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Dear Amit ji, Pranam _()_ _()_ _()_

Thank you so much for  blessings Dear Amit ji... you’ve made my day..God bless you.. 

My Love and Gratitude _()_ :)) <3 <3 <3 

DAY 4629

Jalsa, Mumbai                     Nov 2,  2020                 Mon 11:04 PM

Birthday - Ef Rajlakshmi Dey ( Merry ) .. Tuesday, November 3 .. and greetings to you for the birthday ..  love and affection always from the Ef

.. and the day passes by .. it started with passion .. a passion to develop growth .. to comfort it by the stimulation of pleasant thoughts and memories .. distinct in their visuals .. apparent in its execution .. the use of derivatives that facilitate the thoughts and the procedures to be taken .. and then in one extensive blast to spring out and be determined despite loss of appetite to go out and conquer ..

.. the body moves in unison .. it needs to .. each day the extensions are a desired muscle and they need space and attention .. and when they do they respond in the manner that is intended for them .. and by the time that is over the time for the ‘voice rapid replacement’ takes attention and connect ..

.. an arduous task .. but the science of it is remarkable .. and they that conduct the exercise are well accomplished and trained in the craft to punch holes in them and restrict or correct the renditions ..

.. offences shall ever form a part and parcel of each hourly existence .. let them bounce above your head or stand upright and wall them down .. 

.. the ridicule of speech is the modern day almanac .. an almanac resembling the knack of ridicule .. fascinating in its rendition and collated inputs , it grinds away inconsiderately .. to some result for them .. but may it be known that the result is yet to be .. so .. an effort in waste .. 

.. writing and expressing views had been a practice for long .. but stopped when the diary combination and context became obtuse .. it was superstitiously viewed as a burden that weighed down the progress profession per se ..

.. but it lasted .. and more has been expressed in terms perhaps as one noted the kgb of the text … 🤣🤣🤣🤣

.. may it be so .. the writing be of value to the reader .. thats it .. 

.. most important artists have never in the lifetime ever valued what they did , nor did they get deserve .. a misfortune .. but then would it have gained the exhibition of its worth then .. who knows and perhaps many do not care now , for it has passed  …

passed as has passed the time ..

.. cleaning the muzzle .. !!!!!!

Amitabh Bachchan

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Priyo Amit ji, Pranam 🙏🙏🙏

We are happy that even in this lockdown, we've been able to reach you and sent our Prayers and love to you. I'm grateful to #ABEF Team for giving me this opportunity to celebrate your Birthday 😇🙏💝 it has been a big Day for all of us.. we are happy as long as we see you happy and in pink of your health... God bless you Dear Amit ji 🪔💐🙏😊

My Love and Gratitude 🧸🤗🌹 aap ki ef Merry✍💌

DAY 4608

Jalsa, Mumbai                 Oct 13,  2020                Mon 9:17 pm

I have only my gratitude to give today .. thank you sooooooo much for all you do for me .. it is quite unbelievable that you remain with me with such affection .. 

I have been trying my best to respond to all that have wished me with gifts and messages .. and still there are some more .. but I do hope you will understand that all cannot be responded to .. apologies .. but IO know you are all there and I have heard and read you and felt your presence , even in these trying circumstances ..

My eternal love to all ..

Have an exacting day tomorrow .. so because last night was very late , I shall turn in tonight early ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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Dear Amit ji,the big Day has reached finally.. I still remember my goosebumps when I met you  last year on your 77th Birthday… you were in that hot bright spotlight… and me standing beside you… some light fell on me too.. that unforgettable moment in my life… I am just so in awe of you…and so proud that you call me your extended family…

I know you’ve had some real challenges this year... we all know that.. but it has been great to see how well you have met them.. I hope that coming  year is gentle and sweet to you and gives you lots of reasons to smile and lots of time to rest.. Life owes you some really good times. Hope they start right now.. May this Birthday of yours become the happiest Birthday ever…May all your wishes come true.. (even the wired ones 😊😘  )

Thank you so much for being you and being ours…🤗🥰🥰🥰

Love you so much Dear Amit ji..💝💖💗💝💖💗

Happy Birthday to you🪔🪔🪔🌷🌷🌷🙏🙏🙏

Aapki ef Merry✍💌

DAY 4606

atKBCf16fc                         Oct 10,  2020                   Sat 12:51 pm

Birthday - EF Jasbir Singh Kapoor ..  Krishil Rajpal ..  Tatiana Ef .. Sunday, October 11 .. greetings to all on this day and wishes for the fulfilment of all your dreams .. love ❤️❤️❤️

.. at times the time times out and the timed time gives reason to be in time for the time to the eternally timed .. YOU 

.. a gentle technical error has given time to be here and so thus be the reason for the early and the reason for the write ..

you may start early you may plan early you may sequence it all in the early format but there is a certain design that times us all .. unknown unseen unheard and uncertain in its behaviour , it recoils in its presence the timing and forefronts itself for true recognition .. will desire all fall in servile conditioning at its feet and look up for deliverance .. up , for they all and we all believe that deliverance comes from there .. so be it and so be the divine ..

.. the work comes in leaps and bounds and the need to do it stays with us ever .. so we work and continue till time lasts ..

.. and while the time times us here , the time at the tech has timed us in .. so we are off ..

