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o-farol · 5 years
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Escrever é o abrigo dos desesperados [...]
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“E com a mesma corda que eu me seguro, eu me enforco.”
— Caio Fernando Abreu.  
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o-farol · 5 years
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pra mim, o tempo já passou faz tempo, mas pra você ficar, talvez, não basta o sentimento
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o-farol · 6 years
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ecstasy.
☾ “i’m talking about your body / talking about your everything / but where are you?”
pairing: Chan x reader
genre: smut, fluff at the end
warnings: sexual content, cursing
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this is,, my first smut scenarios and i stared at it for half an hour before deciding to post it. have mercy please 
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it was one of the many evenings you had spent alone. the prize to pay when you have a kpop star as a boyfriend. as usual, you were in the bathtub, a glass of red wine in one hand and the other touching the bubbles forming in the hot water. Chan always told you not to wait for him awake, but you tried every night, hoping that he would come back home earlier. but he never did, he usually worked until 4am. 
you [11:47pm]: i miss you.
you knew it wasn’t his fault, you knew he loved his job. you knew you were being selfish. but still, you wanted him to be home. with you. you wanted to fall asleep with him. you wanted to cook for him. you wanted to run your fingers through his curly hair while watching a movie. 
channie [12:01am]: i miss you too, babe. it’s late, you should go to sleep.
you drank the remaining wine in the glass and carefully placed it on the ground. the transition between the hot water and the cold in the room made you shiver. you grabbed Chan’s towel and put it around your body, you still had some soap subs on your back and on your feet. you grabbed your phone and put on some music, body by mino was playing while you were putting on the t-shirt that your boyfriend wore the previous day. you loved sleeping wearing his t-shirts. they smelled of him, you felt him closer. you didn’t mind the sweat, honestly. 
the rain was violently hitting on the window. you looked out, it was so dark you couldn’t see anything. you couldn’t help but wonder if your boyfriend had an umbrella. you lay on the bed, grabbed the book you left on your night stand and opened it on the right page, skimming the chain of nouns, verbs and punctuation. your eyes started to slowly shut, but the notification on your phone woke you up.
channie [12:36am]: still awake?
you [12:36am]: i was just going to sleep. see u tomorrow, love you.
channie [12:37am]: gnight babe, love you too. 
✓ read [12:37am].
you turned off the lights, put your book back on the night stand and fell asleep hugging your boyfriend’s pillow, inhaling the sweet vanilla scent on it.
channie [4:52am]: babe i think i forgot my keys this morning.
channie [4:55am]: babe?
[4:57am] missed call by channie.
you woke up right before the ringtone stopped. you read the texts, the bright screen made your eyes hurt, you looked for the light switch with your hands. you immediately ran towards the door, unlocked it and found yourself in front of a sweaty and tired Chan. “sorry, i was sleeping” he approached to you “it’s fine, i shouldn’t have left my keys here this morning” a smile, which looked more like a smirk, appeared on his face. he was still walking towards you and, for some unknown reason, you just stepped back, until you hit the wall. he put a hand on your cheek “i missed you so much today, babe” and he started to plant kisses on your forehead, on your cheek and finally on your neck “i need you” he whispered against your skin. his warm breath and deep voice gave you goose bumps. he picked you up on your legs and pushed you more against the wall. his kisses became more passionate and violent, his breath became heavier and you started to feel the bump in his sweatpants. “C-Chan” you sweetly moaned his name and he suddenly put his hands on your ass, aggressively squeezing it. you grabbed the limb of your t-shirt, about to take it off, but when he noticed that, he stopped and looked at you “not yet” his voice was increasingly deepening. 
