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Since all my friends are confused when I say I'm a Cas girl,
I LOVE Dean , I RELATE to Dean, I strive to EMBODY Dean, which is exactly why I am so obsessed with Cas. He's beautiful, majestic and perfect.
I have spent the majority of episodes since he pulled Dean out hell, shouting "Where's Cas?" at the TV.
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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr πŸ₯³
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Your feelings are validπŸ’œ
You are allowed to mourn and grieve anyoneΒ that has had a positive affect on your life.Β 
Five years ago, my sister woke me up with the news of Jonghyun’s passing. It was a rollercoaster of emotions being heartbroken for someone I had never met, will never meet. I never went in depth about how I felt with my family, except my sister, because it was hard to describe mourning a celebrity.Β 
It took almost four months to realize that just because I didn’t know him personally, doesn’tΒ  mean that I don’t have the right to feel sad- no heartbroken- about his passing. SHINee has had an immense affect on my Kpop journey and brought, still bring, me so much happiness.
So mourn Moonbin. I know I will. I found Astro in 2018, my first comeback with them was Always You. All Night was my favorite song of 2019 and is one of my favorite Kpop songs ever. They’ve brought me so much laughter at a time I was going through a lot and honestly, just made me happy with their content and their music. I’m distraught about Moonbin’s passing and I’m going to let myself feel what I need to get through this. A Pinterest quote I saw after Jonghyun’s passing wasΒ β€œsome things you don’t get over, you just get through them.” I’m not over Jonghyun’s death but I got through it. I won’t get over Moonbin’s death but I’ll get through it. Your feelings, whether you’re an Aroha from the start, an Aroha from the middle, or a baby Aroha, are valid.Β Don’t anyoneΒ tell you different just because they don’t understand what you’re going through.Β 
Check in on your friends but also check in on yourself.Β It’s almost not said enough but check in on yourself during this hard time. If you need to talk to someone, reach out to a person you trust. If you need to distract yourself, do it safely. If you’re spiraling and think you need help, seek it.Β 
My inbox is open. Granted I’m not a license therapist or medical professional but if having a listening ear, even if it’s a stranger on the internet, can help someone’s heart feel a little lighter, I would love to be that.
RIP MoonbinπŸ’”πŸ’œ
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I didn’t know if I should post something or not… but, ive been an Aroha since 2018 (the year I got into kpop) and to hear about Moonbin yesterday during my lunch I was very heartbroken and I couldn’t believe what I was hearing or reading. (Im trying not to cry just writing this πŸ˜…) I still feel like this is a sick dream that I can’t wake up from… I still feel like crying everytime I see him… I cant imagine what Sua, his parents, Eunwoo, MJ, JinJin, Sanha, and those closest to him are going through. My condolences to his family, friends, and all of ASTRO. Moonbin left such an amazing footprint behind. He left with so many people touched and inspired by him. He left with so many people loving him too.
I hope Sua, his members, friends, and Family are given time to mourn and rest
Moonbinnie,
You are very loved by everyone. I hope you are no longer hurting or in pain in anyway. I hope you finally get some peace. I hope you are happy and loved. I hope you know how much we love and miss you
May you rest in peace πŸ•ŠοΈ
-Magda (Ramenlixxie)
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i wasnt crying until i remembered the stages of the dandelion…
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every reblog to this post is a prayer for moonbin’s sister. a consoling hug to his mother and father. a blowing of a dandelion into the hearts, minds and souls of aroha, rocky, sanha, jinjin, eunwoo, mj, the poor fucking manager that had to deal with the terror of finding moonbin dead in his home.Β 
moonbin, i hope with every fiber of myself, my heart, soul and being that your every breath in whatever new chapter, whichever foreign new world you’ve just stepped into is free of worry. i hope that you never have to cry again, that throughout your every moment wherever you are now, your heart is unburdened by the darkness of pain, sadness and sorrow.
goodbye my angel- may the stars birthed by the dandelions breathe you a breath of freedom in every moment you shine in the sky.
