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STILES STILINSKI  

Teen Wolf (2011— 2017) SEASON THREE, EPISODE FOUR

#stiles stilinski #dylan o'brien

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#I HAVENT BEEN ON THS BLOG IN MONTHS AND I- #THE REUNION REALLY BROUGHT THE TEEN WOLF FANS OUT HUH OMG

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I’m sorry. I’m really, totally sorry. I just thought of something and I have to go. Really, I want it. I want to stay. I would just stay all night… I swear… But I really have to go and I don’t want to offend you.

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so I'm six years late to this party,

but talk to me about Lydia Martin, please.  

Talk to me about how a girl who wants to win a fields medal and reads about theoretical physics for fun and knows enough about chemistry to make a bomb off the top of her head ends up playing the vapid mean girl who only cares about clothes and popularity. 

Who was it?  Was it her father? Her third grade teacher?  Her mother?  Which one of the authority figures she trusted told her that girls aren’t allowed to care about math and science, let alone be good at them?  Which adult saw a little girl with so much potential that didn’t fit in their gendered boxes and tried to smother her?

Don’t give me that bullshit about how girls can care about makeup AND be smart, or that bullshit about weaponized femininity.  Do not.  Speaking as a former little girl, I can tell you that you don’t arrive at the conclusion that you have to look perfect and untouchable all the time on your own.  You don’t learn to weaponize society’s expectations of you before they’ve hurt you. 

Talk to me about a little girl who is so fascinated with the world around her and the way it works, talk to me about a little girl who is driven enough to find those answer for herself, who is dedicated enough to learn to understand them–but then her teachers give her a pat on the head and a wouldn’t you rather go play with dolls with the other girls when she starts asking questions;

but then her hand gets ignored when they’re doing science units, because the teacher doesn’t have time for more interruptions, Lydia;

but then her classmates start imitating their teachers when she asks questions or knows the answers, because that’s what children do;

but then her father buys her a barbie for Christmas instead of the chemistry set she asked for;

but then her mother takes her shopping and tells her how much prettier she’d be is she smiled, how much more fun lipstick is than science, how she has to start shaving her arms and legs now (why? because that’s what a girl does, Lydia, if you get all hairy none of the boys will ever look twice)

and she realizes that the people around her aren’t going to stop pushing until she fits into their idea of what a girl should be, of what a girl can be interested in.  so she stops asking questions in class, thanks her father for the doll, learns how to apply lipstick without a mirror and hold her image around her like a shield and a sword all at once, to keep everyone from realizing she still looks at everything around her and wants to know how. 

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Okay, what’s really going on? Are you nervous about the full moon?

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the mystery gang

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 Stiles Stilinski → un-fucking-believable grace 

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#poor baby scott mccall having to listen to his mom go through surgery

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Lay Your Head on Me

Pairing: Stiles Stilinski x Reader

Word Count: 7270

Summary: Being one of the only humans in the pack is taking a toll on Stiles. Having been through a lot and barely coming out of it alive on numerous occasions, the lasting effects have been detrimental to his self-esteem. Feeling like he can’t handle  the way he’s been feeling any longer, he decides to express his emotions after much deliberation. Luckily, his girlfriend Y/N is there to help him.

A/N: The fic is set sometime after the events in 5x05 with Stiles and Donovan. The idea for this came from my annoyance towards the teen wolf writers for not exploring the ptsd that the characters will have very much gone through, especially after what they witnessed and experienced. It was only supposed to be a short 2k fic, but once I got into it I couldn’t stop until I was genuinely happy with it, I guess. That being said, I am nervous about posting this since: a) I haven’t written anything this long before, b) I haven’t posted a fic in a while, and c) this is my first Stiles x reader fic. Because of this I would really appreciate any feedback, please don’t hesitate to let me know what you think! Also, I’m tagging @dylinski in this, as I promised her a long time ago that I’d send her the fic when I was finished with it and a promise is a promise, no matter how late it is, also I’m sorry for how long it took me to actually finish and post this.

The title is based on this song, which came up on my Spotify randomly one day after I had already started the fic, and I thought it was perfect :)

Warnings: themes of depression, anxiety, dark thoughts, mentions of death, low self-esteem, angst, swearing probably knowing me, and fluff.

GIF not mine, credit to @stilesedit​, go follow for amazing high quality gifs :)

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