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tumblr is great because no matter how many followers i get it doesn't stop me from being really fucking annoying. other places i will perhaps think before i post. Not here. not here

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i would sell my soul to look like this

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꧁★꧂

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#1 goal in life

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Thinspo

The fact that I have an hourglass body type, and I could look so good, but I'm a fat pig kills me.

Pics from 📌terest

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fuck everyone who comments on other people’s bodies “but i only give compliments—“ shut up, I’m talking about you too. One of the reasons I will continue to destroy my body is because of people’s ‘compliments’ and subtle favoritism of my current body. I have been conditioned to think small=better regardless of my health. Even if you don’t say it, you show it. If I gain weight, weight that will keep me alive, I will loose your praise. You’ll say “all bodies are good bodies” but you’ll stop grabbing my wrist and showing it off to the room saying “look at you you’re so tiny!”. You’ll stop saying “this wouldn’t fit you you’re so small”. You won’t call me fat or disgusting but you’ll stop calling me ‘adorable’, stop telling me “anything works on me”. You might not tell me “are you sure you want to eat that?” but you’ll stop serving me small portions while saying “I wish I had your self control” or worse you’ll watch what I do eat instead of offering me what I don’t. And if you don’t know I have an eating disorder, an eating disorder you’ve fueled, you’ll see my weight gain as “letting myself go” “going through a rough patch” or “getting fat” because my literally dying body is all you see my worth as and now that’s all I see as well. Whether your words are positive or negative, your intentions good or bad, you are fueling someone’s eating disorder.

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having a friend that is thinspo is so aggrivating and jealousy inducing I CANTT. But i lowkey love it at the same time.

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The day I'm purposefully problematic is the day yall can kill me

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Star girl ⋆⭒˚.⋆

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I need feminism because female athlete play Female Sport while male athlete just play Sport.

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There used to be a genre of video where people would just set dancing cartoon characters on fire. I miss those days, they were nice.

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here's to us

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being a functional adult with an ed is absolutely hard…I can’t fast all day every day like I want bc I have to drive and work…I can’t eat insanely low cal every day bc it kills my energy and focus….