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Kittens Playpen Custom Order Giveaway! You can win your choice of the following..

-A custom made collar in any size!!

-A pair of custom animal ears!

-A custom tail!

All YOU have to do, is Reblog this post! No follows needed! :) Contest will end November 10th! Goodluck Everyone!

#*heavy breathing*#omg

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Dear Tumblr;

I know this is a lot of text, but please read it.

My name is Samantha, I am a twenty year old Canadian gal living at home to take care of her father and two young brothers. We live in a low income housing subdivision that's at least ten minutes away from the nearest 'big' town- our own town doesn't have a grocery store, or a gas station, it's pretty much just a little pit stop with a bed'n breakfast plus a convenience store.

Why do I need to take care of my Dad and brothers (currently 7 and 8 almost nine years old)? Because my father is on Canada pension plan disability; he can't work again, ever, and his health is very bad. My father has porphyria, this has in turn caused venus insufficiency, sleep apnea (he stops breathing up to a minute at a time in his sleep because of this) and Peripheral neuropathy. Currently he has a bone infection in his foot and he is still fighting the infection so he doesn't loose part of or all of his foot. He is wearing a V.A.C dressing on his foot that is trying to suck the infection from his foot; there is an ulcer on the bottom of his foot leading directly to the bone- disgusting I know, and very dangerous as his aforementioned disease's make it difficult for him to heal wounds on his feet.

I tell you this because my father cannot be on his feet currently; he needs to keep all pressure off of them so his body can try and heal the ulcer on the bottom of his foot. Leaving everything else to me; house work, cooking, driving (he can only go out to stores if he walks on his heel to relieve pressure from the top part of the bottom of his foot, or uses a wheelchair or power scooter)- it's difficult for me as I'm currently attending MacTech Distance Education and doing an online/at home course.

I don't have the time to get a job, Dad can't work and it's just us, my two brother's and our cats (we have five kittens that we need to find homes for; we already had a few cats, as the kittens get older food and cat litter becomes more expensive as we need more and more of it). Our income depends upon what little he gets from CPP, plus what I get through caregivers allowance and my student benefits from his CPP. Dad had gotten credit cards earlier this year to try and get us ahead, to get us things we needed, but unfortunately that's come back to bite him in the ass. We have just this morning found out that Visa has taken money from his account because he hasn't been able to make a payment in awhile, after calling around we discovered that they are going to continue taking any money in the account until things are paid off.

We won't be able to pay bills, get groceries- not until the credit card is paid off and we can't do anything about it, all the bills are paid by Dad's bank account, and if I put money into his account Visa will immediately take it. So. I need help. I'm currently in the middle of trying to find a place to sell my 3DS/games/any DLC I bought, and my Ipad Mini; my father doesn't want me to sell my things but I will do what I need to do to help. I know that there are always posts like these going around and everyone needs help, so I'm not sure if this will get very far but at least I tried.

tl; dr:

We need money. I can't draw very well but I can use a handful of Adobe programs; I can business cards, banners, I'm currently working my way through the Flash section of my course- I can also write, and my friend is going to be making OC adoptables to help me and my family out- she is also open to commissions in which all proceeds will go to my family. Just send her a DA note with proof of donation or note her with commission info (she's also wonderful at colouring).

I can't guarantee that if you donate you will get something in return, I am very busy and if enough people chip in then I won't have time to get to everyone. If you make a donation over twenty dollars I will definitely try to do something to thank you.

Every little bit counts; I wouldn't be doing this if I had somewhere else to turn to. Even if you can't help out financially, could you please signal boost this so others can see it and perhaps donate? Tumblr can be a wonderful place and I know you've helped lots of people before; I'm hoping I can be helped now. If you can donate my e-mail is [email protected] and I will be forever grateful for however much you can give ;w;

#Signal boost #adoptables #financial help

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Lamento--Rai's 2nd love scene

I’m now over 400 pages into microsoft word for this aha ahahahaha ha sobs quietly

Anyway, I finished this part last night. It’s hard to find a starting and cutoff point because this scene is stupid long. If anyone wants the aftercare (its basically rai bathing konoe and being like “hey dont go blowing anyone else ok”) I’ll get it up here too, but for now this is it, enjoy it you horndogs you

Not proofread yet and I’m by no means a fluent speaker, so if you have corrections or something doesnt make sense, let me know and I’ll fix it up right away. Likes/reblogs/comments are my lifeblood for this monster, but please don’t repost this anywhere else before asking first!

That said, let’s goooooo

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I don’t know WTF I’m doing. I think at this point I just completely lost it.

1. Gaara wanted Konoe in a dress that Asato could keep lifting. Konoe does not think that “minidress + stockings” are appropriate garments for a forest environment and was quite unhappy with me as I drew her.

2. Bardo will always be the one that looks strangest because no beard. Bardmaid dress from the White Notes~

3. All parts of Asato’s body want to say ‘hi’ to Konoe. I don’t know why I censored that. For my own peace of mind, maybe.

