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Sunsets and stars make me feel things.
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⋱ GUSTAVSSON, cain.
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he’d been staring into the fridge for almost 20 minutes now, contemplating whether the effort to make food was worth it. he sighed loudly, feeling over dramatic, as he shut the fridge door again. “i, one-hundred percent, would do anything for anyone to cook me food right now.”
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absentmindedly skimming through some outdated gossip magazine, shiloh sat at the kitchen counter. at cain’s abrupt exaggerated sigh, the brunette slightly FLINCHED, head swiftly shifting to face him. ❝ how long have you been here ? ❞ visibly perplexed, shiloh closed the magazine. ❝ only asking for science, obviously. ❞ regaining her accustomed calm countenance, she continued, ❝ even though i can’t argue with being hungry, there WON’T be a time where i’ll cook for you, while you’re just twiddling your thumbs. either all or nothing, gustavsson. ❞
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⋱ CRUZ, faye.
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“ listen, listen listen !! ” the brunette taped the person next to her shoulder, a big grin on her lips once they were both facing each other. “ ed sheeran had a girlfriend. one day ed & his pal went to her apartment & found it empty with only a paper on the counter, ” her teeth stick on her rosy lips softly, preventing the laugh forming to come out, “ his pal read the note & turned to ed with a deadpan expression & said: ed… she ran ”
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a barely audible SHRIEK made its way up shiloh’s throat due to faye’s unanticipated tapping. before she could even part her lips to ramble out something close to an apology, the other already continued. observing faye’s relative inability of containing a laugh, shiloh’s features lightened up as well. ❝ i... honestly have NO idea who this ed person is. ❞ a marginally baffled smile was visible. ❝ but if i ever need a joke to lighten up my mood, you'd definitely be the first person to call from now on. ❞
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imessage ➡️ serenity.
serenity: this is completely hypothetical but like if i were to send you a nude, would you kindly rate it out of 10? give it some constructive criticism? keep in mind, you mention anything about seeing cellulite i WILL end your life. hypothetically, of course
serenity: oh
serenity: oh my GOD. wow wrong number
serenity: ... i can still send it tho
shiloh: saying it's hypothetical but then asking whether or not to send them is a bit transparent
shiloh: this isn't me saying i wouldn't be able to give real constructive criticism though
shiloh: would probably be better than some creep's nudes in the dms back in the day
shiloh: god. now i have that image in my head again...
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⋱ WATKINS, ambrose.
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— *. TAKING a drag from their cigarette ambrose sat back, the cool breeze that always came from the ocean right at sunset blew the smoke away from him. “remind me why we’re here?” they said, turning to the person sitting next to them. lately they felt homesick and tired, they weren’t quite sure why, but they needed reassurance that coming to the island was the right decision.
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hands used to shoo away the SLIGHTEST sign of exhaled fumes, the brunette relocates herself into the opposite direction of the cigarette’s smoke, nose scrunched up. ❝ i, for one, didn’t come here to get affected by lung cancer, but to each their own, i suppose. ❞ it was unlike shiloh to act flippant, however, seeing others willingly risking their health never ceases to not cause a lump in her throat. nonetheless, the reasonable fraction inside her gained prevalence again, emerald eyes now laid on ambrose. ❝ we’ve already made it through one year and, well, we really deserve this view. ❞
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heyho, hi ! i’m incredibly late jane ( pls just ignore that the accepted post says sylvia .. i was v insecure if u catch my drift ), twenty, she & her and from the glorious gmt+2 tz. along with being an avid dc & marvel fan, memes cause 90% of my laughs which .. is sad now that i think about it but Anyways ! you’re here for shiloh and not me ( mayhaps a little bit. here’s to hoping right. ) read below at ur own risk, you’ve been warned alright .. also if you want to plot just hmu or like this & i’ll im you later !
SHILOH HARTELL — wait, you mean the AMETHYST ? yeah, i’ve heard of HER before. they’re a TWENTY-ONE year old DANIELLE CAMPBELL lookalike and identify as DEMIGIRL. people often describe them as THE ARCANE of this island. i definitely agree, though. i mean, not to be rude or anything but shiloh can be kinda PEREMPTORY and PARADOXICAL, but everyone has their bad days. however, they’re also TRUSTWORTHY and DILIGENT, which makes people admire them so much. i guess what i’m trying to say is that they’re a true gem.
BACKGROUND ( TW: CAR ACCIDENT, COMA & ALCOHOL/SMOKING MENTION )
first things first .. you can click on each word to find shiloh’s bio & headcanons but i don’t want u to waste five mins of your life so i’ll try to cut it down to three. SKSKJ
besides that i’m actually kind of proud of this kind of social media page ?? so mayhaps look at it .. if u want.
really getting started now though
born april hartell in toronto in 1996, before her younger brother june was born one year later.