all our love goes to you, our prince…
~aroha
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βœ‘πš€πšžπš’πšŒπš” πš‚πšžπš–πš–πšŠπš›πš’ 》 π™³πšžπš›πš’πš—πš πšŠπš— πšžπš—πšπš˜πš›πšπšžπš—πšŠπšπšŽ πšŠπšŒπšŒπš’πšπšŽπš—πš πšπšžπš›πš’πš—πš πšπš‘πšŽ 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 πš—πš’πšπš‘πš, 𝚊 πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πš πšœπš‘πš’πš™ 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πš™πšžπš 𝚝𝚘 πšπš‘πšŽ 𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝. π™·πš πšŠπš—πš π™·πš’πšžπš—πš“πš’πš— πšŠπš—πš π™»πšŽπš’πš•πšŠπš—πš’ πš‚πšŒπš˜πšπšπš•πš’πš—'𝚜 πš‘πš’πšπš‘ πšœπšŒπš‘πš˜πš˜πš• πš•πš’πšŸπšŽπšœ πšŠπš›πšŽ πšπš˜πš›πšŽπšŸπšŽπš› πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽπš 𝚊𝚜 π™·πš’πšžπš—πš“πš’πš— πšœπšπšŠπš›πšπšœ πšŽπš‘πš™πšŽπš›πš’πšŽπš—πšŒπš’πš—πš πšœπšπš›πšŠπš—πšπšŽ πš‹πšŽπš‘πšŠπšŸπš’πš˜πš›πšœ πš˜πš—πšŒπšŽ πšŽπš“πšŽπšŒπšπšŽπš πšπš›πš˜πš– πšπš‘πšŽ πš•πš˜πšŒπšŠπš• πš‘πš˜πšœπš™πš’πšπšŠπš•. π™»πšŽπš’πš•πšŠπš—πš’ πšœπš•πš˜πš πš•πš’ πšœπš™πš’πš›πšŠπš•πš’πš—πš 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 πšŒπš˜πš—πšπš›πš˜πš• 𝚍𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚘 πšπšžπš’πš•πš πš–πšŽπš—πšπšŠπš•πš•πš’ πšŒπš•πš˜πšžπšπš’πš—πš πš‘πšŽπš›. π™°πšœπšœπšžπš–πš’πš—πš πšπš‘πšŽ πš πš˜πš›πšœπš, πš‹πš˜πšπš‘ πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ πš—πš˜ πšŒπš‘πš˜πš’πšŒπšŽ πš‹πšžπš 𝚝𝚘 πš•πšŽπš πš›πšŽπšŠπš•πš’πšπš’ πšŠπš—πš πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπšžπš™πšŽπš›πš—πšŠπšπšžπš›πšŠπš• πšπš’πšŒπšπšŠπšπšŽ πšπš‘πšŽπš’πš› πšπš›πšžπšœπš πš’πš— πš˜πš—πšŽ πšŠπš—πš˜πšπš‘πšŽπš›. πš†πš‘πšŠπš πš‘πš’πšπšπšŽπš— πšœπšŽπšŒπš›πšŽπšπšœ πšŒπš˜πšžπš•πš πš‹πšŽ πš›πšŽπšŸπšŽπšŠπš•πšŽπš?
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π™Έπš 𝚒𝚘𝚞'𝚍 πš•πš’πš”πšŽ 𝚝𝚘 πš‹πšŽ 𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 πšπš‘πšŽ 𝚝𝚊𝚐 πš•πš’πšœπš, πš™πš•πšŽπšŠπšœπšŽ πšŒπš˜πš–πš–πšŽπš—πš πš‹πšŽπš•πš˜πš  πš˜πš› πšπš– πš–πšŽ. 𝙸 πš‘πš˜πš™πšŽ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšŽπš—πš“πš˜πš’ ~
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This is the cutest thing omg
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Ay, someone get me the suprised pikachu meme and tape it over my face!! The DRAMA within those few seconds of anger is 10000000000000000000 out of 10 omg πŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌ
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angst | poly!xiaojun x male!reader | requested by @yugiai​ |Β word countΒ 475 twΒ crying, cursing, verbal fights, cheating mentions, near-breakup over a polyamorous relationship
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β€œDejun, what the hell??” you whimpered, staring blankly at your phone.
β€œWhat do you mean what the hell?” he snapped back, β€œWhat are you talking about?”
β€œYou… cheated on me??” you accused, looking up at him through teary eyes, β€œWITH YANGYANG?” 
Xiaojun didn’t reply, simply staring at you with fear in his eyes.
β€œWell?” you snapped,Β β€œYou cheated on me, didn’t you?”
β€œβ€¦how did you find out about that?” he whispered weakly.
