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Julian & Lizzy in Episode 7 AMERICAN GIGOLO (2022)

#dedicatedesire #Phoebe x Dillon #<3

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She swallowed the forming lump in her throat, cursing herself for giving Jack so much with her reactions. A federal agent who couldn't keep her emotions in check, someone may as well just take her badge now. ❛I care about him, as my partner. That's not a crime, I wouldn't want him to take the blame for something we both did. That's all, and I'm not spinning.❜ There was a bit more conviction to her words, it helped that everything she was saying was true. Of course, there was more to it, but that was no one's business. ❛Yes Jack, I know how IA works,❜ she replied with a roll of her eyes. ❛I'm aware, but that's not going to happen.❜ Eli had already done so much during that mission; she owed him a lot, and if needed, Laurel would keep him from taking the blame for both of them. Though, she omitted that. It would only earn her another snarky comment from Jack.

What in the world was happening today? Laurel was just receiving news left and right. Eli wanting to mend their friendship, him leaving, and now this quick introduction from her newest partner. This day was quickly making the cut for 'least favorite day.' Any time Jack was giggling, it could be assured that Laurel was on the other end with a frown on her face. ❛Oh, hooray for me. Well, if you keep your sunny, cheery attitude - I'm sure we'll survive those weeks. I wouldn't have to tell him much, but good to know your idea of setting me up is with someone you think is dumb.❜ Her words dripped with sarcasm. Still, she had no response to her keeping them safe. That was one thing she couldn't comment on, she hadn't failed them there. Though, on second thought, the CIA recruitment seemed more intriguing. Laurel reminded herself this was temporary, he'd be back and then they could go back to being decent partners and awkward exes. That dynamic could work for her, and she would rather endure that than Jack's constant commentary on her life.

Being called a prude seemed tame for her. If that's all Jack had to say, then Laurel would make it through the next few weeks. ❛I just know there's a time and place for everything. Clearly, you're so desperate for any action that you'll talk about it anywhere in hopes another desperate soul hears you.❜ Her mind drifted just for a second, like she needed to leave marks for anyone to know. She didn't. And if she had at some point, it was just for fun, not to mark him for the world to see. They never needed any of that. Eli knew that she was his, and up until a few months ago, Laurel could assure the same. He was hers. ❛That's so childish, didn't know that was your style. We don't need to resort to that.❜ In that moment, it didn't cross her mind that she answered in present tense, as if they still had something between them. Talking about him in past tense was still an adjustment. Laurel quickly glanced out the window, trying to find out how much longer she was stuck in this ride, making a mental note to walk next time. She pursed her lips at the comment, nothing she said would ever be enough for this woman. Perhaps, if she went into excruciating detail of her time with Eli, but that was not Jack's moment to have. It was only Laurel's and Eli's, she was possessive of that. ❛You can figure that out for yourself, if he ever gives you the time of day. I'm not worried Jacqueline, really.❜ It was probably the most honest thing she had said during this car ride, even if a small part of her did still worry. ❛Give it your best shot. Hell, I'm curious too. You talk a big game, and he barely looks your way. So, who's really the pathetic one here, partner?❜

❛Excuse me if the surprise on your face tells another story. ❜ Still, Jack shrugged her shoulders bulldozing right through whatever else she had said. ❛Are you convincing me or yourself? I don't get you. You say you don't care but clearly you do. If you didn't you wouldn't be spinning. ❜ Did Jack actually know Laurel was spinning? No but it was still fun for her. She wasn't so high and mighty now that laurel was down with the rest of them. ❛You sound so sure he won't. You do know IA is one you don't fuck with right? He may be a guy but he isn't safe from being knocked down several pegs if need be. ❜ The fantasies made her smirk. She never pegged Laurel as a jealous type but oh was she learning so much.

