renegonbeatrix

[renegonbeatrix]

You know what the difference is between you and me, Violet? No. Me neither.

GINA GERSHON as CORKY BOUND 1996 — dir. the Wachowskis

#trixie inspo tbh!!!

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#she won't burn toast and she could probably figure out how to do some basic recipes #but she isnt interested in cooking or even food really so

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hmmm

#beatrix garrus and tali after two handles of shitty vodka #(beatrix is holding the gun) #(garrus is on her back)

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characters who view themselves as tools/weapons first and people second... characters who martyr themselves for a cause because they think that's the only way they can be worth something... characters who push themselves past their breaking point again and again and again... characters for whom devotion and masochism are inseparable... characters whose self-sacrifice becomes self-annihilation...... what was my point again? i had a point. anyway.

#beatrix tag

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#listening to their song rn

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hi, i love dynamics that r like “we make each other worse” on the surface but when u look deeper it is actually just “we understand each other on a level that no one else does and nudge each other out of our typical comfort zone” which just circles around to “we make each other better”. it’s abt the accidental growth just by being in each other’s lives. idk

#garrix

[renegonbeatrix]

i still havent given up on my lets play. ive just been drained of energy the last few months and havent even been playing the games (besides a bit of modding sometimes). ive also been putting off adding subtitles to the latest videos for the same reason

#no one can avoid tasks like me

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going back to beatrix's companion dossier. i wrote what i have all at once in the middle of the night and so unsurprisingly it's not my best work lmao. making an actual effort now to construct a companion arc for her. reworking what ive got and then i plan to finish the me3 section

#if im not careful her companion arc could look too much like jack and jacobs (in different ways) #that may be impossible to avoid in the end #but im trying to make something at least a bit unique

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what if SHE’S doomed by the narrative, huh? what if it’s HER actions that are futile in the long run? what if SHE has to break the cycle? what if SHE has to writhe endlessly in a hell of HER own making? god forbid a woman condemn herself

#beatrix tag

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#beatrix shepard

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the girl I like when I leave her on read for 10 mins

me trying to spell “gorgeus”

#beatrix and liara

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wondering if i should just cave and make beatrix from boston. rn she's from the chicago area but ive never even been there. i dont know boston well but im at least more familiar... like how do i flesh out her childhood in a state ive never been to lmao

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18 year old pre-Alliance Beatrix (finally finished this 2 years after starting it ahhh)

#beatrix shepard #fanart #mass effect #and no i dont know where the light source is and i dont care anymore

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*sweating, taking a tylenol, chugging some water* almost done with beatrix's arc playlist

#been browsing spotify to look for stuff

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messing with artbreeder to make damian (beatrix's half brother). he's 9 years younger and, up til the reaper invasion, worked on cargo ships in the attican traverse. still haven't decided what to do with him in beatrix's life but i want them to be in each other's lives eventually

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i wanna make a beatrix character development playlist but as someone is who Not a music person at all, and who knows like... very few songs and artists... ummmmm LMAO

#i have a ton of trouble of finding new music #bc listening to new music is weirdly hard for me to do.... #and even if there IS music laid out for me to listen to that i trust is good #idk it's just really hard for me to do it! my adhd really kicks in and my adhd is NOT music friendly

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beatrix’s newest head morph and its inspirations

#beatrix shepard