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plovk · 4 months
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plovk · 4 months
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I hate when I talk about what I heard from the entity who's supposed to guide me and suddenly everyone looks at me like I lose my mind WHEN I JUST HAVE HALLUCINATIONS. They just make me feel way worse than I already feel.
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plovk · 4 months
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I tried to represent what I saw when I leaved my appartement each time since I'm on meds rn.
(s/o to Dandadan)
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plovk · 4 months
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I think I may have schizophrenia. It kinda scares me because I'm already diagnosed with cptsd, anxiety, depression and did. My psychiatrist also thinks about bipolar and bdp. But I never got a manic episode so...
Schizophrenia? I have too many symptoms and my psychiatrist thinks about that from the start. He sees me every two weeks, gave me antidepressant and antipsychotic, asked about my delusions and my hallucinations.
I'm scared, it means I'll have to learn new things about handling myself better, taking a more accurate care of me too, make my daily routine for that too. It changes everything and I'm extremely against that. It's scary to not be in control during that time.
Everything will be fine. I'm gonna be fine.
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