ravenskeeper

[ravenskeeper]

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I feel like this post was a long time coming and honestly, I am not sure I will be returning. I've still been recovering from what I went through in February, still dealing with the aftermath of physical complications and the trauma has been too much for me emotionally. I can't write. There is a huge block on my ability to produce anything and the motivation just isn't there. I don't know how long it will take for me to move forward. I don't know if I will come back.

I still play games and I'm still available to talk if anyone wants to remain in communication. I would like that, but I also know my limitations and can only handle it in small bursts. I get tired and drained much quicker and I feel like my ability to commit to in depth friendships is difficult. I know I take breaks and stop being able to continue conversations frequently and this can affect other people. I am sorry.

I'm not in a great place. I'm trying to heal still and the level of attention that rping on tumblr requires is not something I can do. I love you all, miss you all, and wish everyone the best.

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc #i suggest softblocking my accounts

[ravenskeeper]

I feel like this post was a long time coming and honestly, I am not sure I will be returning. I've still been recovering from what I went through in February, still dealing with the aftermath of physical complications and the trauma has been too much for me emotionally. I can't write. There is a huge block on my ability to produce anything and the motivation just isn't there. I don't know how long it will take for me to move forward. I don't know if I will come back.

I still play games and I'm still available to talk if anyone wants to remain in communication. I would like that, but I also know my limitations and can only handle it in small bursts. I get tired and drained much quicker and I feel like my ability to commit to in depth friendships is difficult. I know I take breaks and stop being able to continue conversations frequently and this can affect other people. I am sorry.

I'm not in a great place. I'm trying to heal still and the level of attention that rping on tumblr requires is not something I can do. I love you all, miss you all, and wish everyone the best.

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc #sorry guys #I suggest softblocking my accounts #I really don’t see me coming back…

[ravenskeeper]

I feel like this post was a long time coming and honestly, I am not sure I will be returning. I've still been recovering from what I went through in February, still dealing with the aftermath of physical complications and the trauma has been too much for me emotionally. I can't write. There is a huge block on my ability to produce anything and the motivation just isn't there. I don't know how long it will take for me to move forward. I don't know if I will come back.

I still play games and I'm still available to talk if anyone wants to remain in communication. I would like that, but I also know my limitations and can only handle it in small bursts. I get tired and drained much quicker and I feel like my ability to commit to in depth friendships is difficult. I know I take breaks and stop being able to continue conversations frequently and this can affect other people. I am sorry.

I'm not in a great place. I'm trying to heal still and the level of attention that rping on tumblr requires is not something I can do. I love you all, miss you all, and wish everyone the best.

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc

[ravenskeeper]

╭┈◦•◦┈➤ All this time, Alice believed she loved him unconditionally. Yet, how could she when she didn't know everything about him? How could she declare her unwavering love without being presented all the facts? Now is the time to challenge those feelings. Presented the opportunity to prove what she says is true. Can she really claim this as a betrayal? ❝ Then don't. ❞

Eyes close instinctually as his forehead presses against her own and she tilts ever so slightly to the side to nuzzle into him. There is comfort still, despite the small seed of doubt trying to plant roots in her core.

❝ I can't... imagine it any other way. ❞ Will there even be a world left for them to go up against? She squeezes his hand tighter than intended. ❝ We should call it a night... don't you think? ❞ Eyes open and she looks at him through her lashes. He looks exhausted and Alice is all too aware of her own weariness settling in. ❝ A little too eventful for my tastes. ❞

When it comes to her insecurities, Alice is made of glass. Maybe it's only Michael's biased perspective thanks to knowing her in and out by now, but she can't hide those from him. Ever. Fighting his own inner battle on the inside doesn't he answer to her bargain comment; eyes cast down to their touching hands feels a lump of anxiety constrict his throat. It wasn't only a lot for Alice to learn tonight. The fact his worshippers go out of their ways to impress him by defying his boundaries gives him to think. Still. Her hand moves in his and he instinctively tightens his hold, finally glancing up to glean her face if only the side profile of it. Relief should flood him when she pleads him to stay... There is some, yet not enough to ease the tension gripping at his every limb.

" No... I don't want to go ", matches his whispered response Alice's own volume. And he tips his head to lean their temples together, once again dropping his attention to their connected hands. " To me, always, it's you and me against the world. " There's nobody else for him. Perhaps it's the weight of regret which stuffs his throat and flares in his chest, because she's the one who took him as he is no matter what. And he kept parts of the truth from her for so long.