he headed towards the bedroom, holding you close to his body, you could feel the sweat on his chest. he delicately placed you on the bed, his lips still connected with your skin. you knew you would have found blue and purple spots on your neck, the next morning. “did you miss me, baby girl?” his hands slowly went under your t-shirt, exploring your skin “i missed you so much, Chan” he raised the limbs of your t-shirt and started to gently kiss your skin, going from your breasts down on your stomach, stopping right above the edge of your panties. he looked at them and smiled “they’re my favorite” he moved his gaze to your eyes. he gave you that expensive underwear set for valentine’s day, it was kind of a ritual, he did that every year. his face was now extremely close to yours and your lips finally connected in a passionate kiss. he tasted like coffee and cinnamon and every time your tongues touched, you wanted more. his lips were addicting and you were in ecstasy. his hands slowly slid on your underwear, his fingers tracing imaginary shapes against your wet core. “Chan, please..” you moaned between the kisses, he pulled away for a second “don’t rush, baby girl, relax” as your tongues started to dance together again, you pushed your hips towards his hands and he grasped your message. his hand quickly slid in your panties and, without any forewarning, he pushed two fingers inside of you. you arched your back and tossed your head backwards, running your fingers through his hair. he sped up his pace, stimulating your clit with his thumb. your legs felt extremely weak and you started to shiver “Chan i’m c-cl-” your boyfriend suddenly pulled away his fingers. you opened wide your eyes, finding a smirking Chan right in front of you “i told you not to rush”. 
he took off your t-shirt, showing off your breasts “you’re beautiful”. you could feel his hard member pressing against your thigh, he lowly moaned. he sit on the armchair in front of the bed “dance for me” “what?” you said confused “i said dance for me” he looked too serious, almost scaring you. but you couldn’t lie, it was definitely exciting. you slowly stood up and started to move your hips, keeping eye contact with him. he bit his lip, watching you moving with your eyes closed and your hands in your hair, approaching to him. you sit on his lap, still swinging your hips. he placed his hands on your breasts, looking into your eyes. you planted sweet kisses on his neck, sucking on the right spot, where you knew he loved it, and you felt his breath becoming heavier. your core brushed against his erection still in his sweatpants. you looked at him, his innocent eyes were needy of you, they were begging you, he rarely looked that submissive. he needed you, you could feel it, you could see it. and you needed him. you slid down and off his pants and underwear, exposing his cock already bouncing against his abdomen. 
he picked you up and put you on the bed with your legs wide open. the look into his eyes completely changed, his eyes were full of lust, he pushed his cock inside you violently, making you arch your back and loudly moan his name. all the nights you spent alone in your bed became a distant memory. all the times you cried in the shower, all the times you called him in the middle of the night without receiving an answer, all the times he stood you up, calling you ten minutes before the dinner with his friends, it all was a distant memory. you felt full, you felt alive. he owned every cell in your body and he knew that, he knew that so fucking well. you were in love with him, even if sometimes you just wished you never met him, even if sometimes you just wanted an ordinary relationship. you were in love with him. you were in love with the way he took care of you even when he wasn’t there. you were in love with his kisses, with his hair, with his voice, with the way he fucked you after a tiring day. he put your leg on his shoulder, in order to go deeper. “fuck, y/n” his hand was on your neck “scream my name” you struggled to speak “i said fucking scream my name, y/n” you screamed with all the air in your lungs, your face was bright red “what a good girl. now on your knees, show me your cute ass, baby girl”. you obeyed. he exactly knew what to say, what to do, to make you feel good. he smacked your ass, leaving a bright red mark on it. he pushed again inside your core, this time even more aggressively. his pace was fast and every time he thrusted, he went deeper and deeper. “you are so tight for me, baby girl” tears were now falling down your cheeks “you’ve been waiting for this, huh? you’ve been waiting for me to fuck you this hard, don’t you?” you groaned as he squeezed your boobs “answer” “y-yes, i-i did” “you did what?” “Chan- fuck! i’ve been waiting for you to fuck me like this” he pressed his chest onto your backs, a loud moan came out of your mouth as your walls tightened around his veins.
he immediately ordered you to turn, ignoring your heavy breath and the tears in your eyes. “suck” he looked into your eyes. you put your hand around his cock, licking the head of it. he thrusted inside your mouth, moving his hips slowly. your lips around his member made him groan, he grabbed your hair and pushed your head up and down “fuck, you look so good with my cock in your mouth, babe”. his abdomen started to shiver, his grip on your hair became weaker. you took control of the situation, your hands were now slowly touching his chest while your head was bobbing up and down and your mouth slid all the way down until you couldn’t breath anymore. as soon as you pulled away, he released all over your breasts, while moaning your name.
