ptsdpizzaparty

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i believe you can always get back to yourself. you can always soften into being again. no matter how long you might be stuck in a pattern of unhappiness, of being jaded, of feeling guarded from the world in some way. there is always a path back. give yourself a chance to find it.

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what is your holy trinity of fruits

#strawberry #blueberry #blackberry #ok now you go

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It’s so f*cking frustrating to be awake in bed for hours tormented by something and ur logical brain is like “ok I see exactly zero issues with this thing??? Why are we concerned about this???” And then the tiny lizard brain asshole that is just laying on a rock in there causing me problems goes “nah I think we should worry relentlessly anyway. You know, for good measure”

#my insomnia has been so fucking bad going on a week now :) #insomnia #ptsd #I wanna scream by body is so so so exhausted but my brain just keeps GOING #if I’m too tired to safely drive to therapy tomorrow I will throw hands

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unsung benefit i think a lot of ppl are sleeping on with using the public library is that i think its a great replacement for the dopamine hit some ppl get from online shopping. it kind of fills that niche of reserving something that you then get to anticipate the arrival of and enjoy when it arrives, but without like, the waste and the money.

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My friend Mona has asked me to share her story with you all.

Here's the link to the evacuation gofundme. They're very close to their goal. They legitimately only have less than 10k USD left to go before all 9 of them can evacuate.

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as soon as we explore 100% of the ocean all the fish will become 2x stronger and a new area will unlock

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“Vampire help hotline, what can I do for you?” “I just… I miss garlic bread…”

#this made me smile so I am sharing

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Adhd will have you too burnt out to eat or shower but give you the hubris to decide you can homebrew an entire d&d system on the back of a receipt

#but like fr

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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There’s power in telling yourself ”no we don’t do that anymore” in response to self destructive urges.

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all i wanna do is lie in the sun!!!! read my books!!!! daydream about fictional scenarios!!!!! love without fear of abandonment!!!!!! smell like vanilla!!!!!!! cry over great poetry!!!!! sit on the grass for hours on end!!!!! not care about how others perceive me!!!!!! find god in the smallest of things!!!!! be free of guilt and shame!!!!

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#why'd i get emotional over a bug

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by Dmitry Medyancev

#pretty #happy place

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I am a trainwreck of a human being but id make a good cat

#tbh yeah

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self care is so damn difficult when you… don’t… care… about your own self

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Mary Oliver, from “Summer Morning.” [ID in alt text]

#holy f*cking f*ck #mary oliver #do yourselves a favor and look her up and read some poems #start with.....“Wild Geese” #and pls....read it twice in a row. trust me.