More later ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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Dear Amit ji... my deepest condolences and prayers... May the departed Soul rest in peace 🙏🙏🙏🪔🪔💐🪔🪔

DAY 4337

Jalsa, Mumbai                   Jan 21/22,  2020                    Tue/Wed 12:15 am

Another death in the family .. thats 2 within 2 days .. other than Ritu ji’s passing .. will not communicate 

Amitabh Bachchan

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Dear Amit ji.. Pranam 🙏🙏🙏💕💕💕💕💕💕

My Love and Gratitude 🙏💖

DAY 4318

Jalsa, Mumbai                Jan 1,  2020                 Wed 11:42 pm

Birthday - EF - Smita Buch .. Thursday, January 2 .. birthday wishes from all of us to you and may you have a glorious year .. love from the Ef ..

The first day of the new decade .. of the first of the 10 years that shall follow .. the first of the first month .. and my Ef Sudhir gives an observation .. 

“In the morning… My elder brother, Ravi, had shown me how to read the calendar… 

This, on the top, is the number of the year… This, here, is the name of the month… This number, here, is called the date… Date is the number of the day…  This, here, is called the day… There are many months in a year, and many days in a month… but each date happens only once in a day… because date is a count… Every date is the total number of days which have happened in the month till that day…

What stuck : Every date is the total number of days in the month till that day…”

… and date has so many connotations it is impossible to enumerate .. for this though it is the evening before the DAY of the writing .. the thought the process the intent the context and the reason , why ..

.. yes many do ask for the reason of the above and the why .. 

Every why has never ever needed a response .. I write because I write .. I express here because I wish to express .. I comment here because I wish to comment .. 

Like it dislike it reprimand abuse question disagree , dis associate .. it is the ‘kala nazar ka teeka’ .. one that prevents the evil from a gaze that could be bad and irrelevant .. nothing like so here .. every gaze is relevant every expression in its import a precious gem .. it was not created , this , to create comment or demand or reason .. they all came in the course of the days .. valuable, connecting, embracing, enveloping the love and the grace of all .. 

I am in denial of gratitude here for the existence .. the family , the Ef cannot be in a reason to be here .. they are here of own will .. families do these things .. they remain within .. yes at times one reads and hears with extreme pain the parting, the going away, the desolation of separation .. 

But the moment of the hold of togetherness - even if it was for that minute second , was a holding all the same .. for that limited spell, the feel was to be together to be one to be inside the embrace .. that is it .. 

The hold though brief is not brief it is eternal .. it takes a lot to extend a hold .. to reach out and command embrace .. the touch the warmth of each other is sufficient to express that it did make effort of a feel .. for me that is enough ..

You may discard now .. throw away .. disconnect .. have a million reasons .. its water on a ducks back .. it will not stay .. once done , DONE ..

IN THE END IT SHALL BE ONLY US .. 

SO .. on the day of the first day we sit in silent understanding .. the progeny is away in their world and time .. it is normal .. so were we away on many a time in the past .. technology keeps us close and within voice reach .. even that is blessing ..

but blessings come too from quarters of them that write .. they express .. they post to me .. and I would have hesitated to talk about it .. but their writing is already in the realm of the universal , so putting it here .. well ..  is humbling and immodest .. but ..

Amitji, You  Are  One  Of  Your Kind

By Subhash K Jha

Whenever I am asked to write about Mr Bachchan I am reminded that I know  him so well. But I  wonder if  I really know him at all.

Does anyone know the real  Mr B?  Even Jayaji, the Bachchan I am closest to and the one HE is closest to, says she has to read the silences because he likes to remain quiet when at home. That is when  he can really be himself, though I am yet to understand what  it means  for him  to be himself.

What I do know is, this phenomenon  named Amitabh Bachchan is  genuinely  a force of Nature, incomparable with  anything that I’ve known in my entire life.I’ve known him for  20 years  . His energy and enthusiasm  level remain unchanged. Even today he gets as excited  about his work as he did when Mohabbatein  was offered  to him 2000 . It began his second innings in  cinema.

I remember how excited  he  was about doing the  film, and how  grateful  to Yashji  for giving him the opportunity.And I know how upset he was  when earlier this  month he couldn’t attend  the National awards  to receive  his Dada Saheb Phalke award. To Amitji, every honour is of great importance.

I don’t  know if every  friend  is  special to him. But he has always treated me as someone really special.  On one  of the earliest episodes  of Kaun Banega Crorepati,  the game show which was  a  game-changer for Indian television, Mr Bachchan when introduced  to  a contestant  from Bihar he  proudly told  the  contestant that   he has  a dear friend in Patna named Subhash K Jha.

I won’t pretend.It  was golden  moment for me.To  have his endorsement while millions watched…it meant a  lot.  Not too many of  my friends  in the film industry  would do something  like this. It is his generosity  of  spirit that I admire the most  in his personality.As an actor he  may fail some day (although that’s hard to imagine). But as  a friend he  can never fail you.

“Meet the  film journalist  from Patna who  doesn’t like travelling to Mumbai,” he’d introduce me whenever we met on his sets. But  most of my most memorable  meetings  with Amitji have  been in the Bachchan home Jalsa where Jayaji  presides  over  a household that runs  with  clockwork precision.The meals served  in silver thalis with innumerable  katoris of vegetables, are  unforgettable.

There are  numerous incidents etched in my mind illustrating his generous spirit. Two of them are more special than others. Once when I was on the airport in Mumbai to catch  my flight back  to Patna after the premiere of  Black, I was informed my  seat had been given away to  someone else. In a panic , I did the  first thing that came to my mind(this was a Sahara flight and  at that time he was  associated with the  Group).

I rang  up Amitji and  complained  hysterically like  a child. He heard me  out and calmly asked me to hand the phone  over to  the lady at the  counter.Within  five  minutes I  was  on the flight.

