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outerbaanksjiara · 1 year

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Missing moments

If someone would have told Kiara that in only two days she'd have been sent to a wilderness therapy camp, find a whole lost city, burried her friends parents and kissed her best friend she'd have thought that it's the craziest thing she ever heard.

But it happend.

Her parents sent her away only two days ago. They didn't even warn her, just two people dressed in polos suddenly appeared and dragged her away while her parents were watching her begging the two people to stop.

The whole way she couldn't even process what happened, she kicked, yelled, cried and begged them to stop and let her go but they didn't even seem to hear her.

The car finally stopped after hours, in front of a big place full of kids doing different chores. Some of them were planting flowers, some were moving boxes with stuffs around and other chores she couldn't really focus on.

The thing that catched her attention was the girl yelling and kicking into some mans in polo shirts that were dragging her away towards some small cabin. She didn't even have time to react cause she got dragged by the mans that brought her here into a big cabin. This time she didn't fight back. It was pointless anyway.

In that cabin some lady told her the camp rules and diagnosed her with some condition she didn't care enough to remember and told her that she'd get put on medication. She tried to escape but was stupid enough to think it'd work. After that she got dragged away into a similar cabin the girl she saw earlier did.

She spent there a whole day. She was sure she was gonna become insane.

Luckily she didn't spend much more time in there cause apparently her cousin told her that, her cat, Marley died. She didn't even have a cat and she was pretty sure her parents didn't have time to tell her whole family about how they sent their daughter away to a crazy wilderness therapy camp.

So she instantly knew it was JJ. So of course she had to play the act and pretend to be devastated by the news when inside she was almost jumping of happiness knowing that JJ was here. He came.

After this she got sent to another cabin with other girl. She waited almost the whole night hoping that JJ would come and get her out at any point. And he did.

He brust into the room looking for her and when he finally spotted her she run right into his open arms, waiting for her.

As soon as they broke the hug he apologised for the moneys he stole from her dad, for the fights, for everything. She didn't even care about this all.

I love you. That's all she could say. She didn't even care if he'd say it back or not, she just needed him to know. I love you too. He did say it back.

That's when they kissed. It was slow and peaceful like they had all the time in the world. Like nothing else mattered. They were finally togheter and that was all that mattered.

They didn't even relaise all the cheering from the girls that watched everything, they didn't even care at all. He took her hand in his and run with her out of that stupid camp.

He told her he left the Twinkie so no one would recognise the car and risk ruining the mission, even if they knew John B won't like this when he'll find out.

When they finally got in the car and drove away neither of them talked at all but when they finally got into the plane they had six full hours of talking about everything.

He told her about the barracuda Mike incident and that their friends are already on the way to South America. She took a change of clothes she had in her bag and happily changed off the camp's uniform. Then they talked some more.

They talked about them, they talked about their friends and made a quick plan of finding them. They'd ocasionally stop talking for a kiss or two too.

As soon as they got off the plane, they took some small bus that was going away too slowly for their licking. They needed to hurry to their friends.

They heard some stories about El Dorado on the way and made a few ideas about this place even if, if Kie didn't know everything John B and his dad been through this days she'd have thought that this people were being delusional.

Then they finally found Pope and Cleo, and heard what happend with Ward, they started looking for John B and Sarah. When they finally found them too, they were surrounded by people with guns including Ward.

Maybe what they did wasn't the smartest move but it was the only thing they could do and think about at that moment.

They jumped with some machetes towards the people with guns. Then the guns turned towards them too.

Kiara knew JJ. Maybe more than he knew himself. She knew he was gonna do something stupid. She slowly touched his shoulder, carefully whispering his name so no one else would hear them but suddenly the gun was aimed and the sound made Kie's attention go back towards the others.

Ward was in front of the gun, dragging the one that was aiming at them earlier and dragging the man with him, falling down.

After this they all took a while to mourn and watch Sarah making a small grave for her dad. Not too long after this big John died.

Kie wanted to help her friends even if she knew nothing she'd say would help, they both lost their dads in the same day.

