pride-and-starry-eyed

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

Survey Says...

who will you be with saturday night? Saturday has come & past ... i was here with Frank, wishing i was somewhere else. 

what woke you up this morning? I believe it was Frankie Bergstein. And her sweet puppy kisses.

if you took a drug test would you pass it? Yup.

is tomorrow going to be a good night? Same as tonight I’m sure...

did you kiss or hug anyone today? Frankie Bergs who was the last person you rode in a car with? Eric.

how many myspace accounts do you have? lol, i’ve only ever had one. but honestly didn’t even know that myspace was still a thing.

what was your first thought this morning? frankkkkk we don’t need to wake up at 7 AM every morning. 

do or did you like school? I was bullied quite a bit. I never really let go of that, and it’s impacted a lot of my life and my ability to really try and step outside that comfort zone i was forced to make for myself. So, no i didn’t like school.

where would you like to live? Florence. Hands down. 

do long distance relationships work? I don’t really know - mine didn’t .

what do you want to be when you grow up? a mother.

where do you see yourself in 5 years? Happy. With my husband and children.. Taking first vacations with our kids, summers down by the water.. just happy with a family. successful in my job... i can’t see myself anywhere else but there. 

who do you wish you were with right now? <3

if you had one whole day to yourself, what would you do? Yoga. Sit outside with a good book. Probably at the beach or something. 

is anything bothering you? I think I have fallen into this trap of trying to avoid hurting people and instead of sitting with my authenticity & truth...hurting myself to keep the peace. My mom used to do that when i was younger. Her relationship with my dad was so overbearing and abusive, but she stayed with him to avoid the issues that would come up if she left. i never wanted to be that person, but i feel like i am.

do you miss someone? so many people.,

what do you want to do right now? this. just sit here and do this and be with myself. 

are you listening to music right now? Nah, i have a movie on.

are you in a good mood? i am peaceful & quiet.

what are you doing this weekend? I think tomorrow is all that’s left of the weekend. I don’t know what i’m doing yet. 

are you talking to anyone while doing this? nope.

when were you the saddest in your life? I don’t know - when Kris died that was really hard. 

do you own more than one cell phone? no lol

do you use ebay to buy or sell? nope, i’m a amazon girl through & through. 

have you ever had a song written about you? lol yes.

have you ever sang in public? i think one year at the block party. 

what do you like to listen to before you go to bed? just TV  do you have a job? i do.

what does your ipod have in it right now? so old school. i have an iphone, but the same things are on it that were on it when i was like 15. 

have you ever loved someone and were too scared to tell them? nah.

next concert? Colbie Caillat in October. 

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

nailed itttt

Hi, can you do aqua rising culture?

Hey!

I did talk about Aquarius Rising women before!

💚 💚They are badass, uncompromising queens who independently do so much stuff. Much like Aries girls (they are leaders) but with more tact and dettachment. 💚 They have quirky, unusual, bold styles and clothing. Whatever their style is, they rock it and make sure it’s uniquely them. Like not two Aqua Rising girls have similar style. Each one is their own. 💚 They can be like a more open, people focused Scorpio. They have amazing research skills! 💚 They really seem to be into space, astronomy fun facts or space art?? 💚 Can be vegetarian/vegan or have a specific food diet. It usually corelates with their ethical view on certain subjects. Ask them and they will tell you about it. 💚 Much like sister Air sign Libra, they are big on fairness. 💚 High chance they smoke weed in order to alter consciousness or to combat nervous mental energy. They can be prone to anxiety, restlessness or being scatter minded. 💚 The ones to make digital art or be fond of fantasy characters, creatures, anime protagonists, fan fic characters, idols, certain members of hard rock/metal bands. 💚 Usually dislike mainstream artists, claim they are into underground/not very known artists and bands. 💚 Often they had at least one humanitarian life experience, like volunteering in a homeless shelter, giving out free meals, helping build houses or teach children abroad. 💚 I noticed some can be fashion conscious. Meaning they try to trift items, resell them, use second hand or even sew their own! They would also be the ones to love sustainable fashion and being fashion-forward. 💚 Weirdly, they can quickly jump on certain fashion trends. This has to do with how Aquarius deals with the collective. However, they make sure they stand out in the group. But they would dress in trend of subcultures, fan bases, friend groups or underground musicians/bands they associate themselves with. 💚 Also they LOVE band T-shirts! 💚 Have probably been into hard rock/metal or EDM at least once at a certain point in their life. 💚 Probably been really emo too back in the 2003 (or still is)! I hope this didn’t sound like a roast, though??🤔 I have huge respect for them! 😉😀