#langdhon #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ interactions #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ verse : main #oop #hi

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I FOUND MY FLASHDRIVE

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc #YALL I CANNOT BELIEVE IT

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went through something ✨traumatic✨ this week. was planning a comeback but i'm still being monitored and have things i need to be on the lookout for and i physically won't be back to "normal" for a couple weeks (or up to a month even...)

still can't find my flashdrive. so i need new graphics. but hi i miss you guys

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc #medical tw #i want to write so badly

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i think my flashdrive is lost forever :c

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc #i have no idea where it is #but uhhhh... yikes

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crazy life happenings. don't know how to fully process yet. could be a very... very good thing. could leave me in financial ruin. lol only time will tell.

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc

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Carry It Well, song by Sam Fischer

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ isms

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send "❓" to know what's the first word that crosses my muse's head when they think of yours!

❝ Survivor. ❞ Other words come to mind. Resilient. Irrepressible. Yet, Alice relates to her. They both stand on the other side.... Right?

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ answered ask #malka lisitsa #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ interactions #seems she's sticking with S descriptors dlsjkgnsdf

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send "❓" to know what's the first word that crosses my muse's head when they think of yours!

❝ Salvation... ❞ He changed her life. He saved her from ruin, took her potential and shone light upon it for her eyes to finally see. He is everything to her. Michael gives her hope.

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ answered ask #langdhon #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ interactions #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ verse : main #damn thats IRONIC AF

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send "❓" to know what's the first word that crosses my muse's head when they think of yours!

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trying to get back into writing after taking a long break feels so difficult. i feel like i don't really have a lot of time left to devote to it anymore. i used to write during work when it got slow but this has been the busiest time for me. and after work, i have a lot of responsibilities and overwhelming urge to learn new things. i've recently picked crocheting back up again and i'm in the process of making a nature hanging piece with crochet leaves and flowers and vines ( and it's lookin hella sick tbh ), i've been playing guitar every day for almost a year now so i feel like i'm getting pretty good. i've been divulging a bit of time into video games because i miss playing. i've also had a social life with a new friend group and a boyfriend now. writing has definitely taken a back burner in my life as i'm living in the present and getting on track since having my small hiccup not too long ago. while it's a goal to be published this year, i'm going to be very come and go with this blog and my other blogs.

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ psa #i understand breaking affiliates and such if need be #i'm just not around like i used to be

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i still cannot for the life of me find my flashdrive so this blog is basically iconless unless i go through my posts and copy over icons that might match the scene. ooooohhhhh well

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ ooc #im here for the writing anyways #and i want to write more #so neW YEAR

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Ron Rothenberg

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ aesthetics #ava finding me aesthetics 🥰

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╭┈◦•◦┈➤ Alice looks up at Alistair with large, tired eyes and it's easy for him to relent. However, the idea of her being awake with the man while he slept left a panic he kept well hidden ( from Alice at least ). He rubs against her side, gives a small nod, and it takes no time at all for her to slump back and fall asleep. So young, seen too much... Alistair frowns the only way a Lynx can.

❝ I'll stay awake too... When he wakes up. ❞ Truthfully, he'd rather sleep now. If they need to take them on, Al feels better about her going up against the hare than the man. ❝ Just because you've helped us out here doesn't mean... ❞ Head dips low and ears pull back as the tip of his tail flicks. ❝ Doesn't mean you don't have ulterior motives. ❞ He bites back some of the aggression from his voice. ❝ You don't know.. what they did. ❞

THE OLDER DAEMON, despite being smaller, merely quirks a brow at the bristling youngster. bless their hearts, she thinks. in their journey together, hester has noted the young daemon hasn't shifted. not once. not even when it would have been more convienient. its not her place to comment, but she does wonder: has he already settled? surely she was too young -- then again, lee was sixteen before hester finally settled. trauma has a funny way of changing people, for better or worse.

" well, i don't sleep when lee does. one of us is always awake. we've got ourselves a system, see -- always have one set of eyes open, " hester's ears twitch as she pauses to listen closely to the environment before continuing, " how about this: both alistiar & i stay up to keep watch, & when i wake lee for his turn, he & alice take watch? that way its not just up to one person or their daemon? "

#aercnaut #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ interactions #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ verse : hdm #alistair at every waking hour: (ง'̀-'́)ง #the sheer amount of rage she feels that he expresses for her is insane #and incredibly sad to think what fostered that in a young child

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Daisy Edgar-Jones as Marianne Sheridan in Normal People

for @elizabeth-henstridge​ happy birthday bestie ♥ ily

#╭┈◦•◦┈➤ facade #╭┈◦•◦┈➤ verse : younger years #i think about her younger years all the damn time guys #big gif tw