The  other incident  happened at my residence in Patna when Mr Bachchan came  home  for dinner. He had come to Patna  for  the promotion  of  his film Aarakshan. And director Prakash Jha tried his  utmost to dissuade  him from  breaking the schedule. When Prakash couldn’t convince Mr Bachchan, he called and urged me  to dissuade  Mr Bachchan as, Prakash claimed,  his visit to my home posed a security hazard.

I had no choice. I reluctantly told   Amitji that  it’s better to  cancel the visit to my home  .

“No,I had promised you.Whenever I  came to Patna  I’d come to your house,” he replied calmly.

And that  was  that.

By the time he arrived  with his  entourage it was late evening. The entire road and stadium in front of my home was plastered with  humanity,  not a space anywhere …How did they come  to know?! I panicked. How would his  car reach my  gate?When he arrived the sea of humanity parted  like the Red Sea and the cars sailed by.After he got out of the car he walked straight into the sea of humanity  with folded hands. Not one person  tried to  touch  him or get  close to him.

That  evening I realised why  he is who he is.

and then there is another 

Love and the greetings and the blessings of the elders to you and may the Gods grace your hearts and lives with all their might .. may that unknown force of nature build the most beautiful palaces of residences in your hearts .. may HE be there in all your guidances and give the right path the light of purity and benevolence .. give you abundance .. give you joys .. take away grief and want .. fill you with plentifulness .. as never before ..

Amitabh Bachchan .. my Ef my pride , my existence ..

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Dear Amit ji.. Good morning and wish you a very Happy, Prosperous, Peaceful, Harmonious, Healthy New year ... a year of self love... manifestation... wish fulfillment.. Happy 2020 Dear Amit ji 💖💖💖🥳🥳🥳🥳🥰🥰🥰🥰

not being able to open this post of Day 4316 on DISQUS... hope this will be resolved soon..

Love and Gratitude 💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🙏

aapki ef Merry ✍💌

DAY 4316

Jalsa, Mumbai                  Dec 30,  2019              Mon 10:48 PM

Birthday Ef - Nilesh Madia ..  Sunday, December 29 .. belated birthday greetings to you and apologies for missing it out .. travelling .. love from the Ef ..

.. greetings and love from them that have been with me for the four thousand and sixteen days non stop .. no mean achievement this .. it be the dedication that pushes me each night or early morn to put down that which comes to mind ..

.. there is a lot that does .. but the first is the relevance that you dear Ef give to the platform .. all else that follows is avaricious .. a greed to learn to hear to accumulate the wisdom the depth and the mind of them that have come beyond all .. it has been in a sense where the frustration the desire the need to speak to me has been prime and of the greatest import .. 

.. there then comes a realisation .. how much there is the need to confess to connect to just be part of a team .. of a group that thinks and works alike .. well almost at time .. at times in agreement at times in complete disagreement .. healthy and good practice I would imagine ..

.. kit also gave the connect not just to me but among others too .. no one knew the ‘other’ .. and the platform brought that closer .. many felt the elation of company .. many felt the independent and isolated room where we could meet and discuss and express .. 

.. a catharsis of sorts .. admirable that it evolved on its own .. an example that designed itself itself .. a family from the very incept .. 

.. families remain in togetherness in one in the love and in the affection of another .. that strength is immeasurable .. may it ever remain so .. you and your depth is immeasurable .. even if attempted it shall fail analysis .. 

.. and many in the world that hear of this are in surprise of how this can happen in a world filled with ‘material’ gain ..

.. I learnt in the course of a recent interaction with those that profess law and investigation that if I ‘give’ to you , it is a ‘transaction’ .. !

.. a ‘transaction’ ..? .. the feeling of love or greeting that I give to you or the material gift is a ‘transaction’ .. ??

🤣 .. I shall ever laugh at it , as I did when it was opined .. 

.. the use of the word is a term that can most easily be used to advantage in the circumstances when allegations of misconduct or recorded .. and if the reason or the , moment were to be admitted, the word would have connotations that would be enough to defeat your any argument in the institutions that regulate and interpret the interpretation .. 

.. we are not the ‘masters’ … we are the ‘naukar’ the ‘runk’ never the Raja .. they that have the power and authority have the title with them … we just listen to the judgement .. we voice yes .. but get out voiced .. for we do not possess acumen of the ‘other’ more accomplished .. the ‘horse that keeps getting whipped’ for society needs that .. find that parrot .. destroy it .. and destroy the king .. no no no .. access to the king shall be denied .. the pedestal is beyond the reach of the vulnerable .. and the makes of the making are unbreakable .. un touched and beyond ..

क्या करूँ सामवेदना लेकर तुम्हारी क्या करूँ  ; मैं दुखी जब जब ��ुआ सामवेदना तुमने दिखाई ; मैं  कृतज्ञ हुआ हमेशा रीति दोनों ने निभाई ; किंतु इस आभार का अब हो चुका है बोझ भारी ; क्या करूँ सामवेदना लेकर तुम्हारी क्या करूँ  !!!

अमिताभ बच्चन 

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Heartiest Congratulations Dear Amit ji 💖💖💖💖🌹🌹🌹🌹💐💐💐💐💐 the pride is all ours 🙏😍😍😍💃💃💃💃

Love and Gratitude 💖💖💖🙏

aapki ef Merry ✍💌

DAY 4315

Jalsa, Mumbai                   Dec 29/30,  2019                 Sun/Mon 1:20 am

.. there are times in the life of us all when we assimilate without any assimilation of the times past and gone by .. 

.. when the years strike back at you and you wonder whether are you really the eldest in the gathering then a sudden temperament invades the being and there is a silent thought that wishes for us all to do for them that have none .. 

