one of the best fics i’ve read fr
Two instances in which Maou responds to Emi's tears below the cut.
Emi's tears have begun to plague Maou, which is particularly disorienting because the reverse should be true. The despair of a human in his direct vicinity should be enriching. He should draw power from it like a leech—he is a demon after all.
Instead, Emi’s hurt lances through him with a lasting sting. Any increase to his reserves is accompanied by a thick cloud of guilt that sticks around until he’s expended the magic in service of others. It’s maddening.
Maou sends Ashiya out for gauze because, yet again, Emi arrived uninvited on his doorstep, then quickly devolved into a disaster, careening down his stairs and lashing out like a wounded animal while she bled on his tatami mats. The tears should have been an anticipated outcome—he’s learning her patterns, isn’t he?—but somehow, he’s still surprised at the mounting vulnerability that reveals itself when they’re alone.
She screams at him, swears never to forgive him for killing her father, and he does something strange he’d never felt the need to do with Emi before.
Maou lies.
He claims he hasn’t given his past motives much thought, even as he haltingly begins the apology he’s rehearsed twenty different ways since he realized what it was to be human and to care for them.
Emi’s hands are clenched over her face, fingers digging into the bandage on her forehead, and Maou is struck by the consuming urge to pull them away. Ashiya returns, Chiho in tow, before Maou's arm can stray from his side, and Emi’s embarrassment is thick in the silence after the door slides open, revealing the high schooler Maou—the ancient demon king—went on a date with yesterday. Chiho misunderstands the scene and is watery and whimpering in an instant.
Again, Chi’s devastation should be delicious. Restorative. Instead, it tastes like ashes.
“You really are a thing.” Her accusation settles into Maou like mold in the floorboards.
His fascination with Chi’s easy trust has always been his own, certainly, but encouraging her affections to the degree that he has? That’s largely because it annoys Emi. The hero’s pain hurts him, sure, but he delights in her irritation.
“I swear we’re not,” Emi assures Chi, and, damn her, a tiny protest crawls inside his ribcage—an invading cockroach. He tries to stamp it out before it can escape into the depths of his psyche, but success in such a goal is ephemeral at best.
When Chi flees the scene, there’s no gut wrenching urge to go after her. His landlady has to show up, armed with information she should not possess and a clear concern for the girl’s safety, to convince him to follow. Emi, as usual, is hot on his heels.
He tells himself he would have been just as slow to act were Emi the one to run off, but that feels a lot like his second lie of the day.
---
“Congratulations, you found me out,” Olba says from the heap of rubble he and Lucifer stand atop like gargoyles. "And Emilia, you’re certainly looking lovely.”
Olba is a grease-slick of a human, obviously trash in a robe to anyone with eyes, but Emi had trusted him. Which might say something about her begrudging faith in Maou, but so what if it did? Maou was easily ten times the person Olba would ever be, and he’d only had months of practice.
"Olba?" Emi was clearly stunned when she saw Lucifer, but she’s utterly crushed to find the priest with him. The hurt in her wobbly voice is clear when she asks, “Why? How could you work with Lucifer? ”
Maou’s eyes cut over his shoulder for a fraction of a second, taking in the tears brimming in hers. She’s small and fragile in the wake of this discovery—not Emilia the hero, but Emi Yusa, the girl who went to pieces in his apartment not twenty minutes prior.
This time, Emi’s tears make him angry.
Who does Olba Meyer think he is, tormenting the hero? I’m the only one with that privilege.
The fact that the priest is clearly here with the goal of killing them both fuels his fury. He knows the Church trained her from childhood, brought her up to wield Better Half in the fight against him. It isn’t surprising to learn that the high priests know nothing of loyalty—it’s far more surprising to discover that Maou does.
"You really want to know?” Olba laughs at Emi’s horror, boiling Maou’s blood. “I’ll tell ya, but it’ll be the last thing you ever hea–”
“The hero was really throwing her weight around,” Maou cuts him off sharply, “and you couldn’t abide that, so you figured, ‘after she ousts the demon army, let’s execute her.’ Spot on, huh?” Olba’s face sours and brows shoot up. The idiot evidently doesn’t think his machinations are as clear as day. “And you got Lucifer here on your side by promising him a golden ticket back to Heaven town.”
“Damn! How’d you know that?” Olba guffaws.
Lucifer’s eyes stray from Maou to briefly assess his bumbling partner.
“C’mon man, that’s the oldest trick in the book!” Maou’s tone grows even more mocking. “And who says ‘the last thing you’ll ever hear?’ I’ve seen B-movies with better scripting than that, baldy . Get a wig!”
The soft huff of Emi's laugh is like a cool breeze in the sweltering heat, and Maou swells with triumph unlike any he'd known on the battlefield. He pays for the tirade immediately—Ashiya's reprimand about spending on movies is sharp and poorly timed. His general won't forget it any time soon, and will likely hound him about it every time he leaves the castle without reason, but Maou doesn’t have any regrets. It’s worth the consequences to dispel Emi's gloom.
Of course, it’s all strategic. Taking the acid from the battery. He has to keep her from further empowering Lucifer with her despair. If the weight he'd been carrying since their reunion gets a little lighter as a result…well, that’s a welcome side benefit and nothing more.
Full in-progress drabble collection on AO3 under the title treacherous fondness. Big thanks to @poetpaola for these scene ideas!
27 notes
·
View notes