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An asexual and pansexual become room-mates and have wacky adventures

The show is called ‘All or Nothing’

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as someone who struggles wirh describing their emotions (alexithymia), i’ve found the best way to convey it are these two terms (work in progress):

when burnt out, i say: “i’m stomach tired” (because it feels like my soul and energy is being ripped out of my gut)

when feeling kind of down, i say: “my heart hurts” (sad doesn’t cut it, depressed seems a bit too much, so that’s the only one that works for me)

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changing every “i should have known better” to “i know better now”. i will not judge past versions of me through the lens of who i am now.

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emotional processing is so funny because sometimes you’ll be violently sobbing on your bedroom floor over something that happened 4 years ago and then you’ll just. get up and make coffee. and go to the grocery store. and take all this fundamental sadness for a walk. and ponder the cosmic experiences of humanity while eating a sandwich. and that’s healing.

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oh mhhh😭😭I’m so glad an actual fandom exits of this anime I haven’t used tumblr since forever but I might just start because the no,6 fandom is active here omg ! I saw a comment saying there is a novel for this anime do you by chance know where I can find it ? thank u so much in advance !!

There's no official translation, but if you want to read the novel in English then go to http://9th-ave.blogspot.com/ . There are official translations in several European languages, as well as Chinese, and if you want any of those then you should be able to get those from any old online bookstore. Hope this helps!

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fun fact about this scene! in the anime at least, the verb that they both use to say “I promise” or “I swear it” is not 約束する, which is a common verb for “to promise;” instead, they use the verb 誓う, which is less common, has a more serious tone, and is most frequently used in WEDDING VOWS.

this has been a nezushi psa.

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Did you know that mental illnesses/disorder other than schizophrenia and bipolar disorder can cause hallucinations??? I know that sounds crazy but hear me out 😅🤣

I have an intense combination of Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder (PMDD) , ADHD, and Sensory Processing Disorder. However, for years, I was misdiagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and over medicated. This caused my hallucinations to get worse, and doctors couldn't understand why. After years of therapy, correct diagnosis, and proper medication I've discovered my hallucinations stem from an entirely different mental pathway.

PMDD is caused by the brains over sensitivity to Estrogen and Progesterone. The fluctuations in these levels causes a severe depression the week leading up to menstruation (bleeding). The depression is debilitating and often leads to suicidal ideation. If you have OCD (like me), it will also make these symptoms worse. Once bleeding begins, both of these hormones sharply drop off in the body. For me this causes what I call "the flip"

"The flip" is when my depression disappears and my ADHD/sensory issues quickly and sharply spike. My brain will start to run in overdrive. I will become hyper sensitive to visual, auditory, and tactile sensory stimuli. This is where the hallucinations come in.

When my visual sensory stimuli hits me too hard I start to see "shadow people" in my peripheral vision. Black foggy shapes that seem to run around behind me like people stalking me. I'm not seeing things that aren't there, my eyes are just picking up on extra details and when it can't sense the details it makes up stories about why it can't see the details 😅

When my auditory sensory stimuli hits me too hard I hear things that other people don't. Turns out I'm just hearing the whine of electricity or sounds from higher pitch or lower pitch frequencies that most people can't hear. According to the audiologist i went to for testing, I an able to hear a higher range of frequencies than most humans can at volumes lower than most humans. So the voices and sounds I was hearing were real sounds, but only I could hear them 😅

When my tactile sensory stimuli hits me too hard, I think I have bugs crawling all over me. I will start slapping and swatting away bugs that aren't there. Turns out it is just the hair on my legs and arms that I'm feeling 🤣 when I shave the hard off my entire body the feeling of bugs goes away.

Because I was misdiagnosed and over-medicated, my brain chemistry is permanently messed up. The medication made my hallucinations WORSE, and they really never got better even after stopping medication. This is similar to hallucinations induced by the abuse of hallucinogenic drugs.

I just want to encourage people to express caution when dealing with and treating hallucinations. Currently the DSM-V reserves hallucinations for very specific disorders, but little consideration is given to how multiple different disorders can interact to cause hallucinations!

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I need a bingqiu fic where everyone reverse transmigrates into the modern world but only Binghe and Mobei Jun remember their old world cause now THEY have the system and their task is simple: find their husbands and make them fall in love with them again.

Seems easy right? They've done it once already.

WRONG.

Because, when Binghe finds Shen Qingqiu, he's heartbroken to find that his Shizun's personality is almost the same as before his qi deviation in their previous life, and has absolutely no interest in him.

He also finds out that for some reason in this life Shen Qingqiu has a younger brother, Shen Yuan.

Shen Yuan is sweet and kind and pretty and gentle and funny and pretty. He's also closer in age to Binghe. Slowly Binghe starts to feel a devastating guilt every time he looks at him. He doesn't know where this man was in their previous life, but in this one. In this one Binghe is pretty sure he's falling in love with him.

He feels guilty because it feels like betraying his Shizun, his husband. He feels like the only reason he's in love with Shen Yuan is because he reminds him of his husband, but that's not fair to Shen Yuan either. It's like he's just replacing one brother for the other.

But no matter how much he tries he can't get Shen Yuan out of his mind.

Then his Shizun, Shen Qingqiu, starts dating Yue Qingyuan and Binghe's confused more than anything. He doesn't understand why he doesn't feel heartbroken. But when the System doesn't take away any points for this, he finally asks it "Hey, System." "Yes?" "Do you know why Shizun is acting as such?" "What do you mean? We've detected no abnormal behaviour from Shen Yuan." "No, not Shen Yuan, Shen Jiu— WAIT, WAIT, SHEN YUAN?????"

