Not your typical Brit. I tend to say things without thinking. Thankfully I don't offend too many people and if I have they've never told me. =/ I am a self proclaimed video game geek, technology nerd and cell phone whore.
I do happen to like food. I think food and the art of culinary is a way to self express. That is what i might say if i felt that way. What I mean is food is what people like and I like to make what people like.
Random fact: Sammie Davis Jr. didn't attend John F. Kennedys inauguration because he was married to a white Swedish actress, May Britt and even though John and Sammie were "friends", John felt that having an bi-racial couple there wasn't good press. And because of this Dean Martin also didn't go to the inauguration because they were friends.
I'm drunk. Not like drunk drunk. But like "I wouldn't be able to drive myself home" drunk. It helps me think. My 3 year old is up and I gave him some candy, why? Fuck if I know. He's 3. But.. I am thinking my clearer.. obviously not with whole candy situation but its clear. He told me he loves me, probably because of the candy. Ive been doing this for a while. No the drinking and the giving of the candy. The thinking. - but not this clear. Its almost.. over thinking..? But its something that needed to happen. I havent been able to follow through with thinking and now it clear.
The film I Am Legend has an ending in which Will Smith realizes he is the “monster,” and the zombies have only been protecting themselves from him. The studio, however, insisted on a replacement “happy ending,” which implies the discovery of a “cure” and nothing of the zombies’ humanity.
I haven't had a real relationship in over a year. It's not that I don't want one. Every one wants to have companionship every once in a while. And anyone can have meaningless sex which I also have not had in over a year. It's not about that. It's about making connections. Connections I can't seem to make. I feel like I'm wasting a woman's time when I talk to them because I can't connect with them on any other level besides on a friendship level.