it's so simple to slip into the role that biology set out for you.

I'm glad you're seeing clearly now, sweetheart. I'm looking forward to seeing where it takes you.

#kink interactions #reorientation writing #reor: anon ask #lgetsd #dykebreaking