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Inside Box 5

I had the unique opportunity to visit the inside of Box 5 at the Palais Garnier in Paris, France, also known as the official box of the phantom of the opera.

And though there wasn’t much time I managed at least to take some photos I’m happy to share with you here.

#(about the muse)

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reblog this if you’re an indie roleplaying blog with both an LGBTQIA+ mun and LGBTQIA+ muse(s).

i’m trying to get an idea of how large portion of the indie rp community consists of queer muses being written and represented by queer people themselves. allies, don’t interact.

#out of the mask (ooc)

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@fillescharmxnt

"It takes more than sweet songs to get by in life."

#my angel of music (christine daaé) #a few instructions just before rehearsal starts (starters)

[poor-unhappy-erika]

For a moment, Erika is sorely tempted to remove her mask, only to prove him wrong. Instead she glares holes into him.

"For a madman and a Brit, you speak as if you are of authority on the subject. You know nothing of me, you raclure de bidet, and you know nothing of death."

Erika had dealt in death her entire life, had made a symphony of it in the courts of Persia. 'Propensity for dramatics,' indeed, but she had been born into a corpse. This mewling madman dared to talk to her of death, of the soul?

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Erika regards this man, with all the presence and grandeur of a mouse, with a cool glare, all but hidden behind the dark shroud of her mask. Couldn’t he leave her to wallow in her own self-pity without bringing technicalities into the mixture?

“Fah, there is much more to life than the blood!” Erika says with a dismissive wave of one gloved hand. “Do you think nothing of the mind? Of the SOUL?”

THE SOUL! Oh, such a word is fearsome to Renfield, being the particular breed of monster that he is, and unable to escape a conviction in God or in Heaven. “Souls… Souls are another matter altogether. Don’t muddy the water. Souls surpass death, cannot be touched by it; therefore they are not LIFE. … I suspect you are ‘hated and feared’ because of a propensity for dramatics and nothing else!”

#(hi we stan renfield but erika?) #(not so much) #(renfield and the phantom of the opera are getting into a catfight) #(and nothing in my life has prepared me for this moment) #r.m. renfield

[poor-unhappy-erika]

By all you hold sacred, by all you hold dear, by your love that is lost, by your hope that lives, for the sake of the Almighty, take me out of this and SAVE MY SOUL FROM GUILT! Can’t you hear me, man? DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND? Will you never learn? Don’t you know that I am sane and earnest now, that I am no  l u n a t i c  in a mad fit, but a sane man                                               FIGHTING FOR HIS SOUL?

(ind. r. m. renfield of ‘dracula.’ written by kay.)

#and i am anxious her career should progress (promo)

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Erika chuckled, gesturing about the entire space with a sweep of her arms- from the elaborately embroidered cloak across her shoulders, to the gold and silver filigree on the curtains in Box Five, to the expansive theatre below them where patrons were still chattering away even as they filed into rows upon rows of velvetine chairs- and grinning like a fox.

"And how do these rumors compare to the real thing? I assure you, they are far from the truth. That is much stranger still, my friend."

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“I do hope that your plan upon seeing one another once again after so many years was not to insult my theatre,” Erika said, but she could not hide the smile creeping up her face. “It may not seem like it to you, but it has been a very long time, my friend. I am glad to see you in good health.”

With a flourish Erika whisked the wide-brimmed black hat from atop her head, placing it over her heart in a mockery of a bow before laughing to herself and hanging it from one of the hooks she had made for the occasion.

“Come come, I know you are a traveler, but what has brought you to Paris this time?”

“I meant no harm by it, only jest. Had I been aware that you were here, I wouldn’t have done so.” He smiled. “Time does seem to move differently for me. It is quite surreal sometimes.”

He chuckled at her mock bow before following suite, using his shadows to put his hat onto a different hook.

“Curiosity really. When a place like this gets popular, word of mouth gets around. And you know how attracted I am to rumors like a moth to flame. Had I known you were here, I would have come much sooner.”

#the shade

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"It is lucky for you that he convinced me to abandon my original plan to force you to get some rest." Indeed, the chloroform she had been intending to use had been rudely confiscated by her more pragmatic companion.

Her speech seemed to have moved Alexander, though, and would perhaps do some good yet. His spirits seemed to have been lightened, at the very least, if only temporarily. Gliding to stand beside him, Erika fixed him with a pointed look.

"However, that is a decision that can wait until you have had a proper night's sleep," she said. "The world will not stop spinning because Aleksander Scarlet decided to get some rest, my friend." Truth be told, she was dying to know what sort of plot he had in store this time, but she wasn't going to encourage him by inquiring as to any details just yet.

©--@scarletexlibris

Erika very nearly gasped aloud at the unexpected pressure on the small of her back. In her surprise she took a few obedient steps forward, but in a moment she regained her senses and dug her heels in, wheeling around to grab Alexander by the wrist. For a few seconds English words failed her, and she gestured dumbly to the hand before spitting out whatever half-cobbled sentiment she could muster.

“What is this?”