β€œYangyang never keeps secrets from me.” you snarled, glaring at your boyfriend with venom in your eyes as you watched his eye and upper lip twitch in silent anger.
β€œThat little shit…” he mumbled before looking back up at you.Β β€œBaby, we can talk this out…”
β€œNo, I’m sick of you cheating on me and lying to me about it. I can’t stand this relationship anymore,” you broke him off, your voice deadly calm as you stood up, β€œwe’re done.”
β€œWhatβ€” wait, M/n—”
β€œDEJUN, STOP!” You finally snapped, stepping up into his face in anger.Β β€œAll you have done since I started dating you is abuse me, Xiaojun! You constantly cheat on me, gaslight me into staying when I find out, talk shit about me to my friendsβ€” MY FRIENDS, not yours, MINEβ€” And it’s always with Yangyang! WHY? You know whatβ€” don’t answer that, just leave, I’m done!” 
You stopped yourself for a moment and turned away to breathe as you felt your fists ball up. You turned back thirty seconds later to see him still sitting on the bed, his head in his hands, his shoulders shaking as he sobbed into his palms.
β€œM/n, l-let me explain, please…” he whimpered, coming over and putting his hand on your face, his thumb swiping across your face and wiping away a tear.Β 
β€œWhat?” you snarled.Β β€œExplain what, Dejun? You fucking cheated on me.”
β€œN-What? No!” he exclaimed, β€œM/n, I didn’t ch-cheat on you, I’ve never cheated on you.”
β€œWhat the hell are you talking about, you’veΒ β€˜never cheated on me’?? Yangyang called me before you got home from work, he told me about five different times he fucked you!” 
β€œM/n, I… I’m polyamorous.”
β€œβ€¦what—”
β€œMe and Yangyang were gonna tell you today, but I guess he just felt too guilty to keep it a secret any longer.”
β€œβ€¦I-I don’t understand…”
β€œM/n, I love him just as much as I love you. I stayed with you for two years, torn between you and him, and eventually, I just couldn’t take the pain anymore. But I didn’t want to pick between you and Yangyang, because I know how much you love me, but I know he loves me too, and I didn’t want to break someone’s heart…” Xiaojun’s voice cracked and trailed away.
Your heart shattered, you stepped slowly into his chest, wrapping shaking arms around his sides and beginning to bawl into his chest.
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theres another gay angsty lucas fic in the works :) <3
YES!!! IM LIVING FOR THIS! :D
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IK BESTIE IT’S PERFECTLY WRITTEN AND EVEYTHING I JUST DIDNT EXPECT IT SO SOON
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MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT [Monsta X] G fluff, angst, romance, suggestive,Β lyrical PΒ Lucas Wong x male!reader WARNINGS: post-breakup depression, light cursing, self-inflicted wounds, negative thoughts, mentions of blood, implications that Lucas is filthy rich (he is IRL <3 my king), use of tobacco products, pet names (in French!), hickeys A/NΒ I changed my song and forgot to fix it on the event page, so yeah… WCΒ 1,686
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+ I thought I’d never ever need you; now all I wanna do is see you…
Lucas heaved a heavy sigh, carelessly carding his fingers through his hair & pulling at handfuls of the black locks.Β 
Why me? What did I do to deserve this? he thought, a sad scowl spreading across his face.
He supposed it was partly his fault; after all, he’d been the one that broke up with you. He’d gotten so caught up in the weΒ of the relationship, that he stopped thinking about himself, which led to some…
Self.. destructive… decisions.
What makes you think you had the right to call yourself his anyways? the snide voice intruded again, you’ve always been this way, it wasn’t just the relationship.Β 
β€œNo.. shut up…” he pleaded to himself, in a broken, shaky voice barely more than a whisper.Β β€œShut up, you’re β€” you’re wrong…”
But… if the voices are wrong… then why did I leave him? Was I… wrong?
…He’ll never take you back, Xuxi,Β the voice sniped, not after what you did to him. You can’t just treat him like he’s the king of your heart and then cast him aside like a dirty dish.
β€œNo… NO!!” Lucas’s fingertips slipped steadily and roughly down the wall, the fingers in his other hand curling into a fist, and before he knew it, his knuckles were bleeding.Β 
β€œIt’s not true… I didn’t… I…”
You never wanted to hurt him?
β€œOf c-course I d-didn’t! I l-loved hi-him…” he whimpered, pulling at his hair until it burned.