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

Part 2 of the Venus signs!! Libra-Pisces, idk why but I made this part way longer than the first and i’m so sorry I don’t even know how I did that but i’ll make up for it in the long run I promise!!😩💗 remember venus rules our sentiments, what we value, and the pleasure we take in life. Grace, charm, & beauty are all ruled by venus. through venus we learn about our, tastes, pleasures, artistic inclinations, and what makes us happy!! ( venus also can be an indicator on how to attract your money, i’ll get deeper into this subject in another post) hope this resonates my loves! please lmk💗💗

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

(by Shakti Rajpurohit)

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

Kylemore Abbey by Jean Kimmich

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

mine is at 0……it is what it is, like no wonder i have a capricorn moon, i popped out of the womb and instantly turned into an old man

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

.

1: Full name - Alexandra Marie 2: Zodiac sign - Cap Sun, Aqua Rising, Scorpio Moon 3: 3 Fears - dark, death, & being alone. 4: 3 things I love - Coffee, babe, & books. 5: 4 turns on - ;) 6: 4 turns off - People who can't laugh, stubbornness, people who don't read, & people who hold grudges. 7: My best friend - LB. 8: Sexual orientation - Straight. 9: My best first date - I don't think I've ever had a first date. 10: How tall am I - 5'5. 11: What do I miss - Summer 12: What time were I born - 9:14 AM 13: Favourite color - Yellow 14: Do I have a crush - Nah 15: Favourite quote - prob something from ELIC 16: Favourite place - Florence, IT. 17: Favourite food - Greek food. 18: Do I use sarcasm - NOPE. 19: What am I listening to right now - Blue October. 20: First thing I notice in new person - Smile/eyes. 21: Shoe size - 9 & 1/2 22: Eye color - Hazel 23: Hair color - bronde 24: Favourite style of clothing - summer lol. 25: Ever done a prank call? Oui. 26: What colour of underwear I'm wearing now? None. 27: Meaning behind my URL - Pride & prejudice & I love Astrology. 28: Favourite movie - I think maybe Marie Antoinette just b/c it's so beautiful. not sure. 29: Favourite song - Landslide by Fleetwood. it varies. 30: Favourite band - *shrugs* varies. 31: How I feel right now - Relaxed. Happy.

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

“There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people by halves; it is not my nature. My attachments are always excessively strong.”

— Jane Austen, Northanger Abbey

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

Survey Junkie.

1 - Who was the last person you texted? Boo. 

2 - When is your birthday? Dec. 23

3 - Who do you want to be with right now? :) 

4 - What sports do you play? I do yoga, I don’t know if that’s considered a sport?

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? AJ

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? At the moment... hmm, I think Landslide by Fleetwood 

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with? Frankie, Babe, or Brynn.

8 - What do you feel right now? A pain in my knee & wrist.

9 - What chocolate is your favorite? I am a dark choc lova.

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have? Lol, not many friend.

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account? I think I’ve covered this question before and I’m being a survey fiend of late so I’m gonna prevent myself from sounding repetitive. 

12 - Who is your favorite blogger? Rachel Brathen.

13 - Where do you want to be right now? I think I’d like to be in Bermuda or something. I’m tired of the cold.

14 - What do you want to be in the future? Happy.

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why? I was watching Haunting of Bly Manor & the kids were in danger.

16 - Are you happy? I’m on a path to happiness & peace.

17 - Who do you miss? My friends, family, and myself.

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? I think so.

19 - What was the best thing you were given? Rascal.

20 - Who was the last person who called you? My supervisor.

21 - What is your favorite dish? i have a few, but I love the Greek Wrap at the diner near me.

22 - Who is your bestfriend? LB.

23 - What is your biggest regret? I don’t think I have a regret. 

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner? Yes.

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with? Lol, Frankie or Brynn.

26 - Name someone pretty. Brynn <3

27 - Who was the last person you hugged? Eric.

28 - What kind of music do you listen to? I’m pretty eclectic, I listen to a wide variety of things.

29 - Are you over your past? Nah, I struggle with that a lot.

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts? Will

31 - What kind of person do you want to date? The type of person who compliments me.

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? Sometimes. I definitely tossed & turned last night.

33 - From whom was the last text message you received? Babe.