he lay beside you, catching his breath. his hand was holding yours tight. he looked at you, putting a strand of hair behind your ear, admiring you like a work of art, with sweat coming down of your forehead “oh shit, what a mess” his voice went back to normal, the look in his eyes was different, now they were full of pure and innocent love, completely in contrast with how needy and passionate they looked a few minutes back. he cleaned up your breasts using some tissues and you admired him in all his beauty. his body was perfectly sculpted, his messy brown hair were dripping sweat, his soft and warm hands were caressing your body. “i’m sorry, y/n” his eyes were full of tears “i’m sorry i’m always busy, i’m sorry i’m not here when you need me, i’m sorry you always wait for me at night, i’m sorry you always fall asleep alone, without me holding you tight” tears started to run on his cheeks. you wiped them away with your hand “Chan, don’t worry, things will get better” you kissed him on his forehead, running your fingers through his hair. you placed your head on his chest, your naked bodies completely connected, his fingers tracing flowers and clouds on your back, the pink and orange light illuminating your hands tied together. 
“i love you, y/n, i always will”. and he would.
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o-farol · 6 years
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Broken Promises
Request: Can you make a angry chan smut please?
Summary: Your boyfriend is the boss of a mafia gang and he made you promise only one thing and you broke the promise. Angry sex on his office desk.
A/N: Oh boi i forgot how much i live for the mafia! aus like literally they’re my fave thing ever please let me write more. Also I think I’m way better at written scenarios than at bulletpoint ones but let me know what you prefer!!!
Pairing: Reader X Chan
word count: 2.4k
Genre: smut, mafia! au
Requests are open!! 
EDIT: SMUT PART IS UNDER READ MORE NOW SO NO ONE CAN ACCIDENTALLY READ IT
Chan would never take you to one of his business meetings. He had sworn to himself to keep you safe no matter what. But when he receives the call he has been waiting for for days he’s in the car with you, on his way to a fancy dinner. The fancy dinner he wanted to take you to as an apology because recently he has had spend almost no time with you. Being a well known mafia boss certainly comes with a whole lot of responsibility. You knew well what he did and that he couldn’t just take a day off like a normal office job could. You weren’t angry or upset with him, honestly you were glad he was still in one piece every time you saw him. 
It was an important information trade and Chan had to do it himself there was no way to push this to a later time or date it had to be done now. He sighed. The other person was also well know for being impatient so he wouldn’t even have enough time to take you back home. 
“Babe you know I promised you this dinner and we will go to this dinner, but…”
“Business call, I know.”
“I don’t think it’ll take long, I promise to be quick okay? You just have to sit in this nice bulletproof car and don’t do anything stupid. And for the love of god don’t get out of the car whatever happens, got that?”
“Yes Chan, I got it. And don’t get any blood stains on your suit or we’ll have to get back home to get changed afterwards.”
He gave you a quick but loving kiss before he got out of the car. You were in an empty car park with only a few other cars parked around. Chan had a briefcase in his hand, standing there just in the middle of the parking lot when 3 other black cars pulled up. You watched them discussing something heatedly and you wished the other members were there too. 
You had only looked away for a few seconds to check the time on your phone when you turned back to see a gun pressed to Chans temple, his gaze completely unfazed. They knew you were in this car. The windows were tinted but you were 100% sure they knew. Suddenly your phone rang. You looked at the display.
“H-hello?”
“Listen Love we all know you are in this car, tinted windows can’t fool us and neither can your lovely boyfriends lies. You either get out right now or you can say bye-bye to him.”
You were shaking, tears building up in your eyes. Chan has told you so many times if a situation like this occurs you need to listen to his instructions and in this case you knew you shouldn’t get out of the car. But you wouldn’t let him just get shot, you knew and he also knew that. When you opened the door to get out he desperately tried to tell you to get back into the car, to turn around, to run, but a filthy hand was pressed against Chans mouth making it impossible to form words.
You walked closer, tears running down your cheeks, towards your boyfriend, when you hear two safety catches being released with a clicking noise. One gun is still pressed against your boyfriends head, one is pointing at you from a few meters away. 
