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hey I am completely aware that there are people in worse situations than I am but I am in dire straights. I basically got chased out of my house because of a domestic violence dispute and I'm couch hopping until it's safe to go back or I get a place of my own.

major problem right now is that my MRSA infection i thought I just fought off is coming back. and I can't go back to work until I'm in the clear. I am violently ill again. I need some cash so I can get some food and essentials so I'm not leeching off of the people I'm staying with.

my pp is: @ awc0816

I don't have any other ways to receive money. if you can't donate, spreading this around is highly appreciated.

#please please help my friend if you are able

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jean paul gaultier sample necklaces from the 90s

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Yes I die and come back. Yes you've seen it happen multiple times. But it would be NICE if you acted a LITTLE surprised every time. You don't know what it's like when you're dying in someone's arms and he asks you if you'll make it back in time to play Crash Team Racing later

#being chronically ill is much like this

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Andrew Mar

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original character in chinese wuxia style by 旋风博文

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What a happy loaf on his little stump pillow! 1915. Source.

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Owls create snow angel imprints while hunting in winter when they swoop down to catch mice or squirrels.

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It really is a beautiful day in new orleans and I'm gonna eat a Bahn mi

#I do

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Being into gothic horror is wild, because you’ll look up the reviews/public opinion on a book and all the posts will be like “ugh, this was insufferable. The main character was the most melodramatic whiny narcissist cunt who’s perspective I’ve ever had the displeasure of following. When the main character wasn’t whining, it was just pages and pages of the most useless boring shit describing stupid landscapes over and over again. Boring and insufferable to read.”

And then you’ll get the book and read it and it’ll be like “Hi, I’m gothic protagonist. My entire family got brutally murdered by an unknown person and I also got horrifically abused as a child and struggle with severe mental illness, and now there’s unholy paranormal forces at work all against me, but at least I have the love of my life and my closest friends who I’d kill and die for and they’d do the same for me. Even though I’m cripplingly psychologically unwell and severely burdened with the mass of terrible things in my past, I’m going to figure out and track down the thing that killed my family and seek to destroy it, whilst poetically mirroring my suffering with the most beautiful and profound descriptions of the nature around me that you’ve ever read, contrasting the horror of nature with the beauty and goodness of it and giving you an existential crisis. This book is going to make you so ridiculously attached to these characters and change your whole perception of the life you lead.”

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#Sorry this is one of those songs that I have to listen to all the time for my whole life #Spotify

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Imagine my shock as a neurodivergent teen when I first realized that using large vocabulary and eloquent speech doesn't make you less likely to be misinterpreted, rather it adds an entirely new layer of misinterpretation I had never even realized existed in the form of people thinking you're being snobbish or condescending when you're just trying to be specific

#Had a time with realizing that when Adults laugh at you for being precocious... sometimes they are not actually pleasantly amused. #Sometimes they want to slap you for speaking like a lawyer at them but are willing to joke about it because you're young. For now. #''Oho where did you learn THAT word'' Glad you asked :) I read a thesaurus for fun yesterday. Hey why are you frowning at me now.

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[Shaking with rage] I do not need to engage with people's bad takes.

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Love Palestine more than you hate Israel. Love trans people more than you hate transphobia. Love the poor more than you hate the rich.

Always love who you fight for more than you hate those who you fight against. Otherwise when the Uniting Enemy is gone, you might start to hate as well.

Anger is part of revolution, but love is too.