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JUST DREW LIKE. 6 PAGES OF UNREQUITED XINGYUN(blacks out at 4am)

#it started out as a joke because i was drawing xq w long hair and thought hah itd be fucked up if he tied it and pretended to be gaming for #chongyun #then. well there it is #wow i saved this in my drafts and im still not done #7 pages now .... #hah i drew the 6 pages in one night for a good few hours i havent worked on it since. i havent had the time.. orz

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made a chongyun playlist of songs that reminds me of him/thematically fitting and it's literally just 80's classic rock and edm

#tangy talks chongyun #okay some songs i added because there was one lyric that stood out to me #this only makes sense to me #may or may not have obscured it a little on my spotify profile but also if any of my friends KNOW me super well #then itll be Obvious which one's the Chongyun playlist #sth sth (songs about self discovery)

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ah god, ive been so Unpilled lately hm... it's interesting how offline ive been lately its hard for me to sustain a fandomized interest for a long time hahaha

but im getting back into the chongyun agenda.... i fear mingyun(chongming? gayun?) is taking over my #1 g3nshin ship... not that i have a lot. really i only care about chongyun. but Lord....

#im still torn about which ship name to use for them HAHAHA #i like the sound of mingyun because of “yun”. cloud #gayun is also cute #chongming seems to be the more popular one?? #but ANYWAY i actually have a semi complete unrequited xingyun comic implied chongming coming up. LORD #guh i could talk about unrequited xingyun forever... also i incorporated one of my favorite xq hcs into that comic that ill talk about in th #the tags once i post it #me going yea i like xingyun if it's unrequited (they're both my favorite characters) #( i could literally write pages about xingqiu)

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assorted doodles!

1-2 my new ocs diwa and arvi. have been weirdly shoujopilled lately.. made me realize i really like unserious romcom tropes hahaha

3 dunmeshi doodles, but with some xingqius and zelinks. i really like marcille so far

4. ayalumi... im not really invested in traveler ships but i do like this duo

#my art #dont really know how to tag this egh #tangy ocs #hmm i guess ill refrain from tagging characters #unless ill draw them in the future so my feed has a small population of.. hashtag marcille or something hahaha #also damn i havent been here in a while. blogging time !!!

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was looking through my 2021-2022 genshin bookmarks and reread an ayamiya oneshot (very soft and sweet) and got whiplashed realizing their personalities are similar to chongming

#like huh maybe i do have a thing for extroverted sunny charming summer person x introvert #maybe not ..?? idk i'm not really that drawn to tropes but i do like ayamiya. and i like chongming. scratches head perhaps this was a sign #speaking of gaming #totally unrelated thought #but his eng dub is so freaking cute. he giggles so much and i'm fond of that little croak in his voice #he is so cute what if i died

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cant decide on a pfp... chongyun wearing gamings hoodie. chongyun painting. chongyun doodle. chongyun yearn. :chongyunfeesh: . chongyun chibi. chongyun drawn with my left hand. ms paint chongyun

#i think i like my current one... but part of me knows ill change it in the near future

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GAHHH chongming wips..! a dedicated procreate file to the boys. nothing deep just some fluffy interactions

before i dive into their dynamic it helps a lot to establish them first as a fluffy Duo because starting out with Deeper more intimate ideas weighs down the creativity for me. if that makes sense hah. basically just trying to rationalize why im drawing fluff. but i always have a reason for everything

anyway whahh im working on this in between work and other hobbies LOL damn finals are over and mfs cant decide what to do first. will delete later!

#my art #chongming #chongyun #gaming

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ARGHHH changed my @ ....

#my friend was like your art looks ways different now. then showed me a pic of my old art #“WHERED YOU GET THAT” #“do not google your old user” #the horrors of internet fame i need to put all that behind me

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alright i did not write it but i DID draw a fuck ton of chongming. im going to populate the tag ...

