I can never finish anything because I'm always in a variation creating K-hole.
I scrutinized everything in my capstone but was never happy with my appearance whenever I included an image of myself.
I spent so long making variations of self-portraits for my zine that the final version doesn't have a picture of me on the cover.
I thought I wouldn't change this because I was inspired by Prozac Nation to have my own picture prominently displayed. The whole project is an exercise in vulnerability through art and academia, and I sympathized with the idea of sharing myself with the audience as an act of love.
Ultimately I chickened out because I was being too hard on myself as usual.
I'll share some here instead & try to be kinder to myself.
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