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her hand extends to awkwardly rub at the hair that sits at the nape of her neck ; it's often been a tell when she's lying to someone . all she can hope right now is that he hasn't picked up on that cue . " yeah ... i'm telling you that i seriously don't feel anything anymore . two months is long enough ; i need you to do the same . "

“ that’s the thing though , i can’t just move on like that . ” a shaky breath passing as head slightly tips to the side . “ you seriously don’t feel anything anymore ? it’s only been two months . ”

#˚ ༘ thread : janelle & saint. #satrnz #she's sorry ( she's not but i am ... </3 )

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"   i   don't   know   what   you   want   me   to   tell   you   ,   sabine   .   you   already   know   how   my   family   is   .   "   even   if   he   wanted   to   be   with   sabine   instead   ,   which   secretly   ,   deep   down   ,   he   did   .   axel   knew   it'd   never   go   out   well   ;   his   future   wife   had   practically   been   picked   out   for   him   .   "   oh   ,   c'mon   .   i   only   need   to   be   with   her   at   those   stupid   fuckin'   events   ;   not   like   that's   really   sharing   .   you   know   you   still   want   me   ...   " 

“ then why say things if you don’t mean them , regardless ? ” ⸻ “ i don’t share so i think i’ll pass that offer up . ”

#˚ ༘ thread : axel & sabine. #satrnz #he's such a piece of shit i hope she never looks at him again #leave his ass !

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"i know my image suits me, baby. it's not meant to clean me up forever; they just need a little refresher on it. make it seem like i'm on the road to fixing my shit and then going right back to it," it's not like hendrix was the worst behaved in his band. in fact, he was the quietest, the one who typically stood in the background, but lately he'd been much more out there. it'd taken away from the mysterious curly-haired blonde, which was why his management insisted on pushing him back in, but if it meant having these types of confrontations with noah more often. hendrix is unsure if it's even worth it when it's her that he really cares for. "of course i can't blame you, i mean, look at me …" his hands fan toward himself playfully before a roll of his eyes. own body steps closer to her, "yeah, babe. you're my girl. you're definitely the one who makes me fuckin' crazy. nobody else but y

"but your image suits you, babe. who gives a shit if those virgin nerds don't like it? you can't hide who you are for the rest of your career hend, you know that won't work long term." maybe the sloppy photos leaked to press and media outlets weren't ideal, but was being attached to some puppy-hugging-celibate-adoring starlet much better? hues roll as she steps toward him, thawing her bad mood. "of course it's fun babe, you know i love it when we sneak off and fuck or whatever. but can you blame me for wanting to show you off to everyone?" never one to willingly reveal details of her personal life to the press noah felt herself yearning for it ; that moment when they became official. "yeah? i'm your girl? the one who makes you fucking crazy? the one who you can't stop thinking about?"

#˚ ༘ thread : hendrix & noah. #ringdcwns

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he's still unsure of how to react . hadn't expected to come to her home and have a younger version of him staring him in the face . what he does know is that he can't react how hendrix a few months ago would react. which consisted of him leaving and finding himself back home , leaning over the counter , and snorting a line . that'd be unfair to everyone , though , because he'd spent so much time trying to get clean . to davina because he can't just show up again in her life and only leave once more . to river because he deserved to have a father in his life . so , while deep down hendrix thinks he deserves a better one , he'd have to work toward being that better one . all his life , he feared resembling his father even in the slightest bit , so he often told himself he'd never have kids , but he did . so it'd be a learning process , but it's one that he was committed to . " it's not okay , i shouldn't have just left like that . you deserved an explanation , even if it was just that i had to go on tour and was gonna be too busy ... " he's sure that despite words , davina hasn't entirely forgiven him . he doesn't want her to ; hendrix needs to work for it . he's on hiatus now , so if there was any time for it , it's now . " i know you would , and i don't deserve that from you , but i appreciate that ... " head nods slowly , golden locks bouncing around . " it's uh , it's still a work in progress . i was in - patient for six months ; they just let me out so i could try to be a part of society again . i still have meetings twice a week , though , " he admits just as he begins to pick at fingernails . the beginning was the worst part , had to isolate himself entirely from the world for the first three months . no calls in , no calls out . so it's safe to say he's ecstatic to be moving around on his own again . slightly taken back as she pushes the toddler onto his lap , " hi buddy , " notices how tiny fingers move to trace over tattooed skin . " you like 'em ? " inquires before head turns to look back at the femme , " thank you . "