.. these pictures say it all .. 

.. I am in pride for the recognition .. I am in pride for the recognition of my profession .. I am in pride of my Country and my Film Industry ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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Dear Amit ji.. Pranam 🙏🙏🙏🥰🥰🥰

My Love and Gratitude 💖💖🙏🙏🙏

DAY 4309

Jalsa, Mumbai                 Dec 23/24/  2019                 Mon/Tue 12:53 AM

Birthday - EF Irfan Nuyani  .. Anu Uttam .. Tuesday, December 24 .. our love and greetings to Irfan and Anu on this special day .. wishes from the entire Ef family ..

The fragrance of return .. the ‘nargis’ in the favourites .. the display over visible locations within the home .. an order restored .. disciplined overtures .. the Home Lady is back .. 

… the neck the ham string the lower back the wrists decomposed .. seated long distressed .. the fever condition .. the advice of the medical for rest and recoup and no travel .. the missing National Award .. a certain discovery of the cinematic unseen .. and the physio unabated .. 

.. days and time do pass in comparison to the ‘left for work’ information in some regularity .. different .. but so it is ..

.. a mass of communication to acknowledge the birthday and the Award, takes ink .. good to be able to swipe the pen, than the black buttons .. keeps the writing hand in practice , though the signs of scripting misadventures do occur .. we are now in the realm of that which has and have immediate answers and solutions to the unknown .. for the moment … in time perhaps or so they say the mere thinking of it could produce the required result .. 

.. think and be done .. 

.. so back to the medical .. the ham string injury hinders the walk and the sitting .. long hours of which need respite .. so to the standing table be lured .. not now .. the fever constraints prevail .. but the positioning has been done, when the fever reduces .. ..

The visit to Poland has been one of the most memorable .. and in particular the stay at Wroclaw, the UNESCO recognised city for its many facetted culture and status .. literature being most prominent ..

The ‘gnome’ of my Father now established into the cemented earth of the main Square .. the Mayor of the City in its inauguration and its credentials spoken ..

.. this is the treasure and the tradition of the City .. the City of Gnomes or the dwarfs .. the bust is cemented deep into the paving in permanence, as are other prominent gnomes of other personalities .. 

.. the ceremony at the University of Wroclaw, a 300 year institution, where respect and honour is given to Babuji .. in the Hall of celebration ..

.. and young Polish girls from a music Institute perform on stage the Indian National Anthem .. and then sing .. “Madhushala” verses in Hindi .. absolutely amazing ..

.. the City releases a postage stamp in honour of Babuji ..

.. the sculpted bust of Babuji a special honour in design by one of their prominent artists ..

.. and then the Governor from Ministry Of Culture and National Heritage , along with the order from the Prime Minister, present to me the Medal of ‘Meritorious of Polish Culture’ .. a most humbling moment ..

.. and then the Medal form the University from the Rector ..

.. and finally a commendation from the Bishop from the Church of Peace where they held a special prayer as mentioned in an earlier Blog ..

.. these moments shall ever remain etched in my heart forever .. the affection and the grace from Wroclaw and its people has been unbelievable .. never before .. 

.. but then the final announcement , from the Mayor at the event for Christmas carol singing, where words of Babuji poems were also included in the songs ..

… the Mayor announces that he has made me the Honorary Ambassador of the City of Wroclaw, Poland .. an incredible honour  not just for me but the entire Film Fraternity of India and indeed the Country .. this in the presence of the Ambassador of India in Poland and the Consul General , Indii ..  

But pictures do not express entirely the immense emotional connect with the people of the City their hospitality and their love .. I can never forget these few memorable days spent and have the desire to be in the midst of the people of Wroclaw again .. 

Soon after the announcements , the Mayor played a little game with me , informing me of the tradition during Christmas of searching for their gifts under the tree .. and this is what followed ..

.. the gift was the replica of the ‘gnome’ of Babuji that has been cemented in the main square .. and which I have brought back with me to be placed in Babuji’s study in Prateeksha .. 

Some time in the days to come there shall be an attempt to post some videos of the events , and to show how generously each moment was planned and executed with the discipline and finesse that the occasion demanded .. 

From a literary point of view .. the most important meet of course was with the Nobel Laurette in Literature for this year given to Poland for the very first time to Ms Olga Tokarczuk .. she presented to me her novel of stories translated into Hindi .. and I presented her with the special edition of Madhushala brought out by us on his 100th Anniversary ..

.. one endeavours to keep most of this to oneself and within the family .. but insistence to put it out was severe .. documentation has become the yardstick of information .. nothing else is either believed or recognised in today’s times .. so help me God .. !!! .. what is believed and recognised has varied connotations too .. it be the grammar and verbal democracy of the language .. of any language .. a word an instance , and the manic genius of the ‘sophisticated rhetorician, intoxicated by the exuberance of his or her own verbosity’ shall take over and run prime .. 

.. be not therefore in the vicinity of its value dear Ef  .. for such extenuating circumstances shall ever coerce me to preclude you from such a bauble of extravagance  !

The time line at the bar above gives me Tue 3:08 AM .. it be time to retire .. 

.. may the verbosity of the intoxicated take over and be in exuberance  .. 🤣

समझ ने वाले समझ गए हैं ; जो ना समझे वो अनाड़ी है  !!😜🤣

नमसकार 🙏

अमिताभ बच्चन 

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Dear Amit ji.. Pranam 🙏🙏🙏💖💖💖

The only thing that concerns me is your health in this chilling weather... please take care of your precious self Dear Amit ji 😟😟😟😟

my Love and Gratitude.. 💖🙏💌

DAY 4297

hgk,tra,slov                      Dec 12/13,  2019               Thu/Fri 6:05 am local

There are times when the body takes over the mind .. and the mind gives in to the body .. it bodies the mind to do that which it wishes and then simply goes ahead and does it ..

