Have faith in your dreams and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.
I'm tired and sad and alone and empty and angry and relieved and scared and really fucking angry and devastated and exhausted and numb and shocked and so so so alone and feeling really small and petty and I hate every friend that doesn't ask me how I'm doing and I hate every friend that ask me how I'm doing and I hate that everyone keeps living their lives as if something horrible and devastating and absurd and impossible and heartbreaking hasn't happened and I cant understand how anything is supposed to go back to normal and I wish I could just call her and talk to her because she would be the only person who could understand what I'm feeling.