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“Exactly!” Johnny nodded agreeing with her. “Oh cool, got any tips for photo shoots? They’re one of my least favorite parts of the job if I’m being honest.’ Being the center of attention off stage wasn’t his thing and doing press he felt like a fish out of water. “What kind of clothes do you design?”
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                        ❝It  depends  on  what  you  have  trouble  with.  I  know  the  biggest  issue  most  people  have  with  photoshoots  is  being  comfortable  and  with  that,  all  I  can  say  is  to  make  sure  you're  working  with  people  you're  comfortable  with.  But  depending  on  the  project  and  your  line  of  work,  you  can't  always  do  that,  not  everyone  always  has  that  option.❞  Knowing  well  finding  comfort  in  most  of  her  shoots  wasn't  exactly  the  'norm'  for  most.  ❝I'm  all  over  the  place  really,  I  don't  like  sticking  in  one  box  with  it.  I  released  an  eyewear  line  a  couple  of  months  ago,  and  I've  done  everything  from  dresses  for  red  carpets  to  activewear.  And  I'm  working  on  a  couple  of  projects  now.❞
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I belong deeply to myself.
Warsan Shire (via danicawrites)
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dailytypographyedits‌:
Need Somebody //  Xuitcasecity 
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midsommars‌:
Zoey Deutch as Oona O'Neill in Rebel in the Rye (2017)
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fake happy // paramore
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hudson hadn’t known what else he would have expected from his ex-girlfriend as she stood across from him, within arms length, but further than she ever felt from him before. “i understand i am sucking life from you by just speaking with you, but devin…” he almost wanted to delve into all the emotions he had felt in the past year, though he knew she wouldn’t stick her straw in the cup and slurp it all up like most women would. she was not most women, he had learned better than that. “all i have got to say, i guess, is that i loved you then and i have not let go of those emotions. i understand i ruined everything, it is my fault, and we will never return to how we were, but i wish you back in my life.” his eyes had a pleading look glazed over them. he felt as hopeless as a kid who lost their blanket in a sense. the past six months without devin felt cold and empty, despite his home being full of bodies at the afterparties and sunshine beating down on his shoulders during the day. “i will take a friendship with you if thats the furthest you allow, i just need your energy back in my bubble.”
his mind took him to better days when he would be lounging poolside only to be surprised by the feeling of her arms wrapping gently around his neck followed by the sweet feel of their lips pressing together. he wanted nothing more than to be entangled in her web once again, though there they were fully clothed in the middle of some bullshit hollywood party. “nothing i can do will make up what i did, but if you would grant me the pleasure of you coming over to speak when i’m sober and we are not in the middle of this––”his fingers did a twirl in the air as he referenced the chaotic energy around them, “i would really love and appreciate that, devin. you do owe me nothing, though so if you don’t want to, that is ok.”
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                        She  had  always  been  the  type  of  person  to  take  in  moments.  To  attempt  to  memorize  the  details  around  her,  of  the  person  she  was  sharing  the  moment  with,  to  hold  in  every  second  as  best  she  could  so  she  could  turn  back  to  them  later  on.  Their  current  moment  was  one  she  was  actively  attempting  not  to  focus  on  like  she  used  to.  It  wasn't  one  she  wanted  in  the  back  of  her  mind  and  it  certainly  wasn't  a  conversation  she  wanted  to  come  floating  to  the  surface  when  she  found  herself  falling  into  her  thoughts.  It  was  such  a  tragic,  drastic  change  compared  to  what  she  had  gotten  so  used  to.  Having  gotten  comfortable  enough  to  find  every  moment  to  feel  just  as  warm  as  the  last,  just  as  joyful  to  the  point  where  she  wasn't  worried  it  was  a  fleeting  feeling.  Only  for  everything  to  come  to  a  complete  stop,  like  crashing  into  a  wall  without  any  warning.  ❝We  can  be  friends.❞  They  were  repeated  words  and  she  knew  it,  but  she  knew  that  was  the  only  explanation  she  was  willing  to  give  while  surrounded  by  people.  For  someone  so  in  the  spotlight,  she  had  always  attempted  to  keep  certain  parts  of  her  life  as  private  as  possible.
She  found  herself  taking  in  another  breath,  slightly  smaller  than  the  last,  releasing  it  in  an  attempt  to  calm  her  racing  thoughts  around  the  situation.  Nothing  would  make  it  go  away  or  turn  back  time  but  remembering  to  breathe  seemed  to  be  her  way  of  going  about  it  for  that  moment.  It  was  also  an  attempt  at  keeping  her  head  level  and  clear,  as  much  as  she  possibly  could  when  emotions  were  high.  ❝Okay,❞  she  eased  out  with  a  small  nod.  ❝It's  a  much  better  idea  than  attempting  to  have  this  conversation  here.  I’ll  find  time  in  my  schedule  to  come  by  and  I  can  pick  up  that  box  of  stuff  too.❞
* ✰. — devin
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hadley: don’t worry b you’ll be the first to get it in the mail hadley: oh wow that was insulting what am i to you ? hadley: that sounds beautiful
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devin:  i  can’t  wait  to  sport  it  down  the  street devin:  apparently,  not  my  food-friend devin:  we  need  to  up  your  food  knowledge,  hadley,  this  is  unacceptable   devin:  truly,  it’s  a  work  of  art
incoming  snapchat 👻 !
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Ava: Devs!!! My love!!!!  Ava: Aw thank you, you’re one of the few people who’ve helped me get here. Ava: You know how bad it got and what a dark time it was for me. For that I can never thank you enough!  Ava: I honestly don’t know what I’d do without you. 
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devin:  you  know  i’m  always  here  if  you  need  anything devin:  i’m  just  a  call  away  and  my  door  is  always  open devin:  of  course,  not  actually  open-open
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“yeah. I don’t get people who only listen to one type of music, like for a period if time sure but forever? nah that’s just lame. there;s so much to learn from and get out of when you listen to all types pf genres. just because i play rock music doesn’t mean that’s all I listen to. realizing that I can’t please everyone with what I do music wise and outside of it was a real wake up call. I’m excited about the headspace were in right now. enough about me, tell me about you like what you do at starlites?’ 
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                        ❝I'd  like  to  know  how  people  can  listen  to  the  same  type  of  music  all  the  time  without  getting  bored.  Especially  considering  most  genres  tend  to  have  the  same  music  format  and  after  a  while  of  listening  to  the  same  type  of  music,  it  all  starts  to  sound  the  same.  You're  practically  just  listening  to  the  same  song,  just  with  slightly  different  sounds  and  things.❞  It  was  like  those  videos  that  would  audio-put  a  bunch  of  songs  all  over  one  another  just  to  prove  they  all  sounded  the  same.  ❝Just  at  Starlites?  I  model.  Outside  of  that,  I'm  also  a  fashion  designer  and  should-be  food  critic.❞
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elliot: I’m talkin’ pineapple on pizza kinda thing elliot: outrageous  elliot: absolutely riot worthy
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devin:  so,  we’re  going  with  completely  wrong devin:  it’s  definitely  ‘complain’  worthy devin:  i  don’t  know  about  riot  worthy
👻  from elliot //
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👻 Ava -> Everyone
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Ava: Today is just one of those days where no matter what happens it’s just going to be a great day! Ava: It took a while to get to this point but I’m glad to finally be in a good place mentally and physically. I know this is said a lot but your relationship with yourself is the most important relationship you’ll ever have. I hope you all have a great day!