The realisation of everything that happened hit her the night after they burried big John. They were on the same boat Kiara, JJ, Pope and Cleo came on towards John B and Sarah.

Kiara tried her best to fall asleep but it was harder than she expected. Don't get her wrong, she was so tired but her mind was wide awake. She looked around, trying to tell if everyone was asleep.

Cleo and Pope were sleeping with their heads on some backpack while Cleo was still holding her knife and looked like she was ready to wake up and fight if needed.

Sarah was sleeping between John B's arms, it took her a lot to fall asleep, Kie heard her talking with John B for what felt like hours, until it was finally silence even if they weren't talking too loud.

Kie looked next to her where JJ was asleep with some shirt over his face so the light and bugs wouldn't bother him. She tried to get up without making the boat's floor to crack and wake everyone up.

When she managed to walk towards the other side of the boat, she let her legs fall over the water but without touching it.

She was tired, mad, sad, happy and the adrenaline still didn't leave her body. She had no idea what she felt. She just wanted to shut everything down with some joint from JJ.

The water didn't help too much in calming her down especially after what happens a few months ago with the boat and the machete. Usually she'd just watch the ocean and instantly feel better but after this whole day nothing helped.

Suddenly she felt a hand on her shoulder which made her almost jump. When she turned behind, she saw JJ slowly sitting down next to her.

"Didn't mean to scare you" he whispered and as soon as she heard him she instantly felt a little better "I heard you getting up and I wanted to check on you"

"I'm sorry for waking you up" she said keeping her eyes on the water and trying her best not to face him.

She was scared that if she'd look at him she'd break down into tears and that's the last thing they need right now. John B and Sarah just saw their parents dying and here she was stupidly crying. She didn't even know why she was crying at all. Too many things happened for her to just pick one.

"Nah I wasn't sleeping anyway, it's not like you can with Pope's and Cleo's snoring contest" he said pointing with his head towards them.

She turned to look at him trying to hide a laugh so I won't wake anyone up and as soon as he noticed her failed attempt not to laugh, a proud smile appeared on his face but it was quickly washed away.

"Kie, what's wrong?" he asked, the concern visible in his voice which made Kie feel guilty to make him worry about her too.

When she didn't answer, he slowly moved one hand on her cheek, carefully moving her head towards him so he could get a better look at her. Her eyes were red and puffy and she probably looked like a mess apart from that too.

He didn't say anything, his lips moved towards her forhead, giving her a soft kiss that made Kie brust into tears. As soon as he moved his lips away he let her head fall on his shoulder allowing the tears to fall, while quiet sobs were escaping her.

He didn't say anything, one of his arms was holding her while his hand was playing with some loosen curls from her bun, if you could call that one after everything it been through.

She didn't even relaise that she stopped crying until she heard JJ's voice again after what felt like hours.

"I promise everything is gonna be okay now" he whispered softly, still playing with her curls.

"I'm sorry" she finally said, her voice breaking in the middle of the sentence, he slowly lift her head up so he could get a better look at her.

"What are you sorry for?" he asked confused.

"For this" she whispered but when she noticed that JJ still didn't understand she countinued. "I'm sorry for crying when John B and Sarah are the ones that actually been through a lot"

"Hey no Kie, don't say that" he said as soon as he heard what she said. "Yes they've been through a lot but you've been through shit too, okay?"

She shaked her head mumbling "It's not the same"

"It might not be the same kind of shit but it still meant a lot Kie, you have all the right to feel like this okay?" he said but when she didn't say anything else he countinued. "Kie you have all the rights to be sad too, okay?"

"I miss them" she whispered, if JJ wouldn't be so focused on her he'd have probably didn't even hear her. "I don't want to but I do, I hate them so much but I still miss them"

They were still her parents after all. They were still her parents and they sent her away to some camp that was gonna drug her.