hues  study  him  wonders  how  he  would  take  the  news  ,  remembers  how  she’d  taken  them  herself  the  day  she  found  out  she  was  pregnant  ,  knew  who  the  father  was  from  the  beginning  as  she  hadn’t  been  with  anyone  else  .  fear  took  over  ,  found  herself  crying  over  the  phone  to  her  mother  .  to  bear  the  child  of  someone  who  had  abandoned  her  wasn’t  something  that  she  had  planned  .  yet  she  made  the  choice  to  have  him  anyway  ,  and  she’s  so  glad  that  she  did  .  davina  believed  river  was  a  gift  ,  filled  her  with  happiness  despite  the  sleepless  nights  she  sometimes  had  to  endure  .  now  however  ,  his  father  had  returned  ,  and  as  she  listened  to  him  she  knew  he  had  to  give  him  a  chance  to  prove  he  meant  it  at  least  .  not  for  herself  but  for  their  son  .  “  it’s  okay  ,  ”  soft  whisper  parts  pink  petals  ,  understands  that  while  he  could’ve  handled  things  better  he  was  fighting  his  own  battles  ,  and  she’s  left  wishing  she  would’ve  known  ,  done  anything  to  aid  him  recover  .  it  doesn’t  mean  she’s  forgiven  him  yet  ,  but  it  didn’t  mean  that  she  wouldn’t  either  .  she  just  needed  time  .  it  still  hurt  .  “  believe  it  or  not  ,  i  understand  why  you  felt  that  way  .  just  .  .  .  know  i  would’ve  done  everything  i  could  to  help  you  .  i  still  would  .  even  after  everything  .  ”  she  means  it  too  ,  it  was  him  after  all  .  the  one  she’d  loved  so  intensely  ,  with  her  entire  soul  .  “  i'm  glad  you  got  the  help  you  needed  ,  hendrix  .  ”  gaze  falls  on  their  son  then  ,  her  palm  delicately  resting  against  the  boys  cheek  as  the  room  held  a  tender  silence  ,  before  palms  fall  to  the  child’s  sides  ,  gently  shifting  him  in  her  arms  ,  as  she  finally  prepared  to  bridge  the  gap  between  past  and  present  .  her  movements  are  slow  ,  as  she  lowers  the  river  into  his  arms  ,  curious  look  all  over  their  son’s  face  ,  wide-eyed  innocence  .  her  heart  clenches  with  a  mix  of  hope  and  residual  pain  in  her  chest  as  she  watched  him  closely  .  “    take  this  chance  ,  hendrix  .  not  just  for  river  ,  but  yourself  too  .  ”  davina murmurs  ,  her  gaze  finding  his  again  .  “  you’re  not  your  past  ,  and  you’re  not  your  father  .  you  have  the  chance  to  be  different  .   ”

#˚ ༘ thread : hendrix & davina. #marisola

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

#i love all my friends here sm #i hope life is treating you so so well

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#˚ ༘ dyler : your voice is the only music to my ears. #the way i think about their wedding #remember a long time ago like way before they got married and i told u i had a dream abt their wedding #i manifested it

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#  𝐤𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬  (  the perfect find  )  / [ #202 gifs ] of keith powers can be accessed by clicking on the source link. all gifs were created from scratch by me for roleplaying purposes. i ask that you read my rules before using them. if you plan on using or find this useful, a like or reblog will be very much appreciated.

