asha can never seem to get it right. in all honesty, this was the first relationship in years that tested her character. everyday with maeve, she strived to be better—a better version of herself for the sake of their bond. maeve challenged her in ways that pushed her out of her element and that was one of the many reasons she fell in love with the other. she refused to throw it away now. "YES. i mean NO. fuck, maeve. i don't know." with a huff leaving her lips, she rises from her place on the seat next them. "look. i just need you to trust me. you have to trust me. i haven't fucked anyone else since we've been together and i didn't plan on it this time—but i need you to understand that i'd lose my fucking mind if you left me over this shit. we've built too much, we've got this crazy thing that just works. baby, we just work. i won't let this ruin that. " rambling about, she paces in front of maeve. running her fingers over her slicked back ponytail. asha was aware that this wasn't easy for her partner, but her ego wouldn't let her current feelings be downplayed.. no matter how in the wrong she was.
maeve can feel the guilt emanating from the other but it’s hard to sympathize when they’re filled with rage to the brim and feeling betrayed. it’s not something they’d ever think would happen between them, especially since their relationship seemed to be headed somewhere nice, somewhere stable. “and fuckin’ her helped you get closure?” a humorless laugh follows. “do you even realize how you sound right now? you wanna talk this out? well, fuck, then stop blamin’ this on outer forces when we both know you’re an adult that can make your own decisions.” she takes a deep breath. “look, i do love you but you’ve broken my heart. how can i ever be sure that this won’t happen again? this isn’t something we can just bounce from that easy.”
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with asha's eyes now diverting from maeve's and onto the ground , she swallows harshly at the realization that she might not be able to fix her mess this time. "no you don't look stupid—" she whispers, sliding her words under theirs like an afterthought. "listen. i get it. i get it, but let me at least explain. me and her never got closure and seeing her again was like opening a fucking wound, maeve. i don't even know how to explain it, it happened so fast and i literally felt like i wasn't even in control. you know i love you and that night meant absolutely nothing to me. she means nothing to me."
it’s a hard decision to make — forgiveness or punishment. would maeve be able to take someone back in after being cheated on or would they leave without the constant thought that it could happen again? “no, you look at me. do i look stupid to you? because that’s how you’re making me feel right now.” their words are spat out in disgust. “fuck you, asha. i fucking love you and you betray me like this, only to feel regret later? please, you didn’t forget to take out the trash, you slept with someone else. that isn’t a simple mistake.”
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taken aback by the rightful response from maeve, asha bites at her lips nervously. "look at me. you think i don't feel like shit right now ? i don't even know what i was thinking. you know how i feel about us, you make me feel things i haven't felt in years. i-i'm an idiot and i need you to forgive me, please." with sincerity lacing her tone, she lets her words flow freely.
“i’m all out of chances to give you, asha. do you think i’m just goin’ to stick around and deal with your bullshit forever? i’m done with this.”
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"ain't nobody worried about your big head ass." smiling in response to their comment, kiana sat up in her seat at the lighthearted audacity of her roommate. "oh it went, phenomenal ? good to know." pursing her lips at their word choice, she let a questioning hum leave her lips. "actually...i wasn't waiting up for you, for your information. i couldn't sleep and happened to notice you still weren't back. what if you got abducted or something ? then i'd bet you want me to be waiting up."
sinead rolled her eyes at their roommate. " why ? you worried about me or somethin?" a grin placed on their face. " my little date went phenomenal." even though she knew she wasnt going to be seeing their " date " again. sinead wasn't the one to really date. " whatchu do all night other than wait up for me ? you know you don't gotta keep doin that."
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open to : f
plot: asha can never seem to get it right.
"baby, i'm sorry. whatever i gotta' do to fix this, i'm willing to do it. it's done. i messed up, okay ? you know how much i love you."
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taking a seat across from the dismissive male, angela teases the rim of her cocktail with a grin. " right...well you look like you could use some company anyway."
open | f/m/nb
muse | malachi jenkins, he/him, 32, personal trainer
connection | anything! could include coworker, gf/bf, ex gf/bf, best friend, fwb, stranger, enemies, etc (no taboo pls)
"i'm here to drink alone," the man spoke softly to the familiar face just before taking another swig from his glass, emptying it in one go.
