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i hope you all think i fucking died

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btw it is beasts' birthday month so please wish them happies and all that

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oh my god ive lost so much art because i left avgn

#only just occurred to me that that bothers me

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sorry i cant do that right now im having a year long moment

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*sitting in my bedroom with nothing going on* HELP!!!! HELP ME!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOMEBODY FUCKING HELP ME!!!!

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where does one go to meet discord bitches irl

#i worry the answer is that you cant because theyre all at home on discord

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i miss tom so bad

#if i still had a tom none of this would be happening #vent

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leaving your computer do something upsetting during the break between therapy groups like oh boy super excited to immediately have to tell my next group about this

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despite the amount of chemicals i have absorbed into my body and the external stimuli i have immersed myself in i am still not doing very well has anyone else on god's beautiful earth encountered this issue

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we are all going to be ookay some day i promise

stingray blast

#thaank you

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This is just my 2¢ as a nonbinary person but I genuinely think that cis people's gender is just as constructed as trans people's. Cis people love to accuse us of having making up genders or artificially modifying our appearance but....the entire makeup, fashion, diet, workout, and haircare industry exists so that cis people can maintain the illusion of two entirely distinct genders with no overlap.

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tiger tiger tiger

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sorry for being so weird it's my first time being alive

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Managed to have a dream about The Topic that didn't result in me waking up completely devastated so like... progress?

#would prefer not to dream about it at all tbh #but even that will pass with time

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the way that "Karen" originally meant primarily white women using ther privilege to abuse people of color and service workers and the internet turned it into a stand-in for "bitch"...... the way that "NLOG" originally meant girls and women who performatively separate themselves from femininity and put down other women out of internalized misogyny but the internet turned it into a stand-in for their lesbophobic or transphobic slur of choice for masculine women.....the way "manic pixie dream girl" was originally a critique of a sexist trope in fiction and the internet turned it into a way to insult real life girls and women for being weird or quirky....never fucking ending

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saw a listing on a roommate site that was specifically asking for gay nudist men - wish i had that confidence. id already be trying to start the mentally ill nonbinary hype house where everyone has to watch better call saul with me if i did.

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kitten i'll be honest daddy's getting kinda sick of this whole discord roleplay thing. i just don't really think it's for me anymore. can you just call me Garrett