.. so it did it ..

.. the extreme cold at location , the snow the wind blowing -14/15 degrees and the scarce clothing in the continuity of the scene just melts all sensations .. 

.. one has to search the working parts .. the nose the ears the face the mouth the hands .. all melt into oblivion and non functional .. in that to be in character and perform is like walking into a tunnel of ice and not knowing if it shall ever have and end exit ..

.. in short then the mind and the body last night had a bit of a tussle and the body decided it had been victorious and after a sparse but worthwhile conference decided to turn in .. make up and all on ..

.. it was a bit sticky at night , but then at times it is good to stick it out ..

NOW refreshed for another extraneous day on location the mind and body reach conclusion that the most important element before bed had been overlooked and that , that is what needed attention .. so here we are ..

In the processes of the wait in somewhat warmer conditions before the shot is ready, there are several thinkings that invade the system .. some of them are pertinent .. others not so .. and invariably the ‘not so’ get the maximum thought and concern .. 

it would not be prudent to disclose them .. but rather put them to thought and hopefully find at the end of it that they were in some way , worthy of attention and in the finding of a resolution .. thank fully ..

.. i would disclose some .. perhaps at a later time and date .. or perhaps not .. but then that is such an obvious trait in the astrological chart that conducts individuals .. 

THEY call me to leave .. its a slow snow driven ride to location .. so adieu ..

Love ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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Dear Amit ji... Good afternoon 🥰🥰🥰🥰 

Thank you so much for the connect 🙏🙏🙏🙏

My Love and Gratitude 💖🌹🍫😊

DAY 4296

TartryKe,Slo                      Dec 11,  2019                 Wed 8:29 PM

.. in the minus and in the feel of no feel on the elements of importance - nose, ears, face, hands, feet .. 

yet the dedication of the many others that toil in subservient conditions .. the earnest ethic of work and the disrespect to the winds of exceptional cold .. is beyond compare .. 

.. we are subjected odd .. in agreement irrespective of the compulsions of job on hand .. miss it and miss your career .. determined to last and get to the next project , the ethic of work needed is exemplified by the nature of the terrain and the surroundings ..

.. ignore its presence .. feel it no more than loitering in the heat of the Sun .. and there .. before long its done .. 

.. and then the vision of extreme .. and the return away .. end of work and the solace of warmer climes in the residence .. and the thoughts of how to and when to come to thee - the Ef ..

.. nature has its own fascination and the one that built it , its own .. we never saw him or her , yet we model ourselves in the thought of determined belief that it was HE/SHE that did it .. and how exceedingly well they did .. both of them .. in their idolatry avatar .. or avatars .. !!

.. strong readings today out of sheer non interest, gave rise to several facts that remained unknown and unspoken, merely on the universal edict, that there is was and shall ever be a veil of acceptance in our nature, irrespective of the ‘other’ walking in into our territory ..

there is now in documentation of the eruptions of civilisation and how the Ved and the tributaries that followed gave rise to the many economic, industrial and social evolutions - copy pasted by the so called ‘inventors’ to bring glory to their land .. and give us the benefit of being the testing ground of the many that have recently taken presence .. the greatest of them that invented, giving the acknowledgement to their source of inspiration guidance and technique, in the ancients of our land .. a land of welcome and acceptance of the visitor the guest and giving the best hospitality ever .. even in the loss of national treasure !

Get back then I say to the times of yore .. of the golden glory so often written and talked about .. 

Bring it to practice .. to resolve .. to its vast acceptance and glory as before ..

Amitabh Bachchan 

[rajlakshmideymerry]

Dear Amit ji.. Pranam 😍😍😍❤❤❤ Thank you so much for the connect 🌹🌹🌹🌹 wonderful pictures!!...happy to see such grand welcome with flowers.. violin.. so much honour... and happy smile... Polish tradition is really great👌👌👌 please take care Dear Amit ji ❤❤❤ my Love and Gratitude 🌹 aapki ef... Merry ✍💌🐞

DAY 4295

SloHreTra,Ghke                    Dec 10, 2019                  Tue 6:33 PM, local time 

Birthday Ef - Siddhant Roy … Dec 11, 2019  .. greetings to you for a happy day and years ahead .. from the Ef ..

The silence of peace and quiet .. the non disturbance of any .. the uncertainty of what noise and its presence means .. come close together and create a desperate void in the lone occupancy of the body .. 

But the warmth of the host and the care and respect of them that shall bring honour and greetings in a few days is of such immense value that all else dissipates .. 

.. a special welcome in tradition on the tarmac .. so moving as local folk songs are sung and another tradition of ‘breaking bread’ with a dip of salt .. so humbling .. 

.. thank you all for this recognition and respect that you give me .. this is traditional Polish , and I am most grateful for it .. 

.. and the tradition of eating a slice of bread with a dip in the salt accompanied .. thank you so much .. such an honour for the work I represent .. but more really for the coming event , where they give my Father the honour of placing his bust in their square of importance .. for his contribution to Literature and the arts of writing .. feel so blessed .. 

on an earlier visit they had taken my hand prints and put it up on a prominent place in the city .. such generosity I am not deserving of , but so overwhelmed with it .. thank you again ..