β€œI… I love him…” he breathed, tears flowing freely down his face. He slowly untangled his visibly trembling hands from his once-silky, slicked black hair, looking blankly at his fingers. For the longest time he simply stared; it was a coon’s age before he noticed theΒ 
Lucas too slid down the wall, deliberately slamming the back of his head into the wall in an effort to make the pain go away, then did it again in an attempt against the voices. When neither attempt worked in his favor, heΒ screwed his eyes shut and whimpered, unconsciously tightening his fingers’ holds on his hair. He curled his legs until his knees met his nose, wrapped his arms around his knees, situated his face in his knees, and bit his lip, letting it all go.Β 
Lucas pulled himself down onto his side, curling into a tight fetal position.Β 
The scream you heard as your fingertips touched the doorknob could certainly break glass, for they crushed your heart into bittersweet shards of sugar. Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β    … . .
+ I hate sleeping alone; I’m picking up the phone…
Lucas groaned long & loud, flinging his arms out and falling backward onto the bed, dramatically smashing his heels into the mattress. You being in a separate unit from him was lonely enough, but you going on tour and the manager not letting him accompany you?? Unacceptable.
Lucas sighed, a big puppy pout painting his handsome features, and flopped onto his front, putting his chin in his hands and absently kicking his feet in the air. He got so lost in his brooding feelings of excitement and impatience that he didn’t even notice when the iPhone 13 by his side began to ring. It took him a moment to register that he was receiving a call, but when his brain finally signalled him to reach over and answer it, his heart swelled as he listened to the familiar tone of Taeyong-hyung’s Long FlightΒ playing from his phone. That meant you were calling!
…
β€œI never thought it’d get like this…” you breathed out, a smile spreading like hot lava across your features.
β€œI know… I still think about the very first kiss.” Lucas replied, disregarding the feeling of his face turning red.
β€œI feel likeΒ I’m going outta my mind for you…” you all but whispered, resting your face in one hand and staring dreamily at Lucas on the other side of the screen.
β€œLucas, you’re blushing! What the fuck are you thinking about!?” you cried suddenly, peering into the screen to see your boyfriend’s face better.Β 
β€œWHAT!! I AM NOT!!” he hollered, stirring a mirthy laugh out of you. Lucas blinked blankly at you for a moment, touched his fingers tenderly to his cheek, and his eyes turned wide as saucers. He fought hard against the smile, but it still broke out, bringing with it the happiest laughter Lucas had experienced in years.
Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  … . .
+ I shouldn’t let it happen so fast; boy, why’d you have to beg me like that?
Ah, moving days. The few days where one finally gets the hell out of college and gets to move into an actual house.
All was tranquil, all was peaceful… and then β€”
β€œROAN!!!” came a booming call from across the dorm you and Lucas shared.
β€œWHAT???” you all but shrieked back, β€œgently” (hastily) dropping your cat down onto the couch and running to the other side of the dorm.Β 
β€œLook what I found,” your obnoxiously top-naked boyfriend said excitedly, sparking your curiosity. You stared at his abs for maybe a moment too long, then tore your eyes away from his Greek god of a physique, walked over and stood next to him, putting your arms around his middle and peeking over the taller man’s shoulder to see what he was looking at.
β€œHuh,” you said shortly, β€œit’s our old photobook from freshman year.”
β€œI can’t believe it…” Lucas mumbled, walking over to his bed and sitting down at its foot.
β€œI know… Even after all these infinite eons of time we’ve had together…” you said, your voice trailing into nothing as you sat down next to him, watching him slowly carding through the old photobook.
β€œRemember when we were seventeen?” Lucas asked, wrapping his arm around you and pulling you protectively into his side.Β 
β€œYeah… all those times we snuck out and ran away together…” you replied, flipping a page. β€œOOOH, THIS!!” you burst suddenly, poking a photo with your finger.
Lucas chuckled, smoke billowing out of his nose and between his lips as his chest shook. β€œWe almost didn’t come back alive that time!”
You hummed, your gaze falling slowly out of focus until your brain failed to register anything in your line of vision. You hummed and scooted closer to Lucas, snuggling sideways into his one-arm embrace.
β€œYou looked so cool just now… just like you used to be…” you said absentmindedly.
β€œI look… cool? Whatever do you mean, darling?” 
