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They can’t stop us now, I won’t let you die alone Because I love you so……….. sum minedai to live.

#円 ❛ prodigy entrepreneur ; ( char: Mine ) #円 ❛ so I'm prepared to put everything on the line if it's for you. ; ( char: Daigo )

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get you a man who despite his literal decades of practice repressing and hiding his emotions to survive physically cannot hide how smitten he is with you

#円 ❛ a life driven by money ; ( musings. ) #insert minedai tag here when i make it

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@stovthearted asked: " kiryu vc: i love you don't kill me "

     ❝ ⸺ . . . I beg your pardon? ❞

#stovthearted #円 ❛ safekeeper of the tojo ; ( ic. ) #円 ❛ cash flow ; ( asks. ) #円 ❛ fuck them kids ; ( crack. ) #i restrained myself from making a 'saying this he threw away his large knife' joke

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@dojimakaichou inquired: " i’ll still be here when you wake. " // [x]

The past few months had been a tumultuous time for the pair. It was to be expected, given how Mine had practically appeared before Daigo like a ghost long-since passed ( unintentional as it may have been on the entrepreneur's part ), but between their busy schedules ( of which Mine was fully prepared to drop it all to return to Daigo's side ), it was decided that the former chairman would be the one to make the global commute to and from Japan to meet with Mine fairly regularly.

Mine would've argued, insisted that the CEO's time was too valuable to put aside for his sake, but there was something in Daigo's eyes when he'd made his assertion that told him it wasn't up for debate. That, if anything, the arrangement would be beneficial to the man who appeared aged well-beyond his years ( but nevertheless remained handsome, Mine would note ). He needed the space from his work. To work away from his colleagues, that room to breathe and relax and enjoy himself in a capacity outside his work, and Mine by no means would be the one to deprive him of that opportunity.

It took some adjustment, but given the mere range of what they'd gone through leading up to this point, this very well may have been the closest to actual peace they'd manage to find. Yet, it would be dishonest for Mine to act as though he'd fully acclimated; it still felt bizarre ⸺ well beyond surreal, even, for him to wake by Daigo's side. Sleep had never come easy to the high-strung capitalist, but as of late it'd been exasperated not by nights where he could feel and hear the air passing him by at increased velocities while the ground rapidly drew near, but rather, the thought of waking up to an empty bed as he had countless nights before.

Mine would have never considered himself an easy read, but Daigo's dark eyes on him left him feeling as though the other man saw through him effortlessly. As though his soul had already been bared on full display of its own volition; never would he hesitate to offer all to the other, both body and mind if he so desired, but Daigo never asked. He needn't ask, and judging by the words that followed, he certainly could read Mine far better than he could read himself as it were.

I'll still be here when you wake.

     ❝ ⸺ And here I thought I'd been subtle. ❞ Mine's eyes shifted back to where Daigo laid beside him, lips thinning as he seemed to consider his next words.

     ❝ ⸺ I must confess, I can't help but wonder sometimes if this is all a dream. Never would I have imagined . . . ❞ That he would have ever been gifted with the opportunity to see Daigo again. That Daigo would have mourned and missed him in his absence. That he would find himself in a position where he could see the other man in this new light. Where words failed his heart soared, and although he'd indefinitely trailed off, a faint smile broke through his stoic exterior; something far softer than he would have ever consider suiting for his own face.

It was reassuring to hear he'd still be there. Even if Mine wouldn't voice it, he'd sought that comfort, that warmth and concern that extended to anyone Daigo commanded ( or even associated with ) over the years.

     ❝ ⸺ I can't begin to express how lucky a man you've made me. ❞

#dojimakaichou #円 ❛ safekeeper of the tojo ; ( ic. ) #円 ❛ cash flow ; ( asks. ) #円 ❛ maybe in my next life... I'll have what it takes to earn your respect. ; ( v: Survival )

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mine is very sensitive

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Fan art for this fic~

#円 ❛ prodigy entrepreneur ; ( char: Mine ) #円 ❛ so I'm prepared to put everything on the line if it's for you. ; ( char: Daigo )

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say you love me or ill kill you !!!

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#円 ❛ prodigy entrepreneur ; ( char: Mine ) #get out of my way ugly

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rainy day

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MINE YOSHITAKA ∙ YAKUZA 3 (2009)

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Yk some Catboy Mine and Dogboy Shinada for the fun of it

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@stovthearted inquired: " i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not. " // [x]

Kiryu was candid, but relatively sympathetic ⸺ surprisingly so given their history, and, contrary to the older man's words, very much not what he deserved. He didn't deserve the sympathy, didn't deserve Kiryu's understanding; he deserved every bit of hatred the dragon could physically harbour in his heart towards him. Hatred was something Mine understood all too well ⸺ so why did Kiryu continue to try with him?

The other's attempts at reassurance was met with the beginnings of a smirk ⸺ dry, humourless, cynical. This man who he had marked as such a liability to Daigo had seemingly endless reserves of empathy for those who'd wronged him. He seemed every bit the liability he had considered him to be, and yet, he was powerful in his own right; perhaps Mine had been mistaken in his judgement.

They were a lot more similar than the entrepreneur had initially thought. They had both given him far more chances than he had deserved, had an untraditional charisma about them that swayed others to their sides, and Mine couldn't help but think back to that very first encounter he'd had with the chairman, watching how his men had laid their lives down without so much as a second thought for his continued wellbeing.

     ❝ ⸺ . . . Why? ❞ he finally asked, head bowing as he shook it, chuckling despite himself. ❝ I've done wrong by you too many times to count. So why? You have every right to hate me. ❞

#stovthearted #円 ❛ safekeeper of the tojo ; ( ic. ) #円 ❛ cash flow ; ( asks. ) #円 ❛ maybe in my next life... I'll have what it takes to earn your respect. ; ( v: Survival )

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more prompts for your feels

“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ”  “  i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off.  ” “  what do you see when you look into my eyes?  ”   “  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”   “  i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching.  ” “  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ” “  every time you look at me i feel invisible.  ” “  loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.  ” “  i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.  ” “  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ” “  i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it.  ” “  i just want to see you smile again.  ” “  can’t you stop running for one second?  ” “  i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk.  ” “  being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain.  ” “  don’t shut me out. please.  ” “  don’t look at me like that.  ” “  the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.  ” “  i just wanted to do something good for once.  ” “  why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?  ” “  just trust me. please.  ” “  why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ” “   you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you.  ”   “  i’m not leaving you.  ” “  you’re not alone. i’m here.  ” “  you see everyone so clearly except yourself.  ” “  don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.  ” “  i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ” “  i want to be whatever it is you think i am.  ” “  you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me.  ” “  i’ll still be here when you wake.  ” “  i promise i’ll never hurt you again.  ” “  as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter.  ” “  what did they do to you?  ” “  i’m not sure i should leave you alone.  ” “  i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not.  ” “  i want to love the parts of you that you hate.  ” “  i’m scared of what you’re becoming.  ” “  i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am.  ” “  you’ll always have a home with me.  ” “  what happened to you?  ” “  i thought i’d never see you again.  ” “  you’re such a fucking coward.  ” “  i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.  ” “  you scared me.  ” “  please, don’t ever give up on me.  ” “  i’m not giving up on you. not ever.  ” “  i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved.  ”

#円 ❛ return on investment ; ( prompts. ) #i WILL do more on Mine I miss him

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chairman

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snippets

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what happened to him

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