4. Rai is a warrior, and needs to fight and jump and run. Rai has very large boobs. These two things don’t work too well together.

[And if I can still blame someone else for the things I do, all of these were in fact Gaara's ideas on twitter. Well, except for Rai.]

#; Genderbend #; Rai #; Konoe #; Asato #; Bardo #; Lamento: Beyond the void #KONOE'S SO CUUUUUUTE

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#; Konoe #; Rai #; Lamento: Beyond the void #BABY?!

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#; Rai #; Asato #; Konoe #; Tokino #; Bardo #; Lamento: Beyond the void #IT'S TOO PRECIOUS LOOK AT KONOE CUDDLING HIS TAIL #FUCK ME IT'S ADORABLE

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A guide to common terms used in describing tiaras

#; Reference

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sometimes i think about what it would be like if aoba used scrap on all the boyfriends and they all were in a poly relationship together

koujaku would be very skeptical about it first, but soon he comes to find something he really likes in them all; he’d regularly trim everyone’s hair and, when summer would come around, pick out yukata for each of them to wear for the festival in town; with noiz and mink he’d spend most of his time arguing with them, but he’d cut their hair anyway because he really does care about his relationships with everyone; he’d make them tea in the evenings and share a smoke with mink afterward

noiz would be reluctant to open up to everyone at first, but after a while he’d quietly do maintenance on the allmates and, later, he’d get all the boys fitted for suits and take them to germany for a few weeks on vacation; he’d still have fun getting a rise out of koujaku when he can, but the others can tell he’s more attached to all of them than he usually lets on; he would buy them all flowers at the beginning of each month, carefully picking each small bouquet according to their meanings

mink would be the slowest to fall into the rhythm of it all and it would take him ages to share his emotions with the others, but, slowly, one by one, the boys grow on him and he’d braid feathers in their hair as a sign of his trust; for noiz, he’d make bracelets and a tie pin instead because his hair is just a bit too short; in the mornings he’d make coffee for everyone, and whenever he’d read he would sit down with one of the boys and let them lean against him in comfortable silence

clear would be so quick to love everyone and share these new experiences with them all; showing his face, however, would take a little bit more time; he’d write songs for each one of them, and if they were struggling to fall asleep he’d sing their songs like lullabies until they nodded off; he’d carry one of the boys onto rooftops when it’s just the two of them, and he’d especially love to play with ren’s hair at any chance he could get; at night he would check up on them all when they’re sleeping to make sure they’re still breathing

ren would be confused with the idea initially, but he would trust aoba’s decision and soon find himself enamored with the boys, too; they would take a long time to fully understand ren’s circumstances, but eventually they all become close to him and it’s as if nothing was ever strange to them at all; much of his time spent with them would be a learning experience, each of the boys broadening his understanding of the world; at the end of the day, when ren grows tired he would curl up against one of them and lay his head in their lap, nodding off to the feeling of fingers brushing through his hair

and aoba would fall in love with the swell he’d get in his chest as he watched koujaku sit with a sleepy ren in his lap, cradling him in a way so similar to how he did dozens of times before; fall in love with the lightness he’d find in his step as he walked while mink held his left hand and noiz held his right, peeking upward to see subtle but genuine smiles on their faces; fall in love with the bubbling of laughter in his throat he’d get from overhearing clear crying out in embarrassment in the other room, noiz’s straightforwardness being something to still get used to; fall in love with the contentment clouding his head as he’d inhale traces of cinnamon among the nostalgic scent of koujaku, scarlet feathers adorning the braided ponytail resting off his shoulder

he would fall in love with the family he created, listening to the slight disappointment in clear’s voice over ren’s new haircut and its lack of fluffiness, an exasperated koujaku planting a quick kiss on clear’s head before reminding him that it will grow back; observing the quiet entrance of mink bringing a green mug of coffee to noiz, absorbed in work for his family’s business on his coil; feeling the cool evening breeze coming from the window as he approaches the boys, their gazes moving up to meet his own as he asks what they want for dinner

and as he listens to them argue on their meal plans — koujaku’s voice growing louder as noiz’s gets meaner, mink’s bluntness interjecting as clear and ren try to act as the mediators — aoba would let out a contented sigh, thanking tae and sei for giving him the chance to have this overwhelming happiness

#I want!#*grabby hands*

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The problems of writing

#Reference

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This website is fucking important, ok? A lot of us struggle with loving our bodies. A lot of us compare ourselves to other people’s size and progress. A lot of us look in the mirror and don’t like what’s looking back.

Well, guess what? You don’t see yourself how other people see you. This website proves it. What it has you do is guess where you fall on this scale, then you put in some measurements and it shows you where you really fall on the scale.

I thought I was on the larger end, not the biggest, but certainly bigger than the average. I put in my measurements and BAM, I’m at the lower end. I see myself as 15% more than I am. That’s a huge difference.

So the next time you’re feeling down on yourself, thinking ‘I’ve made no progress’ or ‘I look just the same’ or even simply ‘I look fatter than her’, remember that your perception of yourself is warped.

#Reference

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