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tw: kissing, eating, flashing lights.

#˚ ༘ resources : gif pack.

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#˚ ༘ ship : adriana & hayes. #˚ ༘ ship : levi & shiloh.

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ANNA HATHAWAY as EMMA MORLEY in one day.

#˚ ༘ ship : dylan & ezra. #sobbing absolutely not okay #˚ ༘ ship : belly & kai. #don't look at me #˚ ༘ ship : elliot & astrid.

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Normal People (2020) — 1.01

#˚ ༘ ship : jolene & jude. #every time i see this i think of them #˚ ༘ ship : jude & aurora.

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#˚ ༘ resources : gif pack.

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it's much easier to try calling her out for how they spent more time together recently because by pushing the blame for it on her, ⸻ austin got to hide behind it. was it a pussy move? sure, but it's better than acknowledging the reality of the situation, that there were clearly more moments spent together other than the ones spent fucking. "i am very generous, even though i'm pretty sure you were being sarcastic. don't tell me you're picturing white doves as we exit the venue. i think that'd be too boring for my liking," he sucks his teeth with a shake of his head. following words cause him to chuckle, "ouch, lainey… you didn't have to go that far, but because you still come around, i'm gonna assume you don't actually mean that," palm moves to hover over his heart to mock an ache in his chest. the more he found himself around her presence, the easier it was for austin to find things that got under her skin. he quickly learned that the easiest way was to talk about her performance when it came to tennis, and he supposes that it makes sense. clearly poured her entire heart and soul into the sport, and even though he hated her, austin could admire that about lainey. "i did manage to seal the deal; are you proud of me? i could continue giving you my coaching skills to the bathroom … y'know, part of me being generous."

For a moment, cold hesitation invaded her as she considered the annoying question. But she’d never be that careless, though. He wasn’t a distraction. Sure, they’d begun to spend more time with each other than they’d be comfortable admitting—late nights and a couple of incredibly early mornings. But her head was still in the game, and she refused to let him mess up with her perception of that. “Aw, would you be that generous? Put me out of my misery the second I begin to picture what our wedding might look like.” The girl rolled her eyes, the hand that clutched a small white towel coming up to press against the back of her neck. Her body had already been heated thanks to the match, but the conversation didn’t help to cool her off. “Don’t flatter yourself, Austin. You’re not even that good at being a hobby.” And she wasn’t even lying about it. The man was annoying, had a special talent when it came to finding her every weakness, and didn’t doubt when it came to using it on his behalf. Then again, Lainey had no intention to stop fucking him. So what did that say about her? “Did you manage to seal your business, then? Because I was on my way to get a shower before you interrupted me to pitch your coaching skills.”

#˚ ༘ thread : austin & lainey. #musingmixtape

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PAM HUGHES via tiktok . ( ♡︎ )

#˚ ༘ adriana. #˚ ༘ opposites.

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#˚ ༘ ship : luke & reese. #˚ ༘ ship : dez & edie. #˚ ༘ ship : rhys & maya. #˚ ༘ ship : abel & salomé. #˚ ༘ ship : abel & nirvana. #˚ ༘ ship : axel & freya.