.. and more of that shall follow when the shooting is over and we shift to the destination later .. 

it is the contemplation .. it is the state of the mind and the environ .. it is all this that gives great relevance .. but at the end of the day , home and family are the most missed .. at times you wonder why .. why the travel and why the absence from a state where routine has placed you .. you personal belongings, your use of things and their presence and placement in the ‘home’ .. 

and then suddenly all of that is removed and put in another environ .. not the home .. but the ‘home away from home’ tag , so often used as a marketing and sales endeavour .. nothing wrong with it .. but its just that it never feels the same ..the conditions may be better , extravagant and greater in its opulence .. but still never does it compare with ‘home’ .. no matter how  ..

‘जान बची तो लाखों पाए ; घर के बुद्धू घर को आए ‘

… yes .. displacement .. thats the word .. displacement .. it worries , it subjects one to an immediate resistance .. no matter where and in which condition, when you move away from a given and lived in .. it matters .. 

.. we talk here of a shift in residence in compliance .. but there are so many millions that get displaced after non compliance .. to leave their birth leave their land their home built with love and affection .. such a tragedy .. 

.. for the woman in marriage or in the family , it is a massive shift .. the wife builds a nest for its family .. she puts in everything for its warmth its decoration its ambiance .. and then suddenly she is asked to move to another place .. for her its a destruction of that warm friendly cared for little nest she had built with her own effort and hands .. its a torture to move away .. it is as though a portion of her heart is being taken away  .. ..

home for the wife is the value that is beyond value .. be it a palace, or a hut .. be it of the most elegant making .. be it of the thatched roof .. it is home .. her territory , her domain , her principality .. 

.. never ever attempt to disturb it .. it shall be guarded like the lioness guards her cubs ..

Amitabh Bachchan

[rajlakshmideymerry]

Dear Amit ji... Pranam 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Thank you so much for the connect 🥰🥰🥰

Love and Gratitude 💖💖💖💖

DAY 4290

Jalsa, Mumbai                  Dec 5,  2019                Thu 11:28 PM

.. the majesty .. the eloquence .. the magnanimous presence of the Himalaya as the flight takes off from Manali to Mumbai .. and after a few turns in mid air finally is given permission to land .. 

.. how did this magnificence occur .. they did not just on their own decide to form and remain the biggest and the best  .. how do mountain ranges form .. ?

.. one theory that I have sort of manufactured and embellished is that the entire sub continent of India was a part of Africa in the eastern north .. being a part of Egypt .. geographically ..

then one fine centurion later this entire land mass broke away and took a northward destination for direction, banged against the land mass and ..

viola .. the impact of this massive land shift caused the Himalaya mountain range .. it cannot be man made, it cannot be geographically in the right place at the right time , for then I would have a sided opinion .. that would be unfair to the profession .. 

..  so that is how it all came to be ..

.. any connect with Rameses and Ram our end  .. the extraordinary power of one with the extraordinary ordinariness of the other .. yet both survived and still survive .. but what a theory .. !!!

.. time has flown by .. and the matters that should have remained in the name by default, has to be reminded day by day moment by moment to the inhabitants of the Universe .. well the universe of Earth, as we know of it ..

.. it could be and could not be also ..

.. I mean how ..? how did they become so .. ? a mystery that shall remain and happily too .. 

.. the clarity of the hemisphere, the purity of the cold breeze among you listening and breathing apparatus .. the swell of the breathless even at the slightest climb anywhere .. and a lot was there too ..

reminisced of School days .. Sherwood College , Nainital  , when during that short 20 min lunch break when 10 of them would be deployed for the food and the rest 10 minutes to run up to Dorothy Seat , a good 500 hundred feet above the College front quad, to merely sight the sister school All Saints girls and run back in time for class unnoticed ..

.. of course we never were .. 

.. caught we were made to own up in front of the entire School during dinner time, stand up and confess and be lead to the Principals Office , the Rev RC Llewelyn, a Cambridge Tennis Blue with an extraordinary flash and strong forehand .. the bend on the wheel barrow in his adjoining study .. a tightening of the posterior .. and WHACK .. 6 of the best from well oiled canes kept in a well preserved drawer .. 

.. and the next morning during baths .. the dark stains of the ‘cuts’ on the back side, embarrassingly visible to the entire dormitory as we all bathed in the raw ..

.. ah those were the days ‘the happiest days of your life’ .. 

.. NOW in the heights of Manali .. tempered with reasonable elevations at work and the lungs begin to burst any moment .. age has been a villainous invective !

.. so after a 10 hour road drive down the mountains and into the plains of Punjab .. into the waiting aircraft .. and the landing among threats of a building cyclone of the coasts of the West in the Arabian Sea .. off the plane .. unfasten your seat belts .. and fasten them again .. for the ‘sneezes and the nose and the cold and the wheezing all come back in a jiffy’ .. when during that entire minus degrees temperatures and biting cold winds, not a single day .. was there a feel of even a stifled sneeze !!

.. but home is home .. and the clutter and the unmanaged look at the desk .. and the familiar locations of where to find what .. are back .. 

.. packing all the possible use of the self on travel has now become a bother, and resentful exercise .. every other week the positions of the bed , the clothes the wash rooms the facilities .. all change and its dis orienting .. 

SO .. stay at home .. live in the disturbed and untidied surround of the personal space .. IT BE THE BEST .. 

the World never rests in its inventory of events and occurrences .. they remain , they disturb they trouble the mind .. they in-sensitise the body that thinks .. it destroys - period !

.. a disturbed mind is callous and unkind to its container .. 

.. that container is in restless remorse .. there is so much to deal and remember and execute and fulfil .. 

.. someday it shall ..

for the moment its ..

.. retired .. 🤣 .. !

.. what a lot of bumff on that ..