You giggled, hiding your face in your hands so that your boyfriend might not notice that your blood was painting cherry blossoms on your cheeks.
β€œI… just meant that… that you looked cool when you blew that smoke out while you were laughing just now…” you mumbled into your hands.
Lucas got off the bed and knelt in front of you, placing two warm, firm hands atop yours, and gently removed your hands from your face. What he saw when your defences were no longer in his path made him smile like a maniac.
Lucas applied his warm, gentle, calming touch to your cheeks, cupping your face in his big hands. You smiled and draped your arms on his shoulders, tugging him closer.Β 
The two of you simply stared into one another’s eyes for the longest time, and then a sudden, overwhelming urge rushed over you, sending shivers down your spine and a manic grin rampaging across your face.You patted the bed next to you, where Lucas had previously been sitting.
Lucas stood up, (towering over your five-four form) giving you a playfully suspicious look, then sat down where you’d indicated, squinting dramatically at you.Β 
You giggled, crawling on top of him and straddling his (thicc) thighs, and ran a finger from the middle of his throat slowly down the center of his godly body, fighting away filthy thoughts and not noticing what he was doing. Your sin-loured mind failed to register the feeling of the other man’s large, rough hands slipping like snakes into your shirt and sliding up your body.Β 
When your mind let you slip back into reality, the first thing you noticed was your mysterious lack of shirt.Β 
You looked to Lucas for answers, only to find a dangerous expression looking back. Not a bad kind of dangerous, mind you. No, this was good. Great. This was lust. Lucas wanted more out of you. You simply smiled right back at him, feeling his hands go to your neck and the small of your back.
Lucas let a low, vicious sound rip from the back of his throat, something between a hum and a growl. His hand tightened on your neck, his face was getting closer… You were touching noses now…
Before you knew it, your lips were on his. Your eyes fluttered closed, and you tilted your head the slightest bit to the side. You ran your hands up Lucas’s body, leaning further into the kiss. Lucas smiled and hummed into your lips, pressing his hand gently but firmly into your lower back, and pulled you closer so that yours and his bare chests were pressed together.
You slid your hands further up Lucas’s toned, muscled chest, and over his shoulders. You snaked one hand around his shoulder blades, using your arm to pull him impossibly further into you, and tangled the other into his silky brown locks. Lucas took haste to do the same to you, soon leaving a trail of kisses down your face, following your jawline. He now paved a trail with his mouth down your neck, leaving tiny bites and nibbles here and there. He soon decided he wanted to mark you his, and sucked a bright red mark behind your ear, chuckling low into your ear when you whimpered quietly, dropping your head forward onto his shoulder.Β 
Lucas peppered feather-light kissed back up your neck, left a little nibble on your earlobe, and whispered something into your ear that sent shivers down your spine.
β€œJe t'aime mon cher, mon dragon gardien, ma prΓ©cieuse bΓͺte royale.” 
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THE BEGINNING HAD ME BY MY HEARTSTRINGS
middle of the night
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MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT [Monsta X] G fluff, angst, romance, suggestive,Β lyrical PΒ Lucas Wong x male!reader WARNINGS: post-breakup depression, light cursing, self-inflicted wounds, negative thoughts, mentions of blood, implications that Lucas is filthy rich (he is IRL <3 my king), use of tobacco products, pet names (in French!), hickeys A/NΒ I changed my song and forgot to fix it on the event page, so yeah… WCΒ 1,686
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+ I thought I’d never ever need you; now all I wanna do is see you…
Lucas heaved a heavy sigh, carelessly carding his fingers through his hair & pulling at handfuls of the black locks.Β 
Why me? What did I do to deserve this? he thought, a sad scowl spreading across his face.
He supposed it was partly his fault; after all, he’d been the one that broke up with you. He’d gotten so caught up in the weΒ of the relationship, that he stopped thinking about himself, which led to some…
Self.. destructive… decisions.
What makes you think you had the right to call yourself his anyways? the snide voice intruded again, you’ve always been this way, it wasn’t just the relationship.Β 
β€œNo.. shut up…” he pleaded to himself, in a broken, shaky voice barely more than a whisper.Β β€œShut up, you’re β€” you’re wrong…”
But… if the voices are wrong… then why did I leave him? Was I… wrong?
…He’ll never take you back, Xuxi,Β the voice sniped, not after what you did to him. You can’t just treat him like he’s the king of your heart and then cast him aside like a dirty dish.
