redsandtemple

[redsandtemple]

you probs dont check this place anymore but since you're here actually, i love ya!

It's honestly a bit strange to look back into this blog's inbox and seeing messages of support. I appreciate the kindness, even if it's from a while ago.

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Hey, I dont know if you'll come back to this blog, but I want you to know that you're super cool and you didnt deserve what those people did to you, I hope that you're safe and have found someone to help with this. 💙💜💙💜💙💜💙

Thank you for your kindness.

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i found one of your callout posts while looking for accounts to memorialize one of my dead friends, and im asking you to please please please delete it. if you want more info, email me at inkmate(.)design(@)gmail(.)com if you could, i just dont want to risk more harm coming to their family than already has happened

Well, since I'm here, I can say with confidence I still have no fucking clue what this is about and I did try emailing you when you sent this. No response. If you somehow see this and still want it resolved, respond to the email I sent.

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I saw your thing about your stuff being leaked... I'm not sure what happened specifically but is Cleo zombiecleo like from hermitcraf?

Sorry for whatever delay might have been from this ask being sent, to me answering it now. I was frankly pretty upset when I initially commented on the tiktok that person made incorrectly chronicling the drama, and ultimately using my doxxing as a ploy to explain why my friends are ~evil harassers~ because they believed we antagonized anyone who disagreed. I'm not going to go further into it, because frankly I don't want to waste the time, energy, or sanity on debunking shit that shouldn't matter anymore. My chest hurts enough thinking about it, and I'm not currently willing to dig through discord logs to make up for my missing memories.

To clarify, I initially did blame Cleo for my doxxing, which was an unfair reaction brought on by the nature of the situation, and the fact that I was subsequently stalked and had to get police involvement to be able to live even the slightest bit more comfortably. I'm still heartbroken and paranoid, and it agonizes me so much that something I used to love (hermitcraft) has been so utterly warped in my heart due to this whole thing. After some time and distance, I can say that it probably(?) wasn't directly Cleo's fault, since whatever stans of hers decided to point their blade at me weren't doing so on her orders. Still, she is not exempt from blame, with her blase attitude and decision to engage in the topic in the first place is what led to my dissent.

Again, the only thing I want is to be left alone. Stop talking about me. Stop talking about Andy, about Miles, and about even the people I am no longer in contact with, but was part of my friend group back in 2019. Dragging their names through the mud, and mine, accomplishes nothing but a twisted sense of self satisfaction from people who can't conceptualize others suffering being equally important to their own.

That's all. Have a good day.

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I'm not gonna post anymore

#blocks.hell #sorry mindcrack fandom I couldn't do anything for you #sorry. sorry. sorry. s

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Holy shit, that’s horrifying red. I’m so sorry this happened to you and it’s disgusting the apathy some people have to you getting doxxed. Idk if you’re going to delete your account or if you’re just gonna stop posting, but we’ll respect whatever decision you make, even if the fucking shippers aren’t respecting your privacy. Idk if you can still IP block anons, but I hope it helps, even a little bit

I got everything reported as best I could(through both tumblr and higher powers of cyber security that Be, as it were) so I'm hoping it all comes to an end and things don't get worse. I have to hope that things don't get worse

#blocks.hell #when I was driving home I thought a car was following me #so I had to keep driving

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i give up. or rather, im hoping me giving up will get you people to leave me alone. ive gotten asks describing my house, ive gotten asks talking about the roads i take to get to school in the morning, ive gotten random calls throughout the whole day for 3 days now and im terrified that things are gonna get worse if i stay here. so, i guess shippers win? have fun with your pyrrhic victory

and if cleo is, by some shitty circumstance reading this: cool. I got ran of a community I loved because you enabled people who r qwhite literally stalking and harassing me in real life. ive earned the right to be mad at you specifically 

idc if this post is mature or not cuz im lit uh rally having my everything ruined rn xoxoxo

#also preemptive fuck you to the shippers who think this is a good thing #things never should've gone this far #and if youre celebrating me going #despite the fact that i had my fuckin info leaked #youre a scummy person babes! #blocks.hell

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Rip

not to fukcing yell or anything but the response to me eggting doxed shouldnt be “rip” ywou fucking weirdo

#this is so fucked I hate this I hate this I hate this #did you whin shippers is this what you wanted #blocks.hell

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hey what the fuck hey hey hey what the fuck . whoever that anon is how the fuck do you know my address

#uh uh uh uh uh uh uh #blocks.hell

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[ID: a tweet from Joe hills that reads-

"Me greeting my gaming video viewers:

“Howdy, y’all!

Joe Hills here...

recording as I always do,

in Nashville, Tennessee.”

Me calling my folks:

“WhatUpGatherRoundItIsYourBoyJoe WithAnotherCalamity” /End ID.]

I...

#blocks.txt #hermitcraftserver #Joe hills

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Re: Wild West Au... we did a group canvas thing I drew the B-team and Aurey. Aurey and Zisteau run a Bar/Inn and the B-team is just..... snakeoil salesman bastards. The drawing is Bdubs claiming ownership of stuff he bought from Beef's general store. The only one who buys Beef's stuff from them is the outlaws who don't have a group name yet but it's Vechs, Btc, Nebs and probably some others. (I didn't mean for this to be mindcrackers who were also hermits AKDKKFKF I just like drawing them)

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ok im a cringe baby so im making a cowboy au 😔

#as a bisexual I'm delighted

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Cubfan, d3?

vibes

#hermitcraftserver #sorry for being horrid but he's hot in this tank you

[redsandtemple]

grian shippers are really wild bc like thats an ENGAGED MAN. dont just imagine grian seeing that imagine his fiance!!

I Know... I Know... It's so awkward to think abt cuz like. Shippers have to know that he has full access to the content they make right? They have to know? Right? R

#blocks.hell

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Im not following you bc sometimes my block list doesn’t work and i can’t use xkit but saw you disappear and got extremely worried. You probably don’t know me but I got rlly worried for you and I’m hoping you feel better from whatever made you disappear. If you ever need to take a break don’t hesitate to do so bc while I may not follow you, you are an extremely awesome and funny person and I really appreciate your content!!!

💖💖💖

#blocks.txt #srry for space in between answers and also not very good answers #my brain power is low

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imagine staying on hermitcraft couldnt b me (not a complete lineup of inactive hermits)

#blocks.txt #not maintagging but [throws this at u] feel free to reblog #I miss aurey pls come back #also joe!! joe was cute but I think he wiped all his videos #red looks so fckin tiny in this

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!!! I really appreciate that someone finally commented on the fnaf au!!!! I am a big fan of the fandom (i been into that since the first game jskfkd) but seeing an au of that really made me uncomfortable since uhh,, is a rlly fucked up story tbh,,, and was really anxious/uncomfortable bc I really love the fandom but really hesitated interacting bc I didn’t thought it was okey??? But maybe I was overreacting? TLDR; really grateful someone commented on the au (n the info, didn’t know abt that!!)

Yeah, I just can't keep quiet about stuff like that. It's like, someone has to be self aware abt this kinda thing

#blocks.hell #and that's my role