She giggled finding her retort hilarious and mature. ❛Sure I can. Do you wanna know why? Because I put in that request so congratulations you're stuck with me. I did end up promising I'd be the best at the job since I do actually keep you two safe so it wasn't such a stretch. Buckle up it's gonna be a long few weeks with my sunny self. Right, Mark. You wouldn't because then you know you'd have to tell him your story and no offense but he's dumb. ❜

Jack shook her head at the question and shrugged. ❛Nope. None. Not my fault you're a prude. Sex is a natural part of life. It's like giving birth. Except it's the enjoyable part. ❜ Would she ever understand the need for women to put themselves through hell just so they could create a mini version of themselves, no. ❛Well, well. Didn't know you had it in you. Tell me, did you leave marks? Did you do the whole you're mine bullshit so if anyone else had they'd know he was marked as someone else's? As much fun as Mark would be. I have my sights on free real estate. Something about the way hes been hitting the gym lately. Yum. ❜ That made her laugh and stare out the window. ❛Now we're getting somewhere. You taught him something. I am living. What did you read? The kama sutra for dummies. You're worried about him saying yes aren't you? ❜

#martieshub #in this house we support Jack !! #oop he'll be saying yes elsewhere 👀👀 #also laurel's jealousy popping up is cracking me up hahaha

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#About Laurel; musings #such a Laurel song 😅 #that and this song has been playing in the back of my head for a few days now haha #yes yes i'm working on replies :o #just the occasional distraction

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He hummed against her lips, "hm I try," being brave that is. These moments were his favorite, just the two of them alone, enjoying each other's company without outside influences disturbing them. Part of James knew that they both lacked communication, a big portion of any successful relationship. They struggled with that, and he definitely wasn't putting in enough work to alleviate that. But, if everything else was okay, then could they manage without it?

Her lips in the morning were his weakness, a smile creeping up on his lips as his eyes fluttered open. God, what time was it? How long had he slept? James nodded in agreement about him needing the sleep. He knew he was exhausted, but it was more than he expected. "Thank you, the coffee is much needed." He pushed the covers to the side, sitting in bed before taking the mug of coffee. "You are godsend babe, thank you. Half an hour should be enough to finish this coffee and take a shower. Have you had breakfast?"

Brooke loved moments like this, and they were what she held onto in her mind every time they ended up in arguments which was always an eventuality. "I don't know, you're just so brave." she teased back. Joking playful moments like this, their little gestures or acts of service and of course the physical aspect of their relationship seemed to be the ways the two were able to bridge the lack of verbal communication issue they both dealt with. Another giggle left her lips as he easily lifted her and her lips fell to his neck in little kisses. "Mmm, good." she hummed against his skin.

Another difference between them was their feelings about the morning. He had always been the early riser, where if left alone, the blonde would sleep until noon. The only time that seemed to differ were if he'd just done a lot of traveling or they were both rising early for a trip, and even sometimes then Brooke did it begrudgingly. There had definitely been at least two occasions where she'd gone to the airport in her slippers much to James chagrin. His sleepy smile was too damn cute and she leaned forward, her lips claiming it before she nodded, her own smile finding her lips. "Mhhm, I know you needed it. But everything we need is by the door and I made you coffee." she said, holding the mug out to him as he moved to sit up. "I called the car service, they should be here in half an hour."

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Laurel shrugged at the remark, fair enough. With Jack, she was never in the mood. It hadn’t even crossed her mind when he mentioned IA. Frankly, nothing had really crossed her mind - too focused on the mending friendship and him telling her he'd be away. Was it time already, didn't they have a few more months before meeting with IA? Unless, Laurel had all her months wrong. That seemed likely. Each of Jack's words were hitting her like a ton of bricks, that was very evident in her features. Her mouth dried up in seconds while her stomach dropped. ❛What? No,❜ a shake of her head, adamantly denying everything she was saying. ❛He wouldn't do that.❜ Work was the one thing they shared, they just reaffirmed that. Eli wouldn't do anything without telling her, right? Lying straight through her teeth, it's all she had been doing lately. ❛He's fine, we were just catching up. That won't happen, rumors in the office have never been accurate. He'll be okay.❜ Though, Laurel couldn't tell if she was saying that to Jack, or trying to convince herself. Her mind was already running miles per hour, trying to sort through her thoughts while simultaneously trying to figure out the next steps. She sadly glanced back at Eli getting into the car and driving away. He couldn't do this to her, stripped of his badge. He would leave her again, no. ❛He won't lose his badge, so keep your carpenter or architect fantasies to yourself.❜

