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#not afraid of the dark { musings }

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Jace Herondale, Isabelle and Alec Lightwood in Shadowhunters: 3x01 “on infernal ground”

#heavy is the head that wears the crown { family }

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#im not your bitch { visage }

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how can you not melt for alexander gideon lightwood

#im not your bitch { visage }

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word prompts compilation

complies THIS MEME // THIS MEME // THIS MEME

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[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention

[ wake ] for your muse to wake mine

[ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket

[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.

[ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning

[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair

[ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine

[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room

[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer

[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger

[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s

[ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying

[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food

[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine

[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance

[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine

[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap

[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring

[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually

[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support

[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm

[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand

[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did

[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine

[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap

[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down

[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away

[ dream ] for my muse to share dream with yours

[ nightmare ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare

[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation

[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury

[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine

[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger

[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine

[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 

[ goodbye ] for my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye

[ secrets ]   my  muse  sharing/confiding  a secret

[ bloody ]   for your  muse  coming  to  my  muse  with  blood  stains 

[ drunk ]   your  muse  takes  care  of my very drunk muse 

[ bed ]  my  muse wakes up in  the  same bed as your muse with little  recollection  of  the  night  before

[ scream ]   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  runs  to  them

[ trail ]   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scars,  asking  them  about  it

[ piggyback ]   my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride

[ jump ]   my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs

[ carry ]   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house

[ lighter ]   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette

[ shot ] my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses for aid

[ wound ] my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten

[ fight ]   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else

[ arrest ]   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  

[ hospital ]   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened

[ betrayal ] my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them and  confronts  them  about  it

[ nude ] my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked

[ karaoke ]  for our muses to sing together

[ wet ]   your muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for my muse  to  join  them

[ crawl ]  for  your  muse  to  crawl  into  bed  with  mine .

[ flower ]  for  your  muse  to  offer  my  muse  their  favourite  flower

[ gift ]  for  my  muse  to  surprise  your muse  with  a  gift

[ homemade gift ]  for  my  muse  to  make  your muse  a  gift

[ bestow ] for your muse to give my muse a gift, bought or handmade ( bonus if you add what it is )

[ serenade ]  for  my  muse  to  sing  to  your  muse

[ caress ]  for  your  muse  to  gently  run  their  hand  down  my  muse’s  face

[ caught ]  for  your  muse  to  catch  my  muse  wearing  their  shirt .

[ love letter ]  for  your  muse  to  give  my  muse  a  love  letter  they  wrote  for  them

[ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose

[ date ]  for  my muse  to  ask  your  muse  to  go  on  a  date

[ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse

[ sleepy ]  for  my muse  to  slowly  fall  alseep  on  your muse

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Alec Gideon Lightwood

Age: 25-30

Height: 6′3

Species: Shadowhunter/Nephilim

Sexuality: Gay (will divert from canon for female muses if needed. A big part of his back story is keeping his sexuality hidden though so this will be very selective.)

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#alec lightwood #shadowhunters #rp bio

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every magnus and alec scene: [6/?]         ↳ 1.04 raising hell

#i love one confused alec #im not your bitch { visage }

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1000 Picspams Challenge | #984 Archetype Inspirations | Male Angels and Male Demons in love

#{ wishlist }

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#not afraid of the dark { musings } #jace x alec { ships }

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ANTON CHEKHOV, Uncle Vanya tr. Hugh Aplin

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✧ for Erebus / Alec (( don't mind me. I'm a ship whore. Only if you feel like entertaining me lmao ))

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

#{ asks } #sardoniicxsouls #erebus x alec { ship } #thank you (‘: lol

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#heavy is the head that wears the crown { family }

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The conversation taking a serious turn, chewing on his words before saying them because he did like Erebus - now. He liked having him on the team and around in general, it was always just Isabelle and Jace - the three of them and Alec was against bringing someone new in, maybe afraid he’d be replaced... But Erebus was a good addition and he and Isabelle both have tried convincing their parents of that. Isabelle more or less for the sake of Alec - seeing the connection there and trying to push Alec to let himself just live a little. 

Alec was honest though, more so when it came to others than himself - a sigh leaving him and he looked over at the other, “Both. They don’t think Isabelle and I have what it takes to carry on the name they way they wanted it to be carried... and its more than just killing demons...” Getting Erebus into the institute wasn’t that difficult considering he wasn’t a mundane but he wasn’t allowed to sleep there - that was the deal they made and Erebus had his own place so it was fine. He was in fact a god though and maybe right now he hadn’t broken any accord but his parents didn’t look at that. His past - what he has done for the. however many years, hes been alive.. “The laws and the accords are everything. They think that just because you’re helping now it wont last. You’ll turn your back on us or are using us. I don’t know a whole lot of what you’ve done before meeting us but i imagine a mundane got hurt here and there and even broke one of our accords - so having you work with us is frowned upon.” Alec didn’t know anything else but this life - it was easy math for him to understand how upset his parents were, how disappointed... Especially since Alec was the older brother, he was the one that should of stuck to his word and said no... This would fall on his shoulders and his parents would think Izzy lured Erebus in or something to that extent. His eyes didn’t hold with the others long, going to the neck of his shirt and then down to his hands, “We could get in a lot of trouble if you broke one of our laws while working with us...” His lips pressed in a line and he took in a soft breath. Maybe this was bothering him a lot more than he thought... His parents would also frown on this, being here with a god in his home. Just another thing added to the list. 