"There's nothing wrong with that" JJ said softly trying to make her feel better. "I mean look at my dad, he's a piece of shit and yet I can't help but wish he's doing alright wherever he is"

At the mention of his dad Kie's stomach twisted a little. She knew that JJ's house was gonna be taken away, he told her everything on the boat but after this whole day she completely forgot that he had no where to go.

Neither did she.

Neither did Sarah or John B.

"If you wanna go talk with them when we're gonna be back I'm gonna go with you" he said snapping her out of her thoughts. "I'll be with you whenever you need me"

Kie couldn't help but smile and his lips quickly formed into a smile too when he noticed that he made her smile. JJ always could make jer smile even if no one else could. He was the only one that could make her laugh and feel better when everything was horrible.

"Damnit Kie, I'll be there even when you don't need me, you might get bored of me" he countinued this time earning a whole laugh from her.

"This will never happen" she said with a bright smile that warmed up JJ's heart.

"Good because you're stuck with me" he said before leaning in and making the soace between their lips disappear.

The kiss was slow and peaceful but at the same time they needed it as much as they needed air. She could've finally relax and feel like all the pain and exhaustion was slowly going away.

For a moment nothing else mattered, they were finally togheter.

They were togheter and nothing could ever change that. No matter what was gonna happen the next day or the day after or anytime.

They finally had eachother.

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outerbaanksjiara · 1 year

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"You and kie just broke up for the fifth time this week" said John B without looking up from his phone.

"Before or after I got her pregnant?" asked the blonde.

John B checked his phone with a focused expression "Before"

"Poor me, I'm alone and with a kid on the way, how could you JJ?" said another voice entering in the small studio.

She leaned over John B's shoulder, trying to see better what was writing on his phone. "I can't believe I just got secretly married with you" she added.

JJ couldn't help but take a glimpse of her beautiful curly hair. It was falling over her shoulders and the sun that was entering in the room made her blonde stands shine.

He'd always take glimpses of her when he could, but who could blame him? She looked so beautiful and only her smile was enough ti brught up your day.

Or at least to bright up JJ's day.

"Well sorry Kie but apparently I've been cheating you with your best friend all this time" said JJ, winking towards Sarah.

"Stop reading that stupid rumors" she said annoyed even if she seemed to hide an amused smile.

Reading the stupid rumors was one of their daily activities. Well, mostly for JJ and John B.

When they weren't practicing or surfing, they were making fun of the rumors their fans made. They had the most crazy ideas.

Last week they thought that Kie and JJ were secretly dating and now they think the song they're about to publish is about him and Kie. They even said that the cover seemed like it's JJ's and Kie's hands.

Which in fact were.

Rumors are something the pogues are used to. They were something that came along with the fame and most of times they weren't even true.

Kiara just got out of a relationship but the guy doesn't seem to get that they're not togheter anymore, so she needs to find a way of getting out of all this drama he created. Maybe she can use the rumors for once and fix this mess.

And JJ Maybank is the key for that.

#jiara #jiara fanfic #jiara obx #jj and kiara #jj maybank #jj x kiara #john b and sarah #john b routledge #kiara carrera #kiara obx

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outerbaanksjiara · 1 year

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hey so im writing this jiara famous fanfiction on au where JJ, Kie, Pope and John B are in a band and Sarah is their manager. There always been rumors about JJ and Kie dating. Kie got out of a relationship and the guy won't leave her alone so she and JJ start fake dating.

here is how their Instagram accounts look like

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outerbaanksjiara · 1 year

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Late night talks

It's beeen almost a week since they were on the island. They managed to make some shelters and they were looking for food in shifts. At first was good. They were surfing and tanning all day and at night they were cooking the fish to a fire they made or eating the fruits they founded. But after a while they all started to miss home.

Sarah was crying almost the whole day because she missed Wheezie and felt guilty for leaving her. John B was comforting her. Pope was missing his family even if he doesn't saying anything. Cleo is either tanning the whole day either staying with Pope. JJ couldn't tell how Kie was. She wasn't talking to anyone. She was walking alone or crying next to the ocean thinking no one saw her. JJ was worried.

