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never ask a woman her age a man his salary your mutual how late it is in her timezone when she starts posting about that bisexual man

#not my fault all those **** ***** posts keep coming round at an ungodly hour of the night -_-

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put down the chat gpt. consume too much caffeine and nicotine and write a paper that you barely understand while you approach hallucination territory from too little sleep and too much raging. engage with academia in the way god intended

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Annelise Orleck, Professor of History, Chair of Jewish Studies, Dartmouth

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okay but "the symbolism is Real and Trying to Kill You" is my favorite kind of symbolism

#me giving ****** & **** symmetrical injuries. #like yes this is a hamfisted allegory. you are both too alike to not want to kill each other #and/or you each have a blind spot that prevents you from specifically hearing and seeing each other #but also like. you literally have to walk in her field of vision & she has to stay in your earshot. that part's material lol

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You know i really could take or leave a warm summer afternoon. But a stormy summer afternoon. Or a warm summer NIGHT. or a STORMY SUMMER NIGHT omg don't even tease me

#sorry for posting bashir gif it will happen again. he represents everything i need to express #him and smoking selma

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And then in 2x12 HE was the one who suggested that pain might cause a patients orgasm due to crossed wires in the brain. i see you blonde man.

STOP 1x20 for real stoppp... chase knowing a dominatrix by face and that being a plot point and then soft domming this little weirdo for medical reasons but he's too gentle and beautiful for it to work. "i wouldn't have tormented you so much if i knew you liked it." His little pinky ring. His face journey while he pokes around an array of bdsm implements. The fact that he nabbed tic tacs from beneath the cock ring drawer in a man's private dwelling (into which he broke and entered) and then just popped them in his mouth.

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image i am in love with

#OBVIOUSLY NOT BUT WE MOVE. AMEN.

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#WANT

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"I will require a urine specimen, please." She handed me the medieval jar, which was covered with a towel, and placed the screen in front of my bed. "I'll be right back," she said, and I heard the door close behind her.

I laughed as I prepared to obey her. How had she ever learned to say it that way? So impeccably firm and impersonal. But there obviously wasn't any other way to say it, except, perhaps, between lovers, or parents and children. We will require a mucus specimen, please. But we said, Blow your nose. Harder. That's better. The troubling, tyrannical, inconvenient flesh. The sacred flesh.

—James Baldwin, from Tell Me How Long the Train's Been Gone

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on earth by Franz Wright

#WHO ON EARTH IS GOING TO TEACH ME!!!! #this has been in my poetry scrapbook for yeeeears beside a quatrain by khayyam making the same point #you know it now franz.

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#man.

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#afi the fucking hidden track on but home is nowhere #and the 10 MINUTES of silence after morningstar on art of drowning. -_-

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Miss Congeniality (2000) dir. Donald Petrie

#SHATNER WAS THE ANNOUNCER IN THIS MOVIE????????????

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if you start reading books again. you will feel at least a little better. I promise

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suetonius is parts 31 & 38 (doable). plutarch's lives spans parts 46, 47, 65, 80, 87, 98-103 (nightmarish). wait plutarch wrote in greek nvm i don't need a side-by-side for that. would be redundant. like showing a painting to a mole rat.

all the loeb books are so effin expensive but i NEED plutarch's lives and suetonius' bio of the emperors bc it's just cover to cover "here's a strange and emotionally stunted man and here are 27 extremely salacious things he did. Ok here's another strange and emotionally stunted man. Keep up."

#i am the mole rat in this analogy #i might cop the suetoniuses though. suetonii. sue-

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all the loeb books are so effin expensive but i NEED plutarch's lives and suetonius' bio of the emperors bc it's just cover to cover "here's a strange and emotionally stunted man and here are 27 extremely salacious things he did. Ok here's another strange and emotionally stunted man. Keep up."

#i feel like i'm letting down ms beard bc she emphatically wants to shift the focus #away from the revealing personal anecdotes and TOWARD the underlying structures of imperial power #which usually had next to nothing to do with who exactly was on the throne #But i am not immune to revealing personal anecdotes. sorry