oidanceboy

[oidanceboy]

Master Ballet Academy

#aesthetic: i brought some things i don't know if they're right

[oidanceboy]

ooc: me watching ygap live stream on youtube

#ooc: out of money

[oidanceboy]

 I don’t want a childhood, I WANT to be a ballet dancer!

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#self promo: support my brand

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ooc: thinking about billy dancing at the yagp and winning the grand prix at it

#ooc: out of money

[oidanceboy]

 I don’t want a childhood, I WANT to be a ballet dancer!

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#support my brand pls

[oidanceboy]

ooc: just saw someone refer to billy as straight letting down his gay best friend gently... folks idk about you but im not sure smooching your bestie on the lips fully unprompted is the best way to let him down gently or entirely “straight” of billy

#ooc: out of money #like this happens in the musical and movie

[oidanceboy]

 I don’t want a childhood, I WANT to be a ballet dancer!

                                                              ©

#self promo: support my brand

[oidanceboy]

Empty Hearts and Empty Dreams since your Mother Kicked you out the Nest

This blog is an exploration of : overachieving , perfectionism in Sport, toxic masculinity of men destroying self esteem , Overbearing mothers and burnout syndrome.  Independent Selective Fandomless OC , Multiverse , Written and Adored by Sam.

#supporting ballet boys everywhere #promo: i'll always be there

[oidanceboy]

ooc: y’all look at my boy dominic (my older billy fc) i love him so much

#ooc: out of money

[oidanceboy]

TOM HOLLAND Spider-Man: No Way Home — 2021

#face: william elliot #young adult and teen face: missed tellin you off : tom holland

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#reblogging this #cause look at it #look at my adult fc

[oidanceboy]

ooc: oh look its almost pride, and i never changed my icon from last year

#ooc: out of money

[oidanceboy]

#face: william elliot #adult face: missed you growin : dominic north #MY ADULT FC EVERYONE!!!

[oidanceboy]

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐭. 𝟏

i’ve made emotional ones before but also, angst?? bon appetit!

“ i can’t do this alone… “

“ i can’t do this without you. “

“ nothing is worth losing you. “

“ i can’t lose you! not again! “

“ i don’t wanna lose you! “

“ i love you… “

“ i never should’ve dragged you into this. “

“ you’re not alone, [NAME]… you never were. “

“ if something happened to you… that would be because of me. and i can’t have that. “

“ …did you know about this? “ “ this is all my fault… “

“ i/we/you lost… “

“ you won’t win. “ “ this path you’re on… it’s gonna get you killed. you know that, though; don’t you? “

“ i can’t stop. “

“ you would tell me if something was wrong. wouldn’t you? “

“ it’s like you’re not really here; even when you are. “

“ don’t you get it?! if anything happens to you, i… i don’t know what i’d do! “

“ you have no idea how important you are to me, and i’m tired of waiting for you to figure it out, and i sure as hell won’t wait to announce it over your reckless ass’ grave! “

“ no! i’m not leaving without you! “

“ i can’t do this anymore… “

“ you don’t even know me. “

“ what have you done?! “

“ you’re shaking… “

“ i’ve… made some mistakes. “

“ you are nothing to me. “

“ you were never nothing to me… “

“ stop it. enough of this self-sacrificing bullshit! stop acting like you have nobody who loves you! you have me! so no! you don’t get to be a martyr. not today! we can figure out a different plan… “

“ i would’ve done anything for you… “

“ i’d risk everything and anything for you. “

“ i’m not a good person. “

“ please don’t look at me like that… “

“ i believed in you! “

“ we can’t lose… “

“ what?! what am i supposed to do?! please! tell me, what the hell am i supposed to do?! “

“ please, just go… i’m not the kind of person anyone needs to be around right now. “

“ what happened to you? huh? what happened to you to make you this way? “

“ they’re coming for you. right? that’s why you’re pushing me away like an idiot? because you don’t want me getting hurt? “

“ nothing’s going to be as good as it was before. “

“ you lied to me! “

“ i didn’t mean for any of this to happen! “

“ i can’t trust you anymore… “

“ i know it’s selfish. god knows, ever since we met, i’ve been the reason behind every threat and danger that’s come your way. but… i honestly can’t say that i’d change a second of it. “

“ it’s been an honour knowing you. “

“ there’s nobody else i can turn to. only you. “

“ i don’t trust anybody else. not the way i trust you. “

“ we have no choice… “

“ why?! why are you helping me?! “

“ it’s too late. there’s nothing more we can do… “

“ please don’t go… don’t leave me. “

“ you are everything to me. okay? EVERYTHING. i can’t lose you… “

“ you deserve better than this… better than me… “

“ i thought i could give you a better life. instead, i’m the reason it’s gotten worse… i’m so sorry. “

#meme: lets boogie

[oidanceboy]

 I don’t want a childhood, I WANT to be a ballet dancer!

                                                              ©

#support my brand pls

[oidanceboy]

#michael: whats wrong with individuality #billy x michael : oi dancin' boy #isms: dear billy

[oidanceboy]

ooc:

everyone: so shocked and discovering the glory that is david alvarez...

me: remebering watching him win the tony.... for billy elliot

me: welcome to the party, now watch billy elliot and revel in the hilarity that bernardo is a boxer knowing he played billy elliot with me

#ooc: out of money