If Jack's goal was to send her into a panic, she succeeded even if Laurel was trying to hide it. IA wouldn't find anything, they had been careful. On the off chance they did, she couldn't let him take the blame, there was no way. She was right, they weren't seeing eye to eye right now, but Laurel wasn't blameless. ❛Ew back to you. Besides, you can't be certain we'll be partners. I could always find someone else, like Mark.❜ She wouldn't, Laurel would rather deal with Jack. At least she semi-knew her.

The reluctance was clear as she rolled her eyes at Jack, then glanced over at Mark to offer a polite smile before getting into the car. It wasn't really his fault he was caught here between these two. She sat on the opposite end, grateful for the empty middle space acting as a barrier between them. ❛Do you have any decency at all?❜ she hissed at her, feeling her ears burn up with Jack's chosen topic. Laurel didn't feel like answering, and giving her more ammo, but she'd said it earlier: Jack was relentless. Chances are, she wouldn't let this go. ❛Again, not that it's any of your business, but our sex life would make anything you're imagining pale in comparison. And I know you're already trying to come up with ways to top that in your delusions. I'm not going to feed your imagination by telling you what we did or didn't do in bed. If you're itching for release, he's right there,❜ she muttered pointing at Mark in the driver's seat. ❛Or any of the other guys at the bureau. If Eli gives you the time of day, sure run with him too - good luck trying to teach him something I haven't.❜ That last bit, Laurel only felt more confident saying out loud after he reassured her that he wouldn't sleep with Jack. It shouldn't matter to Laurel anymore, but it did make her feel slightly better about this conversation.

Jack smirked and didn't let up. ❛When are you ever in the mood. We are just chatting. Oh come on, like you don't know. It's our yearly IA catch up. Remember that little mission in Roswell you two went on unsanctioned? You just made his decision to take the blame easy for him. You know, you're really not as smart as you claim to be. He looked sad like you just kicked his puppy. I mean, sure you probably did. ❜ She laughed and sighed, sweeping her hair to the side. ❛This has been the talk in the office and this just makes you realize you're not focused because you're wallowing in your dumbness. ❜ She watched as Eli got in the car and backed up and away from the parking lot. ❛Valiant I will say but also dumb. You two can't even see eye to eye and he's taking the blame so you can stay oblivious and without fault. There is talks that he may be stripped of his badge. Wonder what he'll do. Is he good with his hands? Guess I'll find out later. Could be a carpenter or an architect. A diver maybe. ❜

It wouldn't be that bad, IA always did a thorough investigation and always found the truth. Most of their agents acted in defense of the badge. It was a way to separate the bad apples from the good ones. Jack just liked scaring Laurel and pressing her buttons and pushing on the open wounds she knew were there. ❛So, we'll be hanging out a lot more. I'm gonna be your partner which I also think ew but whatever. You better not be dumb out there. I can only do so much.❜

They met up with Mark and Jack opened the door for her. ❛Don't be rude. He is offering us a ride. ❜ She smirked and bounced all the way to the other side. Clicking her seat belt into place she began again, ❛So, really is he that good in bed? Now you don't need to be shy. He won't hear. You seem a little vanilla not gonna lie. He seems like he's got a bit of tiger energy in him. He seems so quiet and chill but I know he's got that storm in him that could only come out in a sexual nature. ❜

❛Did you ever role play, oh my god. Did you ever pick something really lame? You seem too innocent. I can't even think of you doing a reverse cowgirl. ❜

#martieshub #my queen is back <3 #hahaha pls don't apologize for her ever

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Gong Yoo as Ki-hong A Man and A Woman 남과 여 2016, dir. Lee Yoon-ki

#the chants say 'my man my man' #and it's just me in the crowd #yep #he has absolutely no business looking this good #😅😅 #wanted opposite

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#hahaha i love him

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His eye roll didn't go unnoticed, did he not believe her that he was never too much? Her curiosity was piqued, it felt like a challenge to her - to prove that she could handle the good and bad from him, and whatever in between he was keeping to himself. So, she shot him a look: try me, I could do it. Phoebe did wonder sometimes if he held back from her. She couldn't dictate how people mourned and healed, but she swore that he had seen more concerning moments from her than she had from him. It was expected, Dillon became the only person she could be honest with about this. Everyone else was sympathetic, but eventually ran out of the patience to deal with the grief process. That was the whole point of the support group, Phoebe just got lucky that they gravitated together and it became a two-person operation.