Then he finds out, this whole time, he's been going after the WRONG. GUY.

Shen Yuan, on the other hand is heartbroken.

Despite acting like he's straight his whole life (and very much believing it himself), there was just something that stabbed him in the chest every time he looked at Luo Binghe playfully flirting with his ge (while getting rejected every. Fucking. Time. Shen Yuan really doesn't know if his ge doesn't know the hottest guy on the planet is flirting with him, or if he's being an idiot and rejecting him).

He's gotten to know the guy quite well, and they have become quick friends. They talk, they text and they hang out, all the time. He finds that Binghe is an amazing cook (seriously, HOW can food be so good?). He also loves to read, and they proceed to rant about the books they've both read. He's also a huge cry baby. (Shen Yuan thinks it's cute)

And sometimes.

Sometimes he'll just look at Shen Yuan with so much, well, fondness. It's in those moments that Shen Yuan let's himself dream that maybe, maybe, this boy could be his.

Sometimes he'll say something that cannot be categorized as anything but shameless flirting.

Like the first time he made Shen Yuan congee. "This is the best thing I've ever had. Holy shit." "Ah, you like it that much? Alright then. I'll make it for you all the time, with variations." Then he proceeded to wink. WINK. (Shen Yuan did not blush. He did not. He's straight. It's just the halo-like light that surrounds Luo Binghe is enough to charm sven a straight man. Like him. Cause he's straight. Definitely.)

When his ge starts dating Yue Qingyuan. He expects Binghe to look heartbroken, but. He doesn't. He acts like nothing is wrong. Absolutely nothing is out of place.

Except he smiles at Shen Yuan with that fond look way more often. He flirts way more often. He cooks for him way more often.

Shen Yuan doesn't know how to feel about that.

Has this guy been some kind of playboy this whole fucking time? And when one target is no longer available, he just moves on? To his BROTHER? Yeah, no, scratch that, he knows exactly how he feels.

He's furious.

(Binghe has no idea why Shen Yuan seems so angry with him. He just wants to kiss his husband. Why must this always happen when they reunite?)

Mobei Jun on the other hand is having a, uhh, sorta better time. He's found Shang Qinghua. Shang Qinghua is the Shang Qinghua he knows, flighty, cowardly and cute. But, the thing is. Qinghua's absolutely terrified of him.

Every time he pops up next to him, he squeals and jolts so bad that one time he slammed into a door.

But he still blushes at their proximity. Still has the same taste in trashy novels. Still writes. Still loves having his hair ruffled.

They get together within 2 months. The system congratulates him 3 times.

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There are three main types of canon universe Moshang fics:

1. They actually talk after the noodles and become the world's worst PDA couple and Shang Qinghua is well aware he has a fiancé/husband

2. They take another decade before Shang Qinghua realises Mobei has been courting him this entire time and then they finally become the world's worst PDA couple and Shang Qinghua is well aware he has a fiancé/husband

3. They have been the world's worst PDA couple for 10 years, Shang Qinghua has been running the north as Consort decked in the consorts finery, and they may or may not have a kid together before Shang Qinghua finally figures out that Mobei Jun maybe likes him a little bit and also they've been married a decade already and has a mental breakdown

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congratulations to moshang for being the most popular pairing of my mxtx charms! 💙 🧡

And congratulations to Coffin!Hualian for being the overall most popular item LOL ❤️🤍

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I made this mini comic a year ago, I thought it was worth posting here too. It is inspired by an Ao3 fanfic written by my best friend (ू•ᴗ•ू❁)

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I interpret Apollo's presence like a warm hug. Ya know how when you get out of a cold pool and then there's a direct ray of sunshine on your back? Thats Apollo in my eyes

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i’ve been thinking about riordanverse demigods and their mommy issues.

annabeth, piper, alex fierro: my mom is an absent goddess who’s kind of a bitch to me and my loved ones

jason, thalia, hazel: my mom was a messed up person when she was alive

nico, leo, frank, magnus chase: my mom died years ago but she was a wonderful person and i miss her every day

percy jackson and will solace: MY MOM 🤱 is my BEST 🤩 FRIEND 👯 she is so LOVELY 🥰 and KIND 💕 and COOL 😎 and i’m having DINNER 🍽️ WITH HER ON SATURDAY 🥳💫🤪

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You should be able to use it but if it's not working just dm me and I'll send it to you!😄

If you're interested in custom carrds, please dm me. My prices are in my previous posts.

Ps : its working now! If it doesnt work, its because my subscription ended haha

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Nico, do you know any demigods that have Autism or are on the Autistic Spectrum?

Nico: Honestly like half of camp is autistic. It���s pretty common for demigods.

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Post Finale Lumity Headcanons

Amity and Luz would have to pull each-other from work

Amity and Luz are on of the most affectionate couples on the boiling isles (fight me)

Amity would try to cook with Luz but then would royally screw. And Luz will be like "I love you sweet potato but I think I should take over" while slowly inching her out of the kitchen.

They would slow dance a lot just to be sappy and it would with them bursting into giggle fits.

Luz would try to learn something from Amity's dad but everytime he would start a sentence explaining something, he would stop talking. She kinda gave up after multiple repeats of that incident.

They would try to share a college dorm with each-other.

If they ever got married they probably would find a way to sneak multiple Azura references in there-but I'm getting to far ahead of myself

Luz and Amity love the beach for no real reason. They just do.

They're going to give eachother promise rings at some point.