Amitabh Bachchan

[rajlakshmideymerry]

Dear Amit ji, a very Good morning to you :))) 

Prayers for your good health and happiness 🙏🙏🙏🪔🪔🪔😊

Love and Gratitude 💖💖💖

DAY 4282

SSR301302MHP               Nov 27/28,  2019              Wed/Thu 12:26 AM 

Tranquil .. essence of the freshness .. the winter feel, the purity hopefully of the air .. and a rest after 5am to now .. 

.. there is great humility and joy of felicitations en route .. the simplicity of the smaller town reigns supreme .. as does the generous hospitality ..

.. we can never match their honesty and simplicity ..

.. thank you all those stop overs on the way here .. a ride of almost 12 hours by car on roads under repair and roads of great smoothness and finesse ..

.. another new environ and another readjustment to room and its accoutrements  ..

I must retire .. the head is thinking something else and the fingers another .. its a message ..

Good night

Amitabh Bachchan

[rajlakshmideymerry]

Dear Amit ji... Good evening 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Thank you so much for this deeply conceived thought... 

“ BUT .. faith may divide .. the blood stream maintains similarity of colour in all them that profess the ‘HUMAN’ .. and some inhuman too .. “   I wish it could be understood by all on earth... 

“Tu na jane aas paas hai Khuda...” yes... we are never far from Him...

very dramatic pictures Dear Amit ji...

My Love and Gratitude 🙏🙏🙏💖💖💖😊🧸🍭

Jalsa, Mumbai    Nov 23/24, 2019    Sat/Sun 2:22 AM In work lies the influence of learning .. its craft, its ambience, its worthiness, its discipline and its order .. not in the absence of this does it ever work .. and the pun is completely unintended .. When you start early and end late .. there is need to define early and late .. to some it has meaning of the nature blend ; to some another .. BUT .. what of those in neither category .. For them I have justified ignorance and despair .. for they are in the company of a rarity, seldom seen heard or observed .. they do exist, but in what temperament is a mystery  .. I would like to believe that this may have specific nomenclatures .. but no .. I did try that and failed miserably .. so what next .. What next .. you mean there is a next ..? Begin the beguine .. either in art form of music and dance .. or .. in some religious sanctity that has resolved the Order of a distinct following of the Divine .. perhaps the Roman Catholic Church of the 12th Century .. descriptions of BC and AD discussed and reiterated that BC or better known then as ‘Before Christ’ and AD as ‘After Christ , has since moved on to a clearer definition that does not necessarily harp on any form of divine intervention ..

.. its now BC and CE .. ‘before common era’ and ‘common era’ .. yes .. it was getting a little one sided .. until this different approbation, came along .. certainly more acceptable and real .. 

Christianity has ruled long and does so still .. but with due respect, so have other divinities .. and therefore to cast one in the limits of another, does not bode well .. indeed it harms .. it creates craters of competitive belief .. the one that has harboured all conflict .. since the foetus bubble on the waving of a bone against another in 2001 Space Odyssey .. 

Christ is revered and worshipped .. and the display of Age connect is homage to His existence and the power of its yield .. but so do other divinities .. 

.. and divinities do get the respect and following , because they are unknown paths in the existing ‘vulgaris’ world or the era we live in .. and each that hath constructed and given scientific reason to, has given us the belief , not necessarily of the calenderus optimus year, but of the reason for the Heavenly presence ..

.. which is good and able and definitive .. just as all faiths are ..

BUT .. faith may divide .. the blood stream maintains similarity of colour in all them that profess the ‘HUMAN’ .. and some inhuman too .. 

Patient indisposition is a confidentiality in the Medical profession .. maintained in most Western World lives .. the Eastern has been so busy warding off the Invader .. defending the faith and wealth and culture and language, that it has taken time or rather is taking time to be of educated equivalent to give credence to the confidentiality of a sufferer .. 

SO .. now that all possible locations, entries, exits, do get the informative device from location holder .. the documentation of movement remains no longer a guarded secrecy .. and so if the Hospital has ‘tattled’ to the ‘pap’, they shall come by , record the going in and coming out .. BUT there is need for a story as well, so fill in the blanks left open or NA by the authorities and present it for the day to them that care for your existence and routine everyday life ..

There has been confession publicly by me on the promotion of the disease Hepatitis B .. its presence in my body since the infusion of blood from donor carrying the virus .. and that 75% of my Liver has been destroyed ..

SO .. innovation .. assumption .. .. and ‘rumoured’ ‘sources’ ‘ it has been informed from reliable medical professionals’ builds the column, that shall consume pages and time lapses between the latest Political jumble or Ludo, to ‘confirm’ that the reason for the hospitalisation - be Liver !!

.. when indeed is it nothing of the sort whatsoever ..

BUT who to take repair and correction to task .. enough other hours to be looked at and attended to than to respond .. in any case in point, with a 1 million INFO machinery in place on Planet Earth, how many can it be addressed to .. so allow .. allow it to boil .. it shall spill over for two days .. then search another vessel to put to boil .. not that the product presence of boil in the vessel is inappropriate .. NOOOOO .. its BORING after 48 .. get something fresh and new .. build, innovate, design .. and flood it .. so the DAYs’ work load is taken care of .. get to bed .. get to sleep in the peace, tranquil calm of your earning for the day .. and may the reality be DAMNED .. !!

SO .. why this intricate fact finding diatribe .. ?

BECAUSE .. belief my dearest ones, is the strongest injection ever built .. painless, effective in its immediacy and mindful of the care of relief and discharge from the medical rest rooms .. 