( for the sake of .. lbr everything i’ll just go on calling her shiloh bc otherwise it’ll be too confusing w/ april & shiloh ) in her early yrs shiloh used to envy june and the way their parents always preferred him, but fast forward to now and shiloh’s soo very glad they did. she taught herself numerous things she probably would have never considered if she wasn’t “ignored” a good few months and even after she brought up being left out to her parents it continued.
when shiloh was twelve, her brother was diagnosed with copd or more commonly known as smoker’s lung, an obstructive lung disease which only caused the family dynamic to spiral down.
after the news sunk in the hartell’s did everything for their brother/son and during those times shiloh and june actually grew close. shiloh mostly took care of her brother when their parents went out or simply had to recharge. ( the next few sentences are from her bio bc it’s 2am n i’m tired bear with me plS ) nonetheless graduating was just as important as taking care of june. shiloh has been known as some kind of a contradiction during her school years, always being excessively studious and getting straight a’s while being surrounded by other popular kids due to being the cheerleading co-captain. at the time her schoolmates didn’t know anything about shiloh’s home life as she preferred to keep it that way. hanging out with them gave her a few hours of calmness, despite most of them trashing other people’s property or trying to set her up with the most basic but popular guy, until they realized she apparently had no interest in any form of relationship. but what no one, except for her brother, knew was that shiloh in fact had a friends with benefits agreement with some messed up guy from a local university. shiloh always told june it wasn’t serious in the slightest and she probably wouldn’t even talk to him if he didn’t have his own demons to deal with.
shiloh always blamed her father for june’s disease as it was caused by him smoking every day and having june next to him almost all the time. while shiloh never wanted to become like her father, years later she believes she did despite trying truly everything not to.
at age eighteen shiloh changed her name legally, now using april as a middle name and nickname for her parents to use. ( once again copied from her bio rip ) ever since graduating shiloh started making videos to compensate for the lack of other distractions, as she wasn’t interested in meaningless hookups anymore either. being exposed to even more knowledge and terms than before, the brunette found herself more and more.
while spiralling down due to constant pressure at home and online shiloh had weak moments of consuming too much alcohol which only caused to cloud her judgement. it was june’s eighteenth birthday when shiloh made a fatal mistake, driving while intoxicated caused their car to hit a tree and damage its occupants.
it wasn’t until one month later that shiloh woke up from a coma, as disorientated and concerned as ever. when she caught the sight of her brother without any severe injuries shiloh was finally able to breathe normally again, not realizing her heart rate went up significantly just moments before.
even though june always claimed the crash didn’t worsen his condition, shiloh kept blaming herself just like she blamed their father for what he did to her younger brother. during that time shiloh started seeing similarities between herself and him that didn’t even exist.
once again distancing herself from her family shiloh put out more and more videos. as she gained subscribers rapidly, shiloh decided to talk about her private life for the first time publicly, hoping it’ll help people in similar situations.
getting mostly positive feedback and encouraging comments, shiloh approached her family again. she tried making peace with her own mind about everything that happened in the past, almost promising herself to not act the same way ever again.
as june’s condition got worse year after year, it hit its lowest point in 2016. no temporary treatment helped and the family’s former inherited fortune shrunk every year after trying one high-priced experimental endeavour prior to another. shiloh and her family got closer during that time once again, but her parents also insisted on her being able to have a life on her own. 
while applying to the closest car shop to become a mechanic, shiloh cut all ties to social media in the process after making one last youtube video explaining why. 
as her family heard of the gem theory they believed it’d be for a good cause to set shiloh up for it. being skeptical at first, shiloh put more thought into it. what if it meant the money she’d receive could be used for yet another attempt at finding a cure for her brother, or even the organization itself developing one ? after a few tests shiloh was all too familiar with, the result of being a perfect fit for the project surprised her to a degree. while hoping to partake in the experiment for the sake of her younger brother, shiloh simultaneously didn’t want to leave her hometown for the very same reason. having a long talk with june, however, convinced shiloh to be a part of the gem theory. still being skeptical, she hoped for some kind of silver lining.