β€œNo… NO!!” Lucas’s fingertips slipped steadily and roughly down the wall, the fingers in his other hand curling into a fist, and before he knew it, his knuckles were bleeding.Β 
β€œIt’s not true… I didn’t… I…”
You never wanted to hurt him?
β€œOf c-course I d-didn’t! I l-loved hi-him…” he whimpered, pulling at his hair until it burned.
β€œI… I love him…” he breathed, tears flowing freely down his face. He slowly untangled his visibly trembling hands from his once-silky, slicked black hair, looking blankly at his fingers. For the longest time he simply stared; it was a coon’s age before he noticed theΒ 
Lucas too slid down the wall, deliberately slamming the back of his head into the wall in an effort to make the pain go away, then did it again in an attempt against the voices. When neither attempt worked in his favor, heΒ screwed his eyes shut and whimpered, unconsciously tightening his fingers’ holds on his hair. He curled his legs until his knees met his nose, wrapped his arms around his knees, situated his face in his knees, and bit his lip, letting it all go.Β 
Lucas pulled himself down onto his side, curling into a tight fetal position.Β 
The scream you heard as your fingertips touched the doorknob could certainly break glass, for they crushed your heart into bittersweet shards of sugar. Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β    … . .
+ I hate sleeping alone; I’m picking up the phone…
Lucas groaned long & loud, flinging his arms out and falling backward onto the bed, dramatically smashing his heels into the mattress. You being in a separate unit from him was lonely enough, but you going on tour and the manager not letting him accompany you?? Unacceptable.
Lucas sighed, a big puppy pout painting his handsome features, and flopped onto his front, putting his chin in his hands and absently kicking his feet in the air. He got so lost in his brooding feelings of excitement and impatience that he didn’t even notice when the iPhone 13 by his side began to ring. It took him a moment to register that he was receiving a call, but when his brain finally signalled him to reach over and answer it, his heart swelled as he listened to the familiar tone of Taeyong-hyung’s Long FlightΒ playing from his phone. That meant you were calling!
…
β€œI never thought it’d get like this…” you breathed out, a smile spreading like hot lava across your features.
β€œI know… I still think about the very first kiss.” Lucas replied, disregarding the feeling of his face turning red.
β€œI feel likeΒ I’m going outta my mind for you…” you all but whispered, resting your face in one hand and staring dreamily at Lucas on the other side of the screen.
β€œLucas, you’re blushing! What the fuck are you thinking about!?” you cried suddenly, peering into the screen to see your boyfriend’s face better.Β 
β€œWHAT!! I AM NOT!!” he hollered, stirring a mirthy laugh out of you. Lucas blinked blankly at you for a moment, touched his fingers tenderly to his cheek, and his eyes turned wide as saucers. He fought hard against the smile, but it still broke out, bringing with it the happiest laughter Lucas had experienced in years.
Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  … . .
+ I shouldn’t let it happen so fast; boy, why’d you have to beg me like that?
Ah, moving days. The few days where one finally gets the hell out of college and gets to move into an actual house.
All was tranquil, all was peaceful… and then β€”
β€œROAN!!!” came a booming call from across the dorm you and Lucas shared.
β€œWHAT???” you all but shrieked back, β€œgently” (hastily) dropping your cat down onto the couch and running to the other side of the dorm.Β 
β€œLook what I found,” your obnoxiously top-naked boyfriend said excitedly, sparking your curiosity. You stared at his abs for maybe a moment too long, then tore your eyes away from his Greek god of a physique, walked over and stood next to him, putting your arms around his middle and peeking over the taller man’s shoulder to see what he was looking at.
β€œHuh,” you said shortly, β€œit’s our old photobook from freshman year.”
β€œI can’t believe it…” Lucas mumbled, walking over to his bed and sitting down at its foot.
β€œI know… Even after all these infinite eons of time we’ve had together…” you said, your voice trailing into nothing as you sat down next to him, watching him slowly carding through the old photobook.
β€œRemember when we were seventeen?” Lucas asked, wrapping his arm around you and pulling you protectively into his side.Β 
β€œYeah… all those times we snuck out and ran away together…” you replied, flipping a page. β€œOOOH, THIS!!” you burst suddenly, poking a photo with your finger.
Lucas chuckled, smoke billowing out of his nose and between his lips as his chest shook. β€œWe almost didn’t come back alive that time!”