@scarletexlibris

#AS Scarlet

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"I do hope that your plan upon seeing one another once again after so many years was not to insult my theatre," Erika said, but she could not hide the smile creeping up her face. "It may not seem like it to you, but it has been a very long time, my friend. I am glad to see you in good health."

With a flourish Erika whisked the wide-brimmed black hat from atop her head, placing it over her heart in a mockery of a bow before laughing to herself and hanging it from one of the hooks she had made for the occasion.

"Come come, I know you are a traveler, but what has brought you to Paris this time?"

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Madame Giry was about to offer some scathing remark to this man’s insolence, but luckily for him Erika interjected before she could get a word in edgewise, throwing her voice into the corridor.

“Let him enter, Madame.”

A face was fleeting, unreliable, but Erika never forgot a voice, and she remembered this man’s quite distinctly.  It had been the first one to speak to her with genuine kindness in her entire life.

At the melodious, hissing whisper that filled the upper lobby, however, quite a few other patrons startled, looking around for its source before their eyes arrived with more than a bit of trepidation on the small audience gathered outside of Box Five.  Madame Giry did not flinch at the noise, but raked her skeptical glare across the Shade before slowly lowering her cane to allow him entry.

“Very well.  The Opera Ghost would see you, monsieur.  I suggest you do not keep her waiting.”

“And I will not.” He tipped his hat to the woman and reached to open the door.

Part of him nagging that he knew that voice. But he had met so many people that it could simply be one that sounded like someone else. But he had long learned to follow his instinct.

He glanced behind him accusingly at the small crowd before opening the door, only enough for him to slip in and close it behind him.

And there she was. Sitting with her back to the door with the confidence that… well that rivaled his.

He took off his hat and sat down next to the woman, eyes scanning over her for only a moment before a small smile broke out onto his face.

“My my, what a quaint place to reunite.”

#the shade

[poor-unhappy-erika]

The nineteenth century, this sword was made from a light cavalry saber blade model 1816. The guard represents a skeleton, whose skull serves as a pommel and the body grows on the guard, fighting against a snake. 

#(about the muse)

[poor-unhappy-erika]

Madame Giry was about to offer some scathing remark to this man’s insolence, but luckily for him Erika interjected before she could get a word in edgewise, throwing her voice into the corridor.

“Let him enter, Madame.”

A face was fleeting, unreliable, but Erika never forgot a voice, and she remembered this man’s quite distinctly.  It had been the first one to speak to her with genuine kindness in her entire life.

At the melodious, hissing whisper that filled the upper lobby, however, quite a few other patrons startled, looking around for its source before their eyes arrived with more than a bit of trepidation on the small audience gathered outside of Box Five.  Madame Giry did not flinch at the noise, but raked her skeptical glare across the Shade before slowly lowering her cane to allow him entry.

“Very well.  The Opera Ghost would see you, monsieur.  I suggest you do not keep her waiting.”

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If the recent ghost stories nor Monsieur Lefevre’s own request that Box Five be kept empty during all performances were not enough to deter the discerning patron away, then the shrewd woman perched like a harpy at its doors typically was.  Before the Shade could take even one step inside, a loud CLANG! was heard, and Madame Giry had planted her cane firmly across the doorway, fixing the man with an aquiline glare despite the noticeable height disparity between them.

“We do not enter Box Five, monsieur.  I must ask you to choose a different seat.”

There was certainly no malice to her tone, but it was not one that invited any debate.

Erika, already tucked safely inside Box Five via the hollow pillar on one wall, always delighted in watching her faithful box-keeper turn away potential intruders, especially if they tried to object.  She pitied the fool who thought they could take on Antoinette Giry in a game of verbal prowess.  Settling into her plush red velvet chair, Erika turned a ear to the scene outside her door and listened intently.

“Oh, pardon me Madame.” He looked the woman up and down. “If the box is closed, you should put up a sign. Otherwise you have foolhardy men like me trying to get in.”

He joked with her, but did not argue with her. By the way she stood, the way she talked, and the way she acted, she had an authority.

And he respected that.

“Have a nice day Madame. I hope you are able to get an out of service sign for your broken box.” He said, tipping his hat. “And maybe a nice ribbon on it to match the decor.”

#the burning ballerina (madame giry) #the shade

[poor-unhappy-erika]

If the recent ghost stories nor Monsieur Lefevre’s own request that Box Five be kept empty during all performances were not enough to deter the discerning patron away, then the shrewd woman perched like a harpy at its doors typically was.  Before the Shade could take even one step inside, a loud CLANG! was heard, and Madame Giry had planted her cane firmly across the doorway, fixing the man with an aquiline glare despite the noticeable height disparity between them.

“We do not enter Box Five, monsieur.  I must ask you to choose a different seat.”

There was certainly no malice to her tone, but it was not one that invited any debate.

Erika, already tucked safely inside Box Five via the hollow pillar on one wall, always delighted in watching her faithful box-keeper turn away potential intruders, especially if they tried to object.  She pitied the fool who thought they could take on Antoinette Giry in a game of verbal prowess.  Settling into her plush red velvet chair, Erika turned a ear to the scene outside her door and listened intently.

