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lol I'm late by these are so cute. I have like a wolf cut and the purple and black is all over the place so it was hard to get precise on the hair but oh well she looks cute :)

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think I'm getting taken to the psych ward today ffs wish me luck. if I go ghost that's why

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i want long, pointy fangs. you have no idea how happy fangs would make me. give me fangs. now.

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just broke my 56hr liquid fast with some belvita biscuits. tbh not that mad about finishing it there I'm proud of myself for going over 2 days :) and tbf I felt so awful this morning and was so close to passing out that ig it's fair. also I'm working today and it's manual labour so don't wanna be passing out when I'm leading a horse lol

beginning of fast: 62.4 kg

end of fast: 59.7 kg

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bro I just wanna waste away, why is that so much to ask????

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In the mood to delete everything and go missing .

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accidently done a liquid fast yesterday so I just went with it and carried on today so like midnight tonight will be 48hrs and I don't even feel hungry woo! chuggin water and having energy drinks and low cal sports drinks :) can already feel my hip bones more it's so motivating

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reminder it’s ok to hate you’re family. u didn’t get to choose them as your family and the simple fact that they’re related to u doesn’t mean u have to love them

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Cigarettes and low cal drinks ♡

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was @imgonnapuke but i got termed im so pissed please help me find my moots

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this hurt.. bc it's too true. time to 🌟 ve

The problem is that my boyfriend is a walking thinspo and I am not.

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hugs

<3 hugs back <3

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accidently done a 24hr liquid fast lol. all I had today were 2 redbulls and a Gatorade AND I worked 2 shifts, one at both of my jobs. so I'm hoping that means I've burnt alot today, gonna weigh myself and update when my parents go to bed. today was a win and I'm gonna hype myself up about it and try and continue just liquids bc I lost 1.5kg in a day so far so yay :) literally haven't even felt hungry all day either bc I'm so busy (pic is me) <3

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the hallucinations are getting bad again, at least I have yonaka

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i love you purple i love you lavender i love you lilac i love you wisteria i love you violet i love you mauve i love you periwinkle i love you amethyst i love you

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I just wanna be okay