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jabari didn't have the best track record with women and he usually wasn't afraid to let that be known, but in his current predicament, he was looking for any and every avenue to weasel his way into genevieve's life for good. in this case, that meant having a redeemable track record. " i mean—between running the barbershop and juggling my personal life... i just got a little busy. " he started, shrugging his shoulders nonchalantly at the mention of his absence over the years. " you know what they say about two people who just don't work out, gen. we were in different places in our lives. simple. " he continued, finding the safest answer to her question. truth be told, jabari was selfish and entirely too full of himself to survive a real partnership. " bottom line is, i'm a good looking guy, you're a good looking woman. you here, i'm here. we're both single... and we're not getting any younger. why not give it a try ? "
Genevieve chuckled. "No, not a relationship therapist but c'mon Jabari. It has been forever since I last heard of you, or from you for that matter. You been around with all these women and you're telling me not one of them stuck?" Not that Gen was the one to judge, or really care. She was on her second divorce and some could say she was the issue and she probably was but when there was only one kind of person someone was attracted to or knew, it was hard to find something else. " You know most people, usually men, who call their exes crazy are the ones who are the issue." Another laugh had escaped her lips. Her arms dropped as she sat up in her seat. " What makes you think I want to marry you? Actually no, scratch that. What makes you marriage material?"
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watching closely as genevieve's words trailed off, jabari bit at his bottom lip anxiously. he had his mind made up upon their initial meeting that she was the one to watch—not only was she gorgeous, but she had peaked his interest more than he'd like to admit. between her playing hard to get and his various hookups and short lived relationships, they had clearly missed the mark for their own shot at one." now you're my relationship therapist ? " with slight annoyance in his tone, he continued. " would you believe me if i told you all my exes were crazy ? what makes you think i'm the issue ? "
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" It's not that I'm laughing at your face, it's just..." Genevieve's words trailed off. She didn't take Jabari seriously when he first told her that he was going to come back to her. Gen had rejected his advances multiples times over the course of years they have known one another. She didn't trust him completely, but there was a side of her that wondered how their lives would be together. Genevieve sat back against her chair and crossed her arms over her torso. " Hm, now is there a reason the relationships weren't working out? It can't be that all the women you've been with were the problem." // @pcthole
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" so you just gonna' laugh in my face, gen ? here i am trying to follow through with what i told you when i met you. " mimicking her fit of laughter, he throws his head back in disbelief at her response. " i told you if my next couple relationships don't work out, i'm coming back for you — here i am. "
open to : m / f / nb ( 35+ ).
muse : genevieve chen. pansexual. she / her.
* please do not like my starter !
" No sorry, I don't mean to laugh. I didn't think you were serious about the whole wanting to get married thing."
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i just want a plot that makes me feel like the second half of ii hands ii heaven...
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TREVANTE RHODES
on Jimmy Kimmel Live!
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throwing his head into his palms, he lets a fit of laughter rip through his core after their finger bounces off his head. " woooow, kida. too soon. " all while wrapped up into the hug, he sighs at the ride their conversation went on at the release of their embrace. his swell of relief matching theirs completely. they were a work in progress and that was okay. " deal. " trailing off with a satisfied nod, amir chuckles at the thought of his previous plans for the day. " not shit. i haven't been doing much of anything recently. i couldn't even tell you how many will smith movie marathons and taco bell runs i've been up to since the last time we talked. what you got planned ? "
all at once, a surge of relief hits them: weight off of their shoulders, the tension bleeds out of kida’s body the second amir comes to an agreement with them. when it came to the up’s & down’s they had over the years, it never felt this severe — even their worst public altercations couldn’t hold a candle to an all day fight & a damn near severe break — but as conflicting as their personalities could be, kida needed amir just as much as they needed him. it felt good to actually laugh at the things he was saying to them now, rather than fight on the defense. “keep it the fuck up, i’ll ignore you right now.” manicured fingers jab lightly against his forehead, an exaggerated roll of their eyes to follow as they pull him in for a hug. “thank you. i will work on my availability…and being there…and trying not to let my gemini ass snap on you when you get to acting stupid with me. what you doing later?”
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