Lucky Number Five

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He had heard many things about the Opera Populaire, both good and bad. And while he knew that reputations could be built on exaggerations and lies, he was tempted to visit the Opera house himself.

So he paid for a box seat, as he sometimes did when he did not feel like sitting near people. 

Making his way upstairs, he noticed the distinct lack of people who were avoiding box number five. Most likely the haunted box with so many rumors that it scared people off.

But not him. He was not scared of ghosts or rumors. 

#the burning ballerina (madame giry) #the shade

[poor-unhappy-erika]

‘American Gods’ Sentence Starters

‘ I can believe things that are true and things that aren’t true. ‘

‘ Life is what happens when you’re alive and you might as well lie back and enjoy it. ‘

‘ Once you learn your answers, you can never unlearn them. ‘

‘ The really dangerous people believe they are doing whatever they are doing solely and only because it is without question the right thing to do. ‘

‘ I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating. ‘

‘ This country would get along much better if people learned how to suffer in silence. ‘

‘ Fuck you and fuck your mother and fuck the fucking horse you fucking rode in on. ‘

‘ You will die with a kiss on your lips and a lie in your heart. ‘

‘ Don’t start anything you’re not prepared to finish. ‘

‘ I want to be alive again. Not in this half-life. I want to be really alive. ‘

‘ Goodbyes are overrated. ‘

‘ You’re fucked up, _____. But you’re cool. ‘

‘ Aren’t you going to show it to me? I’ll show you mine. ‘

 ‘ Some things may never change. People, however… people stay the same. ‘

‘ I could be blindfolded and dropped into the deepest ocean and I would know where to find you. ‘

‘ I could be buried a hundred miles underground and I would know where you are. ‘ 

‘ I believe that anyone who says that sex is overrated just hasn’t done it properly. ‘ 

‘ You’re slow, but you get there in the end. ‘

‘ I’m tired of mysteries. ‘

‘ You shine like a beacon in a dark world. ‘

‘ I think there are several aspects of our marriage we’re going to have to work on. ‘

‘ The outcome of the battle is unimportant. What matters is the chaos, and the slaughter. ‘ 

‘ You can always cheat an honest man, but it takes more work. ‘

‘ What makes you think I’m giving you a ride? ‘ 

‘ That’s when I miss you most. When you’re here. When you aren’t here, when you’re just a ghost of the past or a dream from another life, it’s easier then. ‘

‘ Mostly you are what they say you are. ‘

‘ You are so full of shit it’s a wonder your eyes don’t turn brown. ‘

‘ You are the nearest thing I have to life. ‘

’ You’re walking on gallows ground, and there’s a rope around your neck. ‘

‘ Something feels weird. ‘

‘ It’s all in your head. Best not to think about it. ‘

‘ Just because you’re small, doesn’t mean you got no power. ‘

‘ If they think you’re a hero, they’re wrong. ‘

‘ I feel like I’m in a world with its own sense of logic. ‘

‘ Whoever-the-fuck you are, there isn’t enough money in the world. ‘

‘ It’s the unwrapping that’s half the fun. ‘

‘ It’s all imaginary anyway. ‘

‘ This is a poor place for Gods. ‘

‘ I love you is a good thing to say if you can mean it. ‘

‘ Changes are coming. ‘

#a few instructions just before rehearsal starts (starters)

[poor-unhappy-erika]

“Most people don’t know this – Guill[ermo] doesn’t even know this – but I played it that her fantasies are more about women than men.” […] Chastain describes the intimacy of that murderous act, “of holding someone’s hand as they die: it’s a very sexual thing to do”. [x]

#my angel of music (christine daaé) #(about the muse)

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Memento mori pendant, made in France, 16th century

#(about the muse)

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Gorgeous details from a Replica of a Stradivarius violin by Ezequiel Carvalho (Goiânia-Brazil). Does anyone know the name of the original? :) please let me know!

#(about the muse)

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Erika was not exactly the best one to be admonishing Alexander right now- after all, she was hardly any better herself.  How many nights had she spent awake, languishing in some dark corner with nothing but her instruments, a quill, and ink?  How many compositions had she thought to be masterpieces by night, and then torn to pieces the next morning?  But if she didn’t reign Alexander in, she doubted anyone else would.  They were far more subservient to the Bookworm than she.  Erika worked with Alexander, not for him.  Whether he would agree to that was a different matter, but the fact remained that someone had to snap him out of it.

“Printer’s Devil may be here still, but he would be the only one,” Erika said, gliding to stand beside him. “Seeing as it is approximately five in the morning...”

©--@scarletexlibris

Erika very nearly gasped aloud at the unexpected pressure on the small of her back. In her surprise she took a few obedient steps forward, but in a moment she regained her senses and dug her heels in, wheeling around to grab Alexander by the wrist. For a few seconds English words failed her, and she gestured dumbly to the hand before spitting out whatever half-cobbled sentiment she could muster.

“What is this?”

@scarletexlibris

#AS Scarlet

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oof.

#(about the muse)