"Oh, that's a good one.There's this rainbow one, that one is definitely the best. What's your go-to?" Amusement was clear in her features, the wide smile and the light in her eyes flickering, the feeling of joy coming back to her. Phoebe was considering answers to his question when a laugh escaped her at his observation. "We are officially all kinds of weird, because you're right. We know things about each other most others don't, but we don't know the basics." It was only a tiny bit funny to think about. Grief really had been their main connection for so long. "Do I give that energy? Liking quirky or limited edition flavors?" Her smile grew while Dillon guessed and asked if he was right. "Not the flavor I was thinking of, but that sounds so good..so, close enough. Have you had the impretzively fudge one from Ben & Jerry's? That one is my current favorite. We should go get ice cream," she blurted after a moment. "Well, sherbet for you and ice cream for me."

It was brief, but the smiles and the giggling provided a momentary feeling that said, that they may be okay after all. Or the lighter mood was fooling her and she was feeling hopeful. Not something she wanted to give too much thought to though. She liked the sound echoing in her room walls; it was rare to hear nowadays, but it sounded nice here. Phoebe would rather focus on that.

"Agreed. I don't think I can memorize another person's favorite sherbet flavor too, so we'll keep it to two." She glanced over, between talks of blind dates and bad advice, it kind of saddened her that he felt that way about meeting more people. "Maybe, you never know. Life could surprise you." And the only reason that weak optimism slipped was because she felt that way some time ago, before meeting him. The feeling that she had met and lost everyone she possibly could. Even with all the sorrow and hardship, Dillon was a pleasant surprise. "True, I'm definitely here to stay."

"So about that ice cream. What do you think, are you up for it?"

Dillon rolled his eyes playfully when Phoebe said he was never too much— if only you knew the half of it, he thought to himself.

"My favorite ice cream is probably...' he shrugged. "I guess I might be more of a sherbet guy, who knows?" He shrugged his shoulders again and nudged Phoebe. "What's your favorite ice cream? How have we cried in each other's arms countless times and never talked about what kind of ice cream we like,' he furrowed his eyebrows. "I'm sure you like something quirky and limited edition. Like a blueberry pie with graham cracker crumbles... what's that smile? Am I right?"

He was giggling, something he didn't do too much with anyone other than Phoebe and especially not while he was of sound body and mind. His niece was his favorite person, but she'd only been alive for a few months and hadn't had the chance to fuck that up yet. Then there was his sister who was great, his favorite person and the bearer of his newest favorite person, but then the list tapered off significantly, nonetheless, he considered that Phoebe was probably stowed away quietly in there, just close enough to bring a ray of hope and joy back into his days but far enough away that she never got to see how much of the opposite he was capable of bringing her. Just Phoebe— radiant, kind, down to earth and doing the dead spouse thing better than the rest of them.

He was confused, jealous, awestruck and dumbfounded. They had been through the same thing, but how had she turned out alright?

"No, no,' Dillon said eventually. "Three's a crowd. I don't think I could meet another person in my life that I actually like, I think they've all came and went by now,' he said pathetically before motioning to her. "Or came and stayed."

#dedicatedesire #sorry this got a bit lengthy!

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And that was saying something, Marianne wasn't sure the universe was really in sync with her these days. So, this was a pleasant surprise. "Funny little universe," she said, a smile dawning on her features. "You're a rare one. Someone who wants to listen instead of talking over everyone, like half of the people here. Yeah, exactly what you're saying. My friends say that maybe he deserves another chance, but divorce papers are signed. Just got them this week." After another sip, she turned to the woman next to her. "Enough about me though. What about you, just pop in for a drink or is there more to that story?"