PERSONALITY ( TW: ALCOHOL & SMOKING MENTION )
as mentioned above shiloh is very eager to learn about basically everything. she always needs something to keep her occupied. as megan abbott once wrote there's something dangerous about the boredom of teenage girls and while the quote is only semi-fitting it definitely can be used to describe shiloh’s high school years, always fooling around and screwing up while maintaining this picture perfect kind of image as co-captain of the cheer squad and a straight a student.
contradiction has always been a big part of shiloh, balancing between two stereotypes if you will: nerd vs. popular kid, first born vs. being the “lesser” child, being incredible romantic vs. meaningless hookups, keeping all feelings in vs. letting them all out at once, not believing in anything that can’t be touched/seen vs. believing in aliens.
absolutely despises cigarettes, blunts and everything else that can be smoked.
believes that wearing glitter as highlighter takes her closer to the stars and aliens.
the only alcoholic beverage she regularly consumes is any type of red wine.
for the first time in her life, shiloh’s been away from her family for more than a month. while appreciating being able to live her own life, homesickness hits her a lot.
shiloh’s a very structured person, disliking chaos and things that don’t seem to make any sense. suffering from ocd especially intensifies the former along with spending up to an hour with things such as rearranging belongings again and again, something others probably wouldn’t even notice. back when shiloh did youtube videos those had to have a certain length as well, sometimes even having to be re-filmed.
being on the island gives shiloh a bad taste in her mouth more often than not with everything that happened. as she’s a person who doesn’t necessarily likes being observed after her online presence, shiloh’s reminding herself of the promise she gave her family of not returning without anything more than ever.
this was all soo v serious omfg. but have this little fun ig tidbit that the only meme shiloh’s familiar with is that snl sketch dear sister bc she used to love the o.c. which inspired it so have that. keysmash
WANTED CONNECTIONS
alrigHT this is not to toot my own horn bc Yikes ! MXALDKS but i’m best at brainstorming and rambling when it comes to connections but will try to add some general ones to this part later or tomorrow as in monday bc it’s already past 3am n i’m [ madison beer vc ] dead.
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moodboard for shiloh hartell.
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aesthetic for shiloh hartell.                             some days i feel EVERYTHING,              others are numbing.                             can n e v e r find the in between,                                                        it's A L L or nothing.
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3in1 with bambi.
❝ you can come in now ! ❞ shiloh’s voice pulsated through the shared room’s door with excitement. she hasn’t been this nervous yet enthusiastic ever since the first weeks on the crystal isles almost a year ago. throat on the verge of drying out, the brunette swiftly tried to brush aside all thoughts involving the arrival, avery, the way he went behind her back and the life shiloh had to leave in toronto, including what minho and she knew about this once-in-a-lifetime experience momentarily. glancing at the younger brunette, who now could be seen standing in the door frame rather than wholly entering the room, brought shiloh back to reality. sincere smile once again spreading on her features, she examined the other’s expression, hoping for a positive reaction. closing the door, bambi took a few steps forward, the surprise being more and more evident. ❝ is that... a camera ? ❞ as bambi shook her head in disbelief due to her own words, an inaudible laugh took over shiloh’s mien. ❝ i mean, of course it is. but what is it doing in our room ? ❞ exhaling once, shiloh sat down on her bed, eyes focused on the floor. ❝ you probably don’t remember since you had all those germs swirling around in your head, not to mention all the medicine you had to take and well, we talked about a whole lot of stuff, but i used to do this for fun back home. just sitting somewhere, talking to the camera, or sometimes doing challenges with friends and definitely embarrassing ourselves for days and uploading almost all those videos onto youtube. i never really understood how people managed to produce videos daily or even just weekly for their subscribers when they worked full-time or studied, because while i didn’t want to abandon anyone, it just didn’t work out as i started to become a me— ❞ abruptly being interrupted, shiloh’s head spun upwards now facing bambi, glances of surprise being visible. ❝ a mechanic. believe it or not, i remember everything you told me, the embarrassing stories are more present, though. but i wouldn’t say half a million subs are nothing, eh ? ❞ both laughing, shiloh’s stomach once again didn’t know how to properly handle her affection, only resulting in reddening cheeks. hoping the other wouldn’t notice, she tried covering up the slight unease. ❝ go on, mock the canadian in me, i can take it. but only if you help me with this video, it’s a special one. ❞ before bambi could even remotely think about answering, shiloh continued, ❝ ever since i stopped doing youtube, i didn’t feel this constant need to use or even have social media, but right now, here, i feel like it could help me treasure certain moments. so, bambi álvarez, would you do me the honor and film this last youtube, but not really for youtube, video which involves truth or dare, never have i ever and would you rather with moi ? ❞ a quick nod accompanied by a smile and everything was settled.
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Scream 3 (2000) directed by Wes Craven.
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Car Radio, Twenty One Pilots.