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? I prefer dresses/skirts.

35 - How’s your heart? In good hands.

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”? Mhm

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment? I love someone at the moment.

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? I’ve said everything I had to say to them. We’re on good terms :) he knows I wish him the best in life.

39 - Do you have any phobias? I hate the dark & spiders. 

40 - Did you try to change for a person? Definitely at a lot of times in my life when I was younger. Silly girl.

41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone? This question makes no sense & even though you’re an inanimate survey I feel I need to point that out. Aside from that, the nicest thing I’ve given to someone is subjective to that person. 

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship? No

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood? I’m in a good mood.

44 - Name someone you can’t live without. LB & Frankie.

45 - Describe your dream date. I love concerts at Jones Beach, so probably seeing a band that I really love at Jones Beach Theatre & then going down to the water afterwards. 

46 - Describe your dream wedding. Something really ethereal... I always wanted to get married in the forest between the trees w/ white linens and string lights running between them. 

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s? My dad gave me a bundle of Yellow roses. not sure how many.

48 - Have you ever been kissed? AHEM. Frankie kisses me every day!!! Aside from being kissed by my dog, yea I’ve been kissed.

49 - How long is your longest relationship? My longest relationship was 9 years.

50 - Do you regret your past? No

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else? I do stupid things for other people all the time. I do stupid things for no reason all the time, too.

52 - Have you ever cried over someone? Several times.

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone? I’d like to say no, but I probably do.

54 - Are you a crybaby? I don’t think so lol.

55 - Do people praise you for your looks? Praise? No. I get compliments though.

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? Subjective. I fell for people in my life and it didn’t work out, and sometimes I got hurt, but it helped me become the person that I am today & I’m quite pleased w/ the results.

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret? Tons of things. Again, not always proud of the decisions I’ve made but they helped me get where I am today & I’m pleased w/ the results.

58 - Do you like getting hurt? No, wtf lol. I’m not a self masochist.

59 - Does anyone hate you? I don’t know, does anyone hate me now?

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”? Hahaha probably my brother, yea.

61 - What hair color do you prefer? I like being blonde. I also don’t mind being brunette.

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? Hair color, I guess lol.

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment? Yup.

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself? Yes.

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school? I don’t go to school

66 - Can you live without internet? Technically no, I wouldn’t be able to work & so I wouldn’t be able to provide for myself.. Ergo, no, I wouldn’t be able to live without internet.

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone? There are a few.

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears? Pretty good.

69 - Are you a crybaby? You asked me that already, now I just think you’re a dick.

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical? Like, laughing hysterically? yes. Being hysterical/a lunatic? No.

71 - Are you a KPOP fan? No

72 - Do you study hard? No lol

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love? My life lol

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight? Yes

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat? Yesm

76 - Did you have an accident last year? Maybe I fell or something lol

77 - What kind of person are you? I’ll answer this the only way I know how; Capricorn Sun, Aquarius Rising & Scorpio Moon.

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? Wtf no lol

79 - Have you ever been jealous? Yup. Scorpio moon.

80 - How can you prove your love to someone? Actions.

81 - What are you thinking right now? I would be so boss at Name That Tune.

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts? Anthony C.

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase? Nope

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel? Sure

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone? Definitely. I’m human.

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone? For sure.

87 - Do you have trust issues? Sometimes.

88 - Are you broken-hearted? No

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”? Babe.

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it? Absol-fucking-lutely.

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? Che sera, sera.

92 - Who do you want to marry? :)

93 - Do you believe in destiny? To a point.

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”? A few times.

95 - How do you look right now? Like a tired mess.

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies? To a point, yea.

97 - Have you found your true love? I think so.

98 - What should you be doing right now? Going in the shower.

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends. Ethan.

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough? All the time.

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

“S/partiti”

Riccardo Guasco 2021

[pride-and-starry-eyed]

❤️

“You’re the cool of the water You’re the start of the summer Keep me still like a anchor In a storm you’re the cellar When I’m heavy with worry make me light as a feather When I’m deafened by anger you’re the song I remember With the grace of a dancer and the strength of a pillar When I’m starving to suffer you just fill me with laughter You’re a poet And a saint You are the only one I choose to imitate Oh, like the love of a father through the eye of a camera It’s this picture I have seen We’re on a sloping hill of green And you are walking there beside me.”

—

Entry Way Song - Bright Eyes

(For my dad, who – secretly – means the whole world to me)