You hummed, your gaze falling slowly out of focus until your brain failed to register anything in your line of vision. You hummed and scooted closer to Lucas, snuggling sideways into his one-arm embrace.
β€œYou looked so cool just now… just like you used to be…” you said absentmindedly.
β€œI look… cool? Whatever do you mean, darling?” 
You giggled, hiding your face in your hands so that your boyfriend might not notice that your blood was painting cherry blossoms on your cheeks.
β€œI… just meant that… that you looked cool when you blew that smoke out while you were laughing just now…” you mumbled into your hands.
Lucas got off the bed and knelt in front of you, placing two warm, firm hands atop yours, and gently removed your hands from your face. What he saw when your defences were no longer in his path made him smile like a maniac.
Lucas applied his warm, gentle, calming touch to your cheeks, cupping your face in his big hands. You smiled and draped your arms on his shoulders, tugging him closer.Β 
The two of you simply stared into one another’s eyes for the longest time, and then a sudden, overwhelming urge rushed over you, sending shivers down your spine and a manic grin rampaging across your face.You patted the bed next to you, where Lucas had previously been sitting.
Lucas stood up, (towering over your five-four form) giving you a playfully suspicious look, then sat down where you’d indicated, squinting dramatically at you.Β 
You giggled, crawling on top of him and straddling his (thicc) thighs, and ran a finger from the middle of his throat slowly down the center of his godly body, fighting away filthy thoughts and not noticing what he was doing. Your sin-loured mind failed to register the feeling of the other man’s large, rough hands slipping like snakes into your shirt and sliding up your body.Β 
When your mind let you slip back into reality, the first thing you noticed was your mysterious lack of shirt.Β 
You looked to Lucas for answers, only to find a dangerous expression looking back. Not a bad kind of dangerous, mind you. No, this was good. Great. This was lust. Lucas wanted more out of you. You simply smiled right back at him, feeling his hands go to your neck and the small of your back.
Lucas let a low, vicious sound rip from the back of his throat, something between a hum and a growl. His hand tightened on your neck, his face was getting closer… You were touching noses now…
Before you knew it, your lips were on his. Your eyes fluttered closed, and you tilted your head the slightest bit to the side. You ran your hands up Lucas’s body, leaning further into the kiss. Lucas smiled and hummed into your lips, pressing his hand gently but firmly into your lower back, and pulled you closer so that yours and his bare chests were pressed together.
You slid your hands further up Lucas’s toned, muscled chest, and over his shoulders. You snaked one hand around his shoulder blades, using your arm to pull him impossibly further into you, and tangled the other into his silky brown locks. Lucas took haste to do the same to you, soon leaving a trail of kisses down your face, following your jawline. He now paved a trail with his mouth down your neck, leaving tiny bites and nibbles here and there. He soon decided he wanted to mark you his, and sucked a bright red mark behind your ear, chuckling low into your ear when you whimpered quietly, dropping your head forward onto his shoulder.Β 
Lucas peppered feather-light kissed back up your neck, left a little nibble on your earlobe, and whispered something into your ear that sent shivers down your spine.
β€œJe t'aime mon cher, mon dragon gardien, ma prΓ©cieuse bΓͺte royale.” 
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1. Lost in japan- Shawn Mendes
2. Waiting- Woodz
3. Loop- I.M
4. As it was- Harry styles
5. Boyfriend- Dove cameron
6. Gingamingayo- Billie
7. Nerves- DPR IAN
8. OHMAMI- chase atlantic
9. Love dive- IVE
10. End of the world- Epik high
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Rules: list 10 songs you really like, each by a different artist, and then tag 10 people to do the same
Tagged By @violetwinters, Thank you for tagging me 🌸🌸
1. Come To BrazilΒ  - Why Don’t WeΒ 
2. Blue Hour - TXTΒ 
3. Candy - Doja CatΒ 
4. Miracle -Β  WayvΒ 
5. Heart Of Fire- Black Veil Brides
6. Besitos - Peirce The Veil
7. This Is What Makes Us Girls - Lana Del ReyΒ 
8. Agree To Disagree - Sleeping With SirensΒ 
9. All In - Stray KidsΒ 
10. Miss Americana & The Heart Break Prince - Taylor Swift
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Utah…
americans what’s the state that doesn’t feel real to you. for me it’s montana. i cannot even conceptualize montana
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