Nova chuckled before shrugging, it really did seem like a rarity. "Sometimes the universe just knows when you need someone who'll listen." She replied, hoping it didn't seem like she was implying anything harsh by it. "I understand. Adjusting to knew circumstances, even when it's in the same location, it can be tricky."

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Loml is the saddest song I’ve ever heard. “It was momentary. It was unnecessary” makes me wanna vomit every fucking time

#don't mind me..just still processing

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#About James; musings #About Phoebe; musings #About the Grey Siblings; musings #lol james shocked that a hug is requested #but then it's a moment where they both really needed that and yep <3 #q

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spending the morning working on plant chores I've been neglecting, and working on replies :)

#{the sky's awake so i'm awake} #ooc

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And in a blink of a crinklin' eye I'm sinkin', our fingers entwined Cheeks pink in the twinklin' lights Tell me 'bout the first time you saw me I'll drink what you think and I'm high From smokin' your jokes all damn night The brink of a wrinkle in time Bittersweet sixteen suddenly

I'm watchin' American Pie with you on a Saturday night Your friends are around, so be quiet I'm tryin' to stifle my sighs 'Cause I feel so high school every time I look at you But look at you

Are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me? It's just a game, but really I'm bettin' on all three for us two Get my car door, isn't that sweet? Then pull me to thе backseat No onе's ever had me, not like you

Truth, dare, spin bottles You know how to ball, I know Aristotle Brand-new, full throttle Touch me while your bros play Grand Theft Auto It's true, swear, scout's honor You knew what you wanted and, boy, you got her Brand-new, full throttle You already know, babe

@cursivebloodlines

#cursivebloodlines #hahah okay i'm taking my pup on a walk but this one came on and my brain went oop- #two more clowns came to mind!! #Danielle x Logan #the way they're acting...it def is giving high school too hahaha #also i'm cracking up at the 'you know how to ball i know aristotle' because idk if these 2 know either 😂🤡 #okay okay i'm done for now

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She shook her head when he replied, her earlier response with hint of humor went right over his head. Another sign that their connection was shattered, and only gave signs of life once a week, if they were lucky. Or, maybe she just didn't have that humor in her anymore. Both were concerning. ❛It doesn't hurt, but it is annoyingly painful. Well, I didn't hear you complaining that night,❜ she pointed out. If he was going to be factual about glitter, Laurel would be too. Yet, there was still a ghost of a smile. Their neighbors had been the least of her concerns that night.

❛Exactly, that counts for something. We have that going for us, at least.❜ Someone definitely had to nominate them for best colleagues. They had earned it. Laurel looked up at him, clarifying what he meant, but then he trailed off. All that did was reiterate that her annoying inside voice was right. That, or they just weren't meant to have this conversation. Not when she was still so defensive.

Laurel hadn't meant to say all of that. Those were her angry thoughts reserved for her bedroom, and her shower when the water drowned out her crying. It was like the mention of mending something she didn't even break triggered the switch. Sure, he had offered to do all the work to get them there, but she hated the thought of putting her heart out for more battering. His disappointment did not go unnoticed, and she felt her heart sink. Seeing him this way, Laurel was almost ready to agree to anything he wanted. Friendship, yes you got it. Want to stomp over my heart? Go right ahead. She couldn't meet his eyes. ❛It's not fair, yes but I'll think about it Eli. You're asking for yet another adjustment, it'll take time. You won't? Well, thanks for the heads up, and good luck with your training.❜ What a way to break the news to her, her arms fell to her side and she bit her bottom lip nervously. There was that distance she had mentioned, but now that it was a reality, she was dreading it. Laurel felt her eyes sting, tears threatening to form. This was too vulnerable; too much, too fast. ❛Okay,❜ she mumbled out. ❛Yeah, I'll see you there.❜ The mention of Jack was only met with a nod, Laurel would try, but no promises.