“Any last words?”
Before you can say anything you hear a muffled gun shot and before you can even realise what happened Chan is grabbing your hand and runs with you back to the car, slamming the door shut and instructing the driver with the destination. When you look back you can only see several bodies and a black car drifting away with squeaking tires. Chan looks like a mixture of relieved and really really angry. He picks out his phone and calls several members. Turns out the others had definitely smuggled a tracker in your purse, one of Jeongins, the Groups youngest a specialist in all things revolving around IT and hacking, usually the one supplying information, newest little toys, that also recorded audio. They had followed you for a while but after a little incident Minho, the groups weapon expert and unbelievable sniper, made it just in time to a good spot and saved both of your asses. 
The whole car ride long Chan didn’t speak a single word with you. He was busy with various calls but also he was so damn angry. You broke one of the few promises you gave him and he had lectured you for hours how important it was that you’d listen to him. When you arrived at the head quarters Chan went straight off to do some business things and you were greeted by Felix. He was the most cheerful and loving person you ever met, but also the groups best and most famous hitman. You didn’t know how it worked out together but he was undefeated in that position. He took care of you and comforted you, telling you he completely understood why you acted this way but he also understood why Chan was upset. You always felt a lot better after talking to him. Suddenly you received a text form Chan.
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o-farol · 6 years
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First Time with Chan
Request: make the first time thingy a series for the legal members!! // could you please do a first time for chan? thank you // can you write a smut where Chan fingers you whilst you watch a movie with the boys?
also again for the sake of this scenario we’ll pretend you live in your own place together with Chan not in the dorm with all the boys
A/N: i suffered, also I think I come straight from hell
Chan if you happen to have a tumblr and ever come across this post!! I’m sorry for making up a story of how you’d be in bed!! However if you think this post is inaccurate feel free to prove me wrong
Genre: smut !!! fingering, oral and sex !! read at your own risk of you’re smol I’m not gonna be the one who ruined you
Request are open!! I’m just lazy af
Other members: Minho | Woojin | Changbin
okay so it’s weekly movie night at the dorm with all the other boys
bc Chan and Woojin moved out to live with their s/o they all try to do this once a week
and Chan has been really needy all day clinging to you every free minute he had
so you arrive at the dorm and everyone is hyper and excited and it’s all one big mess
you get in your usual position at the one end of the sofa, Minho next to you two, dragging a giant blanket over you and Chan
the younger members all sit on the floor in front of the sofa fucking around with each other as usual
you always sit on Chans lap or between his legs bc the sofa isn’t that big and Chan loves cuddling you
but today he’s cursing that habit bc you just won’t keep still on his lap and he’s like lord give me strength tonight
he’s been thinking a lot about asking you to go further than heated make out sessions lately but he just can’t get over his own awkwardness like you just can’t ask the girl of your dreams for sex can you
he’s been staring at the ceiling for roughly 5 minutes now and Felix is just like are you okay mate
and he snaps out of his praying to god for strength state and just fakes a casual smile
but by now you have caught on with whats wrong with Chan and decide a bit of teasing could be fun
so you wiggle around a bit more on purpose
bend down to the coffee table to get your glass of water so Chan gets a full view of your ass
you can feel him slowly get hard but he has had enough and with a firm grip on your hips he holds you still and bc the movie has started now anyways you decide to let him live for a while longer
Chan pays zero attention to the movie even though you had stopped moving he couldn’t stop his thoughts
so he decides it’s time for payback
he starts with trailing his fingers over your tummy drawing circles and patterns
something he does quite often so you don’t suspect anything yet
but his fingers travel lower, dipping underneath your sweatpants as he begins drawing circles on your clit through you panties
you gasp and quickly pretend to cough only drawing attention to yourself
Chan remains completely unfazed as you make up an excuse, only applying more pressure, leaving you stuttering
when the others have returned their attention to the movie you lean back to him and are like what the hell do you think your doing???