He woke up in the middle of the night, he couldn't sleep anymore cause of that stupid mosquito. He looked around him seeing the others asleep. All except for Kie who wasn't there. He looked around but couldn't spot her anywhere. Finally he saw her on a rock that was half in the ocean half on the sand.

He carefully walked towards Kie, making sure not to scare her.

"Are you trying to kill yourself?" JJ joked when he finally reached her.

But then he saw her face.

Shit.

Her eyes were puffy and red which was unusual. JJ only saw Kie crying twice and both time were when Sarah and John B disappeared.

"Why are you here?" Kie asked looking back at the ocean.

"I woke up and saw you weren't there" JJ answered, carefully sitting next to her.

"Well now you saw me, you can go back to sleep" she said coldly.

JJ couldn't tell if she was angry or not. Did he do something? Did anyone do something to her? Was she like this before they went to sleep?

She was silent but that's how she's been since they were here. He did found it strange, especially when she missed an opportunity to laugh when John B fell after a failed attempt of taking some coconuts.

"I'm worried Kie" he said trying to make her look at him "You're not talking to us and then disappear in the middle of the night"

"I'm fine, I'm not trying to kill myself again so you can go" she said without showing any emotions in her voice.

It took him a few seconds to realise that she said ,,again".

What the hell?

"Again?" he asked confused.

She didn't answered which made him worry even more.

"Kie, what the hell are you talking about?" He asked, this time she turned to look at him.

"It happend in my kook year" she started, massing her hands like she did when she was panicking.

The kook year. JJ and the others knew nothing about the kook year and Kie's never saying anything about it so they made an unspoken rule to not mention her kook year.

"You tried to kill yourself?" JJ asked, he never saw this side of Kie and it was making him worry.

"And? It was a long time before" she said taking her eyes away from him and looking at her hands.

"Why didn't you tell me or anyone of us?" JJ asked but pointless.

He saw that she's not answering so he asked her again.

"Kie, talk with me" He said again but this time more calm.

"It's my fucking fault he hited you and hurt your head. Do you think I don't see how you get dizzy or hold you're head when you get up too fast?" She said shocking JJ.

"You saved my life" JJ said.

"It was in danger because of me and we might never get out of here. And my parents probably hate me" she said starting to cry again.

JJ sucked at emotional stuffs but he needed to try for Kie. He will try help her no matter what.

He pulled her into a hug and as soon as her face stopped in the crook of his neck she started crying even more. The worst part were the sounds she made between sobs. It made JJ's heart literally arch.

Kie was always so full of energy and had that beautiful smile of her, he could never guess this was how she actually felt. He was mad at himself for not realising sooner.

He wasn't sure for how long they stayed in that hug. Neither of them gave any signs of wanting to let go. Not even after Kie stopped crying.

"Promise me you'll never risk your life again" she said but didn't let him answer "I can't lose you"

"You will never loose me" JJ said planting a small kiss on her forehead. "What happend when you were in your kook academy?"

She didn't asnwer for a while. She just stayed there in his arms, letting him play with her curls. When she finally spoke, she pulled away breaking the hug.

"It happend in kook academy for the first time. Everyone hated me and I had no friends there until Sarah. She found me in the bathroom one day. I was ready to finally cut my wrist and get away from all that shit but she came to me and asked me to go save baby turtles with her" she said.

"Sounds nice" JJ said, giving her a small smile.

"It was, it was one of the best days in my life" she said. "But then after me and her stopped being friends I tried to kill myself again, that's why I have all this bracelets" she added showing her hand to him.

"Why didn't you tell us" JJ asked.

"I felt guilty for how I treated you all" she said.

JJ was the one that was the most mad at her then. At first he tried to find her excuses for why she can't hang out with them or why she's always busy even if John B and Pope told him that Kie is turning into a kook. He gave up on her and stopped trying to call her every day or make her excuses.

When she came back after she heard about Big John's death John B was the first one that forgave her. Soon after so did Pope. It took JJ a while to forgive her but he finally did.