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malitiosa:
YOUR STEREOTYPICAL MASCULINE SIDE
you love hoodies.  you love shorts.   dogs are better than cats.  it’s hilarious when people get hurt.   shopping is torture.   sad movies suck.   you own a car racing game.   you played with hot wheels cars as a kid.   at some point in time you wanted to be a fire fighter.   you owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.  you used to be obsessed with power rangers.   you have watched sports on tv.   gory movies are cool.   you go to your dad for advice.   you own like a trillion baseball caps.   you used to collect hockey or baseball cards.   baggy sweats are cool to wear.   it’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.   green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours.   you love to go crazy and not care what people think.   sports are fun.   you talk with food in your mouth.   you sleep with your socks on at night.   you have fished at least once.
YOUR STEREOTYPICAL FEMININE SIDE
you love to shop.   you wear eyeliner.   you wear the color pink.   you go to your mom to talk.   you consider cheerleading a sport.   you hate wearing the color black.   you like going to the mall.   you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.   you like wearing jewelry.   you cried watching the notebook.   dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.   shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.  you don’t like the movie star wars.   you are/were in gymnastics.   it takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.   you smile a lot more than you should.   you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.   you care about what you look like.  you like wearing dresses when you can. you like wearing high heel shoes.  you used to play with dolls as little kid.   you like putting make-up on others.   you like being the star of everything.
APPEARANCE
i am shorter than 5’5”. i have scars. i tan easily. i wish my hair was a different color.   i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.  i have a tattoo. i am self-conscious about my appearance. i’ve had/have braces. i’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger. i have more than two piercings. i have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
EXPERIENCES
i’ve gotten lost in my city. i’ve seen a shooting star. i’ve wished on a shooting star.  i’ve seen a meteor shower. i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.  i’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. i’ve been to a casino. i’ve been skydiving. i’ve gone skinny-dipping. i’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. i’ve crashed a car. i’ve been skiing. i’ve been in a musical. i’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. i’ve seen the northern lights. i’ve sat on a rooftop at night.  i’ve played a prank on someone.  i’ve ridden in a taxi. i’ve seen the rocky horror picture show. i’ve eaten sushi. i’ve been snowboarding.
HONESTY/CRIME
i’ve done something i promised someone else i wouldn’t. i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t. i’ve snuck out. i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.  i’ve cheated while playing a game. i’ve ran a red light. i’ve witnessed a crime. i’ve been in a fist fight. i’ve been arrested.
DEATH AND SUICIDE
i’m afraid of dying. i hate funerals. i’ve seen someone/something dying. someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. i’ve written a eulogy for myself.
RANDOM
i can sing well. stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. i open up to others easily. i watch the news. i don’t kill bugs. i sing in the shower. i am a morning person. i paid for a cell phone ring tone. i am a sports fanatic. i twirl my hair. i care about grammar. i have “?”’s in my screen name. i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day. i bake well. my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. i would wear pajamas to school. i like martha stewart. i know how to shoot a gun. i laugh at my own jokes. i eat fast food weekly. i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class. i can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room. i am ticklish. i love white chocolate. i bite my nails. i’m good at remembering faces. i’m good at remembering names. i’m good at remembering dates. i honestly have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
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sullivanmock:
BOLD what applies to your muse.
PLACE IN SOCIETY
financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty.
medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.
class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.
education: qualified / unqualified / studying.
criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no.
FAMILY
married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated.
has a child or children / has no children / wants children.  
close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased.
orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s).
TRAITS + TENDENCIES
extroverted / introverted / in between.
disorganized / organized / in between.
close minded / open-minded  / in between.
calm / anxious / in between.
disagreeable / agreeable / in between.
cautious / reckless / in between.
patient / impatient / in between.
outspoken / reserved / in between.
leader / follower / in between.
empathetic / unemphatic / in between.
optimistic / pessimistic / in between.
traditional / modern / in between.
hard-working / lazy / in between.
cultured / un-cultured / in between.
loyal / disloyal / in between.
faithful / unfaithful / unknown.
BELIEFS:
monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic.
belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.
belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.
belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.
belief in aliens: yes  / no / don’t know / don’t care.
religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.
philosophical: yes / no.
OPINIONS
pro-choice / anti-abortion /  doesn’t know or on the fence.
pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence.
pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty  / doesn’t know or on the fence.
pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence.
left wing / right wing / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.
SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION
heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual.
sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable.
romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable.
sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious.
potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.
potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.
ABILITIES
combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.
literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.
HABITS
drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 
other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
medicinal drugs: never / sometimes  / frequently / to excess. 
indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 
splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
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anyone else have a heart thats too soft….. a marshmallow heart…… tempur-pedic mattress heart…. a cotton candy heart…..
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name aesthetic: Shiloh
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