FINALS ARE OVER FOR REAL just finished my presentation. going to a cafe to type up my xingqiu study to celebrate

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FINALS ARE OVER FOR REAL just finished my presentation. going to a cafe to type up my xingqiu study to celebrate

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geez gaming's cn dub where he growls when he plunges... such a cute trait (<- falling so deep into the gaming trenches)

#tangy talks genshin #gaming #wow these tags are long as hell #he is so cute so cute so cute so cute #im so obssessed with his growl idk why i think it's cute as hell #HSJDFHJ cringe ahead in the tags ignore me #but i was thinking about .. mingyun/chongming..and gaming playfully nipping chongyun's lips or cheek WHATEVER and cheekily growls WHHEH #it's only natural of course for me to put my current two favorites together ... (pokes them with a stick) cmon.. do something... #i PROMISE i have more substantial thoughts for them . . . actually my chongming comic is kinda really rough. i still dont have a strong #grasp on their dynamic but i've got an idea... so chongming will have to be put on hold ... i do wanna finsih it though #huh. chongming or mingyun? hahaha #i default to chongming since mingyun exists in the game (the village) #i like the sound of mingyun though. mostly because i'm fond of “yun” ... yunyun. yun'er. yunnn. what a cute name

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ARGH FINALS . DONE . i finished a while ago but i decided to wind down by doing spiral abyss. horrible idea. floor 12 isnt super bad but i cant 36* in one continous phase. i have to change my team comp for chamber 3 aka switch my hutao and ayaka team hah

mm kinda frustrating though because ayaka 1st half and hu tao 2nd clears really fast until chamber 3 T_T why did those 2 dancers have to have cryo res...

#tangy talks genshin #gah i hate meta. my poor yae ayato xiao and albedo who never see the light of day #i have no hyperbloom team. tsk tsk tsk im behind on meta trends #my ayaka permafreeze carries REALLY hard esp since i have ayaka bis and shenhe's bis #but it gets really boring.. too easy! #it just sucks though because fun teams like my current gaming ganyu melt dont do really well in floor 12. or even like tighnari hyperbloom #a while ago i was like oh Yea i have cyno. and nilou. but then theyre only really good if you have nahida #mm i guess i can always just built for fun. BUT I LIKE WINNING..!!!! #edited

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some frivolous tasks to do after finals ...

print all my readings and store them in a folder or something. 'm not well versed in digital organization. i don't wanna deal with the file sorting. might as well make 'em tangible... will also print my essay and other works so i can look back at 'em, makes them a lot easier to pick up and read. this is gonna take up a lot of my time though argh. and ink. but hey at least this means i can permanently preserve them

schedule a meeting with my professor.. optional. but i want to discuss some things. had a meeting w her a few months ago and it was quite pleasant. sometimes you don't realize how good it feels to be ?? intellectually stimulated? aha

create a new chongyun perler. he fell off my backpack in the bus AAAUUU

create bracelets! for my coworkers and friends. havent made one in forever

mmm perhaps create a carrd..? or an intro post haha. some artists i follow have fun-to-read carrds where they detail their interests and i was like hm.. why not? i'm only actively posting here though so i'm not sure if i need one anyway

tasks that i actually need to do

clean my room. energy drinks and water bottles on every flat surface. laundry piling up. i've been so busy

well. deep clean in general i guess

hit up my friends ToT i need to seem them lest i die

send out my packages to my friends HFGGHH..these were their christmas gifts oopsie

#tangy says something to the void #the fun stuff i'll do after the Important ones . like do spiral abyss. answer that xingqiu character study ask. GAHHH #mm and also finish yelan's quest. i had it on autoplay in eng dub while i was cooking. stopped at a weird place because i had to #do homework right after. sth sth litigation against fraud ? #aha me not doing yelan's quest is indicative of when i truly stopped playing genshin... (googles) MAY 2022?!

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this studying shit easy

#my art #chongyun #im in jai l

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fight the urge girl. girl fight the urge

staring at the xingqiu character study request i recieved in my inbox and fighting not to answer it so i can focus on my film analysis essay and oral history project

#someone SAVE MEEEEE it's nearly 2am and i just chugged a monster can

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gaming beating my record of strongest single strike... going thru past stats and raiden/hu tao usually took that spot with 130-150k. xianyun changed everything haha

#and ofc my ayaka permafreeze team. if i dont use tao or ei in abyss she shows up on the stat with 70k. yoimiya is sometimes there at 100k #love my girls #will do spiral abyss once im done w finals orz #tangy talks genshin

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I'm just going to leave this here, because this woman said what I've been trying to articulate for ages much more effectively and succinctly than I've been able to