"If anything ever happens again try talk with me" JJ said taking her hands in his.

"I will, I promise" she said. "But I'm really sorry that you got hit in the head cause of me"

"It wasn't your fault Kie, I'd rather me being the one in danger than you" he said. "I can't loose you, I love you"

Then he realised what he said.

"I mean I love you, like in you know, I love you in the way" he started but was cut off by Kie.

Her lips pressed to his and JJ thought he was about to pass out. She was finally kissing him.

The girl he always loved was kissing him.

The kiss was soft but JJ's heart never beat faster in his whole life.

When the kissed broke cause of their need of air, all he could do was look in her pretty brown eyes. The eyes he could look in forever.

"I really expected you to be the one who'd kiss me first" she said with a smile on her face.

The smile JJ missed and loved the most.

"I tried to but I was worried you won't feel the same way" JJ said.

"It's always been you" she said resting her forehead on JJ's. "I can't belive it took me so long to relaise it"

They stayed with their foreheads togheter for what felt like hours.

"Now, just between us, who's a better kisser?" JJ asked breaking the silence.

"Really?" Kie asked slapping his shoulder.

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outerbaanksjiara · 2 years

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Jelousy

Summary: JJ gets jealous when he sees Kiara at a bonfire party

Pairing: JJ and Kie

Word count: 13577

JJ always loved the bonfires nights. They were the best summer nights. His favourite part at the bonfires nights was hooking up with girls. Not that the alchool or weed weren't good too.

JJ was knew for being the best ome to hook up with in Outer Banks. Some of them were even calling him a sex God and kept talking about him in bed and JJ defenitly didn't mind.

Today was one of the bonfire nights. He and John B were walking on the beach till the sound of the waves was starting to get covered by loud music and voices. JJ looked around for someone to talk with. Or you can also say hook up. He knew most of the people here especially the one's from the cut.

He stopped searching when he saw Kiara. She was talking with some guy. She was wearing a shirt and some shorts wich was her usually outfit but somehow the light from the fire made her look prettier than any other girl JJ ever saw. The guy didn't look familiar to him so he thought he kight be a tourist.

Kie was laughing at whatever the guy was saying. JJ thought that he definitely put something in her drink cause there's no way Kie would like that guy. Especially cause he was using a plastic straw.

He had no idea why he cared about her talking wuth that guy. Usually he'd already find a girl and took her on his bike, that was also known as his hook up bike, or at least smoke some weed. But he was sitting there looking at that dude talking with Kie. It was bothering him. A lot.

"Are you okay?" Pope said next to him.

He turned to face him and pointed with his head towards Kie and the guy. JJ didn't know what was happening with him but seeing Kie with that tourist was making him feel strange. It made him feel like the guy stole something from him.

"I think that guy is trying to hook up with Kie" JJ said watching the guy putting a hand on Kie's thighs.

Pope started saying something but was interrupted by JJ with a even angrier tone. He pointed towards Kie and the tourist guy and starting walking towards them.

"Look how he's touching her" he said not knowing if Pope was still after him or no but he didn't care. All he cared about now was Kie.

"This is a bad idea" Pope said but JJ could barely hear him cause of the loud music.

When he got close enough to Kie he reached for her arm and slowly pulled her up so he won't scare or hurt her. JJ noticed from her first words that she was wasted. The boys never seen Kie wasted. She always had a few drinks but never enough to make her wasted.

"JJ" she said making the last J sounds longer "come take a drink with us" she said pointing towards the tourist guy. The guy defenitly didn't seem happy about the idea of JJ joining them.

"Maybe next time" he said the calmest he could "You had enough drinks" said JJ taking the drink from her hands.

She defenitly didn't like what he just did. She turned her head from the guy to JJ, almost falling if he didn't hold her arm.

"Who are you to tell me how much should I drink?" She asked annoyed pulling her arm out of JJ's.

"We're going to Chateau" JJ said holding her arm again and trying to ignore her protests.