and he’s like you only got yourself to blame princess
you kinda wanna murder him but by now his hand has found his way underneath the hem of your panties and the way he’s working his fingers is too good to stop him
you’re a bit scared the others will notice but the blanket hides every motion as long as you can keep your mouth shut so you just pray he won’t go any further
which you are disappointed with bc about 20 seconds later he slowly pushes a finger inside you making you release a high pitched gasp which luckily fitted the scary movie scene perfectly
no ones really suspicious besides Minho next to you two who had guessed from the start what was going on
Chan adds another finger and keeps going at a steady pace, curling them upwards to hit your spot everytime
you let your head fall back on his shoulder, breathing heavily you whisper in his ear are you really gonna do this??? make me come here in front of all the other members?
and he’s like why do you want me to stop now? knowing very well you won’t stop him so close to your release
he gives you a dumb smirk and quickens his pace make sure to rub your clit with the palm of his hand
you just close your eyes and hope no one will see in the dark room and question it, completely losing yourself as you see tiny stars dancing behind your eyes coming undone
you wait until you somehow steadied your breath, turn around to kiss Chan and murmur Christopher Bang if you don’t take me home right now and finally sleep with me I’m going to literally murder you
and Chan is completely shook and surprised by what you said but you’re like whatever it’s all or nothing now you didn’t have the courage to ask him for so long now fits perfectly
he stares at you for like 10 seconds until he abruptly gets up and announces you two have to leave immediately bc you’re feeling unwell
everyone is really concerned and tells you to get better soon as you walk to the door
everyone besides Minho who yells y/n isn’t feeling unwell you two are sinners get out of this dorm whilst laughing hysterically
but you don’t care anymore bc as soon as the door closed Chan has you pushed up against the wall finally kissing you like he wanted to for hours
his hands tangled up in your hair, wandering all over your body, kisses messy and full of need
when he finally pulls away to catch his breath you’re like okay we actually need to make it our flat like now!!!
luckily it’s not a long way and as soon as you stepped through your front door Chan just continues right where he stopped in the hallway
usually he’s like really dorky and funny and awkward but sometimes he’s not
sometimes he’s full of confidence and hot af
this sometimes was right now and you didn’t know how well you could handle it
he pulls his shirt over his head throwing it somewhere in the living room, yours following right after
without breaking the kiss he walks you backwards through the apartment to your bedroom
when he sees that this isn’t working out too well without you two bumping into something every few seconds he decides to just pick you up, hands firm on your butt
he throws you onto the bed (gently ofc he still knows how to treat you like a princess) and crawls over you
do you know how long I’ve waited for this but never dared to ask because I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable and force you to do anything
he kisses your jawline, down to your neck leaving hickies along the way
his hands have already made their way back to your panties rubbing circles over your clit
until he gets annoyed with your sweatpants and discards them along with his own somewhere in the room
gets rid of your underwear right away bc they’re annoying too
you try to cover yourself up a bit and start to blush but he compliments how gorgeous and perfect you are and lifts the mood he makes you feel so comfortable
kisses his way down your chest and tummy but then avoids where you want him the most to kiss his way up your thighs
and you’re like don’t tease me anymore Chan I fucking dare you
you expect him to come back up to you and kiss you again but instead this mf goes straight for eating you out
now you probably know what heaven feels like bc fckn hell
he starts by slowly licking up your folds, gently sucking at your clit when he reaches it just to see you reaction
and you almost sit upright, letting out a high pitched moan like wtf Chan???
