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hi, happy birthday

i wish for your happiness and success in life

oct 11, 2023

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is this the kidn of challenge u give ur strongest solddir?

indont want ro be steong

i want to be weak

and cry

and lean on soneone

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and the heart i know im breaking is my own - taylor

but i just wanna greet u, congratulations.

i may not have witnessed ur struggles and joys but i was always rooting for your success

hope i can talk to u one last time

and when i do,

i hope it is the last time

bc im tired

august 20, 2023

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Hi, it’s me again.

i think it’s getting better, my heart

im drunk and im lonely but not because i miss u

its slowly getting better, my heart

i’ll slpwy pick u up piece by piece

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June 26, 2023

It’s not true.

The dramas we see on tv.

It’s not true.

The scenes we read on books.

It’s not true, and it will never be.

Meeting someone again after years as coincidence is not true.

It will never happen.

So please, stop this beating heart from hurting.

because I know,

It’s not true.

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June 23, 2023

Hi reader,

Today was a pretty normal day. Walk to work, say hi to Mush and then wait ‘til work hours is over, go back to condo, and rest.

Today was supposed to be a pretty normal day but my friend sent a picture of you, and that’s it. It brought back feelings that has been buried and dusting.

Please, stay buried. Please, stay forgotten.

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February 16, 2023

Been thinking of it a lot lately, don’t know if this is unhealthy

Lord, when? I think I’m ready.

I think I’m just waiting.

And this month, I have been pretty impatient.

Will it be tomorrow? next week? next month? or a year?

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I feel like my life is a a teenage drama rn 😭

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Been a long day, week and month and I didn’t know I badly needed to hear this until I’ve read it.

Ang bait mo Lord, I’ve been dying to let go this past week because I’ve been doubting myself often but You talked to me through this.

I pray that Your will be done. 🙏🏼

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August 27, 2022

I still need that brake. Maybe step on it harder.

It seems to be unfair to be only sharing the low-moments of my life so here’s a little lift up.

Thank you,

You don’t know how grateful I am for the guide you did. Today has been hectic, so I got some peace knowing someone was willing to help and lend their time.

The brake.

You make me write about someone else on here and not him. So I also thank you, although I really hope this is something just passing by. It would be too awkward for me, you and everyone around us. Especially my peace my of mind.

I know this feeling is something I can hit stop with. But for the mean time, I’m gonna enjoy this new emotions I feel.

Because I have forgotten the little joys crushes bring.

Thank you, slowly stepping on this brake.

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Brake, i need to hit the brake

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Hi, it’s me again and you know it 🤣

August 1, 2022

This is so complicated

… and my heart feels heavy.

Dear self,

Life has been a roller coaster lately, we feel happy, overwhelmed, sad, angry but most times confused. Maybe this is the reason why our feelings is going through pms lately.

I know that everytime we get “that” feeling, we pray to God to make it disappear, to make it stop.

I just wish you know that our feelings are valid and we acknowledge it. But also need to hit brake because we know that these thoughts will not do us any good.

Taylor Swift said she once believed that love was burning red, maybe we are in that phase in our life as we manuever to another road which is unknown for us.

I pray that this feeling of burning red and blues will someday turn golden and we’ll see another daylight.

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March 18, 2022

I can’t believe I’m back… been so long since I last opened this account

Same as before, no friend I could talk to but need to find release….

here it goes

I’m stuck

too much pressure

too much work

and too much of everything

sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko to the point na hindi ko na alam kung ano ba talaga place ko, opinion ko, pinaglalabas ko, belief ko… do I agree with their opinion? or do I disagree?

I am not in the middle of it

I see myself as a passer by… a watcher…

I am a friend

of both

yes one is wrong, and others felt wronged

emotions are hard to suppress… we say things

… in the heat of it all

i neither agree and disagree …

neutral? is there such thing?

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wanna cry 🥺

another day stopping myself from breakdowns bc they think im being too dramatic 😬

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hi,

its me

another episode of trying to stop myself from crying heheh

you can do it, self

we can do it 💙

cry now, and cry later, its all good it doesnt matter

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sept 25, 2021

dear me,

i just wanna congratulate you for your first org event! i know ur tired and i also know u did your best!!! being on the tech team made u grow, may it be on your field of interest and as a person.

remember today’s learnings, educate yourself and advocate to others so they too will be critical viewers.

will always be proud of ur achievements!

thank you for letting yourself grow through challenges

love, me

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September 12, 2021

super grateful for today 💙

directed my first short film project 🎥

cant wait to be part of another project. hopefully we can do it in the normal set up and not online

keeping thing for memories