"I don't wanna leave yet" she tried to walk away from him but tripped and almost fell again.

JJ knew Kie was stubborn. Everyone knew that. He didn't think he was the right person to deal with wasted and stubborn Kie at the same time without any weed.

The tourist guy came in front of him with an annoyed look on his face. JJ noticed from the way he moved that he was defently more sober than Kie.

"Dude she said she doesn't wanna leave" said the guy putting an arm around Kie's waist.

That was enough for JJ to loose his shit. Unfortunately he didn't had any weed that night to blame it on the weed. He punched the guy in the face as hard as he could.

"Do you think it's funny to drug girls and then took advantage of them?" he said trying his best to ignore the pain that was starting to build up in his hand.

It didn't last long till people started to come around them. He heard Kie saying something along with John B and Pope but he couldn't understand what. He threw a few more punches till he looked at the guy who was now laying under me. His nose was bleeding and had a small cut on his lips. He deserves it for taking advantage of Kie. When he wanted to let go of the guy he felt him taking out a hand that was earlier behind his back, and threw a punch right in JJ's face. It didn't took long for him to feel the familiar sensation. He could feel a bruise forming on his left cheek. Before he could throw hands on the tourist again he felt a pair of hands pulling him off the guy despite his protests.

"Let him go or someone will call the cops" He heard John B saying which made him realise that he was the one that pulled him off the guy.

He looked at the tourist guy who was getting up as fast as he could then he turned all my attention to Kie who was standing up with Pope's help. She was defenitly mad at him.

"Are you okay?" JJ asked her trying to ignore her famous death stare she was giving him.

"What's wrong with you?" She yelled over the music.

"He was being a jerk" JJ yelled back so she could hear her over the music.

Before she managed to say something else she tripped and would've fell if Pope wasn't holding her.

"She's wasted, we have to take her home" said Pope looking towards JJ and John B.

Kie looked like she wanted to protest but before she could say anything John B spoke dragging JJ after him.

"I'll go take the twinkie with Pope" he said taking out the keys from his pockets. "JJ, you watch her.

He heard Kie mumbling something in protest but ignore it. JJ nodded and then started going towards where John B and Pope were going to park the twinkie. He tried to help Kie to walk but she pushed him off so he let her walk by herself in front of him so in case she'll fall he can catch her. He was sure that she was defently mad at him. As soon as John B and Pope left JJ was ready for her to yell at him or be angry but she didn't say anything. That was even worse. She was giving him the silent treatment. No one was saying anything. The silence was louder than anything she could say to him.

"What was wrong with you tonight" she snapped out of no where which almost scared JJ.

"What was wrong with me? The guy was defently a jerk" he defended himself trying to help her sit but she pulled her arm away again.

"I can take care of myself" she scoffed as she sat down on some rock.

"You can't even walk without tripping" JJ said even if he wasn't sure if she heard him cause after that she didn't say anything till John B and Pope came with the twinkie.

This time when JJ tried to help her get into the car she didn't complain. She slowly got up off the rock with one hand in her curly brown hair, trying to hold her head. JJ knew he was cause of whatever the guy put in her drink but he still worried.

"You okay?" He asked placing her head on his lap while her body was laying on the twinkie's floor.

She nodded closing her eyes. JJ didn't know if it was a good idea. He remembered the time he smoked something he found at his house when he was little and then fell asleep. When he woke up he had the biggest headache he ever remembered. She didn't know how Kie will react but he didn't wanna risk.

"Should we let her fall asleep Pope?" JJ asked while his hand was playing with her curls trying to keep her awake even if it didn't seem to work.

"I don't know what she took but I think it shouldn't affect her" he said not getting his eyes from the driveway.

"You think?" JJ said more angrier than he meant to "Aren't you suppose to be a doctor or something?"

Pope moved his eyes from the driveway for a second to look at JJ offended and then back to the road.

"I wanna work with dead people not alive ones" he said defensive while stoping in frint of the familiar house.

