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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am tired of making a religion out of my suffering’.

[text id: my bones whimper at the thought of what could have been. / what could have been if i was not born in a grave?]

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they're adding a new chamber to my heart tomorrow

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like matryoshka, one inside another insider another insider another.

Birthright, George Abraham // tumblr user dogsmouth // The Complete Poems of Anna Akhmatova: White Flock //Anne Carson, Nox // A Crash Course in Molotov Cocktails, Halyna Kruk // Herman Melville, from a letter to Nathaniel Hawthorne //tumblr user eridan-amporna // tumblr user boyflesher(deactivated) // For Your Own Good, Leah Horlick // Elizabeth Robinson, Brothers

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I hear that

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wanting what you cannot have

david mitchell, slade house | maureen seaton, “swan lake” | greta gerwig, little women (2019) | i performed like 50 searches on this and found nothing, please lmk if you recognize the poem | heavensghost | ada limón, “lies about sea creatures” | richard siken, “i had a dream about you” | oozins | inanotherunivrse | lena oleanderson, side wounds | steve carell, the office (us), “casino night” | ross gay, “catalogue of unabashed gratitude” | richard siken, “wishbone” | oozins

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Rati Saxena, ed. by Kate Rogers and Viki Holmes, from Not a Muse: The Inner Lives of Women: A World Poetry Anthology; "Mountain nights"

[Text ID: “Last night / there was a dream / And / In the dream? You / You / You / And / Only you”]

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— Benjamin Alire Sáenz, “To the Desert” from Dark and Perfect (El Paso: Cinco Puntos Press, 1995) (via lunamonchtuna)

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anecdote of the pig, tory adkisson // achilles & partoclus // house of dragon, 1x07 // plainwater, anne carson // the truth about forever, sarah dessen // lighthousekeeping, jeanette winterson

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I think I died back in 2017 and I’ve just been in purgatory since

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can you be utterly and madly in love with me for one second

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it's okay for you to leave.

will add credits!!! i swear!

. / . / . / doki doki literature club, Sayori's unsual poem 'get out of my head' / . / . / @/bpd-anz on tumblr / @/inanotheruniverse on tumblr / @/6aint on tumblr / .

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i wish i were rich because that way i could comtinue being Insane & Useless and it would be fine like not even a problem

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on longing.

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on regret

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i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying