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Cordelia Carstairs from The Last Hours by Cassandra Clare @cassandraclare

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i'll be honest I don't think my frontal lobe will develop by age 25

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Carrie Fisher, from The Princess Diarist.

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“Show me how to kiss,” she said. “Properly.”

James and Cordelia from a certain tied-up angst-ridden kissing-lesson make-out scene in Chain of Iron… Hope you enjoy it! :) I had a blast working on all the tiny details. Note the William Morris wallpaper– I like to imagine James has the same interior decorating tastes as his mother. 

Characters belong to @cassandraclare ! This piece is also on my instagram @ /ladylyeart <3 

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James and Cordelia!

(Just trying to catch up with things I didn't post here ☺️)

@cassandraclare

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something about carstairs women and the boys who love them…

#emma carstairs #cordelia carstairs #julian blackthorn #james herondale #carstairs #blackthorn #herondale #shadowhunters #cassandra clare #the dark artifices #the last hours #lady midnight #lord of shadows #queen of air and darkness #chain of gold #chain of iron #chain of thorns #the mortal instruments #the infernal devices #the shadowhuter chronicles

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I am so sorry that at some point in your young and vulnerable life, you were taught that certain bodies made people less deserving of food, of comfort, of human indulgence. I am especially sorry to those of you who learned that lesson while inhabiting those bodies. You deserve to eat, You all deserve to eat. And you deserve to have food that you enjoy.

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September 2021 Illustrations ヽ(• ‿ •)ノ

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it's okay to eat.

it's okay to eat if you've already eaten today.

it's okay to eat if you haven't excerised today.

it's okay to eat if you don't feel like you've "earned" it.

it's okay to eat whatever you want. food has no inherent morality attached to it. eat a cookie, a salad, some noodles - whatever you want. we're trained to see food as the enemy, but it should be so much more! food keeps us alive, and allows us to do every wonderful thing we do every day. food should be your friend. you don't have to earn any type of food, or any at all. food is a necessity.

it's okay to eat. period.

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me reading any of my own writing: what the fuck are you talking about

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Emma (2020) dir. Autumn de Wilde

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why do so many people always hate on cesar? people get so mad at him for all the situations he has gotten the crew into. and i just— he’s literally 14/15 in the series. he is a child! his entire childhood, his entire life, was composed of gang life. his entire family is a part of it. and his brother, the person who raised him, is the leader. their home was the main base for the gang. he was never not around it. he was raised into the gang, he was socialized and enculturated to believe that gang life was the norm. that it was his only option. and then throughout the entire series, you have adults who hate him, call him a gangbanger, say he’ll never amount to anything. so he fed into it. i mean, originally, he thought he could just be affiliated, but that obviously wasn’t enough. and then he thought he could be a part of it, but have that just be it. he didn’t think he would actually have to do anything, but because he’s spooky’s brother, it becomes his whole life. it always makes me mad when people say he gets the crew into this huge mess, as if it’s his fault. and also— does the squad not jump in and try to help him every time? they’re his friends, they want to help. they throw themselves just as much into the mess as cesar has been thrown into it. so please stop hating on cesar!!

#on my block #netflix #cesar diaz #monse finnie #jamal turner #ruby martinez #diego tinoco #sierra capri #brett gray #jason genao #omb #monse x cesar #cesar x monse #monsar

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me: I know I’m not emotionally prepared for a serious relationship and I have a lot to focus on and accomplish before that can be a priority for me and that’s okay! 

me after watching to all the boys i’ve loved before: 

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“I feel like I’ve swallowed a cloudy sky.”

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a list of amy/laurie things from little women 2019 that i’ll never get over:

amy’s face when she sees laurie walking past her while she’s riding in her carriage and she immediately yells stop the carriage

amy running and calling laurie’s name with pure happiness and excitement and jumping into laurie’s arms

laurie saying how much amy has grown and how beautiful she looks

amy excitedly inviting laurie to the ball

“it’s laurie”

amy glancing back at laurie as he walks away

amy not taking any of a drunken laurie’s shit at the ball “i’d be respected if i couldn’t be loved”

laurie asking amy “why are you being so hard on me?” and amy replying “well someone has to do it” yes queen!

“may i ask that your last portrait be of me”

“that’s where fred vaughn comes in, i suppose?” “don’t make fun” “i said his name”

amy’s entire speech to laurie about marriage being an economic proposition

laurie unbuttoning/untying amy’s painting apron!!!! 👀👀👀

“you look beautiful… you are beautiful.” (+ their sweet smiles)

“what are you doing?” “i’m looking at you”

amy giving laurie the portrait she just drew of him + the portrait she drew of him that day the beach all those years ago

“don’t marry him.” “what?” “don’t marry him.” “why?” “you know why.”

amy telling laurie that she has always been second to jo and that she can’t and won’t be the person he settles for just because jo won’t have him, “i won’t do it. not when i have spent my entire life loving you”

laurie being in shock as he watches amy walk away from him

baby amy saying she’s making mold of her foot for laurie to remind him she has nice feet 😂😂😂

amy turning down fred’s proposal/finding out laurie went to london (to make something of himself because everything she said to him finally got through to him, especially after she said she’s always loved him)

their beautifully long hug after poor sweet beth dies, “i couldn’t let you travel alone with aunt march being so sick. even if you despise me.” “i don’t despise you, laurie.”

“i’m not marrying fred.” “i heard about that.”

THEIR BEAUTIFUL KISS and the fact that it was laurie who initiated the kiss!!!!!!

“there was no getting my wife out of their clutches”

“are you in love?” “yes”

“jo, i have always loved you but the love i have for amy, it’s different”

“what does amy call you?” “my lord”

seeing them with their BABY

so overall just EVERYTHING!!!!!