JJ slightly shake Kie to wake her up but it didn't work. He tried to shake her again more harder but she didn't even flinch.

"Guys, she won't wake up" he said trying his best to hide the panick in his voice.

Pope and John B got off the car as fast as they could and opened the back door to help JJ carry Kie. JJ watched Pope looking Kie's wrist and trying to find a pulse.

"Her pulse is weak" he said without trying to hide his panick like JJ.

"Fuck" JJ muttered while Kie's head was still resting in his lap.

"What do we do now?" Asked John B taking Kie's head off JJ so he could get off the car and grab her.

"Maybe Sarah will know what to do" said Pope who was still checking Kie's wrist.

John B took his phone out of his pocket and called the familiar number while JJ and Pope we holding Kie's unconscious body.

"Hey, I know it's late but we need help" John B said following the others through the house.

"You can't get out of my room and especially at this hour" Sarah's voice heard towards the phone "What happend?

"It's Kie someone drugged her at the party and now she won't wake up" John B explained.

"I'm on my way" she said followed by the sound of a window opening.

John B knew that his girlfriend was an expert at sneaking out in the middle of the night. It wasn't the first time she'd sneak up just to come and see him.

He entered in the house and saw Kie on the couch with Pope and JJ next to her.

"Sarah is on her way" John B announced while approaching to Kie "How's she?"

"Still asleep" said JJ stroking her curls, even if it was more cause it calmed him down.

In only a few minutes Sarah entered in the Chateau and went straight to Kie. She checked her pulse the same way Pope did.

"Do you guys know how much she drank or what the guy gave her?" She asked looking at the boys with a worried look.

Neither of them answered which made Sarah understood that neither of them had a clue.

"She'll be fine but someone should stay with her in case she'll feel bad or throw up over night" she after a while.

"I will stay with her" said JJ who was still holding Kie in his arms.

Sarah nodded then her eyes landed on JJ's face and hands. He almost forgot about the pain he was feeling on his face.

"What happend with you?" She asked but before JJ could answer John B did.

"He beat up the guy who drugged Kie" he said while Sarah was checking JJ's arm and face.

"You should put some ice on the injuries" she said while her eyes were still on his hand "I don't think you need stitches"

"I have to go or my dad will kill me" said Pope getting of the couch's arm "Let me know how she's feeling"

"I should go too" Sarah said placing a short kiss on John B's lips "Call me if she feels bad.

"I'll drive you" John B said and then opened the door.

JJ was left alone with Kie. He slowly let her head on the couch so he could get up and take her to Big John's bedroom. He didn't know if he should've let her sleep like this or no. He didn't want her to sleep uncomfortable so he went to John B's drawer where he had some of his clothes and pick up the best shirt he could find.

He slowly got Kie's shirt off, trying not to shake her too much and make her throw up. After he put his shirt on her he let her head fall on the pillows. He couldn't ignore how beautiful she looked in his shirt. He got in bed and sit next to her while his eyes were still on her, making sure she's okay. The moon light was making her even more prettier which he didn't know it was possible.

"Where are we?" JJ heard Kie's soft voice that was just a little louder than a whisper.

JJ let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. He was so relieved that she woke up and seemed fine.

"We're at the Chateau" JJ softly said putting a hand on her shoulder to keep her on the pillows "Some idiot drugged you but you're okay now"

"You brought me here?" She asked like she was in shock which JJ couldn't understand why.

Of course he brought her here. He couldn't let the guy took advantage of her. But this still didn't explain the feeling he felt besides from worrying. It didn't explain why he was jealous.

"Well me and the others did and then Sarah helped us but yeah" he said helping her position herself better on the pillows.

"What happend to your face?" She said bringing her hand to his face and slowly dragging her tumb over his bruise.

He didn't know how to describe what he felt. It made him feel a strange shiver trough his whole body. For a second he thought it was cause of the bruise but it wasn't. It was just the way Kie always made him feel.