he just chuckles at your reaction the vibrations right at your core making you shudder
holding your hips down so you have no where to go you’re fully at his mercy and rn he didn’t have any mercy
he alternates between flicking his tongue over your clit and licking up your folds, slowly licking into you, making your toes curl and his name leaving your lips repeatedly
you’re almost at your high again as he looks up to you with dark eyes and a devilish grin and picks up the pace
you’re dripping wet and honestly all that you want at this point is for Chan to fuck the living daylights out of you but you weren’t gonna give him the satisfaction of wording it like that
so in between moans and pants you barely make out an Chan, i need more, i need you
but the desperation in your voice is enough for him to press one last kiss on your clit and move back up to you
he gets rid of his boxers that were way too tight anyways and reaches for a condom
that had been in this drawer for weeks just in case he did manage to man up and talk to you
he kisses you with some much passion and love as he lets his tip run a long your folds teasing you and you’re head is spinning already, begging him to stop messing with you
he slowly pushes inside careful not to hurt you, constantly looking you in the eyes and reassuring if you’re okay
it does hurt a bit and feel uncomfortable at first but he pushes all the way in and waits for you to adjust whilst pressing loving kisses everywhere he can reach
when you’ve finally adjusted you urge him on to move bc you’re still dripping wet and needy af
he goes at a slow pace at first, almost pulling all the way out before pushing back in
but you need more!! your broken whining voice calling for him to fuck you harder was something Chan didn’t know before but certainly needed in his life
he happily obliged to your wishes but still he knew it was your first time together so he didn’t go all the way he could
he still didn’t want to hurt you after all
he knew you were close to your release when your walls clenched around him, which also got him closer to his release in no time
sneaked a finger between you to rub your clit which almost immediately resulted in you reaching your high
you were pretty sure the whole neighbourhood knew Chans name now as your vision went white and you panted heavily
he was exactly the same, exhausted and panting hard, as he rolled himself next to you
neither of you said anything for like 5 minutes bc you couldn’t
until he just laughed and looked at you
i love you and i should have definitely asked you sooner bc this was the best thing ever
he’s a good boyfriend he gets up to get you a towel to clean yourself, gives you one of his giant t-shirts to sleep in and cuddles you all night
makes you breakfast in bed in the morning!!! but also makes fun of your wobbly walk when you decide to finally get out of bed
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Antigamente, se bem me lembro, minha vida era um festim no qual todos os corações exultavam, no qual corriam todos os vinhos.
Uma noite, sentei a Beleza em meus joelhos.
– E achei-a amarga.
– E injuriei-a. Armei-me contra a justiça.
Conjurei os verdugos para morder, na minha agonia, a culatra de seus fuzis. Conjurei as pragas, para afogar-me na areia, no sangue.
Fiz da desgraça a minha divindade. Refocilei na lama. Enxuguei-me ao ar do crime. E preguei boas peças à loucura.
- Rimbaud
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“E só eu sei o quanto doeu ver a melhor coisa do mundo indo embora. Doeu um, dois dias. No terceiro, a melhor coisa do mundo virou a melhorzinha. Que virou a décima melhor. Que virou nada.”
— Tati Bernardi.
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o-farol · 6 years
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...Um dia descobrimos que beijar uma pessoa para esquecer outra, é bobagem. 
Você não só não esquece a outra pessoa como pensa muito mais nela... 
Um dia nós percebemos que as mulheres têm instinto "caçador" e fazem qualquer homem sofrer ... 
Um dia descobrimos que se apaixonar é inevitável... 
Um dia percebemos que as melhores provas de amor são as mais simples... 
Um dia percebemos que o comum não nos atrai...
Um dia saberemos que ser classificado como "bonzinho" não é bom... 
Um dia perceberemos que a pessoa que nunca te liga é a que mais pensa em você... 
Um dia saberemos a importância da frase: "Tu te tornas eternamente responsável por aquilo que cativas..." 
Um dia percebemos que somos muito importante para alguém, mas não damos valor a isso... 
Um dia percebemos como aquele amigo faz falta, mas ai já é tarde demais... 
Enfim... 
Um dia descobrimos que apesar de viver quase um século esse tempo todo não é suficiente para realizarmos 
todos os nossos sonhos, para beijarmos todas as bocas que nos atraem, para dizer o que tem de ser dito... 
O jeito é: ou nos conformamos com a falta de algumas coisas na nossa vida ou lutamos para realizar todas 
as nossas loucuras...
Quem não compreende um olhar tampouco compreenderá uma longa explicação
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o-farol · 6 years
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You had a very hard day. I’m proud of you for not giving up; for your strength and versatility. That is courage. That is bravery!
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o-farol · 6 years
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Parabéns para você, que tem um sonho. Que não desiste, apesar do que falam. Que não se abala, apesar do medo.
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o-farol · 6 years
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A arte, felizmente, ainda não soube encobrir a verdade.
Oscar Wilde
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