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i don’t know how to tell people that deriving pleasure - sexual pleasure included! - from art* is good actually, and that creating specific kind of art “just” because you find it hot or whatever is just as good a reason as any, and you don’t actually need some “deep and meaningful” reason to create art about things. pleasure - sexual pleasure included - is not the devil, it is not Bad and shameful, and it’s not any less valid of a reason to create something than because you want to, idk, explore the depths of the human consciousness or something

* art here includes writing

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if you dont like fat tummies you're weak

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never let being a girl stop you from being a boy

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I think ‘I adore you’ is such a wonderful phrase, it’s so soft and loving and feels so safe and comforting

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pretty boy straddling my hips and leaning down to kiss me when?

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i should be naked with my lover not whatever this is

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A bit late but happy Lesbian Visibility Week!

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The stories of women in my family who were forced into lives they didn’t want and didn’t utilize their passions breaks my heart. My grandma wanted to be a journalist and write about the injustices she saw inflicted on disabled ppl while she was volunteering at a state run institution as a teen. Her father decided that she was “too fat and stupid” for college and forced her to get married at 17 or else he’d make her homeless. As a kid she told me that she wished people believed that she had meaningful opinions on events around her. One of my great grandmothers wanted to be an artist but was pressured into marrying a man who beat her. She stayed up late each night when her children were in bed writing poetry and pasting it over elaborate collages she mad herself. We still have stacks of these notebooks she created but was never allowed to do anything with. My mother wanted to be an operatic singer and was considered a musical prodigy in her town because she taught herself three seperate instruments by 13. When she was 18 she met my then 30 year old father who emotionally manipulated her into giving up her dreams to start a family with him. As a kid I would hear her up at night playing the violin or doing vocal exercises until she became too depressed to practice anymore. Like idk y’all there’s a quiet type of violence in the way women’s talents are devalued and brushed aside in favor of bullying them into “traditional” roles that ultimately don’t fulfill what they wanted for their lives. We’ve lost so much art, music, writing, science, and happiness to misogyny.

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I just think people who clean public spaces should make no less than $100,000 a year

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oh how I yearn to be lying facedown on a guys chest, our legs slotted together. He still smells faintly of cologne and smoke, we're giggling at stupid shit on the tv. It's well past midnight and he's running his fingers through my hair and I'm running my hands along his waist. Everything is okay, everything is soft, everything is lovely.

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Can I say something is it finally safe to say that I don't find the popular trend of white people on this site who aren't muslim saying inshallah for jokes funny and I never did

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💖 star walkin 💖

Lil Nas X painted in Photoshop, ~20 hours

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hi can we cuddle. i miss your face. hi can we cuddle. i like feeling your skin on mine. i like you. can we cuddle. can we cuddle can we cuddle can we cuddle can we c

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i wish you kinder, softer days that put your heart at ease

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I wanna go on the date with them, like a nap date. In stupidly cute matching pajamas. For a million hours. Lemme snuggle up right next to them in bed and twirl their hair between my fingers as they rest their head on my shoulder

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