He didn't know for how long he was thinking but he was bought back to reality by her lips over his. The kiss was soft and slow at first. JJ let out a quite groan when her lips slowly moved away from his but her forehead was still pressed to JJ's. After only a few seconds her lips were over his again but this time it was faster and deeper than before. They both wanted eachother. They needed to feel eachother. With every second passing it made them want more and more. JJ slowly opened her lips with his tongue and found his way in her mouth.

No. This wasn't right. She's high, she wouldn't want this sober. It took all of himself to pull away from his lips.

"Kie" he said slowly pulling away from her.

She tried to get closer to his lips again but he stopped her.

"Kie, you're drunk you wouldn't do this sober"

She slowlu shakes her head while her arms were resting on his chest.

"I love you and I've always did" she whispered moving one hand to his hair and played with it like he did with her hair earlier.

She loves him.

Kiara Carrera, the girl he always loved, loves him. But it's not true. She's drunk. She could never love someone like him sober.

"If tomorrow you'll still love me then I can't wait to kiss you again" he whispered placing a soft kiss on her forehead.

She put her head back on the pillows. She looked beautiful. She always does. JJ always loved stealing some glances of her sometimes. He loves watching her curly hair and how it shines in the sun and her beautiful brown eyes. Seeing her smile and hearing her laugh. Listening to her talking about planet and turtles. Surfing with her and listen to her while she plays the ukulele.

He got off the bed and started walking towards the door.

"Can you stay with me?" She asked from her spot on the bed.

JJ hesitated for a moment. He didn't know if it was a good idea after what happened earlier but he couldn't leave her alone. JJ nodded even if he wasn't sure she saw him. He positioned himself under the blanket next to her. She slowly turned around and moved till her head was sitting on his chest. JJ put his arms around her without realising. Her hair smelled like coconut. One of his favourite things. He moved one hand to her hair and started playing with her curls. JJ wished they could stay like this forever but he knew it was impossible. Kie didn't actually love him, who could even love him?

He doesn't remember when he fell asleep but he woke up with the most beautiful sight he could ever imagine. Kie was curled up still in his arms. She was having her eyes closed but he didn't think she was sleeping.

He slowly moved his fingers over her arm, down her waist and back. JJ could see her trying to hide a smile. After only a few seconds she turned with her face to him. She was smiling. It was the most beautiful smile he had ever seen.

"Morning" she said kissing his lips for only a few seconds which made JJ stare at her in shock like an idiot.

She was sober and she kissed him

She was sober and she kissed him.

"Looks like I still wanna be with you sober" she said kissing him again.

JJ kissed her back this time but it was only a short kiss.

"Are you sure?" He asked but continued when he saw Kie's confused look. "You could date anyone else, you're beautiful, smart, funny and have a bright future"

He saw Kie's lips moving like she wanted to say something but he interrupted her.

"Look at me, I'm just a piece of shit like my father is, I'll eventually end up in jail anyway" he started but stopped as soon as he saw Kie's face.

He couldn't tell if he was mad or upset or any reaction she was about to have. He knew he hated when he talked about himself like that but he couldn't understand why he loved him.

"You're nothing like your dad and you're not gonna end up in jail" she said with an angrier look but then her face softened and continued "You know what I see in you? The most carrying and loyal person I've ever seen, you would do anything for your friends and even for your dad who doesn't deserves it" she said while her thumb was slowly moving over his bruise like she did last night which made JJ feel the same shivers.

"I love you so much. I've always did." he said kissing her lips but this time longer.

JJ felt her lips turning into a smile against his. He let her lips go and focused on her eyes. He could look at them forever. Her eyes always calmed him. They made him feel like everything was fine even when it wasn't.

"I love you too" she whispered pressing her forehead to his.

"I'm sorry for yesterday. I should've handle the situation better but I was jealous when I saw you with that guy" JJ said giving her another short kiss.

"It's okay and you don't have to worry anymore, now I have someone in my mind" she said pulling him into a deeper kiss.

JJ didn't care about anything else right now. He could only focuse on Kie and her lips. He was pretty sure that's how it's gonna be from now on.

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