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It was another day of hunting mid-level demons alongside the other; it was not something he ever expected to be doing: hunting those which he has dominion over, but it was necessary. These demons had been raising a little too much chaos ang putting more attention on their world than he would like. Which is why he’d signed up for working with Alec (after having run into him on one of his own hunts) since the other had plenty of skills and knowledge that made the job easier -- and, if he was being honest, he found the other’s demeanor to be entertaining and generally good to be around. 

They were unwinding now at Erebus’ home and the entire night the god had received a different kind of energy from the Shadowhunter -- or whatever he liked to call himself, technically.. Erebus was more ‘shadow’ than the demons were but technicalities -- and apparently he’d been paying too much attention to the male during their movie watching. He shrugged at the question, not adverting his gaze and even going as far as looking over the other again. “You have a weird atmosphere today.” he stated before adding, “--and you are good to look at.” with a bit of a smirk in case Alec was not in the talking mood today.

They had been working together for a little bit now, enough that Alec came around to trusting him to even be apart of all this - even if he knew of the shadow world and every type a being, it wasn’t everyone’s fight. He didn’t even know where to place a god though and despite everything - he was good and his sister and Jace convinced Alec to give him a chance. Reluctantly, he did. Some days it was more work and no play, others it was maybe try to enjoy a movie and try not to think of the thousand other things that need to be done.

His sister had made a comment before Alec left to come here though and it had been floating around in his head since. She always made pokes and comments - sometimes they were easier to blow off than others though. He had looked at Erebus when he asked the question and then a brief glance at the compliment before quickly looking away, a shake of his head, hands folded in his lap and now his thumb ran over the back of his palm, “Yeah, I - uh, don’t know. Work I guess.” Shrugging his shoulders and focusing back on the movie. The words of his sister mentioning how he deserves to like someone and not feel guilty about it but he still did... Erebus was a fucking god - he looked the part, even Jace having to take second glances at him every now and again. Alec grew up numbing feeling for others in any kind of relationship sense, he was different, ashamed? Maybe. Every man had a woman and every woman had a man - it’s just the way it was and he couldn’t risk being another let down.

@sardoniicxsouls

#sardoniicxsouls #c : erebus

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He could feel his eyes on him, searching for an answer he was assuming and he was ready to snap at him. Tell him to give it a rest, leave him alone, tell him to watch the damn movie he was invited over here for. Anything to get him to stop looking at Alec like that. Thankfully his voice let Alec be a little bit more forgiving, he was glad there wasn’t just a state going on, at least he asked another question but he was hoping he would of dropped it.

His shoulders moving with the sigh, a slight roll of his eyes and his thumb still working over the back of his hand, he knew that he could lie to Erebus but the other might be able to figure that out... half truths though - that would work, “My parents are coming to the institute tomorrow... haven’t seen them in a bit - thats all.” Another look over at Erebus before looking back to the movie, his glances at the other were always short, usually. Either that or he looked everywhere at once - not sure where to focus. Working together had the nerves around him calm down for the most part but times like these - no demon hunting present - the nerves occasionally made their presence known again. His jaw flexing for a second, “They don’t trust what we’ve been doing... involving you.” A shake of his head, he knew he was going to get in trouble for this, seen as another mistake. Alec liked having him around, a lot more than he was ever ready to admit but it didn’t change the law. “Tarnishing the Lightwood name...” mumbling the last sentence a bit.

There it was again: the shift of mood and demeanor. Alec was getting awfully close to becoming a shadow himself with the way the energy crackled around him and that look on his face. Green eyes flicked down to the other’s hands then back up to examine his face; it was unnerving seeing someone who was normally so composed seem almost … nervous? At least that is what his abilities told him that was what he was picking up from the other. He hummed at the short response he got from Alec, noting that the taller male had not bothered to even comment on his teasing. Nothing – not even that exasperated half-snarl he was fond of dishing out. Strange. Erebus turned towards Alec on the couch, gaze still fixed on him as he continued trying to get a read on him. He didn’t want to sneak into the other’s mind but there were other ways of getting answers.. and if he pried too much he was sure the other would mumble and groan then demand Erebus stops talking. The sulky male was normally pretty vocal when it came to things he did not agree with or feel fully comfortable with. 

“You guess?” he paused, brow lifting as he looked Alec over again. “That does not sound like work is all that is bothering you.” They may not have known each other for years but working together – both alone and with Alec’s team (he wasn’t very fond of the blond one.. Jace?) – was a hell of a way to come to learn the other’s mannerisms and tone relatively well; not to mention, Erebus had a bit of an advantage considering his abilities were quite literally tuned into the other’s emotions. 

#sardoniicxsouls #c : erebus

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have a nice day :)

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#tfw you can’t tell someone’s flirting with you

#im not your bitch { visage }