RESULTING .. then …

Resulting then .. in the truckloads of offers to ‘take care’ .. ‘how is the health’ .. ‘remedies’ and such .. in its multitudinous presence .. 

.. tonight 2 more .. staring at me inches away and given with the faith and love of them that have great trust and association .. a ‘darling’ man .. working as always in several such efforts of events, with the utmost assurance that CURE is inevitable .. 

.. and who knows it may actually work ..

God bless him  ! 

You see .. one can never be too far away from the DIVINE .. 

In my respect of ethics do I write in the consume of the page and POST and DAY .. it bears declaration of immunity and an LOC .. no not of the border Line Of Control .. but a NON disclosure agreement , or words of such ..

I talk too much .. the work put in for 26/11 resonates within .. it has been a few hours has it not .. its coming on to 3:27 AM ..

Soon .. 

the sphere shall appear .. 

Oh dear .. 

My fear ..

I may not be clear ..

.. to stear .. 

what I may have just gained in my ear .. !

Love ..❤️

Amitabh Bachchan

[rajlakshmideymerry]

Dear Amit ji... Good evening 😊🌹🌹🌹🌹

this post is short but difficult to understand 😟

“ never shall this be done or undone .. 🤣 “....

“ which is a bit of a laugh, because undone once is done  .. “

“ and yet to be assured that there shall be a DONE .. “  🤔

“ may it ever be done with the undone .. “  Hneeeiii?!! 🙄

nnohhhh... not done...  😌😌😌😌

Love and lots and lots of love Dear Amit ji  🥰🥰🥰🥰

aapki ef.. Merry ✍💌

DAY 4273(i)

TEG326                 Nov 19,  2019             Tue 5:44 AM

Birthday - Ef Mayuri Ladva … Tuesday, November 19 … greetings and the affection of all the Ef, and wishes for a happy birthday ..🌹

NO .. 

it does not come .. it rises on the own by the rest .. it needs interference .. to express and communicate .. really ?

communicate what .. state of the Nation .. state of the present .. 

speak out loud and hear sounds within .. they wish to .. they will .. they are .. speaking .. hear them , follow them , adhere .. 

rubbish ..

never shall this be done or undone .. 🤣

which is a bit of a laugh, because undone once is done  ..

walked about bitten by elements that conference by the darkness .. sprayed now with the elixir of desist .. and yet to be assured that there shall be a DONE ..

the conditioner needs a switch .. the covers need extra .. the rested head on head needs .. well rest ..

Good morning .. may it ever be done with the undone ..

Amitabh Bachchan

[rajlakshmideymerry]

Dear Amit ji, your words are fluorescent in the dark... wish you be in the pink of your health... and your day be great.. 💖💖💖💖

My Love and Gratitude Dear Amit ji... ✍💌

DAY 4268

Jalsa, Mumbai                    Nov 13/14,  2019                Wed/Thu 7:39 AM

Birthday - EF Anil Bhandarkar .. Thursday, November 14 .. greetings on your birthday and love from the Ef ..

Life is complicated and without reason at times it seems to us .. but such is life and needs to be taken such .. each day is a struggle , till the end of life .. so respect , understand , adjust , admire , envelope it .. and live ..

Nothing comes easy in life .. even ease ..

Ease then into the living .. and 😁

Love 

Amitabh Bachchan

[rajlakshmideymerry]

Dear Amit ji... aapke charnon me hun... 😥😥😥😥😥💖💖💖💖💖💖 aur keya kahun... aur keya likhun... love you Amit ji... 🙏🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

sirf aapki.. ef Merry... ✍💌

DAY 4264

Jalsa, Mumbai                    Nov 9,  2019                Sat 11:42 PM

.. i see this all day long .. the Fowler , precision ups and downs and bends in the bed .. the TV .. Premier League and .. yeeeeeaaaaahhhhhhh .. a Chelsea win .. the youngest PL team .. there is a dynamic 17 year old and a 19 year old in the team .. still studying in School .. this is the generation of the young .. I believe in another couple of years India shall have the youngest population in the World .. some estimates state 60% of populace to be young ..

.. and the West is worried .. they have the elderly .. we have the Gen Z .. and they shall rule .. what a time to be living .. time to go in a time warp and get young again .. !!!🤣

spare times in the bank .. lying around , skipping time to go by in rapid form .. and reminiscing the work front by the day after .. when there shall be the chair and the computer ji and the audience .. but first the left overs of incidents from the times of DON and the cracks and breaks now playing up .. and placing themselves in important avenues which restrict movement .. at times of this it may be of interest too .. to the body , but not the mind .. 

so one listens to the body .. and many shall there be who will applaud and commit to say .. “ did we not tell you this to slow down” ..

Slow down .. ?

Thats what you tell the vehicle or the train on road and track .. so .. what 😛

Sad and in regret to not be able to travel for KIFF to Kolkata .. an event that has invited me for years .. I think now 7 years .. and the speech .. glorifying cinema and the research by educated assists from dear friends .. gone .. but there is communication established whether I could read it on video and send to them to be played at the Closing ..

.. the occasion to attend such events .. to be in the presence of an audience .. to deliver .. all such a frightening proposition .. nerves on end .. what to say , whether it shall be accepted .. what if not .. why must I accept such .. just leave me alone .. please .. I am not capable of presence at all .. but NO ..

.. they keep coming .. and refusal seems odd and at times misunderstood as being either difficult or arrogant .. but yes it comes with the territory and needs attention and will and acceptance .. so one bears .. inadequate ever, but yet to show presence ..😕

.. around the Fowler .. they insist its time to sleep off .. so 

well 

good night I guess ..

Amitabh Bachchan