Speak of the devil, Laurel thought the moment she heard the woman's laughter. She turned back to see him walk away, coming face to face with Jack. ❛I'm really not in the mood Jack. Yeah, I just heard the news, lucky me. You're back to assuming things you know nothing about. What decision are you talking about?❜ Clearly, her definition of fun was different from Laurel's. She figured it was probably easier to just get this dinner over, so she began walking towards the parking lot. The quicker the dinner ended, the quicker she could go home and wallow in her sadness alone, without Jack's prying eyes.

❛How does that math? Glitter doesn't hurt? Unless you stick it in a place where the sun don't shine. Also, that was a loud bang. Think our neighbors heard that. ❜ It wasn't all they heard. He still could vividly remember that night, unforgettable as it was, it was when he knew that the next step would be the most logical one.

A rule that didn't apply to her. It never did as he always felt comfortable with her. Again, the best friend thing played a huge factor in him being comfortable enough to fall. She touched him like no one else had been able to touch him. It was weird and wild and something he was sure was only felt once in a lifetime.

❛We do manage. I don't know how some days but we do. ❜ He felt like his heart was beating out of his chest. He didn't know how to be around her like this. This was a new way to navigate their whatever was left of their friendship. ❛No, I didn't mean it like that. I just....❜ He let himself trail off. Whatever he wanted to say she would just take it the wrong way. He couldn't do this sober.

He slowly nodded, of course it was a silly notion to think she'd want him back into her life after he told he didn't want her in his. It was a stupid notion too if he thought about it. His disappointment couldn't be disguised as his throat felt dry and he swallowed thickly. ❛Forget I even asked. I shouldn't have. It's not fair to you after what I did. ❜ His eyes shot her a glance as he tried to smile through his heartbreak. ❛Take all the time you need. Before you hear it from Jack. I won't be in the office for a while. I have some training with IA. Might help with not seeing me around. ❜ He nodded and needed to get out of there before he couldn't breathe anymore. ❛I'll meet you at the shack. Dont let Jack get the better of you. ❜

Jack laughed and went back to meet up with Laurel. ❛You are such an idiot. ❜ she was having too much fun with this and she knew that if anything she was just making it worse but seeing Eli's face and his shoulders hunch she could assume whatever was said wasn't good. ❛Looks like you're gonna be stuck with me for a few months. You know, for someone who wants him around you sure did show him you really don't. Made his decision for him. Anyway, you and I are gonna have so much fun. ❜

#martieshub #I DIDN'T MEAN TO #clearly she had a lot pent up !! #not the pride...sir :( #lol too late to run maybe u were right #and she shouldn't have looked at the puppy eyes

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Lover of mine Maybe we'll take some time Kaleidoscope mind Gets in the way Hope and I pray Darling, that you will stay Butterfly lies Chase them away

Dance around the living room Lose me in the sight of you I've seen the red, I've seen the blue Take all of me Deep to where your secrets hide Where we've been a thousand times Swallow every single lie Take all of me

I'll never give you away 'Cause I've already made that mistake If my name never fell off your lips again I know it'd be such a shame When I take a look at my life And all of my crimes You're the only thing that I think I got right I'll never give you away 'Cause I've already made Already made that mistake

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#ruinedsoulsrp #i'm in my feelings again no biggie #all of it is a gut punch but also the italicized parts </3 #Laurel x Patrick

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#ruinedsoulsrp #James x Brooke #vacaaation vibes

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Splendidly selfish, charmingly helpless Excellent fun 'til you get to know her Then she runs like it's a race Behind her back, her best mates laughed And they nicknamed her "The Bolter"

Watching him jump then pulling him under And at first blush, this is fate When it's all roses, portrait poses Central Park Lake in tiny rowboats What a charming Saturday That's when she sees the littlest leaks Down in the floorboards And she just knows She must bolt

Started with a kiss "Oh, we must stop meeting like this" But it always ends up with a Town Car speeding Out the drive one evening Ended with the slam of a door

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#cursivebloodlines #allow me to inaugurate our clownery with her album #😘😘😘 #but i heard this and immediately !! #Laurel x Dougie #and also #Eric x Zoe