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devin:  that  sounds  fabulously  fantastic devin:  i’m  glad  you’re  feeling  so  well  and  you’ve  gotten  to  such  a  good  place
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“i think that you deep down do know that i would take it back,” his face leaned a bit closer to hers as his tone met a near whisper as the bodies around them began to notice the ex-power couple chatting it up in the middle of the soiree. hudson knew he was never going to be able to hammer the info into her stubborn head, but he wished, from the bottom of his heavy heart, that he had not fucked this up. throughout his entire life, he’s been a sweet boy yet had always had this sense to destroy the best things in his life. his mind took him to the time that he was eleven and his mother brought him to a high tea, yet he didn’t want to be there so he entirely sabotaged the entire tea time by throwing a fit, sneaking off, and making his mother cancel her entire day by searching for him. it felt like this was nearly just in his nature at this point. “i fuck the good things up because i don’t know how to accept that things can just be simple.” hudson knew his antics were somewhat toxic, but he quite literally knew no other way. before he had made his way to the states, all hudson knew was the fast life in kensington which was filled with betrayal, gossip, models for breakfast through dinner with feasts of drugs all due to his family money. he had thought with age he would grow wiser, but he just grew more sneaky. it was that fateful night that he slipped up and came sauntering home to devin, just letting the ill words slip from his mouth slow like honey, yet ever so bitterly. 
“i should not have done as i did,” his accent fell thicker than usual as it danced with sadness. before continuing, hudson sucked down the rest of the amber colored liquor in his glass, now spinning the cube of ice in it, “but, i did and i have to live with that feeling, the consequence which was losing you the only thing i have truly ever felt this much passion and love for, every single day.” his head now bowed towards the ground, unable to make eye contact with her due to the shame that was held over him like a cloud. “there is nothing more in this world that i want other than another chance. a chance to make it up to you and prove i can change…”  
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                        She  hated  feeling  crowded,  surrounded  like  she  couldn't  easily  escape  a  situation  if  she  felt  like  she  needed  to.  It's  what  made  holding  such  a  conversation  in  that  exact  environment  perfect  and  terrible  all  at  once.  Ideal  simply  because  she'd  more  than  likely  remain  in  one  spot  long  enough  to  have  the  conversation,  feeling  far  too  boxed-in  to  walk  off  and  she  wasn't  the  type  of  person  to  make  a  big  scene  by  running  out  into  a  crowd.  Yet  those  exact  reasons  were  what  made  it  disastrous  in  her  mind,  finding  herself  stuck  in  one  spot  even  if  she  would  have  preferred  to  avoid  the  other  for  a  few  more  months,  unable  to  bring  herself  to  take  off  away  from  the  conversation.  One  she  rather  would  have  preferred  to  have  in  private  if  they  had  to  have  it  at  all  considering  she  had  attempted  to  keep  the  details  of  their  break  up  as  private  as  possible,  not  seeing  a  need  or  a  reason  to  air  out  what  he  had  done.  It  would  have  been  an  easier  conversation  to  have  when  there  weren't  eyes  falling  onto  the  pair  and,  she  was  sure,  ears  attempting  to  listen  in  as  well.  ❝It  just  sounds  like  you're  attempting  to  make  excuses.❞  Which  wasn't  entirely  unreasonable,  anything  would  sound  like  an  excuse  simply  because  nothing  would  sound  like  a  'reason'.  
Eyes  found  themselves  drawing  over  to  a  moving  tray  passing  by,  her  hand  raising  to  place  her  still-half  filled  glass  of  champagne  against  it  before  her  focus  turned  back  to  the  other.  Finding  her  spirit  and  mental  energy  for  the  party  to  be  drained,  things  that  were  easy  to  lose  considering  it  was  usually  difficult  to  push  herself  to  attend  non-work  focused  events,  to  begin  with.  It  was  the  sight  in  front  of  her  and  the  overall  conversation  that  had  her  taking  in  a  deep  breath,  releasing  it  moments  later.  Change  was  something  everyone  was  capable  of,  that  was  something  she  had  always  believed  in.  Along  with  always  attempting  to  see  the  best  in  every  person  —  but  none  of  that  eased  the  stinging  ache  she  still  felt.  That  was  something  that  wouldn't  go  away  anytime  soon,  she  was  aware  of  that  and  knew  herself  well  enough  to  know  how  strongly  she'd  hold  onto  it.  But  most  of  all,  she  knew  how  close  the  pair  had  been  and  how  important  he  had  been  to  her,  things  that  hadn't  entirely  changed.  ❝We  can  be  friends,  that's  all  I  can  offer  you.❞
* ✰. — devin
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