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Don’t be deceived by his eyes! 👀

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i have a story to tell and it can only be told in greentext format

>be me

>13 years old in a psych ward for the first time

>my bathroom is shitty and small but the only place in my room where i have any privacy

>try to calm myself down post-anxiety attack by hiding in the bathroom

>curl up underneath the sink

>slowly calm down after anxiety attack

>remember that earlier i caught a glimpse of some scribbles and drawings underneath the sink

>wonder what it looks like

>turn around to see

>its “HoNk” “:0)” “hOnKhOnKhOnK” “mOtHeRfUcKeR” “:0) :0) :0)” written in purple crayola marker

>immediately go back into an anxiety attack

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me at 5pm: being single is objectively the healthiest choice for me and I don’t feel like dating anyway and don’t enjoy using dating apps, I’m fine with it

me at 10pm: My God I’m so lonely So I open the window To hear sounds of people To hear sounds of people Venus planet of love Was destroyed by global warming Did its people want too much too Did its people want too much And I don't want your pity I just want somebody near me Guess I'm a coward I just want to feel alright And I know no one will save me i just need someone to kiss Give me one good honest kiss And I'll be alright Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody Ooh, nobody, nobody, nobody I've been big and small And big and small And big and small again And still nobody wants me Still nobody wants me And I know no one will save me I'm just asking for a kiss Give me one good movie kiss And I'll be alright Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody Ooh, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody (nobody) (Nobody, nobody) Nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, no

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Went looking for research on speech loss episodes in speaking autistic people and instead found an entire body of research for "cluttering", a speech problem common in but not limited to autistic people that I have had my entire life without knowing it had a name. It's like. "Excessively fast speech" yes. "Confusing, disorganized language or conversational skills." yes. "Excessive use of “normal disfluencies,” such as interjections (e.g. um, uh, er) and revisions (e.g., I would like to go—I was thinking about taking a drive)." yes. "Pauses in unusual places" yes to the point where it's embarrassing to me when I'm lecturing or giving a talk. "maze behaviors or frequent topic shifting" yes, also very difficult when trying to lecture. "Words blurred together " yes. "little or no awareness of difficulty (a young person may be aware that people often tell them to slow down or not mumble, but they do not understand why people say this)" yes, as a "young person" I couldn't tell at all until I started getting feedback on presentations and stuff. I still sound normal to me I just know I'm not because people have said and I put my linguist brain onto it and did some deduction. It's a bit uncanny when you discover a name for an extremely specific phenomenon you thought was just kind of how you are as a person.

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no caption needed

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need a bi4bi t4t m/f pairing where the girl is a giant freak and not in the "cute manic pixie" way but in the "unethical experiments in my fucked up laboratory" way and the guy is a golden retriever who thinks he can fix her. and he brings her cute bento lunches and she's like "bradley shut up put on your fucking gloves and hold this possum down so i can graft these giant grasshopper legs to it"

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She was cursed w straightness for 100yrs & first thing she does when she's free is kiss the nearest woman

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making a playlist for a scene i’m writing where someone gets beat up with hammers and there’s music playing in the room

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Scromch and Scrungle

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new sense of humor: putting the wrong death screen on video games

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Idk why but as a kid I used to get hysterically upset everytime I would imagine a gif of a rotating cow because I could never stop the cow from rotating no matter how hard I tried and I would be crying and no one knew why

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MS paint is getting layers and transparency support. This is the single greatest art news of my life.

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This is the picture Amazon sent my BIL to say the packages were “delivered to a family member directly”