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"i'm not entirely sure that i'm ever thinking about dying my hair red. i think the black fits me much better …" he imagines himself for a quick moment with bright red hair but shakes his head as if he were trying to physically knock the image out of his head. his girl looks much better than him with the hair; not only that, but he assumes that if he were to commit a crime with a fuckin' red dome, he'd be much easier to identify than with his current look. already had tattoos as an identifying factor, didn't need to add anything else to the list. besides, realistically, abel already had red hair. more often than not, after spending time with ainsley, he'd go home and find loose strands of her hair all over his clothes and wrapped around his jewelry. "that we do," but it kept things interesting, didn't it? even if their arguments were as stupid as what to eat for dinner. abel can't imagine himself with the kind of woman who didn't have some sort of backbone, mostly because he'd lose interest rather fast but also because of the life he lived. not that he thought ainsley was tough enough for it, but it's better than if she were entirely a pushover. "well, i don't know if i'd say that god is all accepting of my job. what i will say, some of them who follow him tend to do whatever the fuck they want and just beg for forgiveness, and all is forgiven. so why can't i do the same? like when i fuck you in a church, i'll just bend at the altar and say my apologies," shrugs his shoulders as a smirk begins to grow on on brims. maybe it wasn't an entirely appropriate conversation to be having in public, but it's not like neither of them really cared for what was for proper. or else she wouldn't have fingered herself in the booth on their first date, amongst other things. the more she speaks, male could feel his pants growing tighter, causing him to sit stiffer. he tugs at the collar of his button-down because that too suddenly felt too damn tight. "why before me? i wanna see all these toys of yours …" doesn't see why now that he was around her, she'd use them less. if anything, they should be used more often. abel was never the kind of man that felt threatened by toys; in fact, he knew that they were his best friend when it came to sex. his only goal was making his girl cum as hard as possible, and if that meant holding a little vibrator to that pretty pink clit of hers, why not? "think i wanna see that shower one, baby. might have you fuck yourself on it while you choke on my dick; how's that sound? or maybe … you could suck on it while i fuck you. we'll see how i'm feeling when the time comes." if she could tease him, the male would undoubtedly return the favor. all abel can offer her as she opens up to him is a smile before her hand reaches out for hers once more to provide it with a gentle squeeze; it's the most unshielded he's seen the femme yet. he appreciates that she feels comfortable enough to talk about it. "ains … you don't have to thank me, i'm gonna show you a whole new world. you deserve it."

"but hair dye does exist abel . . . a shocking revelation i know, i know." solemn nod punctuates her words before the femme laughs, imagining him dressed as a grown up version of that creepy doll. come to think of it, he was probably too hot to be chucky. "i think we have those two parts covered then", she flashes him a knowing smile, because the two of them would always manage to argue over something ; whether that be his wandering eye or what the best movie of all time was. ainsley couldn't deny the fact that she was equally at fault sometimes, although she was pathetically committed to abel she loves to push his buttons too — waiting for that explosion that would result in sex that left her forgetting her own name. tip of her pointer finger presses against her closed lips, the picture of a woman deep in thought, "hm . . . so you're telling me that god is so accepting of the job you have too? that he might become your biggest customer up there?" she wasn't naive, ainsley knew that abel sold drugs and had a client list longer than her arm. despite the obvious dangers associated with the profession the redhead couldn't really say she didn't find that side of him appealing ; the side that wasn't afraid to get his hands dirty and break the law if he needed to. "before you i was very big in to my toy collection, you know", femme admits with a slow nod, not a word of a lie either. "i loved trying out new ones, especially the dildos . . . seeing which ones would stretch me out just how i like and which ones i could use in different places, like the shower." of course she was teasing him now, not a single doubt about it. it was always far too tempting to rile her man up, to have his cock straining against the fabric of his trousers because of her. not those cheap sluts but ainsley. "okay smart ass, i'll give you a better show now", stern look aimed his way before she picks up her own fork once more, stomach subtly grumbling from the delicious plate in front of her. "i can't believe i'm actually eating here . . . i mean i know it's pretty normal for you and that's amazing but i . . . " teeth work at her bottom lip, vulnerable without meaning to become so, "i could never afford it, so thanks abel. for doing this."

#˚ ༘ thread : abel & ainsley. #ringdcwns #this is me with pennywise i absolutely hate clowns but i have watched the movie 50 times

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Lip Gallagher + Adios Gringos (10.06)

#˚ ༘ ship : dylan & ezra. #this still makes me laugh #˚ ༘ ship : gabriel & margot. #˚ ༘ ship : jolene & jackson. #˚ ༘ ship : luke & reese. #˚ ༘ ship : rhys & maya.